The document details the author's experiences and struggles with Christopher Alyre Fleming, who she claims has attempted to ruin her life out of jealousy and racism, particularly as a black woman facing discrimination from white males. She asserts her resilience and dedication to her business and community, emphasizing the importance of her work and the spiritual gifts she possesses. The narrative also addresses themes of love, betrayal, and the impact of systemic racism, all while calling for awareness and empowerment among marginalized groups.

1. BREAKING NEWS!
I have to get this story out so brace yourselves, this is going to be a bad story about Christopher Alyre
Fleming and some others that have set out destroy my life and steal everything I have. It's a true story
and I am bold enough to blast it on FB because I know someone somewhere will share it and it could go
viral. It needs to go viral because it has a lot to do with racism. And since we are in the midst of a black
lives matter movement I want to make sure people see that white people are still messing around and
messing with black people no matter what is going on in the world. It's disgusting and I have to make it

2. known, I have to shout it loud and set the record straight and clear my name because Christopher has
made it his business, and it's the only business he has btw, to try to ruin my life because I am a powerful,
beautiful, brilliant, loving and kind black woman and he can't handle that as a white male. So here goes.
I am not concerned about how you perceive me blasting this because I am protecting not only myself
but the black community, especially black females, and I am also bringing light to how foolish people can
be when jealousy creeps up on them and consumes them. It's ludicrous and I must be a voice for so
many others that have remained silent and have experienced what I have experience. Christopher was
my friend back in 2018. He was around and I was sick one day and I saw him outside and I asked him if
he would get me some medicine for me because I was not well enough to walk to the store to get it for
myself. He didn't hesitate and he went to get it and brought it back swiftly and gave me all of my change
back. I trusted him with my $20 bill and I know that sounds silly but sometimes people will betray you
even for $20 and he didn't do that. I didn't know him and he could have took off with it but he didn't and
even though we were not close friends he got off the phone and went to get the medicine for me. So I
felt better because of him and after that we became friends. We never hung out and we never dated
but we developed feelings for each other. It just happened one day. He looked at me and I looked at him
and it was a whoa moment like we knew each other from another life. I wrote about this once when I
was posting messages for him on Pinterest but I had to shut that down because he didn't respond the
way I wanted him to and it didn't fly. I also caught him starting at me with love in his eyes one day while
I was sitting at a bus stop and he was smoking by a tree. It was another whoa moment but what the hell
does it mean if he is acting like a plumb fool and hurting me all the time. I knew he had lost his mom and
I felt bad for him because that is one of the worst losses you could ever experience in life aside from
losing a child. It's beyond devastating and severely heartbreaking to lose the person that has been taking
care of you your whole life and giving you love and attention and you trust that when you leave and go
to school or work when you come home they will be there for you always. That's a mother's love and no
one can top that kind of love except for God. That's where my pursuit to help him came from. I knew he
lost a love he could never get back but I also knew he could find a greater love in God if he would just
walk away from his bad boy ways and listen to what I had to say and trust the love of God and build a
solid relationship with God. I knew he would be alright but he didn't listen. He got jealous and afraid of
me instead.
So, he found out I had a business and when he saw my website like so many others he became
spellbound and obsessed with Rainbow Universe Pageants. I think he was smitten by Sandalphon's Heart
and Home too but it has been on the side because I am so busy with RUP so his focus was on RUP. I can't
even count how many people responded the same way but the problem was he didn't know until
someone else found out and saw my website and got jealous and wanted it for himself. He was a
therapist and Christopher knew him and I knew him and I thought what the hell, this guy has a job and
he is doing fine and now he wants my business along with a group of his therapist buddies. I told you all
before that I have a psychic gift. I see things in dreams, I get spiritual messages, I am clairvoyant and an
empath and I stay close to God so I can manage these gifts and not get messed up in the head when I
find out the truth about things. I have had premonitions and they have come true so I trust what I see
and people confirm it and it's spooky sometimes but it's my gift and I have accepted it. There are so
many people in the world just like me and some of them are not able to deal with knowing so much

3. about people and the world so they try to escape it and end up drowning themselves in alcohol or drug
addiction or sexual exploits and addictions all to escape the otherworldliness that they experience every
day. It's not easy knowing about sad and painful things in the world but some of what I know is good too.
