mildly passive aggressive, very moody, early 2000

1.  ...the systems....
"The systems of control designed to manufacture consent among a largely ignorant public will still be
there for me to worry about tomorrow. Today, I'm just going to kick back and enjoy some much-needed
Noam Time."
"No fighting against institutional racism, no exposing the legacies of colonialist ideologies still
persistent today, no standing up to the widespread dissemination of misinformation and state-
sanctioned propaganda," Chomsky added. "Just a nice, cool breeze through an open window on a warm
spring day."
http://www.theonion.com/articles/exhausted-noa...
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2. Drawing Space

3.  It's just a name I'm known of
It gets me in my realms
you think you're wide awake

4.  Dear Thursday
you found me crumpled on my bed woke me up with the pale pink window light made me shower got
me a steaming cup of coffee and when I saw you in the mirror winking at my messed up hair you said:
here, girl, drink this up, mornings like this are precious gold
and then I bent over myself to reach a jewel that flies to Holland later on today things that happend
traffick crowds office stench disshelved rhymes and Henry Rollins
you better get this one right I told my Thursday as we screamed together through the day

5.  the beat
those who read it gotta take their time
those who mind it gotta read it twice
those who follow gotta know the rhymes
those who get it gotta step in line
the beat does wonders like this all the time
here is Dee Jay, his name is his mind
those who know it, fellows of the heart
those who know it, children of the sun
those who buy it, lose it, can't be wise
those who feel it they can fly the skies
it's true

6.  ....
This Is what I do:
Classics, Visions, Earth & Space
Pages, Blueprints, sometimes Souls
I Feel Free. Perfect. Clean.

7.  You
People, we need to have more
we gotta move on we gotta relax we gotta take off
we gotta leave we need to forget, We Are Compadres,
we gotta escape we gotta go out we gotta go out we want to DIVE
it's in our minds that we've been cleansed&shaved&washed and we dreamt clean thoughts no thoughts
dreams all and into unknown we gotta get out gotta go gotta get dreams miss not one self miss not a
moment gotta let books teach carry divine gotta find songs got me new poems new son of a...

8. AAAAAAAAAAAAND..............
IN CASE YOU DIDN'T GET IT THE FIRST TIME........
 You
People, we need to have more
we gotta move on we gotta relax we gotta take off
we gotta leave we need to forget, We Are Compadres,
we gotta escape we gotta go out we gotta go out we want to DIVE
it's in our minds that we've been cleansed&shaved&washed and we dreamt clean thoughts no thoughts
dreams all and into unknown we gotta get out gotta go gotta get dreams miss not one self miss not a
moment gotta let books teach carry divine gotta find songs got me new poems new son of a...

9. DRAWING SPACE ( FREE STYLE )

10.  Blaise Pascal, extract from "Human happiness"
21 If we are too young our judgement is impaired, just as it is if we are too old. Thinking too little about
things or thinking too much both make us obstinate and fanatical. If we look at our work immediately
after completing it, we are still too involved; if too long afterwards, we cannot pick up the thread again.
It is like looking at pictures which are too near or too far away. There is just one indivisible point which
is the right place. Others are too near, too far, too high, or too low. In painting the rules of perspective
decide it, but how will it be decided when it comes to truth and morality.
22 Flies are so mighty that they win battles, paralyse our minds, eat up our bodies.
23 Vanity of science. Knowledge of physical science will not console me for ignorance of morality in
time of affliction, but knowledge of morality will always console me for ignorance of physical science.
24 Man’s condition. Inconstancy, boredom, anxiety.
25. The fact that kings are habitually seen in the company of guards, drums, officers and all the things
which prompt automatic responses of respect and fear has the result that, when they are something
alone and unaccompanied, their features are enough to strike respect and fear into their subjects,
because we make no mental distinction between their person and the retinue with which they are
normally seen to be associated. And the world, which does not know that this is the effect of habit
believes it to derive from some natural force, hence such sayings as: ‘The character of divinity is
stamped on his features.’

11.  travellin, man
spaces places, time's abandoned,
steering clearly , flow of travel,
passports rotate / put a stamp there
done that, been there, gone out, travelled
/sign your name here/
signed my name there
/sign your name there/
signed my names there

12.  How far do you think you'd get with a serious crimetime 200X
they ask me:
Encouraging or assisting crime?
mean little nonviolent offences?
49! Check! Intentionally encouraging crime!

