1 White People Are Exhausting White people can be exhausting. Particularly ex hausting are white people who don't know they are white, and those who need to be white. But of all the white people I've met-and I've met a lot of them in more than three decades of living, study ing, and working in places where I'm often the only Black woman in sight-the first I found exhausting were those who expected me to be white. To be fair, my parents did set them up for fail ure. In this society where we believe a name tells us everything we need to know about someone's race, gender, income, and personality, my parents decided to outwit everyone by giving their daughter a white man's name. When I was growing up, they explained that my grandmother's maiden name was I'm Still Here the world, They were teaching me to speak up until those in the back could hear me, School was over. Time for the real world, Turned out Dr. Simms was right, even when I didn't want him to be, 5 Whiteness at Work Confession: By the time I graduated from college, l thought l was the white culture whisperer, I was fearless, I thought any future encounters of racism would rear their ugly heads like purple dragons, and I had no doubt in my ability to slay racist non sense wherever I found it, l was so wrong, Far from an imposing beast, I found that white supremacy is more like a poison, It seeps into your mind, drip by drip, until it makes you wonder if your perception of reality is true, Being a Black woman in the professional world of majority-white nonprofit ministries was far more difficult than my younger self could imagine, In school I had been surrounded by whiteness, but colleges often encourage students to question au thority, to navigate cultural conflicts, to be creative ...