I find it fascinating and I suppose I was smart enough to ask God to guide me and lead me and tell me
how to use my gift and He did. So I have been writing Messages 2 Mankind when things come into my
mind or are on my heart. I also write things down so I will remember them later and they happen later. I
also encourage others to use their gifts and hopefully some of you have been encouraged and not too
afraid to do that. As you know there are tons of people in the Bible that have been given special gifts
from God to lead the way, to make a difference in the world or just help one person and to change the
world like Moses, Samson, Noah, Ruth, Mary, Mary Magdalen, Joseph, Jesus, Jonah and so on. It is still
happening in this day and age. God doesn't stop with the past Bible stories or history. It's ongoing and
God is always on a mission to create change in the world through His children that are willing to listen
and be brave and bold enough to do what He tells them to do.
But anyway, back to Chris. He found out I had this business and he was told to hack my website and
steal it from me. Totally dumb because that doesn't mean the person who stole now owns my business.
It is in my name, I have built a solid excellent and stellar reputation with a ton of people who know me
and know my mind and my heart. My name, my face, my work is all over the internet and even if
someone hacked my website, which Christopher did more than once (I got it back though and shut him
out because I'm psychic), doesn't mean they now own my business. I have copies of everything and if
you duplicate my website well then you are dumb because that means you are giving me more exposure,
not yourself. Too many people know me, including celebrities and so that would be foolish. I have the
background and skills and experience with credentials to back up what I do. I have some major
partnerships right now and no one can mess with that. So people remember me from old jobs that I was
a star at because I had a passion to help the youth. No one forgets that and these males and some
females were so dumb in their pursuit of something they thought they could have because I am a black
powerful female. Yes, it's a race and gender thing. I don't care if you think I sound full of myself I have to
in order to get my point across because everyone knows I am not a lowly person and I can't be if I am
doing God's work in the world so I have to make sure you know I know how important I am and I hope
you know how important you are.
I have had more trouble with white males trying to steal from me and suppress me than anyone else in
the world. They cannot handle a black female having so much power or having such a popular and
famous business that they didn't build themselves. I have all of the proprietary material and operational
material including the EIN in my name and the registration with the Secretary of State, so how the hell
could they ever succeed at running a business with my name on it. All everyone would see is me
because they know me. They are not the only ones who did this. I have been battling racist thieves for
years since about 2010 when Cages 2 Wings was a nonprofit without a 501 c3 status. I had board
members who were jealous of what I was doing and it was stupid, what the hell. This has been a battle
in my life for a long time and I guess it is something that I have had to overcome to get where I am today.
I have been protecting myself and my business and business ideas for years and still no one has
succeeded at taking anything from me. It's my mission, my passion and it will not end and I will never

4. give up or give up my business to anyone. No matter if business is slow, going at a medium pace or
booming. It doesn't matter if I have a day with no clients, it's still my business, I built it and it's still
running. People who have no business acumen or skills whatsoever seem to think that if your business is
at a slow pace, and whose isn't during COVID-19, that means they can't handle it and it is failing and for
some crazy mad reason they think they can take it and do better. How in the world can anyone think
such a thing if they don't know the ins and outs of operations, if they don't have the passion and heart
for the mission, if they can't handle a day without working with a client and instead doing a ton of
paperwork or making deals and phone calls or coming up with new ideas? They wouldn't be able to
handle that because it's not their baby. Businesses all have ups and downs even the ones making
millions and billions of dollars. That's business.
Fortunately, I have been staying afloat because God blesses me and my business. I don't depend on
mankind because mankind will fail you. I depend on God always and it works like a charm. I have not had
to shut my doors, I don't go without eating, I can pay my bills and I still have clients coming and that's all
because I have not given up and my heart is in it and God has blessed it for me, not anyone else. I have
put a halt on hiring employees right now due to COVID-19 restrictions and mandates but I am still
accepting applications and interviewing and soon I will bring people on board like I wanted to before
COVID-19. We have to remember that when God gives us a blessing that means it is for us and no one
else. God doesn't say "well my child, here, your business will be blessed always, so go and be a blessing
to others." And then he goes over to your neighbor and says now go over there and see if you can steal
it. That's absurd. That neighbor does not have the mind or heart or ability to operate what you have
built from scratch. It's madness to think he or she could do such a thing. It's crazy. So many people have
gone mad trying to steal my business and not realizing that they couldn't handle one of my youth clients
because either they have never worked with troubled youth or they just don't care about the clients.
