The document discusses the author's first purchase of art - a painting of slain hip-hop artist Jam-Master Jay. The author struggled to find a place to hang it in his bare apartment, not realizing at first that art belonged in a home. The passage explores what art is - it uses things to make its presence felt but is not itself a thing, expressing an irreconcilable tension between what it is and what it wants to be. Contemporary art reflects life's pressures to make everything join together seamlessly, lacking inner tension, though true art expresses freedom.