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‫ﻻ ﺗﻌﺸﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻋﺒﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺯﻴﺯ ﺠﻭﻴﺩﺓ‬
‫ﺍﻟﻔﻬﺭﺱ‬ ‫رﺣﻠﺖ ﻋﻨﻲ ........................................................................ ٥‬ ‫أ َﺎ اﻝ ﱠﺎ ِﺮ ......................................................................... ٦‬ ‫َﻥ ﺸ ﻋ‬ ‫و َﺎُﻮا َﺜﻴ ًا ..................................................................... ١١‬ ‫َﻗ ﻝ آ ﺮ‬ ‫ﺳﺌﻠﺖ َﺜﻴ ًا ...................................................................... ٧١‬ ‫ُِْ ُ آ ﺮ‬ ‫أﺧﺎف َﻮ ًﺎ ....................................................................... ٠٢‬ ‫ُی ﻣ‬ ‫أﻃﻔﺎل اﻝ ِﺠﺎرة .................................................................. ٣٢‬ ‫ُ ﺤ‬ ‫ﻻ َﻌ َﻘﻴﻨﻲ ...................................................................... ٨٢‬ ‫ﺗﺸ‬ ‫وﺑﻌﺪْﻥﺎ یﺎ ﺣ ﱢﻲ اﻷو َﺪ .......................................................... ٢٣‬ ‫ْﺣ‬ ‫ُﺒ‬ ‫َُ‬ ‫ِﻤﺎ َا ... ؟ ........................................................................ ٦٣‬ ‫ﻝ ذ‬ ‫أ ِیﺪ اﻝﺮ ِﻴﻞ...................................................................... ٩٣‬ ‫ُ ر ُ ﱠﺣ َ‬ ‫ﻋﻴْﻨﺎك أ ﱠﺎ ِﻲ ..................................................................... ٢٤‬ ‫َ ِ یﻣ‬ ‫ﺁﺧﺮ ﻣﺎ َﺎﻝﺘﻪ ِﻲ ................................................................. ٤٤‬ ‫ِ ُ ﻗ َْ ُ ﻝ‬ ‫أ َﻰ اﻝﺤ ّ......................................................................... ٥٤‬ ‫ُﺐ‬ ‫َﺗ‬ ‫وَﺳﺄل َﻔﺴﻲ .................................................................... ٧٤‬ ‫َأ َ ُ ﻥ‬ ‫ﺗﺤﺪ................................................................................ ٩٤‬ ‫َ َﱟ‬ ‫أﺣﺒﻚ .............................................................................. ٠٥‬ ‫ُ ِﱡ ِ‬ ‫َﻴﻒ اﻝﻬﺮب ...................................................................... ٣٥‬ ‫آ َ ُُ ُ‬ ‫و َﺒ َﻰ اﻝ ُﺰن َاﺧ َﻨﺎ............................................................ ٥٥‬ ‫ی ﻘ ﺤ ُ د ِﻠ‬ ‫أ َﺎ ﻻ أ َ ﱢق...................................................................... ١٦‬ ‫ﻥ ُﺻﺪ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ اﻣﺘ َﻜﺘﻚ..................................................................... ٢٦‬ ‫َﻠ ُ ِ‬ ‫ﻥ‬ ‫3‬
‫ﺑﺎﷲ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻢ هﻞ أﺣﻠﻢ ............................................................ ٤٦‬ ‫ِ ُْ َ ُْ‬ ‫ﺗﻐﺮﺑﺖ ﻋﻨﻚ ...................................................................... ٨٦‬ ‫َ َ ﱠْ ُ َْ ِ‬ ‫ِﻨ َﻣﺎ آ ﱠﺎ ِﻐﺎ ًا ............................................................... ١٧‬ ‫ﻋ ﺪ ُﻨ ﺻ ر‬ ‫أﺣﻦ إﻝﻴﻚ ......................................................................... ٦٧‬ ‫ِ ﱡ َْ ِ‬ ‫َﻮ !! .............................................................................. ٨٧‬ ‫ﻝ‬ ‫ﻣﻦ َﺴﺘ ِﻴﻊ ؟ ! ................................................................. ٩٧‬ ‫َ ْ ی َﻄ‬ ‫أرﺝﻮك أﻻ َﺮ َﻠﻲ............................................................... ٣٨‬ ‫ِ ﺗ ﺣ‬ ‫ِﻮار ﻣﻊ َﺘﻴﻞ ................................................................... ٥٨‬ ‫ﺣ ٌ ََﻗ‬ ‫4‬
‫ﺭﺤﻠﺕ ﻋﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺤﻠﺕ ﻋ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ ﹾ ِ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺫﺕ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﻤ ﹼﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِﻨ‬ ‫ﹾ ِ ﱠ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ِﺭﻏﻡ ‪‬ﺤﻴل ﻭﺠﻬﻙ ﻴﺎ ﺤﻴﺎﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ِﺭ ِ ِِ‬ ‫ﺍﻁ ‪‬ﺌ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻨ‬ ‫ِﻥ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻤ ﺒ ِ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻌﺩ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻗﻠﺏ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﻴﺤﺒﻙ ..‬ ‫‪ِ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ‪‬ﻐ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫ﻴﻨ‬ ‫5‬
‫ﺃ ﹶﺎ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺎ ِﺭ‬ ‫َﻨ ﺸ ﻋ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺩ ‪‬ﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻅﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﹶﺤﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫‪‬ﺄﻏﻤﺱ ﺩﺍ ِﻠﻲ ﻗﹶﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﺴ ِ ‪ ‬ﺨ ﹶﻠ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺯﺭﻉ ﻜل ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﱠ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﺎﺤﺎ ﻗﺎﺩ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺼ ﹰ ِﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻁﻴﻑ ‪‬ﺤﺎﺒﺔ ﹸﻤﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﹶ ﺴ ٍ ﺘ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺎﺴﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺴﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫‪‬ﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﻟﻥ ﺃﻋﺒﺄ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬ﻌ ‪ ‬ﹶ ‪ْ ‬‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ ﺍﻟﻔ ﱠﺎﻥ ﻻ ﹶﺼﺩﺃ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ ِ ﺘ ‪ْ‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺘﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﺸﻌﺎﺭ ‪‬ﺭﻜﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ِﺒ ﻨ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﹶﻬﺩﺃ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ْ‬‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻜ ﹸﺏ ﻓﻭﻕ ‪‬ﻔﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻥ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ ‬ﹶﺠ ِ‬ ‫ﻭُﺨﻔﻲ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺃﺒﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻬ ‪‬ﻯ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺫﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ ‪‬ﻭ ﻌ ﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫6‬
‫ﺃﺴﺭﺍﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﻘﻲ ﺃﺤﺭﻑ ﺍﻷﺒﻴﺎﺕ ِﻥ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ،‬ ‫ِﻤ ﻋ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻥ ﻋ ‪‬ﻗﻲ ،‬ ‫ﻤ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻥ ﻨﺎﺭﻱ ...‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻤﺕ ..‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﱡ‬ ‫ﺴ ﹸﻨﺒﺕ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺃﺸﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ ِ ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﹶﺒﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﺘﻅﱢل ﹶﻭﻕ ﺯ ‪‬ﺍﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﹸ ﹶﻠ ُ ﻓ ﹶ ‪‬ﻭ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻹﻨﺴﺎﻥ ﻭﺍﻟﻔ ﱠﺎﻥ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺎﻋﺭ‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻥ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ‪‬ﻤﺘﺩ ﹶﺎﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﻜ‬ ‫ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﻼ ﺁﺨﺭ‬ ‫ﺒ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻁﻌﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻗ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺠﺭﻭﺡ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺤ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺘﻤ ‪‬ﺩ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﺌﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ﺭ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺘﻌ ﱢﺏ ، ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺄﱢﻡ ، ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺨﺭ‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ﺫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻥ ﹶﺴ ﹸﻥ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻗﹶﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶﻠ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ﺘ ﻜ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺘ ‪‬ﻨﻲ ﺃﹶﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ ﹶﺼ ﻟ‬ ‫7‬
‫ﻷﻜﺘﺏ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻜِﻤﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪ ِ ‬ﻠ ِ‬ ‫ُﻨﺸ ُﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺩﻡ‬ ‫ﺃ ِﺌ ِ ‪ِ   ‬‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻔ ﱠﺎﻥ ﻏ ﱠﻴﺕ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ ‬ﹶﻨ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺎﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺡ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﻘﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺠ ِ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﺸﺕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ‪‬ﻨﺘﻅ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻋ ﹸ ﻌ ‪‬ﻤ ﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﻠﻭﺡ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺃ ﹸﻘﻲ‬ ‫‪ُ ‬ﻓ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺴﺠﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻗﹶﻘﻲ‬ ‫ﹶﻠ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﺒﺎﻟ ﹶﻭﻑ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻤ ﺨ ِ‬ ‫ﺴ ﱢﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻋ ﹸﻘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫ِﻜ ﻨ‬ ‫ﹸﻘ ﱢﻊ ﻓﻲ ﹶﺭﺍﻴﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺘﻁ‪ ‬ﺸ‬ ‫ﻴﺸ ﱡ ِﺩﺍ ِﻠﻲ ﹶﻬ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹸﻕ ﺒ ﺨ ﻨ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻴﺼ ‪ ‬ﺭﺍﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻠﻘﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﺤ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺏ ﻤ ﹶ‬ ‫ﻷﻨﺯﻑ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ ﹶ‬ ‫ِﻥ ﻭ ‪‬ﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ‪‬ﺠ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﺃﹶﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﺃ ‪‬ﻗﻲ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫8‬
