This document discusses the author's experience with feeling less loved by their mother compared to their older sister due to being the second child. The author believed they were not good enough and tried hard to emulate their sister to please their parents. However, the author realized they could never be their sister. The author asked their mother if she loved them, and she said she did love both children equally and the misunderstanding was in the author's head. The author was initially sad by the experience but ultimately came to understand it better. The conclusion drawn is that people will go through various experiences in life, but should continue striving and learning, and know that someone will love them equally with all their heart.