This document summarizes a reflective article that explores the tension between private and public expression of deep aesthetic response to reading. It discusses the author's experience reading for pleasure as a child and how that deep engagement became private over time. The document also summarizes the author's experience in a graduate seminar on reading for pleasure, including discussions of visual art, music, and poetry. It reflects on the risks and vulnerabilities of openly sharing deep aesthetic responses, especially in classroom settings, and argues for creating supportive environments where students can take those risks.
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The Heart of a Teacher
Identity and Integrity in Teaching
by Parker J. Palmer
We Teach Who We Are
I am a teacher at heart, and there are moments in the classroom when I can hardly
hold the joy. When my students and I discover uncharted territory to explore, when the
pathway out of a thicket opens up before us, when our experience is illumined by the
lightning-life of the mind—then teaching is the finest work I know.
But at other moments, the classroom is so lifeless or painful or confused—and I am so
powerless to do anything about it that my claim to be a teacher seems a transparent sham.
Then the enemy is everywhere: in those students from some alien planet, in that subject I
thought I knew, and in the personal pathology that keeps me earning my living this way.
What a fool I was to imagine that I had mastered this occult art—harder to divine than tea
leaves and impossible for mortals to do even passably well!
The tangles of teaching have three important sources. The first two are commonplace,
but the third, and most fundamental, is rarely given its due. First, the subjects we teach
are as large and complex as life, so our knowledge of them is always flawed and partial.
No matter how we devote ourselves to reading and research, teaching requires a
command of content that always eludes our grasp. Second, the students we teach are
larger than life and even more complex. To see them clearly and see them whole, and
respond to them wisely in the moment, requires a fusion of Freud and Solomon that few
of us achieve.
If students and subjects accounted for all the complexities of teaching, our standard
ways of coping would do—keep up with our fields as best we can, and learn enough
techniques to stay ahead of the student psyche. But there is another reason for these
complexities: we teach who we are.
Teaching, like any truly human activity, emerges from one’s inwardness, for better or
worse. As I teach, I project the condition of my soul onto my students, my subject, and
our way of being together. The entanglements I experience in the classroom are often no
more or less than the convolutions of my inner life. Viewed from this angle, teaching
holds a mirror to the soul. If I am willing to look in that mirror, and not run from what I
see, I have a chance to gain self-knowledge—and knowing myself is as crucial to good
teaching as knowing my students and my subject.
In fact, knowing my students and my subject depends heavily on self-knowledge. When
I do not know myself, I cannot know who my students are. I will see them through a glass
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darkly, in the shadows of my unexamined life—and when I cannot see them clearly I
cannot teach them well. When I do not know myself, I cannot know my subject—not at
the deepest levels of embodied, personal meaning. I will know it only abstractly, from a
distance, a congeries of concepts as far removed from the world .
1.1 Connecting Entering Into a Literary ExperienceWhen you allo.docxpaynetawnya
1.1 Connecting: Entering Into a Literary Experience
When you allow reading to unlock your imagination, your connection also sets the stage for intellectual engagement. It allows the experience of reading literature to include the pursuit of ideas and knowledge. Your literary experience—as the title of this book suggests—can become a personal journey, a quest for meaning. But connections to literature don't have to begin with deep intellectual quests. The stories themselves, those that strike a human chord, provide the greatest opportunity for connection.
From ancient times, in every culture, humans have told stories to explain their world, to honor people, to celebrate achievements, and to communicate human values. Stories are still essential in our lives: We share them with our children, look to them for entertainment, and read them because at the core of our being there's a powerful curiosity about human relationships and how to cope in the world in which we find ourselves.
This means you are already wired to explore literature. And the most immediate connection is through story. Allowing yourself to be drawn into a story—whether it's told by someone, printed in a book, or performed—unlocks your innate abilities to empathize, to laugh, to inquire, to learn, to wonder. Connecting with literature also allows you to reflect on the significance of common human experiences in your life.
For example, if you know what it's like to send your child off to school for the first time and remember how you felt when this happened, your connection to the emotions that Rachel Hadas, poet and former professor at Rutgers University, packs into "The Red Hat" will be instantaneous. Her poem captures the anxiety and disequilibrium parents feel when watching their young children drawn away from them to enter school and a world away from home. When the watching parent is described in the poem as one whose "heart stretches, elastic in its love and fear," you can feel those emotions because you have experienced them. And no one has to explain what "wavering in the eddies of change" means—you've lived through that uncomfortable experience when home seems strangely empty, routine is broken, and you are forced to accept that your child will not always be with you.
The Red Hat
Rachel Hadas (1994)
It started before Christmas. Now our son
officially walks to school alone.
Semi-alone, it's accurate to say:
I or his father track him on the way.
He walks up on the east side of West End, 5
we on the west side. Glances can extend
(and do) across the street; not eye contact.
Already ties are feelings and not fact.
Straus Park is where these parallel paths part;
he goes alone from there. The watcher's heart 10
stretches, elastic in its love and fear,
toward him as we see him disappear,
striding briskly. Where two weeks ago,
holding a hand, he'd dawdle, dreamy, slow,
he now is hustled forward by the pull 15
of something far more powerful than school.
The mornings we turn b ...