The business is sparkly and pretty and brilliant, I have been told this so many times so that is all they see.
What is on the surface and that is superficial because it goes so much deeper. Christopher didn't see this
along with some others who are white males. There is so much more to RUP, so much depth and they
can't handle the depth otherwise they would apply for a job, become a volunteer or a partner or want to
be a part of my Rainbow Village in a special way instead of trying to steal it for themselves. You don't
need to steal because if you do someone will steal from you but dumb people don't see that. Karma is
real.
Christopher has suffered because of what he did to me and my family and other females and there was
a guy I know of that was also pretending to be him because he was jealous of our connection. I won't
mention his name though because he is a sex trafficker and I know where he lives and he may try to
harm me because I know too much but if he sees this maybe he will turn from his wicked ways. I have
too many connections with decent law enforcement, FBI and organizations against sex trafficking and he
knows that so all of his connections can never supersede mine especially since God is on my side and not
his. I am not afraid of him but he knows about my connection with Christopher and he doesn't like it.
Christopher has told guy friends about me and made up stuff and they have tried to interfere or do
more than him and it's so insane. I can't believe the craziness I have been through from knowing this
one man that claims to love me so much. So many white females don't like it either. Christopher has a

5. big mouth and he knows how to use it so he goes around blabbing to white females mostly that he is in
love with me, a black female and I know he is but he is so messed up in the head and heart with jealousy
and fear and anger and disappointment, and frustration and some mental health issues that he cannot
express it the way he wants to. So instead, all of these jealous females, mostly white, come out of
nowhere and they messed with him and told him they would do sick twisted sexual stuff for him so he
would forget me. They invited him over, not to make sure he was alright or to be his friend or to help
him with his other issues, but just to sex him up so he could forget about me and it didn't work. He said
no to most of them but some of them he messed around with and we were not together in any way
shape or form so no one "stole" him from me. How retarded are they. Anyway, they could not deal with
him being in love with a black female, how dare he insult their race and say I am better than they are. I
mean white is better than black, right? What? Who cares. It's stupid. Really it's dumb because you can't
tell your heart who to love. Race has nothing to do with true love and if it's there no one can take it
away no matter how many times you show your secret parts to him or do sexual favors for him. It's
stupid. I don't know why people don't get that sex does not keep anyone around. That's why no matter
what he did or who got in his head or bed he still loved me and he still wanted me and only me. It's sad
and it's racist.
Some of these females are married like Sarah Sepulveda. I am going to put her name out there
because I grew up with her, she went to my church and I sang in her wedding years ago and she was so
jealous of Christopher loving me, a black woman, that I thought cared about me and God and the
sanctity of her marriage, that she told him she would perform something sexual that no one else said
they would do. I won't say what it is but I know. He jumped on it because it was different and ladies and
gentlemen that is the very reason why he has not gotten over me. I am different and he knows he will
never find another female in the world like me because you all do the same damn thing. "I will do
whatever you want Christopher just meet me here and stay with me." "I will make you forget about
Cicely forever." And I thought that was funny but so disturbing because sex doesn't make you forget
about anyone that you are in love with. Once a man falls in love he is done even if he is a bad boy and
has a hard time walking away from his bad boy ways. Sex is easy for a man and easy women will always
be at his disposal. He will take what he can get until he is tired of getting the same old thing over and
over again so easy. And even though Sarah promised something different, it's still about sex and
eventually he would have gotten bored because there is so much more to sex that people don't dare to
venture towards because they are too lazy and too desperate for the big "O". Or they are so selfish that
they just want to soothe their own emotions and forget about pleasing the other person and that is how
it should be. That is why I keep myself under lock and key and I am not afraid to shout it out loud to
wake females up to what they really don't see. Men use women and no man is worth me getting used so
he can feel better about himself. I want the whole shebang and I am worthy of that. I will not be passed
around so I can "keep a man". So they ignore the spiritual side of sex and the magnificence of the mind
connection that creates magic. What people do in this day and age is boring and easy and you don't
have to ask for it or work hard for it.
