You cannot change or undo your past actions, regardless of any shame, embarrassment, pain, or problems they caused. While you can apologize and try to repair damages, scars may remain. It is best to let go of thoughts about changing the past, make peace with what you have lived through, and instead focus on doing what feels right in the present moment while closing the page on the past.

1. You can't undo or unlive what you have lived.
Regardless of how shameful, embarrassing, painful, or problems it has
caused you, your beloved ones, or anyone else.
Let go of thoughts such as "if I had done this…." or "what a jerk I've been."
You can't change the past.
And when damages are done, You can eventually do some repairs.
Repent, feel sorry and apologize, but scars may remain.
You can't undo the past, period. It would be best if you moved on.
You can't pick up your life as if you were in that moment of the past; you
can only do what is right to do today, what feels right today. And close the
page, make peace with your past.
Make peace with your past
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