The document describes a fictional account of someone realizing they have narcissistic personality disorder. They grew up having their needs met but felt empty. After their parents died, they felt out of control and that the disorder was in total control of their self-esteem. They hurt many people while working at Vogue by constantly seeking attention and admiration. After complaints from coworkers, they went to a psychiatrist who diagnosed them with narcissistic personality disorder. They went through therapy for several months and eventually found acceptance and happiness.