Christopher has no problem with easy and Sarah is easy. She chose to cheat on her husband and her
children so she could steal him away from me because I am a black female that she is very jealous of.

6. What the hell is that about? So stupid. Why would you taint or destroy your marriage just to keep a guy
from loving a woman that is not the same race as you? Sarah is dumb and I have no problem blasting
her because she is disgusting and I loved him enough to help him through his issues but her desire
comes from racism during black lives matter. I know her motives and she knows how he feels and she
doesn't like it and I am sick of racist white females, especially ones who know me messing around to
take what they think belongs to me. Grow up Sarah. Christopher told her that I did the same sexual thing
for him so she jumped on it and that is how it started. He was going to use her. He lied about me and
about having sexual relations with me more than once and I am angry because of that so that is why I
had to make sure her name was in this post. She is supposed to be a Godly woman and respect her vows
and if she is not happy then she should get on her knees and pray to God to change her marriage and
help her and her husband find a way to love one another in a great way than they had when they first
got married. She is racist and I know it and that's not cool especially during Black Lives Matter. That is
what we all need to do when we have trouble in paradise. You don't cheat Sarah. You don't stray or
cause danger to your family. You don't know Christopher and his connections. And if he put it out then
someone could come around and harm your family because people can be evil in pursuit of something
that someone else had that they wanted too. If he told a friend that friend might say well I want to see if
she will do it with me too and she could get raped if she said no and something bad could happen to her
family. You don't do stupid things like that and endanger your family or yourself because you are jealous
of some other woman. Let it go. What happened to you? I forgive you both though because me holding
on to anger and resentment is not worth it. I love myself too much to allow that to fester in my heart. I
don't want Christopher, I let him go a long time ago and any time a guy calls you or sends you a message
and tells you he has done something sexual with someone just to see if you will get jealous and give it
up for him then you need to see the bright red flag and leave him alone. It's obvious he is very messed
up.
I can't imagine that we are meant to be if he keeps messing with my family and so-called friends to see
what he can get away with or to see who he can pull away from me and turn on me. That was his motive
by the way. He has used so many females to see who would turn on me and who would get jealous if he
tells them how much he is so in love with me. If he was so in love then why didn't he tell me that? Why
didn't he make an effort to make sure I knew so we could work on our friendship and end up together
later? Fear, ladies. It's all about fear. He feels and lives like a loser. He does not have a job. He does not
have real, true friends, except maybe one. He hates his family and by the way his dad was in on the
business stealing too. He hates himself, he doesn't have any money, he drives his dads car and this guy is
in his mid to late 30's. So you can see he is a walking loser. I know my words are harsh but he is racist
and too jealous to ever be in my life unless he changed his ways and cultivated a relationship with God,
apologized to everyone he lied to about me and used to get off or make me or them jealous and
apologize to me. Until he does that we have no relationship whatsoever. I am tired of him spreading lies
about me. He has never touched me in any way. We have never even held hands, kissed, hung out even
as friends and especially never engaged in any sexual activity in any way shape or form. I have never
sent him sexual emails, or sexual text messages, or sexual videos showing him my private parts (I have
never done that for anyone, I don't roll that way and I refuse to engage in the stupid sexual foolishness
that everyone else engages in) I don't even know his email address or his cell phone number. I have

7. never even hugged him and I am a pure and chaste woman so I would never dare engage in sexual
activity with him especially since he is a married man. He is estranged from his wife but I know he has
been in contact with her and his son and even if they are about to get divorced I would never dream of
compromising my morals or going against my moral compass or values to steal him away or "get" him so
I can say "he's mine". I don't give a damn.