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Summarize Emile Durkheims social theory and how it implicates its.docxfredr6
Summarize Emile Durkheim's social theory and how it implicates itself in his theory of suicide. (400 - 750 words)
Keywords: Durkheim, idealism, materialism, values, norms, division of labour, social solidarity, praxis, mechanical solidarity, organic solidarity, collective conscience, regulation, integration, attachment, fatalistic, anomic, egoistic, altruistic,suicide
1. Introduction-
2. “Ought”, Idealism, values, beliefs and norms vs. “Is”, Materialism, Rationalization, division of labour
3. Social Solidarity - Organic Solidarity vs. Mechanical Solidarity, Collective Conscience-
4. Regulation vs. Integration + discuss types of suicide - fatalistic, anomic, egoistic, altruistic -
5. Conclusion -
Emile Durkheim’s Social Theory
and the
Motivation behind Suicide
1. Introduction
0. Social Solidarity - Organic Solidarity vs. Mechanical Solidarity, Collective Conscience
Durkheim’s model reflects that a society is made up of two contributing factors, the “ought” (which represents idealism) and the “is “(which reflects materialism). Materialism and idealism are made up of various particulars of a society:
1. Idealism is made up of the, at times abstract, but very real, elements such as values, beliefs, and socialization, which form a society’s norms, or expectations and rules by which members must adhere. It is with respect to these norms that Durkheim developed his theory of deviance and its four functions. Deviating from these norms serves a for societies and these functions are:
a) to serve as a warning;
b) as a means to set boundaries;
c) to establish solidarity; and
d) to prompt social change, if required.
2. Materialism is made up of the more functional parts of society, that which relates to the tangible products of a society. This includes rationalization and technology, agriculture, and division of labour.
Materialism and idealism co-exist and influence each other. The synthesis of the two coming together forms what is known as social solidarity.
Durkheim suggested that social solidarity feeds into two ultimate determinants of suicide - social regulation (the degree to which the life and actions of an individual are controlled by a group) and social integration (the level of attachment to a group by the individual).
As social regulation rises, individuals lose liberties, have their passions and desires stifled and begin to view suicide as an escape from the oppression and control governing their lives. This fatalistic suicide is often the only solution to those facing extreme over-regulation - such as those in slavery. Alternatively, a society can suffer from scarce social regulation: moral and social norms are unclear or not present at all, leading people to feel unguided and unable to identify with the society they belong to. Those who cannot adapt to a major cultural or societal assimilation, for example, may commit anomic suicide as they lose connection to the society they previously understood.
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Presented as an introduction to the study beginning in the fall - a personal reflection and literature review of the need to incorporate multicultural literature in the classroom on a frequent and regular basis to assist not only with reading skills, but in self development, esteem, and identification. Shared at UCF's International Conference on Poverty, Globalization, and Education: A Holistic Approach in February, 2015.
www.CourageRenewal.org 1 The Heart of a Teacher Identit.docxAASTHA76
www.CourageRenewal.org 1
The Heart of a Teacher
Identity and Integrity in Teaching
by Parker J. Palmer
We Teach Who We Are
I am a teacher at heart, and there are moments in the classroom when I can hardly
hold the joy. When my students and I discover uncharted territory to explore, when the
pathway out of a thicket opens up before us, when our experience is illumined by the
lightning-life of the mind—then teaching is the finest work I know.
But at other moments, the classroom is so lifeless or painful or confused—and I am so
powerless to do anything about it that my claim to be a teacher seems a transparent sham.
Then the enemy is everywhere: in those students from some alien planet, in that subject I
thought I knew, and in the personal pathology that keeps me earning my living this way.
What a fool I was to imagine that I had mastered this occult art—harder to divine than tea
leaves and impossible for mortals to do even passably well!
The tangles of teaching have three important sources. The first two are commonplace,
but the third, and most fundamental, is rarely given its due. First, the subjects we teach
are as large and complex as life, so our knowledge of them is always flawed and partial.
No matter how we devote ourselves to reading and research, teaching requires a
command of content that always eludes our grasp. Second, the students we teach are
larger than life and even more complex. To see them clearly and see them whole, and
respond to them wisely in the moment, requires a fusion of Freud and Solomon that few
of us achieve.
If students and subjects accounted for all the complexities of teaching, our standard
ways of coping would do—keep up with our fields as best we can, and learn enough
techniques to stay ahead of the student psyche. But there is another reason for these
complexities: we teach who we are.
Teaching, like any truly human activity, emerges from one’s inwardness, for better or
worse. As I teach, I project the condition of my soul onto my students, my subject, and
our way of being together. The entanglements I experience in the classroom are often no
more or less than the convolutions of my inner life. Viewed from this angle, teaching
holds a mirror to the soul. If I am willing to look in that mirror, and not run from what I
see, I have a chance to gain self-knowledge—and knowing myself is as crucial to good
teaching as knowing my students and my subject.
In fact, knowing my students and my subject depends heavily on self-knowledge. When
I do not know myself, I cannot know who my students are. I will see them through a glass
2 www.CourageRenewal.org
darkly, in the shadows of my unexamined life—and when I cannot see them clearly I
cannot teach them well. When I do not know myself, I cannot know my subject—not at
the deepest levels of embodied, personal meaning. I will know it only abstractly, from a
distance, a congeries of concepts as far removed from the world .