13.  Sam, are you following?
Contents (hide)
Relationship with other offences
The mens rea
The actus reus
Impossibility
Statutory incitement, statutory excitement
References available
See also
incitement to hatred
Riot Act, Sam, Riot act
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tpZeq13Gp0

14.  ...
messages I read on my screen:
please wait
there's a "save" operation in progress
savetodraftdon'tsavekeepwriting?
misspelled words are now underlined in red
&
sometimes the poetry of things makes my eyes water

15.  ...
messages I read on my screen:
attach files more easily
and there's a little paper clip
making it obvious what one should do
it also shows small calendar symbol
that will put you behind it's bars
if you let it
there are other things to do
while in the clouds

16.  ...
see I know how futile it gets
the flowers and the cheap
shallow thrills of a restless soul
that's why I strive to make it even more fun
yes I'm having fun
I really enjoy myself
never seizing to say my grace
both in the mornings and in the evenings
few things that really count
the peace you can only get within
that's the desired destination
sure you need love
sure you need cheerleaders
sure like sure you always
need the audience
because that's what it all gets down to
that, and some cool animal lust
that blends it into a colorful process
sure, but
....

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18.  red
so this is where I enter
the realm of the dark blurred truth
but truth nevertheless
shines undisturbed
Q: WHAT DOES RED LOOK LIKE?
A:
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Q: WHAT IS A „RED“?
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19.  *
call me all the names you can think of
until you guess what my name is
a list of suggestions:
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20.  to all you mind-readers
so, I gotta ask you..
is Logic now common
how do you think
what do you see
how is it to feel
where do you stand
how do we blend
being this way, being of men, where do we stand

21.  play it again, Sam
anything else you'd like to say?
any thoughts on social movements
revolution of sorts
an idea of rebellion, perhaps?
my, don't you ever get tired of that bull
read the papers, love
watch some good ole tube
inform yourself of new winter fashion
(purple's,like,a major no- no this season)
just lie down and play dead for us
dead dead dead dead

22.  a note
'79 was a good year
they've bottled us up free style
I'm not gonna pity myself I'm not gonna pity myself I'm not
gonna pity myself I'm not
So,
...drink, anyone?

23.  Venus revealing
She tore her dress off in one deliberate move
taking us all by surprise
yet in awe we stared and gulped
such was our need of blind
Venus revealing
-it's history repeating
(and later someone added music so people could dance and forget)
****
yeah, the tune still haunts us

24.  Mourning Seas
It was heaven when my mind was gone
I dreamt pure crystals going salt
my men all gone
/flesh reeked of fish/
I ate their tongues
I gnawed at ribs
Land won't set you free, Columbus spoke.
He pressed his ears
went out in screams
(*for AV background pls go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygqyC_HUgSc&feature- =related)

25.  Mars
let me introduce Mars
see, laughing kind a hero
not perhaps to our liking, but still...
to describe his sword:
smooth and gentle and cuts so precisely you don't even get to grasp the beauty of it
really
why would you

26.  to get to know things
see, the carnivore thing was amazing
smooth tannins rolled across the tongue
the only way to get in deep
is to get your knees crushed
still laughing at the sight
move your ways to understanding, man

27.  what?
so where do you want to fuck today
what would you like to do today
what would you like to do today
what would you like to do today
Am I to sigh am I to pant am I to pretend am I to regret
am I to continue just because I've started it
am I to laugh at it
I'm still able to laugh at it
still got the grace to shake it off
even though I keep my eyes on the road
just keep 'em on the road
don't make me wanna leave you by the road
hit and run and go back and again
roll over, and do it
again
where do you want to fuck today

28.  °on silent madness and the content it brings
so I step inside still smiling in-between people with half sick faces
and softly push the doors inwards till they gently click
and watch with the doors closed
across the world
Oh, the witch and the prophet argue just beneath the ceiling
They speak in pythian tongue, of course
It took a while to get the music right
It took a breathing life to home the silence
I 've found my feet with my head up
Took so long to come to seeing
people and things and relations of Now
and
what I might have learnt
is how to face the possibility of not being able to apply any of it
without a smile

29.  From Russia with love
took the time to walk the city
see what people think they look like
perfect moment plugged in smoke
I feel extra round in colour
as the view now changes lights
I say Keep it coming
breed in dust
three dull crossings make a postcard
this is how it grows in sound:
not the adverts
nor the converts
make me out among these crowds
staring into passers' eyes
you can't say I'm seeing angels
Ohh I know those gracious beasts
sure like sweaty palms are sure
this is how I get alone

31. bloodletting
here used to stand a poem on bloodletting
...
well, if it bled, it didn't mean to