What I have learnt as I journey into the overlap between trauma responses, our own inner child patterns and emotional health, is that nothing is as black and white as we think. Traditionally we're taught about 4 trauma response, but learning about the 5th - as a hybrid response has drastically shifted how I view working on healing them. Firstly is actually recognising them, acknowledging that there is nothing wrong with you. Sometimes when we have unresolved trauma we start believing that we are responsible for things that we were never responsible for in the first place. The exhaustion of managing yourself and others to receive love and channelling your wanting to not inflict the same wounds you had by swallowing your pain, only fills up that resentment and ultimately leads to abandoning yourself. Look at how much of your energy is going to these responses.