1.1 Connecting Entering Into a Literary ExperienceWhen you allo.docxpaynetawnya
1.1 Connecting: Entering Into a Literary Experience
When you allow reading to unlock your imagination, your connection also sets the stage for intellectual engagement. It allows the experience of reading literature to include the pursuit of ideas and knowledge. Your literary experience—as the title of this book suggests—can become a personal journey, a quest for meaning. But connections to literature don't have to begin with deep intellectual quests. The stories themselves, those that strike a human chord, provide the greatest opportunity for connection.
From ancient times, in every culture, humans have told stories to explain their world, to honor people, to celebrate achievements, and to communicate human values. Stories are still essential in our lives: We share them with our children, look to them for entertainment, and read them because at the core of our being there's a powerful curiosity about human relationships and how to cope in the world in which we find ourselves.
This means you are already wired to explore literature. And the most immediate connection is through story. Allowing yourself to be drawn into a story—whether it's told by someone, printed in a book, or performed—unlocks your innate abilities to empathize, to laugh, to inquire, to learn, to wonder. Connecting with literature also allows you to reflect on the significance of common human experiences in your life.
For example, if you know what it's like to send your child off to school for the first time and remember how you felt when this happened, your connection to the emotions that Rachel Hadas, poet and former professor at Rutgers University, packs into "The Red Hat" will be instantaneous. Her poem captures the anxiety and disequilibrium parents feel when watching their young children drawn away from them to enter school and a world away from home. When the watching parent is described in the poem as one whose "heart stretches, elastic in its love and fear," you can feel those emotions because you have experienced them. And no one has to explain what "wavering in the eddies of change" means—you've lived through that uncomfortable experience when home seems strangely empty, routine is broken, and you are forced to accept that your child will not always be with you.
The Red Hat
Rachel Hadas (1994)
It started before Christmas. Now our son
officially walks to school alone.
Semi-alone, it's accurate to say:
I or his father track him on the way.
He walks up on the east side of West End, 5
we on the west side. Glances can extend
(and do) across the street; not eye contact.
Already ties are feelings and not fact.
Straus Park is where these parallel paths part;
he goes alone from there. The watcher's heart 10
stretches, elastic in its love and fear,
toward him as we see him disappear,
striding briskly. Where two weeks ago,
holding a hand, he'd dawdle, dreamy, slow,
he now is hustled forward by the pull 15
of something far more powerful than school.
The mornings we turn b ...
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Summarize Emile Durkheims social theory and how it implicates its.docxfredr6
Summarize Emile Durkheim's social theory and how it implicates itself in his theory of suicide. (400 - 750 words)
Keywords: Durkheim, idealism, materialism, values, norms, division of labour, social solidarity, praxis, mechanical solidarity, organic solidarity, collective conscience, regulation, integration, attachment, fatalistic, anomic, egoistic, altruistic,suicide
1. Introduction-
2. “Ought”, Idealism, values, beliefs and norms vs. “Is”, Materialism, Rationalization, division of labour
3. Social Solidarity - Organic Solidarity vs. Mechanical Solidarity, Collective Conscience-
4. Regulation vs. Integration + discuss types of suicide - fatalistic, anomic, egoistic, altruistic -
5. Conclusion -
Emile Durkheim’s Social Theory
and the
Motivation behind Suicide
1. Introduction
0. Social Solidarity - Organic Solidarity vs. Mechanical Solidarity, Collective Conscience
Durkheim’s model reflects that a society is made up of two contributing factors, the “ought” (which represents idealism) and the “is “(which reflects materialism). Materialism and idealism are made up of various particulars of a society:
1. Idealism is made up of the, at times abstract, but very real, elements such as values, beliefs, and socialization, which form a society’s norms, or expectations and rules by which members must adhere. It is with respect to these norms that Durkheim developed his theory of deviance and its four functions. Deviating from these norms serves a for societies and these functions are:
a) to serve as a warning;
b) as a means to set boundaries;
c) to establish solidarity; and
d) to prompt social change, if required.
2. Materialism is made up of the more functional parts of society, that which relates to the tangible products of a society. This includes rationalization and technology, agriculture, and division of labour.
Materialism and idealism co-exist and influence each other. The synthesis of the two coming together forms what is known as social solidarity.
Durkheim suggested that social solidarity feeds into two ultimate determinants of suicide - social regulation (the degree to which the life and actions of an individual are controlled by a group) and social integration (the level of attachment to a group by the individual).
As social regulation rises, individuals lose liberties, have their passions and desires stifled and begin to view suicide as an escape from the oppression and control governing their lives. This fatalistic suicide is often the only solution to those facing extreme over-regulation - such as those in slavery. Alternatively, a society can suffer from scarce social regulation: moral and social norms are unclear or not present at all, leading people to feel unguided and unable to identify with the society they belong to. Those who cannot adapt to a major cultural or societal assimilation, for example, may commit anomic suicide as they lose connection to the society they previously understood.
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Presented as an introduction to the study beginning in the fall - a personal reflection and literature review of the need to incorporate multicultural literature in the classroom on a frequent and regular basis to assist not only with reading skills, but in self development, esteem, and identification. Shared at UCF's International Conference on Poverty, Globalization, and Education: A Holistic Approach in February, 2015.