‫)٤ (‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺎﻱ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻭﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ ‬ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻨﻐﻡ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ‪‬ﺴﺤﺭ‬ ‫ﻴ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﱠ ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻹﺤﺴﺎﺱ ﺩ ﱠﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻓ ﻗ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻨ ‪‬ﻤ ‪‬ﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺴﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻬ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻥ ‪‬ﻨﺤﺕ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤ ﻴ ‪ ‬ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﹶﻐﺩﻭ ﹶﻤﺎﺜﻴﻼ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻤﺭ‬ ‫ﹰ ِ‪ ‬ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺯﺭﻉ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ِﻌﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻤ ﺸ‬ ‫‪‬ﺴﺎﺘﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺼ ﹶﺤﺎ ِ‬ ‫ﻔ ﺕ‬ ‫ﺒ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﹸﺯﻫﺭ‬ ‫ﺘ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻤﻀﻲ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺼﻔﹾﺤﺎﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﹶﻔﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﺫﺍﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ‪‬ﺠﻪ ﺍﻨ ِﻌﺎﻻﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪ ‬ﻔ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻁﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻁﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻭﺏ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻤﻭﺕ ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺘﺤﺭ‬ ‫ﹶِ‪‬‬ ‫9‬
‫ُﻫﺩﻴﻜﻡ ِﺘﺎﺒﺎﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻷ ‪‬ﹸ‪ ‬ﻜ‬ ‫01‬
‫ﻭ ﹶﺎﹸﻭﺍ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫‪‬ﻗ ﻟ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺎﻟﻭﺍ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻗ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺼﺩﻗﺕ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﹾ ِ ﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺸﺎﺓ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻭ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻡ ‪‬ﻌﻠﻤﻭﻥ ﻜﻤﺎ ﹶﻌﻠﻤﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﹶﻭﻕ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺠﺎﺓ‬ ‫ِﻁ ﹸ ﻨ ﹾ‬ ‫ﱠِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭﻻﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻜل ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﱠﻋ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺎ ﺤﻔﻠﺕ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶﹾ ﹸ‬ ‫ِﻬﺫﻱ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺎﻟﻭﺍ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﺃﻤ ﱢل ﺃﺩﻭﺍﺭ ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫‪‬ﻋ ٍ‬ ‫ﱢ ُ ‪‬ﺜ ُ‬ ‫ﻭﺃ ﱢﻲ ُﺠﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫11‬
‫ﻭﺃ ﱢﻲ ُﺤﺏ ﻭَﻨ ‪‬ﻰ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻨ ﺃ ‪ ‬ﺃﺴ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻨﺩﻱ ﻟﻜل ‪‬ﺒﻴﺏ ‪‬ﺩﻴل‬ ‫ﱢﺤ ٍﺒ ْ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﺃ ﱢﻲ ‪‬ﺠﺭﺩ ﻭﻫﻡ‬ ‫ﻨ ﻤ ‪ٍ  ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻤﻀﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺘﺭﻙ ﹶﻠﻑ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻱ‬ ‫‪‬ﺨ ﹶﻫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺘﻴل‬ ‫ﻗ ْ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻀ ‪‬ﻱ ﹶﺩﻴﻬﻡ ‪‬ﻟﻴل‬ ‫‪ِ ‬ﺩ ﻟ ِ ‪ ‬ﺩ ٌ‬ ‫ﻓﻌﻨﺩﻱ ﻟ ‪‬ﺒﻙ‬ ‫ِﺤ ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻑ ‪‬ﻟﻴل‬ ‫ﹸﺩ ْ‬ ‫ﻓ ‪‬ﻡ ‪‬ﻌﻠﻤﻭﻥ ﻜﻤﺎ ﹶﻌﻠﻤﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻬ ﻴ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ‪‬ﺤﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﱠِﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﺒ ﹸﻁﺂﻥ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻫ ِ ِﺸ ِ ﻗ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴﻨﻤﻭ ﻭ ‪‬ﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫ِﺜل ﺍﻟﻨﺨﻴل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ﻤ َ‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺎﻟﻭﺍ ِﺄ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻨ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻤﻀﻲ ﺒﻌﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺒ ﹶﻰ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻨﻙ‬ ‫ﺘﻘ ﻋ ﹸ ِ‬ ‫21‬
‫ﹶﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ‪‬ﺤﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻁﺭ ﻭ ﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﺍل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ﻴ ِ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ‪‬ﺠﻭﻋﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤﺎل‬ ‫ﻤ ْ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ِﺜل ﹶﺒﺎ ٍ ﹶﺭﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﱠِﻤ ُﻨ ﺕﻏ ٍ‬ ‫ﹶﻤﺎ ﺫﺍﺕ ‪‬ﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﹶﻴ ٍ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﻔﺢ ﺍﻟ ِﺒﺎل‬ ‫ِﺴ ِ ﺠ ْ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﺴ ‪‬ﻌﻴﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻤ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ‪‬ﻘﺎل‬ ‫ﻴ ْ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺒﻘﻰ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻡ ‪‬ﻌ ِﻓﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻴ ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﻐﻴﺭ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻟﻥ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ِﻫ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻡ ‪‬ﻌﻠﻤﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﺤﺏ ‪‬ﻔﻭﻕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻨﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﱠِ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﹸ ﺠ ‪‬‬‫ٌ‬ ‫ِﺫﺍ ﻴ ‪‬ﻋﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﻟ ‪‬ﺩ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﺫﺍ ‪‬ﺤ ِﺩﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﻟ ﻴ ﻘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻷﻨﻙ ﺤﺏ‬ ‫ﱠِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺴ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ِﻘﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ﻘ ﺒ‬ ‫31‬
‫ﻭﻫﻡ ‪‬ﺍﺌﻠﻭﻥ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﺯ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻟﻜِ ﱢﻲ ﻤﻌﻙ ﻋﻠﹶﻰ ﻤﻭﻋِﺩ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪   ِ ‬‬ ‫)١(‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻟﻡ ﻴﺨﻠﻕ ‪‬ﻌﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ‪ ‬ﹾﹶ ﹾ ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺸﻭ ﹰﺎ ﻜﺎﻟﻤﻭﺝ ِﺼﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬ﺒ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﻗ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻋﺸ ﹰﺎ ﻴﺠ‪‬ﺘﺎﺡ ِﻴﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﹾﻘ ‪  ‬ﻜ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺠ ‪‬ل ﺭﻋ‪‬ﺸﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﺩ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤَ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺒ ‪‬ﺎ ﻴﺸﺭ ﹸ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺠ‪‬ﻬﻲ‬ ‫ﺼ ﺤ ‪ ‬ﹾ ِﻕ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺠ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻐﺩ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺭ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺠﺯ ‪‬ﺍ ﹶﻤﺘﺩ ﺒ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻲ ،‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺭ ﺘ ‪ ‬ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺤﻭ ‪‬ﺍ ﺃﻏﺭ ﹶﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ﺭ ﹾ ‪‬ﻗ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺤ ‪ ‬ﻜﻤﻭﺝ ‪‬ﻐﺭ ﹸﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ ‪ ٍ ‬ﻴ ِﻗ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﺭﻑ ‪‬ﺸﺘﺩ‬ ‫ﹸﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﱠ‪ ‬ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟ ِﺸﻕ ‪‬ﺠﻲﺀ ﻜﺘ ‪‬ﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﻌ ﹸ ﻴ ‪ ‬ﹶﻴ ٍ‬ ‫‪‬ﺠﺭ ﹸﻨﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺨﻠﻑ ﺍﻟﺴﺩ‬ ‫ﻴ ِﻓ ِ ‪ ‬ﹾ ِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫)٢(‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫َﻋ ٍ‬ ‫41‬
‫ﺠ ‪‬ﺒﺕ ..‬ ‫ﺭ‪ ‬ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻻ ‪‬ﻭﺠﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶ ‪‬ﺒ ﻴ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﺤﻠ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﺘ ‪‬ﺩﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶ ‪ ‬ﹾﻤ ﻴ ﹶﺒ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ‪‬ﺼﺒﺢ ﺤ ‪‬ﻲ ﻨﺎ ِﺫ ﹰ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ ِ ‪ ‬ﺒ ﻓ ﹶ ﺓ‬ ‫ﺃﻓﺘ ‪‬ﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ‪‬ﺘﺠﺩﺩ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ َﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ‪‬ﻭﻋﺩ‬ ‫ﻤ ِ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺃﻘ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨﺘﻅ ‪‬ﺍ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺓ ﺃﺤﺒﺎﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ِﺭ ﻋ ﺩ ﹶ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨﺘﻅ ‪‬ﺍ ﹶﻤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻻ ﺘﺄﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ﺭ ﺸﺴ‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺩﻕ ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺒﺎﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‪  ‬ﱠ‬ ‫)٣(‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻟﻥ ‪‬ﺨﻠﻕ ﺃ ‪‬ﺩﺍ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﹶ ﹶ َﺒ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻭﺍﻗﻲ ﻨﺎﺭ ﻻ ﺘﻬ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ‪‬ﺩ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﹶﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻷﺤﻼﻡ ‪‬ﻌﻴﺩﺓ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺒ ‪‬ﹾ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺘﻘ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﻴﺒ ﹶﻰ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻙ ﻓﻲ ﹶﻅﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻘ ﻭ ‪ ِ‬ﻨ‬ ‫ﹶﻴ ًﺎ ﻻ ُﺘﻘﻥ ﹶﺤﺩﻴﺩﻩ‬ ‫ﺸ ﺌ ﺃ ﹾِ ‪ ‬ﺘ ‪ ‬‬ ‫َﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺠﻤﻌﻪ ﺨﻴ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﺃ ﻨ ‪    ‬ﹶ ‪‬ﻁ‬ ‫ﺃﻏﺯﹸﻪ ﻭﺠ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻥ ﹸﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹾ ِﻟ ‪  ‬ﻬ‬ ‫51‬
