1. Have you had parents that were never there for you in you're life? If that is the
case then I know just how that is. That could possibly make you have depression. The
fact just might be that they were never in you're life that could just be a good thing. My
parents were addicted to drugs and give me a way when I was only a few days old.
Then they decided to take me back for on four years.
My mother is the one that I call a donor because she had abused me all the time
and never took care of me. My grandparent told me that one time they came to see me
is when they had fought for custody. That was when I was about a year or two years old
that my biological mother smacked me hard enough that it looked like I did not know
where I was or anything.
My dad told me the reason why he gave me away because he had to make a
choice over the woman that he was with and over his own kids. The one "that he had to
be with" so bad had let my so called “babysitter” rape me for a year to two years straight
that was their way that they got their drugs also the way that he got paid to babysit me.
At that time my dad had no idea what was going on. I did not tell anyone in tell I
knew that I was safe. That’s when I moved in with my grandparents for good. I have
decided to tell them what happened to me. When my grandma heard that happened she
told my dad. When I asked my dad what he had done the only thing that I could do is
laugh and laughed in tell the end.
He told me that the guy was only twenty-four years old and beat the crap out of
him. When he went to court they had only he him kicked out of Washington State for life
and got eight months in jail that was the only thing that happened to him. I was not
happy at all about that but my grandparents never took me back to the place that it had
happened.
The only parent that I talked to was my dad he was trying to make things right
tell he messed up and started drugs once again. Over the years that I lived with my
grandparents they are my parents they gave me a life that I would never had with my
biological parents.
When people ask you where your parents are all you say is that I don’t know or
you don’t even have to answer them. I have a way better life than what I would have
had. Be proud about it and think that you could have had a way worse life living with
them. You have a family that loves you and cares about you more than ever. They won’t
anything happen to you. So be very proud of the life that you have now.
If you have been doing drugs because you think that your life is horrible because
you don’t have your parents around. Get off the drugs then really think how your life
could have been. Now think about this do you want to turn out to be like them and be a
parent that has a kid that doesn’t have you in their life. So if you do have kids and you
do drugs clean yourself up be with your kids.
Start trying to be that parent the one parent that your parents were not to you.
That gives you something more than anything else in the world. You think that you are a
bad person a reason that there are other people in the world are better than you. Beat
your parents like it is a contest and be a better person that they never were to you. Be
someone that is stronger. Be someone that matters in the world. Help those that are in
a bad situation.