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1.4 modern child centered education - mahatma gandhi-2.pptx
V6n3
1. International Journal of Education & the Arts
Editors
Tom Barone
Arizona State University, U.S.A
Liora Bresler
University of Illinois at Urbana—Champaign, U.S.A.
http://ijea.asu.edu ISBN 1529-8094
Volume 6 Number 3 April 7, 2005
Risking Aesthetic Reading
Patricia E. Calderwood
Fairfield University
Citation: Calderwood, P. E. (2005, April 7). Risking aesthetic reading.
International Journal of Education & the Arts, 6(3). Retrieved [date] from
http://ijea.asu.edu/v6n3/.
Abstract
This reflective article explores a tension between private and public
expression of deep aesthetic response to reading, with specific reference
to the play of this tension in the public space of the classroom.
Implications for teaching are included, most specifically the need to
understand the sensitivities and emotional vulnerability of students, the
teacher’s challenge of modeling open and deep responses to texts, and
the creation of a supportive environment in which it is safe to take the
risks needed for including deep aesthetic response in the classroom.
Somewhere along my way, the simplicity of reading for pleasure got complicated.
There has always been reading: as asylum, as anesthetic, for entertainment, as a barometer of
my uncertain cultural capital, to create a distance from others, and as a way to understand
myself, others, and the world. Each of these brings its own satisfactions and pleasures, but
so seldom has there been reading simply and purely for the sensuous delight of the act itself.
This essay is, most deeply, an attempt to understand the place of the act of reading in
my own life, a question that until recently I never thought to ask. As a child, I read avidly but
uneasily, and on borrowed time. It was a determinedly defiant and resourceful act on my
part. When I was reading, I was transported away from the crowded, dirty, and chaotic
environs of my childhood to the safer, more predictable worlds of happy endings depicted in
books. Although my mother thought that my infatuation with reading boded ill for my social
development, my obsessions were good-naturedly accepted by classmates and friends, and
2. International Journal of Education & the Arts Vol. 6 No. 3 2
were social currency for her in the neighborhood parental kvelling sessions. So, I carved an
identity as reader, and the most fundamental elements of my life as a reader were established:
escape and display. Safety and vulnerability, twisted and knotted together, became embedded
in my reading of any text, both at home and at school. My readings resonated with childish
authenticity, shimmered with naïve interpretation. Yet, it became ever more impossible to
stand so transparent before my parents, teachers, siblings, classmates – impossible to bear to
be transparent to the world. Deeply moving aesthetic experience, both in the response to the
text and, indeed, in the very act of reading, was soon exiled to the hidden, private corners of
my life, though my love affair with reading, any kind of reading, has not been extinguished.
It is risky business to unravel one’s soul in a public arena, especially in a scholarly
journal, for rejection of the value of the essay implies not only a dismissal of its scholarly or
practical value, but also implies a rejection of the person who has pulled out the threads,
both coarse and fine, of the knitted bag of her most uncertain self. But, I have learned
something of value from this effort that has helped me care for my students, and their
students, and to understand their struggles with a deeper resonance. In this essay, then, I
attempt to capture a fascination with and dread of public displays of deep emotional and
sensual engagement with the variety of texts we encounter. Using my own experience as a
student struggling to reconcile this tension as illustration, I argue for a more compassionate
understanding of similar struggles our students may engage in as they are asked to risk
reading in our classrooms.
A Seminar on Reading for Pleasure
As the impetus for this reflection was a seminar in which I participated recently, I
will use a few examples from that experience to think about the nature of reading for/as
pleasure, and about the difficulty of creating a classroom space in which deep aesthetic
response is possible. (Note 1) I audited the course as a guest of the professor, a mentor and
friend of long standing. The seminar was billed as
… an exploration, an extended meditation, on the nature of the reading
experience and of ways of reading the various literary genres and the arts
(music, dance, theater, visual arts) which address the following issues:
Reading (listening, seeing, moving) for pleasure as a subversive act; the
role(s) of reading in everyday life; the reader and the nature of beauty and the
beautiful; the aesthetic dimensions of everyday life versus the aesthetic
appreciation of works of art (Blot, 2001).
One of the persistent entanglements of questions we examined during the seminar
had to do with the multifaceted nature of reading. This word, “reading”, a label for a process
of interpreting and making meaning of a text, was something I had considered to be a
primarily intellectual enterprise, and secondarily a sensory, and occasionally emotive process.
During the seminar, an erratic movement between clarity and confusion about the nature of
reading literature, music, and other art forms brought an electric thrill of discovery of a sense
of reading, hearing, seeing, and feeling that was primarily sensory and emotive, and only
secondarily intellectual. Yet an enriched intellectual/sensory experience is elusive. I cannot
hold it in open space. It renders me transparent
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How is reading a sensory experience? In the experience of catching one’s breath in
surprise, the transfer of textual suspense into physical tightness in our muscles, emotional
release in our tears, or when we shake our heads at cognitive disequilibrium brought on by
an unexpected element in the composition, we know that our bodies and senses are part of
the act of reading. Unconsciously or deliberately, we filter out distractions – background
noise, temperature, the sniffles. Sometimes, a reader takes up the materials of a composer’s
text and deeply works these together with those of her own life into a unique composition,
creating an aesthetic moment, an experience, in John Dewey’s terms, an intense, self-aware,
immersion in meaningful experience that flows purposefully toward conclusion (see: Broudy,
1972; Connell, 2001; Csikszentmihalyi, 1990; Dewey, 1934; Greene, 1995; Maxcy, 2001;
Rosenblatt, 1978)? Are such aesthetic moments certain sources of pleasure?