‫ﺃﺤ‪‬ﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ‪‬ﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ،‬ ‫ِﺭ ﻘ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ‪‬ﺒﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ،‬ ‫ِﻋ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺯ ‪‬ﻭﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﻫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ ﺸﻼﻻ ،‬ ‫ﻨ ِ‪ ِ ‬ﱠ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻭﺒ ‪‬ﻴﺭﺓ ‪‬ﻭﺀ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤ ﹶ ﻀ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ ﻻ ﹶﻲﺀ‬ ‫ﻨ ِ‪ ِ ‬ﺸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﻭﺠﻬﻙ ﻴ ﹶﺤﺩﺩ ..‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ ِ   ‬ﺘ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻴﻜﺒﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ،‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺘﻤﺩﺩ ،‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺘﺠ ‪‬ﻊ ﻜﺎﻟ ﱠﻴﻑ ﹶﻠﻴ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻴ ﻤ‪ ‬ﻁ ِ ﻗ ﻼ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻩ ﺴﺭﺍ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﺘﺒﺩﺩ‬ ‫ﺒ ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻊ ﺃ ﱢﻲ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃ ﹶﺄﻜﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ ﺩ ﻤ ﺘ ﱠ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃ ﱠﻲ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ِ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻟﻜ ﱢﻲ ﻤﻌﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﻭﻋﺩ‬ ‫‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ِﻨ ‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺴﺄﺒ ﹶﻰ ﻤﻌﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ‪‬ﻭﻋﺩ‬ ‫ﻤ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﻘ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫61‬
‫ﺴﺌﻠ ﹸ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹾﺕ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﺴﺌﻠ ﹸ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ :‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹾﺕ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻨﺤﺏ ؟‬ ‫ﹸِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫ﹶﻘﻠﺕ : ﻷ ﱠﺎ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸ ﻨ‬ ‫ﺨﻠﻘﹾﻨﺎ ِﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﹸِ ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﹶﻌﺭﻑ ‪‬ﻌﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ ﹸﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺅﻤﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻟﻠﻜﻭﻥ ﺭﺏ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺴ ِﻠﺕ :‬ ‫‪‬ﺌ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻴﻑ ‪‬ﻜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺏ ؟‬ ‫ﹶﻴ ‪ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﻘﻠﺕ : ﹶﺭﺍﻩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜ ﱢ ‪‬ﺭﺏ ..‬ ‫ﹸل ﺩ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸ ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺫﻭﺏ ﻟﻜ ﱢ ﹶﺴﻴ ٍ ﻴﻬﺏ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ِ ‬ﹸل ﻨ ﻡ ‪  ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒﻜﻲ ﻟ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ،‬ ‫ِﺒ ٍ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺒﻜﻲ ﻟ ﹸﺭﺏ‬ ‫ِﻘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻁﻔ ٍ ‪‬ﻔ ﱢﺵ ‪‬ﻥ ‪‬ﺩﺭ ﺃ ‪، ‬‬ ‫ﻜ ل ﻴ ﺘ ﹸ ﻋ ﺼ ِ ُﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻥ ‪‬ﺩﺭ ﺃﺏ‬ ‫ﺼ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺭﺍﻩ ﹶﺭﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﺸ ﺩ‬ ‫71‬
‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﹸل ‪‬ﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻜ ﺼ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻨﻬ ٍ ﹶﺨﻠﺹ ﻤﻥ ﻀ ﱠﺘﻴﻪ‬ ‫ِﻔ ِ‬ ‫ﻜ ﺭﺘ ﱠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺎﺭ ِﻜل ‪‬ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﺼﺏ‬ ‫ﺼ ‪‬ﺒ ﱢﻤ ٍ‪  ‬‬ ‫)٢(‬ ‫‪‬ﺌﻠ ﹸ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ :‬ ‫ﺴ ﺕﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻫل ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻟﻴل ِﻘﻠﺏ ‪‬ﺤﺏ ؟‬ ‫ْ ِ‪‬ﺩ ٍﻟ ٍﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸﻠﺕ : ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻟﻴل ـ ﻭﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻪ ‪‬ﻴﺏ ـ‬ ‫ِﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻘ ﹸ ﺩ ُ‬ ‫‪‬ﻜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻐ ‪‬ﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻜ ﱢ ﻗﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﹸل ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬ﺘ ﻴ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺤﺎ ِﻱ ‪‬ﻴﺎﺓ ﺘﺩﺏ‬ ‫ﻓ ‪ ‬ﺼ ﺭ ﺤ ﹲ ﹶِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺘﺸﹾﺩﻭ ﹸﻴﻭﺭ ،‬ ‫ﻁ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﻨﻤﻭ ‪‬ﻫﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﺘ ﺯ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜ ﱢ ‪‬ﺩﺏ‬ ‫ﹸل ﻫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺨﻀﺭ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻙ ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ‪‬ﺩﺏ‬ ‫ﺒ ِﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﻋ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺼﺒﺢ ﹶﻠﺒﻙ ﻭﺍ ‪‬ﺎﺕ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬ﻗ‪  ‬ﺤ ِ ِ ﹾ ٍ‬ ‫ﹶﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻥ ﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪ ِ‬‬ ‫ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ‪‬ﺸﺏ‬ ‫ِﻋ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻴﻥ ﹶﻨﺎﻡ ، ﻭﻤﻬ‪‬ﻤﺎ ﹸﺤﺎﻭل‬ ‫ﺘ ُِ‬ ‫ﺤ ‪‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻻ ﹶﺴﺘﺭﻴﺢ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ‪‬ﻨﺏ‬ ‫‪‬ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫81‬
‫)٣(‬ ‫ﺴﺌﻠ ﹸ :‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹾﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﻫل ِﻥ ِﻼﺝ ﻟﺼﺏ ؟‬ ‫ﻤ ﻋ ٍِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸﻠﺕ : ‪‬ﺤﺎل‬ ‫ﹶﻘ ﹸ ﻤ ٌ‬ ‫ﻴﻔﻴﺩ ِﻼﺝ ِﻘﻠﺏ ﺃﺤﺏ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻋ ‪‬ﻟ ٍَ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻴﺱ ِﺩﺍﺀ ﻤﻊ ﺍﻟ ِﺸﻕ ﻁﺏ‬ ‫‪‬ﻟ ٍ ‪ ‬ﻌ ِ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺌﻠ ﹸ ﺃﺨﻴ ‪‬ﺍ :‬ ‫ﺴ ﺕ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺩﺍﻭﻱ ؟‬ ‫ﹶ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸﻠﺕ ﺒﺤﺯﻥ :‬ ‫ﻘ ﹸِ‪ٍ‬‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺒﻴﺏ ،‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِﻤ ِ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺏ‬ ‫ﻤ ِ ‪ ِ‬‬ ‫91‬
‫ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﹸﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫)١(‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻤﺎ ﺘﺘﺤ ‪‬ﻠﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ِ ِ ُ ‬ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﹶﻬ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻋﻲ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ِﻨﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻀﹸﻭﻋﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻠ‬ ‫ِﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹶﻬ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﺸﻭﺍﻕ ،‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨﺭ‬ ‫ﻨﺒ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﻌ ِ ‪ ‬ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﹶﻤ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ِﺸﺴ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺩﻓﹾﺅﻫﺎ ﻻ ‪‬ﺴﺘﻜﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﻴﺎ ﻗ ‪‬ﺭﻱ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ‬ ‫ﹸ َﹶﺩ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺨ ﱠ ِﻥ ﹶﻭﻕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺒﻴﻥ ..‬ ‫ﹸﻁ ﻤ ﻓ ِ ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻫﻭﻯ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﹸﺴﺎ ِﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻫ ِﺘ ﻓ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ِ‬ ‫)٢(‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ﺃﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ﻋ‬ ‫‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﹸﻔﺭ ﹸﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻴ ﻤ ﺘ ‪‬ﻗ ﺴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒﺎﻟﺭﻏﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﻭ ﹶﻌ ِﻓﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺘﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾِ‬ ‫02‬
‫ﹶﻠﺒﻲ ﻴﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻗ ‪ِ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﻭﻕ ﻤﺎ ﹶﺘﺼ ‪‬ﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹶ ﺘ ﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ ﻓﻲ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ ﻭ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﺯ ِ ﻗ‬ ‫ﹶﺴ ﹸﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺍﻷﻁﻴﺎﺭ ﹶﺸﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺍ ِﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺩﺨ‬ ‫َ ﹾ ِﺘ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻭﺠﺔ ﻨﺎﻤﺕ ﺒ ِﻀﻥ ‪‬ﻭﺍ ِﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹰ ‪ ‬ﹾ ِﺤ ِ ﺴ ﺤ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﺠﻤل ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻘﻭل ﺍﻟﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺤ ِ ﺴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ ِ ‪ُ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻥ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﹸﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﹶﻭﻕ ﻤﺎ ﹶﺘﻭ ﱠﻌﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹶ ﺘ ﻗ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟ ِﺸﻕ ِﻨﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻌ ﹸﻋ‬ ‫ﹶﻴﺭ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺸﻘﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻏ ‪ ‬ﱢ‬ ‫ِﺸﻘﻲ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻜﺎﻟ ﱠﺎﺭ ،‬ ‫ﻨ ِ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻹﻋﺼﺎﺭ ،‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻟ ‪‬ﻟﺯﺍل ،‬ ‫ﺯ ِ‬ ‫ﹶﺎﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻜﺎﻥ ،‬ ‫ﻜ ﺒ ِ‬ ‫ِﺸﻘﻲ ﹶﺎﺌﺭ ..‬ ‫ﺜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺴ ﹶﻜﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﺸﻘﻲ ﹶﺴﻴ ٍ ‪‬ﺎﺭﻑ ،‬ ‫ﻜ لﺠ ٍ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫12‬
‫ﹶﻬﺭ ﻴﺼ ‪ ‬ﺸﺎﻋﺭﻱ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻵ ﹶﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ٍ ‪ ‬ﺏ ﻤ‬ ‫ِﺸﻘﻲ ‪‬ﻁﺎﺀ ‪‬ﺍﺌﻡ‬ ‫ﻋ ‪‬ﺩ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﹶﺈﺫﺍ ﻁﻠﺒ ِ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻲﺀ ﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺕ ﺸ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﻁﻠﺒ ِ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ‪‬ﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺕ ﻌ ‪ ‬ﻫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ ِ ‪‬ﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎ ﹶﻁﹸﺒﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﹶﻙ ﺩ ﻤ ﺘ ﻠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻥ ‪‬ﻠﻜﺕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻭﺡ ،‬ ‫ﻤ ﻤ ﹾ ِ ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻌﺫﺏ ﺒﺎﻟﺤﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻤ ﱠ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﻓ ﹰﺎ ﺒﻤﻥ ﺘﺘﻤﻠ ِﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺭ ﻘ ِ ‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶ ‪‬ﱠﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫22‬
