The document discusses the experiences of a recent college graduate working her first job. She feels that college did not fully prepare her for the realities of work and that an internship was more useful for learning skills like interacting with bosses. While she likes her job, she does not think her degree alone made her good at it. She feels pressure from social expectations to follow the path of schooling, career, marriage, and family without time for personal reflection. As a result, she questions if she wasted time sticking to this path and wonders if going to college at a more mature age would have been better.