Pleasure
Scientists measure changes in physiological factors as indicators of the experiencing
of pleasure: brain wave and respiration patterns, blood pressure and heart rate changes, pupil
dilation, rising or falling neurotransmitter levels, and so on. In addition to quantifiable
factors, there are subjective descriptions that may or may not be in sync with the
physiological indicators as measured by science. Subjectively, pleasure is a physical,
emotional, and/or cognitive feeling of well being that can range from mild to overwhelming
in intensity. It may be experienced frequently or rarely, weakly or powerfully. Pleasure can
be threaded with other feelings, such as dissatisfaction, sorrow, or pain, and can be
stimulated by conditions that also lead to pain, anger, sorrow, or other sensations often
thought of as antithetical to pleasure. Oddly enough, the expressing of pleasurable feelings
can often look or sound exactly like the expressions of pain or sorrow – thus, tears of joy.
Activities that support pleasure in one context can work against it in another. For example,
a residue of guilt associated with the idea that pleasure is sinful might linger, tainting, or
interrupting a full experience. Having an experience that is deeply pleasurable may include
magnified sensation and a heightened awareness, or it can be a transcendence and
abandonment of mundane bodily sensation, perhaps momentarily absent of cognitive
activity, marked by a loss of control. Being swept up into pleasure can be delightfully
dangerous, as an abandonment of control implies a potential vulnerability dependent on the
kindness of others. Who among us dares to risk this delight?
In the presence of others who can and may read us in our deepest aesthetic
moments, we are open pages, our selves illuminated as texts to be read. If we become as
text, can we keep nothing hidden and safe? How can we know that we can trust our readers?
Text
Text is social in nature. It demands interaction from a reader, even if the reader’s
only interaction is to ignore it. As text is inherently social, any reading is a social experience,
whether it is private or public, and regardless of which components of a reading are hidden
or on view to the gaze and interpretations of others. Additionally, the potential chaining
characteristics of social experiences and expressions are surely factors taken into
consideration by readers. For example, no matter how aesthetically thin or thick a reading
might be, a reader can use discretion in going public with her experience. She may choose to
express her experience of reading along with her interpretation of a text, but she might also
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censor or shield some of that experience from her own consciousness or from the gaze of
others. This discretion may be compounded by misrecognition of the experience of reading,
or, more intriguingly, by a desire to deliberately misrepresent an interpretation: a furtively
wiped tear explained as a response to an environmental irritant, rather than disclosed as an
emotional response to some text. I think this intentional misrepresentation is an
acknowledgement of the risk of the social interaction, when “text-ness descends" and one is
seen complexly by another (anonymous reviewer, personal communication, August 31,
2004). When the eyes are loving, it can be an affirming experience; when the eyes are not,
one might be destroyed.
There are commonly accepted parameters of what constitutes an appropriate (public
or private) reading of text (or of self-as-text), and these are context specific. For example, it
is appropriate to shed tears to express one’s aesthetic experience of listening to music in a
concert hall, but less appropriate to sob over a poem that is under study in a classroom.
However, these general parameters bend and twist depending on which aspect(s) of an
individual’s socio/cultural position (teacher or student, player or audience, and so on) are
most relevant at the time.
Tactile and visual art
During the seminar we viewed two art exhibitions at the college. Our explorations
of the first, titled Informed by Nature, were guided by the artist, Edith DeChiara, a retired art
educator. Her abstract compositions were not interesting to me at first. They were drab in
color, unexciting in form, and didn’t seem to be about anything – certainly not anything I
could connect to Nature. Ms. DeChiara spoke about her process of creating the drawings.
She spoke of form, of intention, and accident. As she explained how she prepared her
canvasses, how she worked with her materials, how she used a number of techniques to
create a composition that seemed right to her, the pictures that were in the exhibit became
more than I had seen at first glance. I became intrigued by the weaving and sewing in a
number of the compositions. As a girl and young woman, I had spent many industrious and
pleasant hours sewing, knitting, crocheting and doing needlepoint. My aesthetic entry point
into the art thus was grounded in an appreciation of craft rather than artistry. I could feel the
grainy rough texture of the coarser threads and the slip of the silken ones, could feel in my
fingers the tensions in stretched threads, the surprise of the gathering, the sudden snap of a
thread pulled too fast, and the languorous looping of yielding fibers stretching like soft taffy.
There is more than an appreciation of craft here, though. To my surprise, the
sensations described above are not merely about working with threads, but just as easily
describe sexual sensuality. How is it possible that these are connected, and how unexpected
that the initially uninteresting exhibit of someone else’s interpretations of the natural world
would evoke them? This surely is more pleasure from a reading than I would comfortably
admit to experiencing in public, particularly the public space of a classroom.
