life

1. HOW TO BECOME
psychologically addicted
to the one
who you think
you love
first you have to believe
that your wish that never lies
has come true
and everything
that is said is for real
you know those words
I love you
I will never hurt you
you mean the world to me
have you heard
of that old saying
never judge a book by its cover
do not believe it
most people never listen to those words
or even try to understand them
so why should you
the reason you started

2. this relationship
was because of the clothes they wear
the way they walk
the way they grow their hair
the way they make you laugh
the way they make you come
the way they look deep
into your wishful desperate eyes
of course inner loneliness
plays a big part
once your wish believes
in hope
you have taken the first step
when the bonding and exchanging
of bodily fluids is over
Things
will slowly start to change
it userly starts with hints
about your make up
and the clothes you like to wear
nice hints [at first]
my suggestion is do not change
if you want the full effect
of the psychological and physical pain
that is to come

3. the next step
will be paranoia in your partners mind
once that starts to grow and fester
the arguments and shouting begins
at this stage several things will happen
your partner will try to convince you
your family and your friends are the problem
if you do not want to go down that road
do not worry
your partner will cause problems
with your family and your friends
and make them so uncomfortable
they stop coming to visit you
[note] if out of all your friends one of them still visits
and has no problem with your partner
chances are they are shagging
now for the next stage
if you have not had
any physical pain
you will in this one
when your partner gets frustrated
about anything
work life friends you
you have suffered a little psychological pain
the little things

4. like humiliation embarrassment
loss of self respect
now the next stage
many times it will start with something simple
when your partner starts an argument
over nothing
this is when
you have to argue back
even though you are well on the road
to becoming submissive
argue a little
your loving paranoid partner will take that
as you being rebellious
this is the moment
when your partners fist
lands on your face
oh the shock
this is when most of you
if you get the chance
to sit on the toilet and cry
now this is the most dangerous part
of all your training
it is at this point
when common sense logic
over rides your wishful thinking

5. showing you the road a head
whenever your loving partner moves
you do the shake and twitch
this is when your hopeful wishful thinking
forces your common sense
back into your cave of denial
when the one you think you love
stares deep
into your hopeful desperate
black eyes
and promises you
on the life of your child
it will never ever
happen again
and all this came to be
because you wanted to keep
your hopeful wishful thinking
alive
welcome to your life
of misery
Is it you that holds on
to a dream
that is broken
does your thinking say

6. it is not so
do the beatings rain down
from your heaven
as your common sense
tries to grow
through the haze
of the pain you are given
IS IT SO HARD
TO SLEEP ALONE