‫ﺃﻁﻔﺎل ﺍﻟ ِﺠﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ُ ﺤ‬ ‫ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺔ ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﺧﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ ، ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺣﻘﻴﻘﻴﺔ ﻭﺣﺪﺛﺖ ﻓﻌﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫، ﻭﻧﺸﺮ‪‬ﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻒ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻣﻴﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﺣﺮﺏ ﺍﳊﺠﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﱵ ﺃﺫﻫﻠﺘﻨﺎ ﲨﻴﻌ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﹶﻠﺒﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺤﺘﻠﺔ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﻤ ﹶﱠ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﺃﻀ ‪‬ﻰ ﺤﺠ ‪‬ﺍ ..‬ ‫َ ‪‬ﺤ ‪ ‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻷﺤﺠﺎﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺒﺘﻠﺔ‬ ‫ِ ﻤ ﹶﱠ ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ِﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﻁﻔﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺯل‬ ‫ِ ‪ْ‬‬ ‫ِﺩ ِ‬ ‫ِﺩﻤﻭﻉ ِﺴﺎﺀ ‪‬ﺼﺭﺨﻥ ،‬ ‫ِﻨ ٍﻴ ‪‬ﹾ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻴﺫﺭﻓﻥ ‪‬ﻤﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺘﺘﺠﻤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ ِﹾ ‪ ‬ﺩ ﻋ‬ ‫ﹸﺼﺒﺢ ﺃﺤ‪‬ﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ..‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﺘ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻘﺫ ﹸﻬﺎ ﺃﻴﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﺜ ‪‬ﺍﺭ‬ ‫ﱡﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ ﹾ ِﻓ‬ ‫ﹸﺼﺒﺢ ﻁﹶﻘﺎ ٍ ﻤﻥ ﻨﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ِ ‪ ‬ﹶﻠ ﺕ‬ ‫ﺇﺨﻭﺍﻨﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﹶﻌﺭﻑ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﹾ ﺩ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫32‬
‫ﺤﺭﺏ ﺍﻷﺤﺠﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﹶﻌﺭﻑ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻁﹾﻔﺎﻻ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹾﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃ ﹶﺫﻭﺍ ﺍﻷﻗﻤﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺨ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ ‪‬ﻭﻫﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ِل ﺃﻋﻴﻨ ِﻡ‬ ‫ﺯ ﻋ ﺩ ﺨ َ ‪ِ  ‬ﻬ‬ ‫ﺸ ﹶﻼﺕ ﹶﻬﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﺘ ِ ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻁ ﹶﺎل ﺍﻟ ﹸﺩﺱ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺤﺘﻠﺔ ..‬ ‫ﻔ َ ﻘ ِ ﻤ ﱠﹾ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﹶﺒﺭ ‪‬ﺄﺘﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫َﺨ ٍﻴ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻷﺨﺒﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)٢(‬ ‫ﺇﺨﹾﻭﺍﻨﻲ .. ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻌﺭﻑ "ﺃﻴﻤﻥ" ؟‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ ِﻔل‬ ‫‪‬ﻁ ٌ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﺃﻗل ﺃﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺎﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪ ‬ﱡ ﺴ ﹾ‬ ‫ِﻥ ﺴﺒﻊ ِﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻤ ‪ ِ ‬ﺴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﺴﻭﻡ ‪‬ﺍﺨل ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﺩ َ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺽ ﹶﻠﺴﻁﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻓ‬ ‫ِﺌﺫﻨﺔ ﺍﻷﻗﺼﻰ ﹶﺴﻜﻨﻪ‬ ‫ﺘ ﹸﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶﹶ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟ ﹸﺩﺱ ،‬ ‫ﻘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻼﺡ ﺍﻟﺩﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫42‬
‫‪‬ﺠﻤﻊ ﺃﺤﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ..‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻐﺴﹸﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ِﻠ‬ ‫ِﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻘﻬﺭ ﻓﺘﺸﹾﺘﺩ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ِ‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺼﻴﺭ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺴ ﱢﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪  ِ   َ ‬ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫)٣(‬ ‫"ﺃﻴﻤﻥ" ‪‬ﺼﻔﻭﺭ ﻴ ﹶﻨﻘل‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺘ ﱠ ْ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻋ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ‪‬ﻴﻥ ‪‬ﺼﺎﺹ ﻭ ﹶﻨﺎﺒل‬ ‫ٍ ﻗ ِْ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻠﺘﻘﻁ ﺍﻷﺤﺠﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻴ ﹶِ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻅل ‪‬ﺒﺎﺩل‬ ‫ﻴ ﱡﻴ ِْ‬ ‫ﻁﹶﻘﺎﺕ ﺍﻷﻋﺩﺍﺀ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﹶﻠ ﹸ‬ ‫ﹶﺘﻭﺍﻟﻰ ِﺎﻟﺒﺭﻕ ﺍﻟ ﹶﺎﻁﻑ‬ ‫ﻜ ‪ ‬ﹾ ﺨ ِ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺩ ‪‬ﻱ ﻜﺎﻟﺭﻋﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺼﻑ‬ ‫ِ ﹾ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬ﻭ‬ ‫‪‬ﺠﺭﻭﻥ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﻭﻻ ‪‬ﺠﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ ﻭﺍﻗﻑ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﺘﺠﻑ ﻻ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶِ ﹲ‬ ‫ﺒل ‪‬ﺒﺘﺴﻡ ..‬ ‫‪ ْ ‬ﻤ ﹶ ِ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﺘﺴﻡ ﻟﻠ ‪‬ﺭﺡ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺎﺯﻑ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶ ِ‪ ‬ﺠ ِ ﻨ ِ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘﻌ‪‬ﻠﻭ ﺍﻷﺼ‪‬ﻭﺍﺕ ﹸﺤ ﱢﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺘ ﺫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫52‬
‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ .. ﺴ ﹶﻤﻭﺕ !‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﻀ‪‬ﺤﻙ ﻭﻴﻘﻭل :‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫"ﺃﻨﺎ ﻋﺎﺭﻑ"‬ ‫ِ ﹾ‬ ‫)٤(‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ .. ﺃ ﹶﺫﻭﻩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺠﻥ‬ ‫ﺴ ِ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ‪‬ﺠ ‪‬ﻭﺍ ﻤﻌﻪ ﺍﻟﺘﺤ‪‬ﻘﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﺒﻭﻩ ،‬ ‫ﻀ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺤﹸﻭﻩ ،‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻁ ‪‬ﻨﻭﻩ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺎﺯﻑ‬ ‫‪ ِ‬ﻨ ِ ﹾ‬ ‫ﹶﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ‪‬ﻤﻴﻕ‬ ‫‪‬ﻋ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻟﻭﻩ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺩ ﺤ ‪‬ﻀﻪ‬ ‫‪    ‬ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ ‪ ‬ﺕ ‪‬ﻴﻨﺎﻩ ﻜﻨﻬ ِ ‪‬ﺭﻴﻕ :‬ ‫ﹶ ﻤ ﻌ ﹾ ﻋ ‪ ‬ﹶ ‪‬ﺭ ﺒ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺤ ‪‬ﻀﻨﻲ "ﺃﺤﻤﺩ"‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺤﻤﺩ ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺠﺎﺏ : ﺃﺨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)٥(‬ ‫ﺒﻌ ﹸﻭﺍ ‪ ‬ﹶﺭﺍ ٍ ﻜﻲ ﹶﺒﺤﺙ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ ‬ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬ﺜ ﻋ ﺸ ﺕ‬ ‫62‬
‫‪‬ﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻭﺭﻱ ﺍﻷﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻀ ‪‬ﺎ ﹰﺎ ﹶﺤﻤل ﺃﺴِﺤﺔ ،‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ﻁ ﺘ ِ ُ ﻠ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻋ ‪‬ﺒﺎﺕ ، ﻭ ِﺌﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺴﻜﺭ‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ ٍ ﻤ ِ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ ‪‬ﺤﺎﺼﺭ ﻴﺎ ﺃﺤﻤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ ‪‬ﺤﺎﺼﺭ ﻓﺎﺴ ﹶﺴﻠﻡ‬ ‫ﹸ ﻤ ‪  ‬ﺘ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ ‪‬ﺤﺎﺼﺭ‬ ‫ﹸﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺘﺨﺭﺝ‬ ‫ﹶﹾﹶ ﹾ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻤﺩ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺨﺭﺝ ..‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻟ ﱠﻤﺱ ِﻴﺎﺀ ، ﻭ ‪‬ﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺸ ِﻀ ‪ ‬ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻴﺩﻩ ‪‬ﺤﻤل ﺃﺤﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫‪ ِِ ‬ﻴ ُ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍ ُﺨﺭﻯ ﻋﻠﻡ ﹶﻠﺴﻁﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﹶ ‪ ‬ﻓ‬ ‫ﻷ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻤﺩ ِﻔل‬ ‫‪‬ﻁ ٌ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﺃﻗل ﺃﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺎﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪ ‬ﱡ ﺴ ‪‬ﹾ‬ ‫ِﻥ ﺨﻤ ِ ِﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶ ‪‬ﺱ ﺴ ‪‬‬ ‫72‬
‫ﻻ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺘﺸ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﹸﻠﻭﺏ ﹶﻤﻴل‬ ‫ﻗ ‪‬ﺘ ْ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹸﺭﺒﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺴ ﹶﺤﻴل‬ ‫ِ‪ ‬ﻤ ﺘ ْ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ ‪‬ﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫ﻨ ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﻴﻭﻤﺎ ﻷﻥ ﺃﺴﺘﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﺨ ‪‬ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﺤ ‪ ‬ﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬ﺏ ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﺩ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ‪‬ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ‪‬ﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﺩ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘﺸ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﻲﺀ ِﻨﺩﻱ ِﻜﻲ ﹶﺄ ﹸﺫﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻟ ﺘﺨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺸ ‪‬ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺃﻨﺎ ﹶﻲﺀ‬ ‫ﺸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻗﻠﺏ ﻋﻨﺩﻱ ﻟﻜﻲ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﺘﺸ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﹶﻨﺩﻤﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﻥ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﻤﻀﻴﻥ ﻋ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺴﺭ ﻭﻟﻥ ﹶﻌ ِﻓﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﺘﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ‪‬ﻫﻡ‬ ‫‪‬ﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫82‬
‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﹶﻴﺎل‬ ‫ﺨ ٌ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒﻲ ‪‬ﻴﺒ ﹶﻰ ‪‬ﻌﻴﺩ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻨﺎل‬ ‫ﺤ ﺴ ﻘ ﺒ ‪ ‬ﻤ ْ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﻨﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺤﺎل‬ ‫ﻤ ْ‬ ‫ﺘﺸ‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﹶﻌﺸﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﻓﻬل ﹶﻌ ِﻓﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ِﻴﻥ ﹶﻭﺍﻩ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُﺤ ‪‬ﻁ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺃﻨﺎ ِﻔل‬ ‫ﻁ ٌ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻨﺎ ﹶﻴﺦ‬ ‫ﺸ ﹲ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﻀﺤﻙ ﻤﺜل ﺍﻟﺸﺒﺎﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪َ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﻘﺎﻁﻴﻊ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻲ ﹶﺭﺍﺌﻁ ‪‬ﺯﻥ ،‬ ‫ﺨ ﹸﺤ ٍ‬ ‫‪‬ﻭ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ِﺤﺎﺭ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻉ ، ِﻼل ﺍﻜ ِﺌﺎﺏ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﺩ ٍ ﺘ ُ ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﻨﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺫﺍﺏ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺸ‬ ‫)٤ (‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ﻗﻠﺕ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺒﺄ ﱢﻲ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﹸﹾ ﹸ ﻴ ﻤ ﻨ ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﺴ ‪‬ﻌﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﺤ ‪‬ﻲ ﹶﻼﻡ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺒ ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫92‬
‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ‪‬ﻘﺎﻴﺎ ﺍﻨ ِﻘﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﺒ‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ ‪‬ﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫ﻨ ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺸﺘﺎﻕ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻟﻜﻲ ﺃﺴ ﹶﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻏﺏ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺭ ‪ ‬ﺍﻋ ِﺒﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﻤ ‪‬ﺩ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭُﻁﻔﺊ ﻨﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺃ ُ‬ ‫ﹶﺄﻗﺘل ﻓﻴﻙ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﻴﺌﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸُ ِ ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻼ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ ﻷ ﱢﻲ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻁﻴﺌﺔ‬ ‫ﻨ ﺨ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻓ ﺘﺸ‬ ‫)٥ (‬ ‫‪‬ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﻤ‪‬ﻀﻲ ﻭ ‪‬ﺍﺭﻱ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻋﻙ‬ ‫ﺩ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺴﺄﺭﺤل ‪‬ﻨﻙ‬ ‫‪ُ‬ﻋ ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻔﻴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﺴ ﹶﹾ‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻭﺏ ِﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﺤ ﹶﹾ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ‬ ‫ﻓ ‪‬ﺫ ‪‬ﺍ ﻷ ﱢﻲ ﺴﺄﻤﻀﻲ ‪‬ﺤﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻭ ﺩ‬ ‫ﻌﺭ ﻨ‬ ‫‪‬ﺄﻤﻀﻲ ﺒﻌﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻋﺩ ﹸ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﺕ ﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﻭﻟﻲ ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﻻ ﹶﻌ ِﻓﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﱠِ ﺘﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﻅﻼﻡ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒﻲ ﹶﻼﻡ‬ ‫ﺤ ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫03‬
‫ﻭﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ ﺃﺭﻏﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻻﻨ ِﻘﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺯ ﹸ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫13‬
‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ‪‬ﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺤ ‪‬ﻲ ﺍﻷﻭ ‪‬ﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﺘﺭ‪‬ﺤﺎﻟ ِ ﹶﻲﺀ ‪‬ﺘ ‪‬ﺩﺩ‬ ‫ﹶ ﹸﻙ ﺸ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﹶﺠ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭِﻘﺎﻨﺎ ﹶﻤﺱ ﻏﺎﺌﺒﺔ‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ﻟ ﺸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺭﺤﻡ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻴﺏ ﻭﻟﻡ ﹸﻭﻟﺩ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﻐ ِ ﹶ‪ ‬ﺘ ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ ﻤﻭﻗﺩ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻋﻙ ﺯﻴﺕ ﹶﺴ ﹸﺒﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺩ ‪   ِ ‬ﹲ ﺘ ﻜ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻨﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻗﺩ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ِ ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ِﺸﺕ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻭﺩﻋﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ُ ‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ﻋ ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﻠﻤﻲ ﻴ ﹶﺒﺩﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ﺤ‬ ‫ﻭﺒ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﺘﻔﺭﻗﹾﻨﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﹶﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﺭ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺤﻠﺕ ﺃﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺒﻲ ﺍﻷﻭﺤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ ﹸ ﺤ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ ‪‬ﺭﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﺯ ِﺤ ﻘ‬ ‫ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻭ ‪‬ﺸﺎﻋﺭ ﹶﺘﻭﻗﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ﻤ ِ ‪ ‬ﺘ ﱠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻻ ﹶﺒﻘﻴﻥ ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ‬ ‫ِ ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ‪ ‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺏ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻏﺭﺩ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻋﻅﻡ ﺤﺏ ﺃﻋﻁﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫23‬
‫ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻭ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﻭﻋﺩ‬ ‫‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ﻫ ِ‬ ‫ﻓ ‪‬ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤ ‪ ‬ﹶﺒ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ ﻨ ﻴ‬ ‫ﹶﺩ‬ ‫ﺒ ِﺤﺎﺏ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻨﻙ ﻴ ﹶﻌﺒﺩ‬ ‫ِﺭ ِ ﻋ ِ ِ ‪‬ﺘ ‪ ‬‬ ‫***‬ ‫ﹶﺭﺤﺎﹸﻙ ﻀﻴﻊ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎ ِﻲ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻟ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ‪‬ﺎﻉ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﹶﻬل ‪‬ﺭﺠﻊ ؟‬ ‫ﻀ ‪ ‬ﻌ ‪‬ﻓ ْﻴ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﺴﺄل ﹶﻔﺴﻲ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ُﻨ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺎﻉ ، ﻭﻤﻥ ﻀﻴﻊ ؟‬ ‫‪   ‬‬ ‫ﻀ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻌﺩﻙ ‪‬ﻠﻡ ‪‬ﺠﺭﻭﺡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ‪ِ ‬ﺤ‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﹶﻬﺭ ﺘﺎﻩ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻨﺒﻊ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ ِ  ‬ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴ ﹸﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻙ ﺭﺍﺤﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹶﹲ‬ ‫ﻋِ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻔ‬ ‫ﹶﻨﺘﻅﺭ ‪‬ﺩﺍﻋﻙ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﻭ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﹸﻘﻠﻊ‬ ‫ﺘِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻭﺩﻋﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ُ ‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸﻋ‬ ‫ﺃ ﻥ ﺘ ﺩﻤ ﻊ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ‪‬ﻁﻔ ُ ‪‬ﻤﻌﻲ ِﻴﺭﺍ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻨ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻴ ﺊﺩ‬ ‫ﺘﺄﻜل ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻀﻠﻊ‬ ‫‪‬ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸُ‬ ‫33‬
‫ﺃﻭ ‪‬ﻐﺭﻕ ﻁﻴﻔﻙ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﹸ ﹸِ ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺸﻰ ﺇﻥ ﺭﺍﺡ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ‪‬ﺭﺠﻊ‬ ‫ﻴ ِ‪‬‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﹶﺭﺤﺎﻟﻙ ﺸﻲﺀ ‪‬ﺘﺠﺩﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﹸِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻘﺎﺅﻙ ‪‬ﻠﻡ ﺃﺭﺼﺩﻩ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ِﺤ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺃﻓﹾﻕ ﺘﺎﻩ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺼﺩ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ٌ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻭﺠ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﺴﻜﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻬ ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻟﻑ ِﺼﺎﺭ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﹶﺤ ٍ ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﺒﺄﺠﻤ ِﻬﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﻌ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻤل ُﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﺃﺴﻤ ‪‬ﻬﺎ‬ ‫ُ ﺃ ِ ‪ ٍ ‬ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻴﻘﺔ ُﺤ ‪ ‬ﺃﺯﺭ ‪‬ﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﺸﺎﻋﺭ ﹶﻭﻕ‬ ‫ﻤ ِِﺸ ٍ‬ ‫ﹶﺘﻭﻟﺩ‬ ‫ﺘ ﱠ‪‬‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﹶﺭﺤل ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ﺍﻷﻭﺤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ُ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﹸﺼﺒﺢ ﻓﻲ ﻴﻭﻡ ﺃﺒﻌﺩ‬ ‫ٍ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ ُﺅﻜﺩ‬ ‫ﺯ ﹸ ﺃ ﱢ‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻨﻔ ‪‬ﺕ ﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶﺩ ﹾ‬ ‫43‬
‫ﺤ ‪‬ﻲ ﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﻻ ﺘﻨﻔﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹾﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫53‬