Music
Also, as part of the seminar, I attended my first opera, La Boheme. I enjoyed the
work, but was not much moved by it. When the seminar participants discussed the opera, I
was abashed to hear several describe being not only moved by the beautiful music, but,
absent recourse to the written word, also being able to understand the story and feel the
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emotions carried by the music. Words got in the way for them. I did not sense the meaning
of the music, and, in order to understand, needed to read the words as I listened to the
music and watched the action. I found the experience charming, the music beautiful, but it
was not more than entertainment. Yet, there was something alluring about the opera. What
would it be like to hear and see more than just a few notes? Could I transcend my reliance
on visual images and on language, and find meaning solely through the music? Do I really
know how to listen? Will I ever fully hear?
I wonder if, as Peter Kivy suggests, there is an absence in my experience that keeps
me from a deep engagement with music (see: Kivey, 1993)? He writes that music
appreciation needs to include the opportunity to make music, as well as to sing or dance it,
not merely to hear and dissect its elements. When I was a child, I loved to sing and dance. I
had no idea that I was tone deaf and clumsy. People were kind to me, indulging my
enjoyment at the cost of their own ears. I only learned in adulthood that I made terrible
noise instead of music, and that my sense of rhythm was, at best, idiosyncratic. I never sing
now, and seldom dance.
There is more. I often experience the pain of earaches and headaches instead of
pleasure when listening to music. It can be overwhelming, and I long for quiet. I like
simplicity and clarity in music – no sharp edges, sudden changes, or unfamiliar journeys. I
need a melody, a pattern, something to hold me in the music. During one concert that we
attended for the seminar, I learned that a cello, the instrument whose sounds I most enjoy,
could be made to produce vibrations that hurt. A cello could be played as a weapon in a
duel. I was horrified. I didn’t want to know that cellos could make such sounds.
It seems that there is a precarious balance between unselfconsciousness and
consciousness in the listening, making, and experiencing of music. It is true that once I
became aware of the discordance and ineptitude of my own music and dance I was
overwhelmed by embarrassment at my naïve assessment of the beauty of my musical self;
today I grieve for the loss of my expressiveness, but cannot escape the binding cords of my
inhibition.
Poetry
During the seminar, we read a clutch of poems by Billy Collins, a distinguished
professor of English at the college and Poet Laureate of the United States (see: Collins,
1991, 2001a &b). Before class, I earnestly prepared, taking to heart Pinsky’s exhortation to
read poetry aloud, not merely hearing but feeling its rhythm and sense (see: Pinsky, 1998).
Still, I approached Collins’ poetry as an assignment, as another opportunity to perform a task
well. I would be sure to shake out not only the music of the poems, but also thread out what
they really meant. I felt confident intellectually, sure that my interpretations would be sound.
How was I to know these poems would sneak up behind me and whisper “I’ve got
your number?” How could I know my dutiful habits of analysis and critique would be
crowded out for a while by the surprise of delight? My studious efforts did not suffer from
the interruptions and reveries brought on by the images, the sounds, or the meanings of the
poems. I began to feel as if I would never exhaust the poems, nor would they exhaust me.
They were restful and exhilarating, familiar and strange, a neat trick pulled off by Collins.
There is an openness and authenticity to the poems we read that encouraged me to
open to them. Exactly like life, the poems were tapestries of meaning, some with silken
threads, others with faded colors. How did he know just what words to use, that I could see
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so many pictures at once? As Dewey asks “How is it that our everyday enjoyment of scenes
and situations develops into the peculiar satisfaction that attends the experience which is
emphatically esthetic” (1934, p. 12)? In the case of the poetry, language as art captured my
imagination, feelings, and lived experiences as a totality. Once I had abandoned my role as
diligent student, I allowed myself to re-experience my own history of reading in the poems. I
moved between sensory experience and its analysis. Reading the poem, First Reader, I was
again in a classroom dusty with chalk, redolent of new shoes and sharp pencils, a six year old
with pounding heart and fluttering stomach. The wonder and melancholy of discovery
emerged as my memory entered the lines of the poem. I was washed with a sense of loss,
wondering if I indeed had forgotten to look as I learned to read:
They wanted us to look but we had looked already
and seen the shaded lawn, the wagon, the postman.
We had seen the dog, walked, watered and fed the animal,
And now it was time to discover the infinite, clicking
permutations of the alphabet’s small and capital letters.
Alphabetical ourselves in the rows of classroom desks,
we were forgetting how to look, learning how to read (Collins, 1991, p. 7).
I had a turn at reading the poem aloud in class, and I read with my heart, just barely
suppressing my tears of sorrow for my own loss of innocence and wonder. Through a haze,
I heard students commenting that they didn’t think that this was supposed to be a sad poem.
My inner child was slapped for its peculiar voice, again.
I suppose that my fellow students thought that I had crossed a border between
reading and lunacy as I tried to express my reading of the poems. We all agreed, for example,
that the experience of reading in bed, the manifest story of the poem Reading Myself to Sleep
was indeed as Collins portrayed (see: Collins, 1991). Some agreed that falling asleep can feel
like drifting off in a gently rocking boat on the ocean. But as I struggled to explain how I
saw that the poem was also about birth, how “an endless rope of sentences” reminded me
of an umbilical cord, and “narrow channels of print” might evoke a birth canal, and the
“dark waters beyond language” could describe a womb, I lost my credibility. Those
meanings are there for me, no matter what Collins crafted the poem to mean, and no matter
what my classmates read. I was enchanted by the notion that ordinary life is a poem, or a
series of poems, if only we could see it so. It seemed to me that Collins has discovered not
only how to see, but also how to tell. The poems are so quiet that I can hear their music.
