This document is part two of Lori Justice's story, continuing where part one left off. It describes strange supernatural events that resumed in Lori's life after a period of calm, including seeing giant buzzards and her brother and sister-in-law acting strangely. Later, Lori hears banging around her trailer at night and her trailer almost burns down. More odd occurrences happen as she prepares to give birth to her daughter Sara, including seeing all sixes on her electricity meter. After losing custody of Sara, Lori struggles with trauma and turns to drinking and smoking pot to cope. She hopes to one day understand and move past her experiences.
2. Introduction
I ended the first part of this story, saying the evil had stopped
happening in my life. Well, that did happen.
For awhile but then...after a little while; bad stuff
started happening again to me. Things that are hard to explain.
But I will do my best so here goes the rest of the story.
It was 2004 when I was seeing the daisies a lot of places.
And for a period of time all was well.
Daisies to me mean “ Everything will be alright”.
Because of the (Daisy dream) I had back in 2002.
That dream is writtin in first part.
And is important to this part so somewhere I will reinterate it.
No more seeing evil claw marks
No more not sleeping nor eating
No more seeing demon filled giant buzzards in the trees
No more spirits chaning places in people I knew
No more blood marks
No more evil spirits
3. Speaking of the demon filled giant buzzards I never mentioned
them in the first book. It was in 2002 when Pebbles and I were
living with Marc. A guy I met on one of my very rare appearances at
a bar. I was drunk on beer we danced long story short we ended up
living together. Pebbles got pregnant by a little black and white rat
terrier. Whom I nicknamed FrankO. Anyways things were
happening strange with Marc like; he was possessed by Satan. It is
in detail in first part. So; One evening he called my brother Michael
to come get me and Pebbles and get us “ Out of his face “.
That happened because I rubuked him in the name of Jesus
Christ! When he said “ Can I kidney fuck you?” to me.
That is why he wanted me “ Out of his face.”
So my brother and his wife came picked us up. I took nothing with
me except my cigs and lighter, purse and Pebbles. I knew once he if
he ever got rid of the devil he WOULD OF wantED me back. He
seemed to really love me at first. He was very romantic and danced
with me often. We had a lot of fun times together. He was Pebbles
Daddy.
And you'll see that I was right he did come back right after the
buzzard deal. Which is Michael came and honked his horn and I
climed in and Pebbles followed right behind. We headed toward
Logan County to Momma's. As we topped the hill to turn onto the
road of our destination Nichols lane. Michael turned off the
christian music on the radio to silence.
4. Rene spoke no more words at all ( Very, very odd )normally her
mouth never shut. Even when she is eating. It got at least thirty
degrees colder immediately; when we topped the hill, and stopped to
turn. I was looking out the back seat passener window. Upon seeing
this I was kind of freaked out. In the tree across the road to turn in
was full a giant buzzards. The wing span was bigger than I am tall.
Five feet.
I was already told earlier from Jesus “ Where the little birds are
you are safe.”
Also I was told by another spirit “ That the big birds represented
demons.”
Now here I was seeing not only that one tree full of giant evil
eyeing me, lurking down at me. And in every tree on every branch!
All the way to Moms almost. But when we got there I seen when we
pulled in a bunch of little birds feeding under the pole where
Momma feeds em. So I knew that we were safe there at Mommas.
So me and Pebbles jumped out as soon as Michael parked still no
words from either of them and oh yeah Michael had slumped in his
seat as soon as he turned off the christian channel. Soon as I shut
the door on the car Michael backed out and left. I felt as if they had
been possessed. I do not know. Some things I guess we will never
understand.
I went up the dirt driveway to the trailer. Knocked and was
greeted by Mom with her calling from behind locked door. “ Friend
or Foe?”
5. “ Friend” I answered and she immediately opened unto us both.
Pebbles was sure happy to see Mom and soon as we got in Johnny.
My eldest brother. So was I. I love my Mom and my brother a lot.
Not long after I was there Chris my big, little brother was
pulling in the driveway. I told Johnny “ I'm gonna go say hi.”
Johnny said with a smile on his face and in his eyes “ Tell him to
kiss my ass! “ Johnny lauphed I lauphed too.
I had been looking out the kitchen window. As they pulled in the
driveway. I had seen them getting a huge dog out of the back seat.
So I made Pebbles stay in while I went outside. To see Chris and his
daughter Brittani and Little Chris.
