Banish Your Inner Critic
Denise R. Jacobs
The Norwegian
Developer’s Conference
Oslo, Norway
3 June 2014
@denisejacobs
#ndcoslo
#banishyourcritic
O hai!
Photo: Derek Kearney
Upon a time…
http://www.behance.net/gallery/Once-Upon-a-Time/2918365
29 June
http://www.flickr.com/photos/jblndl/3154255478/
Instead of creativity
Photo from Flickr.com
Destructivity
http://www.flickr.com/photos/kevygee/3265941065/
The voices in my head were
merciless
http://www.flickr.com/photos/epsos/4887528060/
I totally freaked out
I shouldn't be writing this
I misrepresented myself
I don't know enough
This should be someone else’s book
I’m going to look stupid
Everyone will see that I’m a fake
What if it's not good enough?
What if I'm not good enough?

No…really!
2 days
http://www.flickr.com/photos/fiery-phoenix/8428079916/
Worked non-stop
https://www.flickr.com/photos/53611153@N00/5827849044/
Pushed myself to burn-out
http://www.flickr.com/photos/44085287@N05/4052943367/
My internal critical voices
http://www.flickr.com/photos/mikeapalooza/553545517/
Made this happen
https://www.flickr.com/photos/70938871@N05/8230432077
Physical evidence of fear
http://www.flickr.com/photos/grumpyfeline/4626401443/
A different kind of fear
Photo: Denise Jacobs
Internalized criticisms + fears
https://www.flickr.com/photos/remoto/5313967682
= The Inner Critic
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lance_mountain/2849396572/
The “troll under the bridge”
F.E.A.R. =
http://cdnpix.com/show/imgs/7a361666e107cd36656d5a66ea2e4e80.jpg
(Also,
F.E.A.R. =
F*ck Everything And Run)
The enemy of creativity
http://www.flickr.com/photos/richardwinchell/130344669/
Creative brainwaves
http://uniteunderfreedom.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/09/Brain-waves.jpg
Know your Brainwaves
Stress & frustration
https://www.flickr.com/photos/corneveaux/3248566797/
Suppress generative
impulses in the brain
https://www.flickr.com/photos/birthintobeing/11841180046
Dampens creative
expression
http://www.flickr.com/photos/anieto2k/8156999698/
How to ID your Inner Critic
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lambdachialpha/203904103/
Not that hard, right?
http://brenebrown.com/2014/04/08/daring-interview-series-meet-gavin-aung/
“OMG, I’m SO busy!”
“I should have done more by
now…”
http://www.flickr.com/photos/kharied/3315558702/
“They’ll find out I’m a fraud”
“I don’t know enough”
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/6/66/Einstein_1921_by_F_Schmutzer.jpg
vs. “NAILED IT!”
https://www.flickr.com/photos/paul-drummond/3946893897
Impostor Syndrome Paradox
http://www.flickr.com/photos/x1brett/2279939232/
“It needs to be PERFECT”
http://www.flickr.com/photos/diepuppenstubensammlerin/7648792510/
“I’ll do it tomorrow…”
http://www.flickr.com/photos/irrezolut/2311904560/
“Really, I’ll do it tomorrow.”
http://www.flickr.com/photos/irrezolut/2311904560/
“I will do it tomorrow!”
http://www.flickr.com/photos/irrezolut/2311904560/
Feed each other
In order for
http://www.flickr.com/photos/designandtechnologydepartment/4771136128/
“The goal is to manage
anxiety so that our energies
are used for the productive
and satisfying art of
creating…
…rather than the destructive
and debilitating art of self-
torture. “
- Clare Warmke, Idea Revolution
How do we…
http://www.flickr.com/photos/opensourceway/5445602998/
Banish the Inner Critic?
https://www.flickr.com/photos/31505964@N08/4691019168/
Eliminate
Should/Must/Ought/Have to
http://www.flickr.com/photos/mythoto/3822942678/
Say NO to Comparisons
http://www.flickr.com/photos/suvodeb/2559017400/
Ask it questions
http://www.flickr.com/photos/opensourceway/4749432145/
Be compassionate
http://www.flickr.com/photos/wrote/2646295354/
Reassign duty
http://www.flickr.com/photos/shavawnmarie/1326123397/
Remember your successes
http://www.flickr.com/photos/pocait/2847866615/
(My personal version)
Photo: Denise Jacobs
Maintain perspective
http://www.flickr.com/photos/daikrieg/1294053038/
*WHATEVER*
http://cdn.makeagif.com/media/1-23-2013/quhKj3.gif
Cop a Power Pose
Breaking the loop
Perfectionism
http://www.flickr.com/photos/diepuppenstubensammlerin/7648792510/
“Perfectionism is self-abuse
of the highest order.”	