Perhaps, though, it is best to keep my readings to myself.
Literature
When I was a schoolgirl of about 15, my English teacher required my class to read
the novel Look Homeward, Angel (see: Wolfe, 1929). Until that moment, book reading had
always been an escape into anesthesia, or an accomplishment that reassured me that I was
smart. But now I was swept up by a coursing river of words that would take me I knew not
where. The plot of the novel, its juxtaposition of pathos and comedy, its gargantuan
characters all intoxicated me, but even headier was the artistry of the language. I was drunk
and dizzy with words, and I liked that. But, I didn’t get it. I needed so badly to believe that
you could go home again that I misunderstood the most poignant truths that Wolfe could
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show. I’m an adult now, and although I still sometimes engage in the wishful thinking of
uncertain adolescence, I cannot bear to read through the novel. I find it overblown, too
transparently full of earnest pain, too melodramatic, and too long. Even so, a phrase or two
will capture my imagination and send me into reverie. If I would dare to be more honest, I
would confess that the poignancy of coming of age truth pierces deeply now in my middle
years, and that is why I cannot bear to return to this novel. How much safer it is to declare
the novel undisciplined than to go public about its connection to my yearnings.
We read Virginia Woolf’s Mrs. Dalloway for the seminar (see: Woolf, 1925). I once
again strove to be a diligent and successful student as I approached the novel. Since I first
engaged with the work as if it were merely a diversion, it took a couple of botched attempts
before I could latch onto the book. Finally, on a third try, I was able to pull the threads of
descriptions, reveries, and such together as I recognized the character of Clarissa.
Abandoning linearity as a measure of coherence, I trusted Woolf to work on my own
emotions, senses, and memories. As I gave up the pose of literary critic, something else
interesting happened (see: Gass, 1993; Stolnitz, 1998). I began to feel, see, hear, smell and
taste the novel. I thought about it at odd moments, discovering a mesh of meanings and
connections that were not visible during the hours my eyes swept the pages. Oddly, I found
that I could only critique the book after I had entered the text and became an element in the
composition of the self that was Clarissa Dalloway. When I shared my thoughts with the
seminar participants, I found it very difficult to explain the experiencing of reading this
book, and fell quickly back into the pose of facile literary critic. Yet, I could not have found
these strata of meaning, nor could I have noticed the techniques or the powerful language
unless I had flown in free fall through those pages. Although I found too clear a reflection of
my own vulnerabilities in Mrs. Dalloway, I found that I could hide behind measured
commentary with the seminar participants, and thus guard against too much revelation of
the thoughts and feelings stirred by an aesthetically open reading of the book. Was I
successful in this ruse?
Soon after our class discussion, we viewed the film version of Mrs. Dalloway. The
complex array of emotions that had earlier swept me away was subtly and eloquently
conveyed by the actors. Sounds, language, images and connections were exquisitely brought
together in the film. Now, seminar members spoke with passion about the vulnerable
Clarissa, and I was a bit sorry that I had hidden the intensity of my encounter with the
written text beneath a dispassionate critical analysis. One of the pleasures of reading, I see, is
found when there is emotional resonance among the readers.
Resisting Aesthetic Reading
I fear that I have undergone extensive and rigorous training to guard against being
slightly moved, or, more dangerously, deeply moved during reading, especially during a
reading that takes place in public space. One becomes a text that might be read by others.
Their readings might enrich, but also might violate or diminish. If one’s feelings are one’s
vulnerabilities, then perhaps this is the deepest danger of reading aesthetically. One can be
harmed when others know what moves her. Beauty and pleasure can be stolen, and even
worse, transformed into ugliness and pain. It seems best to keep these delights secret, safe,
hidden away.
One of the most effective defenses against an aesthetic reading is the
intellectualization of the process.
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Consider the reading as an exercise in analysis, as the gathering
of information, as not connected deeply to you at all.
Another is avoidance of engaging with text that one knows will evoke the senses,
memory, and imagination.
Keep it superficial, a way to pass the time. Read only books
about velveteen rabbits, dead presidents, wizards and pirates. Be
wary of poetry. Read maps. Don’t listen to cellos.
Yet, even the most rigorous defenses are leaky, because we are much more than our
defenses. For example, in just one penetrating look into the composition of my home,
beyond the jumble of serenity and chaos, I could become an open book to a discerning
reader. My pleasures/treasures are carefully, artfully hidden among the landscapes on the
wall. The books on the shelves, the lace at the windows, the threads of the carpet are there
to tell my tales, if one would read carefully. I have been careful to mislead, to conceal, and
to hold back in this composition of my home to prevent the deepest of readings, but still, it
might be possible.
The pages of the book of myself that are my home are composed in a private space,
one well guarded by loving sentinels who intertwine their own compositions into the pages.
This private space is accessible to others only by invitation. Compared to the public space
of a classroom, concert hall, or art gallery, it is safe. Yet, it is not always possible to reserve
our aesthetic readings to private or carefully guarded spaces.