When I got out there Chris was already introducing Mom to the
dog saying “ His name is Rosco. He is a good dog. He will protect
you from anything out in the woods and in the yard.”
Chris then looked at me and said “ Hey Lori come pet Rosco and
make friends with him and he will protect you.”
“ Pebbles will protect me. Besides I got God.” so I declined to pet
the dog. After saying hi to the kids. Brittani followed me in for a
minute and said “ Aunt Lori look...:” as she put her huge blue eyes
right in front of mine. Finished with “ See me and Bubbas pupils
are one big and one little.”
Immediately I remembered the prayer where I ask God to not let
anyone else see the scary things I was seeing. So I ask her
“ Are they always like that?”
“ No.” She said and then went back outside.
6. I stayed inside and talked with Johnny. When all of the sudden, I
heard a strange sound coming from outside. Johnny heard it to cause
he quit talking and looked confused as I was. Seeing as that it
sounded like a saounse. It only lasted a second a could have been
anything through the distance of the trailer to the driveway.
Anything from laughter to singing. Knowing Brittanni it was
probably singing.
I use to love to sing all the time to … I still do sing some and
write songs they are on you tube I am gonna tell you the names of
em so if you wanna see them you can
That's the band my momma likes
Sad song of seperation
My last thorn
You can't say
Can't believe your gone
You won't find me
Feeling like there is no more me
Unspread wings can't fly
By Lori Justice
That evening, soon after Chris and the kids left. Mom came back
in all was normal. Maybe I was just freaking out. Hearing things.
That night Mom and Johnny went to sleep. But I was wide awake.
Remembering the giant evil buzzards. And how weird Michael and
Rene were being. Not to mention Marc.
7. Mom was sound asleep when all of the sudden that dog went to
howling so loud and horrifyingly. Mom raised up as soon as it
began and looked at me and she looked scared as I felt. When she
looked at me I had my brave face on. I have had to wear it often and
through out a lot of things.
“What in the world?” Mom said still looking at me.
I answered “ Who knows.” Even though all I could see was the evil
spirits getting into the dog Rosco. He sounded tormented by
many ,many, many.
After about three straight minutes of it Rosco hushed.
“ Well he sounds okay now.” Mom said when he quit howling
and laid her head back down. I don't know if she went to sleep but
within the hour she was up and we had a cup of coffee. Neither
discussing the dog. Anyways enough of that, later I was back with
Marc and Rosco was gone and never mentioned again. The end of
that about the buzzards. Cause I don't understand.
Pebbles and Marc and I lived now in an apartment in Russellville.
Marc had a large sword with a Ruby on its handle. I was in love
with it. He would let me hold it sometimes. It was beautiful.
Pebbles had babies from FrankO that next Valentines day giving me
exactly what I ask for a black and white girl I could name Panda and
five more, nothing like her. Best Valentines present ever! Forever
8. We broke up after awhile but not until I was pregnant. He didn't
accept that the baby was his. So oh well his loss.
I moved back onto Momma's mountain. Where I slept in
Johnny's recliner at night. I had slept there before to say the least.
But soon my Uncle Melvin let me rent the Revcon Mobile home for
a hundred a month plus a hundred for electricity. It was pretty huge
all my stuff fit in it plus room for the bassinett. I spent every month
getting things for the baby from the month that I took the test and it
said postitive. When I was five months and found out the baby was
a girl me and Mom both freaked in a good way. I knew her name
from then on Sara Michelle Justice. While I was pregnant I didn't
have a lot of money but I had cut way down to almost quitting on
cigarettes and had plenty to eat. May have had a lot of veinna
sausages and beans but I had food. My favorite thing was a half a
can of beans with a spoon of Heilmans mayonaise.
Somewhere in my seventh month of pregnacy; things started
happenning again. Weird spiritually strange and factually too.
A friend of mine was over visiting and he took a picture of me.
When he got it developed he came back to show me the picture.
I seen it right off when he handed me the picture it was me and
behind me was a big bald headed see through man ghost. Quite a
distance behind me walking into a light beam from the sky.
Reminded me of the bald headed man in my dream when I was ten
that I call “ The reaccurring dream”. It is written in first part.
Then late one night when I was trying to sleep. When I heard
loud bangs on the steel barrals outside. One big bang then another
scared the krap out of me. I laid froze listening as then it began
going faster than any human could around and around the Revcon.
