What we want from love and the fears we have to let go of in order to let love in. Faith needed in abundance. sometimes it ending up in lost love but other times its blossoms in your forever. I wrote this late one evening, when my mind wouldn't rest so i had to go it and my mind carry me away, let me know what you think. there will be more blogs to come. Ciao

1. Matters of the �
I have always wanted, to be swept off my feet. Totally bowled over, have my heart skip a beat. Why
is it that the reality not the same as the dreams but can leave you deflated just looking for a lilmore.
Is this the right thing, have I made the right match, is this my forever or just my right now. I need
some clear answers, I want the confusion to end. I am tired of the uncertainty and questions just
want it to stop.
Since seeing what love looks like, I wondering if I am in this for the wrong reasons or leading with my
heart.
I am left always wondering and doubting myself, but now I've seen what love looks like, I am
wondering; is that right??
Want love everlasting to find a soulmate, that when I look is his eyes I just see my truth, my loves
fate.
I can wait for a period, a month, or even a year. as long as I find him, my love, my heart my dear.
Hope one day I find it and pray my vision is clear. So I can see through all the bullshit and only see
what is real.
God grant me serenity, strength and the patience I need, though I know I will need more for the road
ahead of me, but will put my faith in you lord and then let my heart lead.
I know I am not forsaken, and handed things for which I can't deal, but provide me the wisdom to
make the right choice when my future is revealed. �