Risking aesthetic reading
It is likely that I haven’t achieved much clarity in this essay, but hopefully the
vagueness is not too transparent a defense. Although determined to strike an authentic note,
I find that I cover my tracks whenever possible, my voice moving from first to third person,
from uncertain aesthete to academic. I do from time to time have deeply aesthetic
experiences in reading, listening, and viewing that bring me great pleasure, and I sometimes
desire to share this pleasure with others, for the sharing itself might be delightful. Yet,
sharing a reading of deepest pleasures is fraught with risk, as it requires rupture of the
public-private membrane that compartmentalizes our behavior. This most tenacious and
delicate membrane is not one that curtains my home from the world, rather it is one that
safeguards the frayed patchwork of band-aids that keep my self whole.
Although I have striven to work on these questions simply for the pleasure of
feeling, thinking and writing about reading, there is more to this exercise than scratching the
itch of curiosity or the lonely gratification of self-indulgence. My profession as an educator
pulls me into the risky location of classroom, a public space where not only the expression
of aesthetic sensibility is muted, but also one where there is scant space for such experience
to occur. Oddly enough, however, the classroom is also a space touted as one in which such
experience and expression are welcome. The contradiction is understandable, given the
contrary purposes to which schooling is directed.
My students, most of whom are studying to be classroom teachers, tell me that they
want to be the teacher who is remembered, the one who touched the life of even one child.
These are inspiring yet intimidating goals, for to achieve them calls for more than technique,
deft skill, knowledge, or the wisdom of experience (see: Author, 2003; Freire, 1998). It
requires a willingness to be vulnerable in our openness to others. It calls for authenticity.
Authenticity demands courage.
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Maybe one way we educators might find our courage and accomplish these dreams is
to stop quieting down our senses and emotions and to reconnect them to our work as
educators (see: Connell, 2001; Dewey, 1934; Eisner, 1998; Greene, 1995; Maxcy, 2001;
Thayer-Bacon, 2001). Unfortunately, we routinely expect or demand such readings from
students, while protecting ourselves with the cloak of academic detachment. Consequently,
we may not be well prepared to receive the contents of the Pandora’s box this opens (see:
Berman, 2002).
A recent moment during a curriculum development class illustrates the dilemma. A
group of my most hopeful graduate students were presenting a curriculum unit they had
been working on during the semester. Its theme was the Holocaust, and its intended
audience was a fifth grade class. Our hearts were broken as we struggled with the knowledge
of what human beings can do to each other. There was no compartment secure enough to
contain their grief; all four had been suffering through nightmares and other signs of great
stress. We honestly didn’t know if what they had prepared could be taught. Claudine began
to talk about a lesson she had designed that would, she hoped, help the fifth graders wrestle
with ethical issues in scientific research, leading to an examination of the Hippocratic oath as
a model for social justice. She had chosen the notorious experiments done with
hypothermia as catalyst. Although her own distress was evident in the tears welling in her
eyes, she explained her proposed lesson calmly, and asked for advice from her classmates.
Michelle, who had not been a member of the group, spoke quietly. Her great aunt had been
strapped to a block of ice in the camps. Her voice trailed off, as she whispered “they wanted
to see if she could still get pregnant after that.” We wept.
After we had composed ourselves once again into the roles of teacher and students,
we awkwardly spoke together about how to be teachers who might weep with grief, or with
great joy. What do our students learn from us in our vulnerability, when we are the fragile
texts to be read? How might we respond to a child who deeply experiences the texts of all
kinds we read in our classrooms? How might we love the text that child becomes, as we see
her complexly? Where is our courage, our compassion, and our trust?
Note
1. The seminar, called “The Forbidden Art Of Reading For Pleasure: Literature, The
Arts, And Aesthetics” was conducted from September to December 2001, at
Lehman College (CUNY), by Dr. Richard Blot. There were several unusual
elements to the seminar, only some of which I will describe. First, the class
included as regular participants five professors in addition to the course instructor,
which certainly startled the graduate students who enrolled in the course. Second,
although the course was offered in a teacher education program in literacy, the
professor is a cultural anthropologist at least as much devoted to the study of
music as to the study of literacy. The seminar was carefully designed to take
advantage of the many campus performances and exhibitions, in addition to the
New York City Opera, and thus required flexibility and commitment from the
participants, who needed to adjust their lives to include times outside of class to
attend performances. Third, the course also extensively incorporated the creative
work and expertise of at six additional Lehman College professors, as we listened
to their musical compositions and performances, attended their plays, read their
poetry and viewed their art. There was a wide range of enthusiasm and
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willingness to embark on this exploration among the participants, many of whom
had no prior knowledge that this would be such an unusually structured class. As
an exploration, the seminar was, and continues to be, a surprising, perplexing
journey.
Acknowledgements
I am deeply indebted to Richard Blot for finding space for me in the seminar, for his
sensitive readings of this and an earlier draft of this paper, but most of all for his own
vulnerable authenticity and generosity as a teacher.
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About the Author
Patricia Calderwood is an associate professor of curriculum and instruction at Fairfield
University, and director of the graduate program in elementary education. She writes
about the nature and challenges of constructing community in educational settings, and of
the intersections of professional community and social justice. She is the author of
Learning Community: Finding Common Ground in Difference (Teachers College Press,
2000).
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