If he can't treat me like the rose that I am, and make me feel like I am the only woman in the world that
matters to him then he can keep looking and messing around. I know my worth, I have said this before
and my body is a temple and the only one who can touch me that way is my husband and I don't have
one yet. I am too busy and I have too many people that love me to compromise myself and get caught
up in the ways of the world. It's not worth it. I could end up pregnant with some guys baby that won't
even talk to me anymore. I could end up with Aids or a sexually transmitted disease and I love my body
too much to let such a thing happen. I could end up raped or beat up or used all because I was so
desperate to "keep a man". You don't need to be desperate to "keep a man". Keep yourself under lock
and key and let him work to have you and earn what's underneath your clothes and that's how you keep
him coming back and wanting you more than anyone else. People think sex is everything in a
relationships and really it is just a part of your relationship. If people took the time to educate their mind
and use their hearts more in the world, get over themselves and dedicate themselves to an important
cause then they would be less likely to place so much emphasis on sexual pleasure. It's just a part of
something magical between two people that should bring more magic and enhance the relationship
hopefully in a married union. I know many people don't think like I do but that just goes to show you
that I am waiting for the one man who does and I know he exists otherwise I wouldn't wait so long.
People don't want to wait for that so they end up with someone that they hate later or just don't like
and they settle because their self-esteem says "you are not good enough to have what you really want
and no one else will want you if you don't marry this guy". How sad if you believe this about yourself. I
want all that I can possibly receive. That is what I am striving and waiting for and that is what I am going
to get. I am already involved and that involvement could lead to marriage if it is meant to be. I don't
need to sex him up or be overly sexual to keep him coming back to me. When the time is right it will
work out and I am ok with waiting for that and I wish the world would be too but people seem to lose
their minds if they can't have sexual or immediate gratification right now. It gets boring after a while and
if all you have to fall back on is some super awesome sexual experience you had with this person then
you will cheat or lose respect for them or not be so interested in being with them that way anymore.
What happens when they get sick or a woman gets pregnant or they can't see each other for a week or a
month? What will you do? Get hot and bothered and pick up a prostitute or an old whore you hooked
up with from a bar years ago? It's dumb.
Marriage is sacred, sex is supposed to be sacred. It's too exposed and that means there is no mystery,
nothing to be excited about later, nothing to talk about and nothing to be anxious about when you see
that person you want so much because that's all you have. It's fine to be curious, men are naturally
curious but you don't have to do everything you see or sleep with every woman that says yes. How can
you ever get close to God if you defile your temple, your body. The Bible says " keep your temple holy".
I tried to help Christopher and I know what you are thinking, "Cicely you can't change a man". Well that

8. is not really what I was trying to do. I wanted him to feel good about walking away from criminal activity
and his bad boy ways so he would change himself and do some good in the world. He was my special
friend and I thought we could build that friendship to a solid bond and he wouldn't allow that to happen.
I told him that he has a special destiny and sometimes we meet up with people and we get an inkling
that they are extra special or a spiritual nudge to move closer and befriend that person because you are
the one who is going to make a difference in that person's life. That's what I felt with Christopher. I
know God had something special for him to do on this planet and that was no one's business especially
his dad who wanted to know all about it. I tried to send him a message recently about something I knew
about him. It was a secret and that means it was meant for him only and no one is supposed to know
about it. Remember the story in the Bible about Samson. Samson's strength was in his hair that is why it
was so long. That was a secret and he was not supposed to tell anyone and he got caught up with a
hooka ho and she got in his head and he was smitten and he told her. It was kind of easy and when she
found out she spread it and Samson lost his strength and his power. His hair was cut off and his eyes
were gouged out and he was a laughing stock and God took his life all because he didn't keep that secret.
He allowed a wayward woman with an agenda that derived from jealousy from her husband to get in his
head. It's crazy, this is what Christopher does. He lets dumb females, mostly white, who are racist and
don't like the fact that he has these overwhelming feelings for me, a black woman, to get in his head and
he allows them to because he is not right in the head, afraid of me, hates himself, has no life, and it's
easy. You can't tell people everything Christopher. You have to learn to hold on to information that can
help you move forward in life and if you don't people will try to harm you or steal it from you or get in
your way and I saw that so I shut it down again.