9. Banging one big bang then another. Until it had went all the way
around there was nothing I could do. My door was locked but
whatever that was had to be supernatural to do what it done. I
couldn't rebuke it. I could not speak. I was terrified.
Then it quit. I didn't sleep that night. And a month later after the
Revcon almost burned down with me in it. From something
happening to the electricity from outside. I moved into a little two
bedroom house. Very close to my sister Maggie. I call it “ The Doll
House”. For I own a lot of dolls. Been collecting since I was a little
girl. I have more than two hundred dolls. One that I had since I was
three. Her name is Cinthia.
My middle son Tommy came to live with me. It was nice
having him home with me. I was even getting to see Willy my baby
boy more often. I was for the first time in a very long time. Very
happy.
So happy that one very dark evening. I went out onto the front
porch to have my second and last cigarettes of the day. I'm sorry I
couldn't quit completely but at least I cut way down. I looked into
the pitch darkness looking West. Speaking aloud I told God “ Thank
You” for my life turning out good finally. Right then the sun came
forth like a beam right onto me and my front porch. It only lasted a
moment but it was beautiful and Awesome.
Little did I know a bad storm was coming into my life. But it did
soon strange things began to happen again.
10. Some spirit told me “ Look at the meter.” So I did and this is
what I saw 66666666666 every number on it was a six. So I went in
the little doll house and turned every light on in the house and even
the shower full blast hot water. Trying to change at least one number
on the meter. When later I showed Tommy. He just opened his eyes
wide to his friend saying “ Look! It does have all sixes! ”
Not long after that one morning the phone rang. I answered and
heard a very scary monster sounding voice ( That couldn't be faked)
say “ IS TOMMY THERE?”
I got scared and protective all at once and belted out to the caller
for response to that if neccesary I would rebuke them in Jesus name.
But when I said “ Who is this!” I heard normal sounding voice I
reckognized immediately as Whom he said
“ Roger Lee! “my nephew
“ Hang on I will get him” I told him and took the phone to Tommy.
Explaining that he sounded like a monster at first. Tommy just
smiled at first but seeing the seriousness on my face he then
answered slightly bewildered “ Hello?” I left them to their business
which I found out years later was no good going on for sure.
Anyways that is not my story. So it wasn't going to be long before
Sara would be born. I was very happy about that. And even though
some things were strange at least I wasn't seeing evil claw marks so
was the case before. Part one.
11. Here I am having a little writer's block for Sara's Sake. But all
that shall be written when I am able to finish “ A Broken Heart Now
Mended” .
Long story short here about that is April 28th
2005. I gave birth
by my fourth c-section to my daughter. Whom my sister may she
rest in peace as I write this stole from me. Which brings about the
other odd and strange happenings along my path in this crazy life of
mine. We fought in court two years now Sara belongs to strangers
God bless her little heart. It is hard to live life not knowing her and a
part of me is dead inside. My spirit is now aloof and waiting,
waiting for Jesus to come and fix this whole world. There is so
much evil here. How could my daughter be gone and all over a lie.
I got online for the first time since the nineties in 2012. I got
online as GodsSecretary. Searching for people to help. Found some
but seems mostly the world is not into God. Nor do they seem to
want to know him. They don't seem to care about anything except
having a so called “ Good time” or “ Fun”. Reminds me of Sodom
and Gommorah. God destroyed that place. I honestly don't know
why except for his loving Grace that he even puts up with us at all.
But he did say “ In the last days the love of many shall wax cold.
And that lawlessness shall abound. All the things in prophecy are
coming true right before my eyes the news is like watching
Revelations be revealed. Pestilence, plague, war and rumars of war,
famines, earthquakes in divers places, ...”
12. I got off my medications and quit seeing my physchiatrist Dr.
Sunderman. After I lost Sara saying to Jim whom I had met when
Sara was only five months old. “ I quit ! I am not taking that
medicine anymore.” We had been dating since the day we met and
were living together when I told him that to which he replied...
“ We will see how it goes.”
I cried a lot the first two years he knew me over Sara. But began
to drink and smoke a lot of pot every day. Trying to be numb.
I had been through yet another tragedy and it wasn't over. And now
as I write this I wonder will it ever be? Faith of course still present
in my spirit says “ Everything will be alright.” I read the end of the
book and I know we win! ( King James Version The Holy Bible)
But as for me I have more searching to do. Trying to understand
what happened in my past. For the nightmares that do mess with me
often affect my life. I wanna get past all this and hopefully be able
to finish a broken heart now mended.