‫ِﻤﺎ ﹶﺍ ... ؟‬ ‫ﻟ ﺫ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ ُ ِﺱ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﺃﻗﺭﺏ ِﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﱠِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﱠِ‬ ‫ﺒﺭ ﺃﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪ٍ ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﻬﺭ ‪‬ﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬ﺤ ٍ‬ ‫‪‬ﺴﺎﻓﺭ ‪‬ﺒﺭ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻤﺂﻗﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ ِ‪‬ﻋ ‪‬ﺩ ِ‬ ‫ﻴﺼ ‪ ‬ﻨﺎﻨ ِ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻘﻠﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺏ ﺤ ﹶﻙ ﻤ ﹶ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﺤﺏ ‪‬ﻔﻭﻕ ﺍﺤ ِﻤﺎﻟﻲ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﹸ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺒﻙ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﹶﺜﻴﺭ ﻋﻠﻲ‬ ‫‪ ِ  ‬ﺩ ﻤ ﻜ ‪ ‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﻗﺭﺍﺭ ﻫﻭﺍﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻴﺒﻘﻰ‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ِﻴﺩﻴﻙ ﻭﻻ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺒ ِ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ُ ِﺱ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﹶﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟ ِﺩﺍﻴﺔ‬ ‫ِﺩ ﻤ ﻁ ﹸ ﺒ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻲ ﻀﻠﻠﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ. ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﹶ ﹾ ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫63‬
‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ َﻴﺩﻴﻙ ﻋ ‪‬ﻓﺕ ﺍﻟ ِﺩﺍﻴﺔ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬ﺭ ﹸ ﻬ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻲ ﺍﺤﺘ ‪‬ﻓﺕ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺍﻡ ﻟﺩﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺭ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺒﻠ ِ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻗ ﹶﻙ ﱡ‬ ‫ِﻭﺍﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻫ ﹾ‬ ‫ﹶﺠﺎﺭﺏ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ‪‬ﺴﻴﻠﺔ ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹸﻋ ٍ‬ ‫ﺘ ِ ‪‬ﻋ‬ ‫ﹸﺅﺩﻱ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻷﻨﻙ ﹶﺎﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﱠ ِ ﻏ‪‬ﹾ‬ ‫ﻷﻨﻙ ﺤﺏ ِﻐﻴﺭ ﺍﺒ ِﺩﺍﺀ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﺒ ِ ﺘ ٍ‬ ‫ﻓﺤﺒﻙ ﺒﺎﻕ ِﻤﺎ ﻻ ِﻬﺎﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬ﹾ‬ ‫‪ ٍ ِ ‬ﻟ‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ُﺤﺱ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ِﺒﺕ ﻋ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫ﻏ ِ ‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫ِﻘﻠﺒﻲ ‪‬ﺫﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻬﺭﺏ ِﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻥ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ‪‬ﻐﺎﻓ ُ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ ِل ﻭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺴﺭﻕ ﺃﺸﻴﺎﺀ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻭﺭ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ِﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﺭ ﺒﻴﻥ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﻭﺒﻴﻨﻲ ؟‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻫ ِ‬ ‫73‬
‫)٤ (‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ ُ ِﺱ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ِﻨﺩﻱ ِﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ﱢ‬ ‫ﱠِﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ِﻁﺭ ،‬ ‫ِﻋ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﻤﺜل ﹸﺠﻭﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﱠِ ُﻨ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﺤ ‪ ‬ﺴ ‪‬ﻯ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺩ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ ‪‬ﺏ ‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ِﺭﺍﺭ ﻭﺤﺒﻙ ‪‬ﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹶ ﻔ ‪ِ ‬ﻤ ﹲ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬ﺠﺩﻱ ﺍﻟ ِﺭﺍﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻔ ‪‬‬ ‫َﻴ‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﺠﺎﺀ ؟‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫83‬
‫ﺃ ِﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭ ِﻴل‬ ‫ُﺭ ‪ ‬ﺤ َ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻷﺭﺽ ‪‬ﺩﻴﺩﺓ‬ ‫ٍﺠ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻷﺭﺽ ‪‬ﻌﻴﺩﺓ‬ ‫ٍﺒ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻷﺭﺽ ﻭﻤﺎ ﺃﺩﺭﻜﺘﹾﻬﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﹶ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺩ ﱠﺴﺘﹾﻬﺎ ﹸﻨﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺒﺸﺭ‬ ‫ﺫ ‪ ‬ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻨﻘل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﺍﻜﺏ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ ‬ﺘﱡَ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ُﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻭﻡ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤ ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻨﺎﻡ ﺒ ِﻀﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ‪ِ ‬ﺤ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ﺃﻏﻨﻲ ﻜﻤﺜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨ ُ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ُﻅﱢل ﻤﺜل ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ﺃ ﻠُ َ‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل ﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺒﺔ‬ ‫‪ِ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﺘﺴﺎﻤﺢ‬ ‫‪ِ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ ﻟﻜل ﺍﻟﺒﺸﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ ﱢ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل ﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫93‬
‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ‪‬ﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺴﺘﺤﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﹶﻫ ﻤ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﺫﻴﻠﺔ ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﺤ ﱢﻡ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻁ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺤﺭﻕ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘ ِﹸ ﱠ‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﺃﺭﺽ ﺃﺤﻤﹸﻬﺎ ﻤﺜل ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫َﻋ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬ﻠ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺤل ‪‬ﺒﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﻨﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ُ‬ﻋ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﻤﺅﺩﻱ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ؟‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟﻭﺼﻭل ؟‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺴﻴﻠﺔ ؟‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل ﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻌﺩﺍﻟﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻭﻕ ﹶﺩﻴﻨﺎ ﹶﻀﻴﻊ‬ ‫ِﻟ ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﱡ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺤﻥ ﹶﻌﻴﺵ ﺒﻌﺼﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻬﺎﻟﺔ‬ ‫ِ ﺠ ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ ﹸ‬ ‫ﹶﺘﻠﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﺴﻭل ،‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﻗﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﺴﺎﻟﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﹶﻬﺭ ﺃﺭﺽ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻅ ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﹸﺨﱢﻑ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺼﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻀﻼﻟﺔ‬ ‫ﹶﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻠ ﹸ‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ﻴﺎ ﺃﺭﺽ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺄﺕ ‪‬ﻌﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ‪ ِ ‬ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫04‬
‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﺘﺄﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺍﻨ ِﻅﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺭ ‪ ‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺎ ﺸ ‪‬ﺭﺕ ﺒﻁﻌﻡ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻼﻟﺔ‬ ‫ِ ﻤ ﹾ‬ ‫ﹶﻌ ﹸ‬ ‫ﺴ ﹶﺒﻘﻴﻥ ‪‬ﻠﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﺤ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﻜﻨﺕ ُﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﹸﺃ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺼﻭل ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﺍﺴ ِﺤﺎﻟﺔ‬ ‫َ ِ ﺘ ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫14‬
‫ﻋﻴ‪‬ﻨﺎﻙ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎ ِﻲ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﻴﻤ‬ ‫‪‬ﻀﻰ ﻋﺎﻡ ﻭ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻡ ﻋﺎﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺒ ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﹶﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺯﻨﺎ ﹸﻔﻭﻟ ﹶﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻭ ﻁ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺸﻭﺍﻕ ِﻔﻼﻥ‬ ‫ِﻁ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻀﻰ ﻋﺎﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻡ ﻋﺎﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﻴﻔﻙ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺨﻴﹶﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻁ ﹸ ِ ﻤ ‪‬ﻠ‬ ‫ُﻋﺎﻨﻕ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻙ ﺍﻟﻭ ‪‬ﺎﺀ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺃ ﹸﻭ ‪ ِ‬ﻀ ‪ ‬ﺼ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺒﻜﻲ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻻ ﺘﺄﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﹶﻔﺴﻲ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻭﺏ ﺒ ِﻁﺭ ﺸ ﹶﺘﻴﻙ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻌ ِ ﹶﻔ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃ ﱠﻬﺎ ﻨﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ ﹸ ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﻀ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪‬ﻡ ‪ ‬ﺼ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺭﻕ ﺒﻴ ﹶﻬﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِﹸ ﻨ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﺎ ﹸﻠﻨﺎ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻗ‬ ‫ﻴﻘ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻜﺭﻯ ﺃ ﱠﻨﺎ ﹸﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻨ ﻜ‬ ‫ﺫ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎﺯﻟﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺒﻴﺒﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺤ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎﻤﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﻴ‬ ‫24‬
‫ﻭﺃﺤﻼﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻏﻠﻰ ﻤﺎ ﹶﺘﺒﻨﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺩ ‪‬ﺍ ﹶﻀﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ‪‬ﺤﻤﹸﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ﻠ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺼﺭ ﻗ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴ ﹸﻥ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻨﺎﻴﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻜ‪ ‬ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﺫﻴﻨﻲ ﻨﺤﻭ ﺃﻴﺎﻤﻙ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﺨ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﺃﺒ ﹶﻐﻲ ﺃﺴﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺭ ﺘ‬ ‫ﹸﺫﻱ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺨ ﻋ‬ ‫َﻀﻴﻔﻴﻪ ﻷﻴﺎﻤﻙ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﹸﺭﻯ ﺇﻥ ﻤﺭﺕ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﹶﻌﻨﻴﻨﺎ ؟‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ‬ ‫‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ‪‬ﻌﻨﻴﻨﺎ !‬ ‫ﹶ ﻌ ‪‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺎﻡ ﻗﺩ ﻤﻀﻰ ﻤ ﱠﺎ‬ ‫ِﻨ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺎﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻤﺭﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﻋﻭﺍﻡ ﺁﻻﻑ‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺈ ﱠﺎ ﻴﺎ ﻤ ﹶﻰ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﻴﺒﺎﻥ .. ‪‬ﺒﻴﺒﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺤ ِ ﺤ ِ‬ ‫34‬
‫ﺁﺨﺭ ﻤﺎ ﹶﺎﻟﺘﻪ ِﻲ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﻗ ﹶﹾ ‪ ‬ﻟ‬ ‫ﹶﺎﻟﺕ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ﻻ ﹶﺭﺤل‬ ‫ﺘ ْ‬ ‫ﻗ ﹾ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺠﻭﻙ ﹶﻠﻴ ﹰ ﺃﻥ ﹶﺒﻘﻰ‬ ‫‪‬ﻗ ﻼ ‪‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻭ ﹶﻤﻬل‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ْ‬‬ ‫ﹶﱢ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﹸﻨﺕ ﹸﺼﺭ ﺘﻭﺩ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻜ ﹶ ﺘ ‪ ‬ﹸ ‪ ‬ﻋ‬ ‫ِﻥ ﹶﺒل ‪‬ﺤﻴﻠﻙ ﻋﱢﻤﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ﻗ ِ ﺭ ِ ‪ ‬ﻠ‬ ‫‪‬ﻠﻤﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻨﺴﻰ ‪‬ﻭﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺼ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻷﻗﻭل ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫َ ﱠ‪ ‬ﻋ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬ل ﺇﻨﺴﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭُ‬ ‫ﻋﻠ ‪‬ﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺤ ‪ ، ‬ﻭﻋﻠ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﱠﻤ‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ‬ ‫ﱠﻤ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ﱢﺴﻴﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﹶ ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫44‬
‫ﺃ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻟﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ‬ ‫َﺘ‬ ‫ِﺒﺎل ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺕ‬ ‫ﺠ ُ ﺼ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﹶﻨﻬﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﻋ ِﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺠﺘﺎﺡ ..‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺼﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ ﺇﻋﺼﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﺎﻨﺎ ﺤ ‪‬ﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺭ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ﺒ ﻗ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻰ ‪‬ﻋ ‪‬ﺍ ﻭﺃﻤﻁﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃ ﹶﻰ .. ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ‪‬ﻁﻬ ‪‬ﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻴﻔ ‪ ‬ﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻨﺎﺒﻴ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶﺠﺭ ﻴ ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹶﻨﻤﻭ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻨ ِﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺠ ِﺤ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫‪‬ﺫﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫***‬ ‫ِﺒﺎل ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺠ ُ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹶﻨﻬﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺠﺘﺎﺡ ..‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺼﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ ﺇﻋﺼﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫54‬
‫ﻫﻭ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺍﺨ ﹶﺭﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ‪‬ﺨﺘﺎﺭ ؟‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫64‬
‫ﻭَﺴﺄل ﹶﻔﺴﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺃ َ ُ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺄل ﹶﻔﺴﻲ :‬ ‫ُﻨ‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ُﺤﺒﻙ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺍﻋ ِﺭﺍﻓﻲ‬ ‫ﻟ ﺃ ‪ِ‬ﺭ ‪ ‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻥ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺤﺎل .. ‪‬ﺤﺎل ؟‬ ‫‪‬ﻫ ﻤ ٌ ﻤ ْ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺍﻋ ِﺭﺍﻓﻲ ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ‪‬ﻫﻡ‬ ‫ﱠِﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺭ ‪ ‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ‪‬ﺒﺢ ‪‬ﺭﻴﻊ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻭﺍل‬ ‫ِﺼ ‪‬ﺴ ‪ ‬ﺯ ْ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﻏﻡ ﺍﻋﺘﺭﺍﻓﻲ ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﹶﻴﻑ‬ ‫ِﻁ ﹲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟ ِﺸﻕ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻴﺎل‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺨ ْ‬ ‫ﻌ ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﻏﻡ ﺍﻋ ِﺭﺍﻓﻲ ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ‪‬ﻠﻡ‬ ‫ِﺤ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺘ‬ ‫ُﻁﺎﺭﺩ ﻓﻴﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃ ِ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻴﺱ ‪‬ﻁﺎل‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ْ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺄل ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺸﻴ ًﺎ ﺒﻌﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺎل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ ﺌ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺤﺎل‬ ‫ﱢ ْ‬ ‫‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ُﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﹶﻭﻕ‬ ‫‪‬ﺸ ٍ‬ ‫ﺃ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺍﺤﺎﺕ ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫ِﻋ ٍ‬ ‫ﻨﻤﺕ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺭﻭﻗﻲ ﻭﺃﻀﺤﺕ ِﻼل‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾﻅ ْ‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﹾ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺄل ﹶﻔﺴﻲ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ . ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ُﻨ‬ ‫74‬
‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺃ ‪‬ﺒﺕ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺠ ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬ﺠﺩﺕ ﺍﻹﺠﺎﺒﺔ ﹶﻔﺱ ﺍﻟﺴﺅﺍل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ﹶﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹸ‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ُﺤﺒﻙ ؟! " "‬ ‫ﻟ ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫84‬
‫ﺘﺤﺩ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ‪‬ﻜ ﹶﺌ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻤ ﺘﺒ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻊ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻥ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﻼﻡ ﹶﺫﻭﺏ . ﹶﺫﻭﺏ ﻜﺎﻟﺸﻤﻊ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ ‪ ‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻭﺕ ‪‬ﻤﺘﻠ ًﺎ‬ ‫ﹸﻤ ﺌ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺼﺎﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻠﻡ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ ‪‬ﺨﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ِﺩ ﻨ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺤ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ‪‬ﻐﻤﺽ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺸﻭﺍﻙ ‪‬ﻔﻨﻴﻪ‬ ‫ِﺠ ِ‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﻴ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫94‬
‫ﺃﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ُ ِ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻭﺍﻟ ﹸﺭﺒﺔ‬ ‫ِ ﻐ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺯ ِ‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﹸﺭﻭ ِﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﺒﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺭ ‪‬ﻅ ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﻻ ﺃﻫل ﻭﻻ ﺃﺤﺒﺎﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٌ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﺍﻷﻫل ﻭﺍﻷﺤﺒﺎﺏ ﻭﺍﻟﺼﺤﺒﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﺇﻴﻤﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﻨ‬ ‫ﺯ ِ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ‪‬ﻨﻘ ﹸﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ ِﺫ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﻓﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﹸﻭﺡ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ‪‬ﻔﻴﻨﺔ ﺍﻟ ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫ِﺴ ﹸ ﻌ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘﺤﻤﹸﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﻁﺂﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺴ ِﻠ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺕ ..‬ ‫ﺩ ﹸ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺭﺤل ﺒﻴﻥ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﺫﻴﻨﻲ ﻴﺎ ﻤ ﹶﻰ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫ﺨ‬ ‫ﻷﻱ ‪‬ﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫05‬
‫ﻭﻀ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ‪‬ﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﺼ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻤﺯ ﹶﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪ ‬ﻗ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﺯﻤﺎ ﹶﻨﺎ ﻫﺫﺍ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ‬ ‫‪‬ﻬﻴﻥ ﹶﺭﺍﻤﺔ ﺍﻹﻨﺴﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﻜ ﹶ‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺃ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺯ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺎ ﻤ ﹶﻰ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ ﻗ‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﺤﺎﺼ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟ ‪‬ﺩﺭﻙ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺠﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِﺼ ِ ِ ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﺤ ‪ ‬ﺒُﻟﻔﺔ ﹶﺤﻭﻙ‬ ‫ُ ِﺱ ﺄ ٍ ﻨ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻴﻑ ُﻻﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺼﺎﺭ ِﻥ ﹶﻭﻗﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ﺸ‬ ‫ﻜ ‪‬ﺭﻜﺎﻥ ِﻥ ﺍﻹﺤﺴﺎﺱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺒ ٍ ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﺤ ‪ ‬ﺒ ﹸﺭﺒﺔ ﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ُ ِﺱ ِﻐ ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻲﺀ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ‪‬ﺸﺘﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬ﻤ ﻗ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﺸﻭﺍﻕ ﹶﻔﻭﻕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺼﻑ‬ ‫ٍﺘ ﹸ ﻭ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺃﺤﺭﻕ ﻜل ﺃﻗﻨ ‪‬ﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ ﹸ ﱠ ِﻌ‬ ‫15‬
