The document describes the author's experience with competitive running from 2004 to 2009. It details how she developed a reputation as a strong runner who often won races. However, over time the pressure to live up to expectations took away her enjoyment of running. In her final race, she struggled and was helped by another runner who wasn't focused on placement. This made her realize she cared too much about her reputation and not enough about helping others. She decided to quit competitive running and instead pursue sports she found fun without pressure.