So he takes the easy road instead of the road less travelled which is filled with new things to learn and
new life to see and amazing and magical stuff he may be able to do in the world to help other people. I
suppose I was put on his path to lead him down that road less travelled and he didn't want to go there.
Too scary, too much racism, too much jealousy and too much interference. Taking the easy road will
only bring you easy things that don't last. Taking the road less travelled will only bring you to a place you
have never seen before and I must say that is more exciting than what you already know. I would take
the chance and the risk just to see all the amazing things I could do in the world if I just let go of my past
behaviors, attitudes and ignore the people who get in my way or try to pull me down or backwards so I
miss out. Don't get your eyes gouged out people and your hair cut off, don't lose your power or strength
all because someone promises you something that sounds good or exciting or you get caught up. Walk
away, ask for help and do your best to hold on to what has been gifed to you by God.
Christopher could be a healer, someone with a special gift or have a group of people waiting
somewhere in the world to receive the gifts he has to give. I told this to my little sister once and she
soaked it in and then she ignored it. My family has caused me heartache too because of jealousy and
that is painful but I forgive them. Some black people have come against me because they don't
understand why I get to have a white guy so in love with me or a business so fantastic that they didn't
build. It's dumb. It's not worth it and it's embarrassing and I hope this story goes viral so it wakes some
people up and helps them see what's really going on. It's 2020 folks. We all need to see clearly and I
believe my gifts can help you all see clearly so you don't mess up the rest of what is to come your way in

9. the future which includes the New Jerusalem. It's real folks. It's in the book of the Revelation. The word
"Revelation" should be enough to wake you all up. It means things that are to come and that includes
the New Jerusalem and once again, we have to be ready for it or you will miss out. Don't miss out. You
don't need to be jealous of me or anyone else. You don't need to be insecure or give in to your
insecurities or cater to low self-esteem because we were all made in the image of God, yes white people,
that goes for black people too. That means we all have gifts and God loves us all and takes care of us all
and we all have a brilliant mind and can have the mind of God and can do greater works in the world if
we do what we are supposed to do and walk away from worldly things to do Godly things and live holy
lives. That's all I have been doing and I am not the only one who lives this way. People don't always talk
about what they are doing but sometimes you need to to wake people up and help them see what they
don't see.
I don't want to be with Christopher and if I did it's none of your business. You don't need to try to steal
my business from me because you didn't build it and you are so jealous that I get all this attention and I
have all these connections and I have this brilliant business. You could build a brilliant business too and
get a ton of connections and attention but you need to make sure your heart is right and in it and your
intentions are to help others and not just look good. That's why I started BAB so I could bring people
together that were like-minded and wanted to build their own business like me. It's why I started my
partnership. It was not to make people jealous of me, it was not to toot my horn and tell people how
awesome I am, it was not to make a ton of money so I could go buy fancy cars and houses and brand
name clothes and gadgets. I don't give a damn about that stuff. I am fine shopping at Ross finding a cute
$15 dress and some shoes to match and maybe finding a Hello Kitty purse to go with it. I don't care
about frivoulous stuff. My car is modest and yes one day I would like a Tesla but that can wait until I am
settled and where I want to be planted permanently with a family and a place for my business. I am fine
waiting and fine splurging every once in a while but my goal, my purpose is to help the youth move
forward in life so they don't do to someone what you have done to me as adults. Some of you are
innocent and some of you are guilty. Christopher has spread so many rumors and lies about me and is
desperate to make sure no one responds to my posts (I don't give a damn about that either because I
know people are watching and I know they are being helped aned by the way, I get text messages and
email and responses in other ways that you don't see), and he wants me to be jealous of him and all the
attention he gets from easy females (who cares, I have love from someone else), he wants me to fail at
business so he can pick it up and run it himself and say "yep, I am a white man and she was black and I
knew I could do this better" and that will never happen. It's dumb. I treated him with nothing but
respect and dignity and I told people he had a heart of gold, I blasted my feelings for him so he would
respond and be a man about what he was feeling so we could figure it out since he is still married. I was
kind to him and he was evil to me.