― Anne Wilson Schaef
The real problem
http://cuttingthecheese.files.wordpress.com/2012/06/26810560251953842_ede18tng_f.jpg
Remember finished
product…
https://www.flickr.com/photos/phatcontroller/3667889959/
vs. process?...
http://www.flickr.com/photos/spyndle/474122586/
“The Best” vs “The most”
https://www.flickr.com/photos/villify/10871945326
Remember egocentricity
“You alone are enough. You have
nothing to prove to anybody.” 
― Dr. Maya Angelou
Decouple your performance
from who you are
https://www.flickr.com/photos/krissen/6824608878
Fear of failure
http://www.flickr.com/photos/laughingsquid/2717325940/
“Fear is not real. It is a
product of the thoughts you
create.
Do not misunderstand me.
Danger is very real. But fear
is a choice.”
- character of Cypher Raige (played by Will Smith), After Earth
Reframe failure
http://www.flickr.com/photos/laughingsquid/2717326642/
And mistakes
https://www.flickr.com/photos/stevendepolo/4498817330/
(maybe even embrace them)
http://www.flickr.com/photos/danielagama_fotografando/4029208908/
“Failure is only the
opportunity to begin again
more intelligently.”
- Henry Ford
Humble beginnings
Twitter, circa 2006
Copy the #fail masters
Photo: Denise Jacobs
Take steps
http://www.flickr.com/photos/seandreilinger/959864706/
Fail in private
http://www.flickr.com/photos/seandreilinger/959867550/
Try again
http://www.flickr.com/photos/seandreilinger/959864706/
Satisfice
https://www.flickr.com/photos/sleepyvalley/3650673328
Be bad/make it ugly
https://www.flickr.com/photos/kpwerker/6051104684
“Being right keeps us in
place. Being wrong forces us
to explore.” 
– Steven Johnson, Where Good Ideas Come From
Perfection ≠ Excellence
https://www.flickr.com/photos/kaldoche/4771465356
Procrastination
http://www.flickr.com/photos/irrezolut/2311904560/
The trick is not determining
which you are…
http://20px.com/blog/2013/09/06/a-field-guide-to-procrastinators/
Nor administering a dose of
https://www.flickr.com/photos/116357579@N08/13178367583
Increase the meaning/value
http://www.flickr.com/photos/eyeliam/2460475510/
Mind Tricks
https://www.flickr.com/photos/32135758@N02/5325454434/
Don’t do it, just get ready to
Photo: Denise Jacobs
“Structured procrastination”
https://www.flickr.com/photos/superamit/1043379069
Time & Space Tricks
http://www.flickr.com/photos/indraw/4857101224/
Eliminate distractions
From “Shit Black Girls Say”, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXDpfhehb6I
Ignore to focus
Tools
RescueTime.com
GetConcentrating.com
HeyFocus.com
Browser Extensions
Firefox:
LeechBlock
Idderall
Google Chrome:
Strict Workflow
StayFocusd
Aids for digital blocking
Airplane mode
http://www.flickr.com/photos/pieterouwerkerk/699475144/
Make it a Sprint
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lucamascaro/4975166968/
Fill a Quota
https://www.flickr.com/photos/teosaurio/3392883329/
Remember this:
Photo: Denise Jacobs
My story’s end?
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sonialuna/2942020058/
February
http://www.flickr.com/photos/doug88888/3709856898/
#FAIL
http://www.flickr.com/photos/eliseporter/2315794956/
#WINNING!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/clappstar/6297835482/
I wrote a book!
Photo: Denise Jacobs
https://www.flickr.com/photos/thatconference/9532425040/
Which created AMAZING
things for me
Bad dreams
“The rule is, jam to-morrow and jam
yesterday—but never jam to-day.”
“It MUST come sometimes to ‘jam to-
day’,” Alice objected.
“No, it can’t,” said the Queen. “It’s jam
every OTHER day: to-day isn’t any
OTHER day, you know.”
— from Through the Looking Glass & What Alice Found
There, by Lewis Carroll
“Jam” =
Reward / Satisfaction
https://www.flickr.com/photos/macati/2180421766
YOU NEVER GET JAM
By sharing my experience
Photo: Deloria Jacobs
Show you there is an
alternative
https://www.flickr.com/photos/buttersponge/4955768144
By understanding that
You’ll look at yourself
differently
https://www.flickr.com/photos/edenpictures/3460562429
Let yourself create those
imperfect, yet amazing ideas
http://www.flickr.com/photos/bcymet/3564484236/
Because, after all…
https://www.flickr.com/photos/aoberg/9652158212
The End
Photo: Denise Jacobs
Four Secrets to Enhancing Creative Productivity
www.creativebloq.com/inspiration/four-secrets-enhancing-creative-productivity-9126098
Banishing Your Inner Critic
alistapart.com/articles/banishing-your-inner-critic/
Reigniting Your Creative Spark
alistapart.com/articles/reigniting-your-creative-spark/
Breaking the Perfectionism-Procrastination Infinite Loop
webstandardssherpa.com/reviews/breaking-the-perfectionism-procrastination-infinite-loop/
My articles for further reading
DeniseJacobs.com
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