I would have been his friend at a distance out of respect for his wife whether he was communicating
with her or not. He may still have a mission or a calling but I am not going to force it down his throat nor
chase after him to see if he responds. I have better things to do and I won't stop doing those things until
I am ready to move forward with something new. I have just begun and I love what I do and no one can
ever take that away from me, especially a white, racist male who can't keep his mouth shut to save his

10. life. I love him but we can't be friends like this. He is too racist and too jealous and he needs to get a life
and stop watching me all day and night and telling people stuff he is doing with me. It's all lies and I'm
sick of it. He has been in my home and I found that out spiritually. He obtained the key to my apartment
and entered it without permission while I was away and he went through my personal stuff. He has
hacked my accounts, seen my bank account, hacked my website, told people to ignore me, made up
stories about me, followed me, stalked me across the street from my building (I saw him more than
once), called me names, threatened to sue me for no reason, said I was a spoiled brat because I had nice
stuff and a nice car, and has tried his hardest to keep tabs on my whereabouts and who I talk to online.
He is the craziest person I have ever met in my life. All in the pursuit of true love that he did not pursue
or to prove he is better and smarter than I am.
I told you all that he messed with black magic a while ago and one time he did something sweet and I
saw him in a dream where he was letting me know how beautiful he thought I was and how he wanted
to take me out and wine and dine me and make me feel special. I smiled when I woke up but every time
I tried to get in touch with him he ignored me so I was confused. I knew then that he just didn't know
what to do with his feelings because he was not used to someone like me. I know he doesn't understand
my ways and my way of life, especially the no sex until marriage thing, and because of that he has
responded to me in a horrible way and messed around with people I love telling them that he doesn't
know how to talk to me and asking them for help. No one helped him, they got jealous and used him
and ended up hurt because his feelings for me never left. So it was sad to find out that people I thought I
could trust couldn't deal with some strange guy asking for their advice and help to talk to me. No one
told me. No one said a word and maybe if they did none of this would have happened. Maybe one of
those people that he asked for help would have made a difference in this man's life and my heart would
not have gotten so broken and he would not have self destructed, and maybe that one gesture could
have caused a karmic reaction in that person's love life to make sure they got the love they desired.
Maybe Sarah could have responded differently because she loved me as a friend and child of God that
sang in her wedding for her and she could have told me that he was messing around or she wanted to
help us get together and talk things through but she chose differently. That didn't happen and I am very
hurt because of it. He needed your help family and friends and you didn't help him and I am sure that
confused him and set him off on a frenzy of lies and testing. He knew so many people were jealous of
me and because he was too he tested some of you and you failed the test and proved you were jealous
too. How sad for me to find out such things.
You need to understand that karma is real and consuming jealousy over something you see someone
else have even though you may have something yourself already will only bring you bad karma and an
achy conscience that you can't soothe because you messed up, you messed with some else's life or
heart or relationship and now yours is tainted and in danger of being messed with. Karma is real and if
we just wake up and remember that every time the little devil on our shoulder tells us to do something
bad, or illegal or wrong, then maybe we will listen to the angel on the other shoulder, squash the
jealousy and bring good karma to our lives and relationships by doing the right thing always. I hope you
see this Christopher. I had something to tell you that could help you change your life and your ways and
make sure you get to do what God intends for you to do on this planet so people will love you and want

11. to be around you instead of repelled by you and use you and so you can learn to love yourself so you
can love others. You are too easily led astray. You are too desperate for attention and love in all the
wrong places when you already had it in the right place. Your emotions, your broken heart, your jealous
eyes, your associations, and your white skin has led you astray far away from me and I don't know if we
will ever see each other again. I know how to help you but I can only lead you to the water, not make
you drink it but you have to move towards me not away from me and fight me every chance you get.
This message is not just for you as I said on Instagram (no more messages). I meant no more just for you
to lead you in the right direction because you refuse to look at the map to get you there. This message is
for all mankind that see it so you can see and hear my story as crazy as it sounds so you can act
accordingly if something like this should come your way. We have to stop the racist thing. White people
have to stop thinking that they are so superior and better and more entitled to have all the best because
they are white. White people have to stop being racist if a black person gets acknowledged for
something amazing or does something great or another white person is head over heels in love with a
black person or someone of another race. White people have to stop thinking that they have all the
answers and brilliance and no other race can shine with them or above them. It's dumb. It's 2020. If MLK
was alive right now he would cry his eyes out knowing that we had to have a Black Lives Matter
movement to wake up racist white cops. It's disturbing. White people are too afraid of black people
because we look different, or talk different or have talents that they think they could never match. So
what. You are not superior white people. I have a God that I know loves us all no matter what color our
skin is that says otherwise. If you are white and you go to church and you read the Bible and you claim
to love God then that means you need to love all of God's children. Read this verse again "Neither jew
nor gentile....". It means God does not just love white people. It means that God does not just give gifts
and brilliance and beauty to white people. It means skin color is just that, skin color and no one has the
right to disrespect anyone because their skin is not the same color as theirs. We cannot continue on like
this and make it into the New Jerusalem. We are one race, one nation under God, (put the pledge of
allegiance).
We can't ignore what lies beneath just because we don't understand the surface or because the surface
looks different than our surface. What if Christopher and I were meant to be together in the future and
you were one of those who tried to get in our way? My mother used to say all the time that "what God
has put together, let no man put asunder" and that is an attestation that you can't stop what God has
designed or ordained or what is destined no matter what sex games you play or how much you flip your
hair and think you are better because your skin is whiter or because you have been around the block
and are so sexually skilled that you can whip anyone up at any time. So what. Sex is not love. You can't
stop true love and you can't ever take a man away from a woman who he is pinning over even if he does
what you want him to do or you do what he wants you do. It will be short lived and you will feel stupid
knowing that you didn't really get what you wanted and that's him feeling for you what he feels for
someone else. He will see you as a slut or a whore who will put it out for anyone who asks or comes
along and ladies that is not who men want to mary. You can sex him up all you want to but at the end of
the day he will go to sleep thinking about who he loves. You can't remove that love no matter what so
you might as well pray and ask God to give you the same thing instead of trying to take it from someone

12. else. Too many females get in a man's head and get him all hot and bothered and take him from his
family and wife only to experience the same thing later happen to them. Someone will come along and
do the same thing to you even if you never find out about it, it's karma.
So watch your ways, watch your words, let go of your racist tendencies and superiority complex and let
people be and leave people alone. Get a life, find something to do that is worthwhile in the world so you
can feel good about yourself and what you are doing for others. Who the hell has time to mess with
other people's lives. It's not worth it, especially if you are white, Asian or Mexican and you are messing
with a black person during the Black Lives Matter movement. How dumb can you be. Black people have
way more protection and the legal right to sue you if you mess with them. I can sue him and I can sue
anyone else that tried to mess with my life, my car, my home or my business. It's a hate crime these
days no matter what you do. I am way too connected to law enforcement for anyone to mess with me
and no one has succeeded at what they have tried to do. I could mention names but I won't just the
ones I mentioned above because they are both racist, Sarah and Christopher and his whole family has
been involved in bringing me down, including his son. I deleted her and her cousin from Instagram
because I know what they were up to and he was involved. I know too much for people to mess around
so just leave me alone and let me live my life as a woman without regard to my skin color or what I am
doing for others. Let it go. I am famous and I have celebrity connections and I don't think anyone wants
to be blasted like I just blasted these two people. It's disgusting. I had to do it because my life matters,
black lives matter and we are all God's children so let's stop fighting each other and do right by one
another no matter what one has or what one doesn't have or what one looks like. 2020 means clear and
perfect vision. So please see clearly! Watch your ways, check your heart and check your attitude. If you
are racist, gender biased, evil, or exhibit any signs of jealousy towards anyone or refuse to apologize for
any harm you have caused another person, then you have no place in the New Jerusalem, God is
watching so be careful with the next move you make. Walk towards the light and stay out of the
darkness and do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Do the right thing so the right thing
can be done unto you and God will act accordingly. Be well Sarah and Christopher and anyone else who
has tried their hardest to destroy our connection or harm me in any way. We are disconnected Chris and
until you man up and do right by yourself, and me and God we will never speak or meet again. Peace to
you all!