‫ﻭﺁﺨﺭ ‪‬ﻔﺭﺩﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺯﻴﻑ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ِﻭﻯ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻴﻘ ﺴ‬ ‫ﺠﻤﻴﻼ ﺴﺎﻁ ‪‬ﺎ .. ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﹰ ِﻌ‬ ‫ﹶﺸﻤ ِ ﺍﻟﺼﻴﻑ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻜ ﺱ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ِﻥ ﺸﻲﺀ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﹸﻤ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻷﻤﻥ ﺇﻥ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺯ ‪‬‬ ‫25‬
‫ﹶﻴﻑ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﺏ‬ ‫ﻜ ﹶ ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ‪‬ﺒﻴ ‪‬ﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤ ﺒ‬ ‫ﻭﹶ ﹶ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﺒﻴﻨﻙ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻁﺎﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻴﻭﻡ ِﻐﻴﺭﻱ‬ ‫ٍﻟ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸﻡ ﺃﻋﻁﺎﻨﻲ ِﻐﻴﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻟ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺜ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺭﻏﻡ ﻤﺎ ﻓﻌل ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻘﻴﺕ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺒ ﹸ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺸﻲﺀ ‪‬ﺤﺎل‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ٌ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻴﺤ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ‪‬ﻌﺩﻙ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪ِ  ‬ﺏ‬ ‫ﺤﺎ ‪‬ﻟﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻨﺴﺎﻙ ﻟﻜﻥ‬ ‫ِ ﹶِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﹶﺴﻴﺕ‬ ‫ﻨ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﷲ ﻤﺎ ﻤﺭ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﻡ ﻤﺤ ‪‬ﻼ ﺒﺎﻟ ِﻁﺭ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻤ ﹸ ﻌ ِ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻗﺩ ﹶﻜﺭﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺫ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻤﺭ ﹶﻴﻑ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻨﻲ ﻋﺎﺒ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﻁ ﹲ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻭﺒﺎﻟﻌﻴﻥ ﺍﺤ ﹶﻀﻨﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ ﺘ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻭﺏ ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺴﺎﻜ ﹶﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِﻨ‬ ‫ﹶ ﻬ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻨﻲ ﻗﺩ ‪‬ﻜﻨﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺴ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﹶ ﻬ ‪‬‬ ‫35‬
‫ﻭﺃﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻭﱠﻴﺕ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻲ‬ ‫ﻟ ﹸﻭ‬ ‫ﹶﻠﺘﻘﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﻋﻴﻨﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ﻤ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺸﻲﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﱢ‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﻏﻨﻭﺓ‬ ‫ِ ﻤ ِ ِﹾ ‪‬ﹰ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻥ ﻀﻲ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻙ ‪‬ﻠ ‪‬ﺎ ﺭﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﺤﻤ ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﹶﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ِ ﻗﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﻨﻬ ‪‬ﺍ ِﻥ ﺤﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ِ ﺭ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺽ ﺃﺸﻭﺍ ﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﻗ ‪‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻟﻑ ﺸﻤﺱ ﺃﺸﺭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﹶ ﹾ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻘﻠﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﻨﻴﻥ ﺘﻐ ‪‬ﺭﺕ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶﻴ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺴﺎﻓ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨ ِﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﱠﻘ‬ ‫ﹶﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﺒﻘﻴﻥ ﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻨﺕ ‪‬ﺤﺩﻙ‬ ‫ِﻭ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ ‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺇﻟﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫45‬
‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻥ ‪‬ﺍﺨ ﹶﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ﻘ ﺤ ‪ ‬ﺩ ِﻠ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫‪‬ﻴﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻥ ‪‬ﺍﺨﹶﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺴ ﻘ ﺤ ‪ ‬ﺩ ِﻠ‬ ‫‪‬ﻜﺎ ِﻴﻥ ..‬ ‫ﺴ ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻘﻁ ‪‬ﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ﹶ ﱢﻌ‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺎﻓ ‪ ‬ﻟﻡ ﻴﻭﺩﻋ‪‬ﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﹶﺭ ﹶ ‪   ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻏﺎﺏ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ‪‬ﺭﺠﻊ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺃﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﹶﺸﺒﻊ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺤﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‪ ‬ﺘ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻐﻤ ‪‬ﻨﺎ ﺒ ‪‬ﻭﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﺭ ِ ﻌ ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎﻩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎ ﻨﻭﺭ ﹶﻠﻌﺘﻪ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻁ ‪ِ ِ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎ ﹸﻬﺭ ِﺤﻜﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻁ ‪ ‬ﻀ ِِ‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﺴﺎﻓﺭ‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫55‬
‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﹶﻁﻭل ِﺤﻠ ﹸﻪ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺘ ُ ﺭ ﺘ‪‬‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻥ ‪‬ﺴﻜﻥ ..‬ ‫ﹶ‪  ‬ﻴ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﺎ ‪‬ﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻋ ﺀﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻥ ‪‬ﺤﺘل ﻤﺜل ﺍﻷﻤﺱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤ ﻴ ﱡ َ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ ﺃﺭﻴﻜﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﹶﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻘﺭﺃ ..‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ْ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﻴﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺠ ‪‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﺠﺎﺩﺓ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭﺍﺀ‬ ‫ِ ﺤ ِ‬ ‫ﹶﺒﻜﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ ‪‬ﺒﺤ ﹸﻪ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺴ ‪‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﻔﺠﺭ ﺃﺴﻤﻌﻪ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻋ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﺘل ‪‬ﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻤﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻴ ﱢُﺴ ﹶ‬ ‫ﹸﺒﻜﻴﻨﻲ ِﻼﻭ ﹸﻪ‬ ‫ﺘ ﺘ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫***‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻤﺎﺯﺍل ﻴﺄﺘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺴﺄل ﻋﻨﻙ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ ﻭ ‪‬ﻭﺼﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ُ ِ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴ ِﻲ ‪‬ﺼ ‪‬ﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻨ ﻭ ﻴﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫65‬
‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻤﺎﺯﺍل ﻤﺘﻜ ًﺎ‬ ‫َ ‪ ‬ﱠ ِﺌ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻋﻴ ِﻨﺎ ﻜﻌﺎﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ِِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫‪‬ﻁﻭﻑ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ َ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺄﺨ ﹸﻨﻲ ﺒ ‪‬ﺤﺒﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﹸﺫ ِﺼ ِ ِ‬ ‫ُﻗ ‪‬ل ﻜ ﱠﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﻤﺩﻭﺩ ‪‬ﺩﻋﻭ ﻟﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﺃ ﺒ ُ ﹶﻔ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﺎﺭ ﹸﻨﻲ ِﺩﻋﻭﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻴ ِﻜ ﺒ ِ ِ‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﹶﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﻨ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﻌﻡ ﻫﺎ ﻨﺤﻥ ﺁﺒﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ ﻟﻡ ﹶﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫ِ ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺯ ﹶﻨﺎ ﺍﻷﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﹶﺤﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﺘ ٍ‬ ‫ﺴ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻴﻘ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤﻴﻠﻙ ﹶﻌﻨﺔ ﹸﺒ ‪‬ﻯ‬ ‫ﺭ ﹸ ‪‬ﻁ ﹲ ﻜﺭ‬ ‫ﻏ ‪‬ﺕ ﻓﻲ ﹶﻠ ِﻨﺎ ِﻨﺠﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﺩ ﹾ ﻗ ﺒ ﺨ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﻌﻤﺔ ﺍﻟ ﹸﺒﺭﻯ‬ ‫‪‬ﹶ ﻜ‬ ‫75‬
‫ﻭ ﹶﻌﻡ ‪‬ﻴﺎ ِﻨﺎ ﻤﺭﺭ‬ ‫ﻁ ‪‬ﺤ ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫)٤ (‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ‬ ‫ﺯ ﹸ‬ ‫ُﻓ ﱢﺵ ﻋﻨﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺭﺠﺎﺀ ﹸﺭﻓﺘﻪ‬ ‫ِ ﻏ ِِ‬ ‫ﺃﺘ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ِﻨﺠﺎﻥ ﹶﻬﻭ ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻓ ِ ﻗ ﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺄل ﻋﻨﻪ ﺴﺎﻋﺘﻪ‬ ‫ُ ‪ ‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺘﻰ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ؟‬ ‫ﻭَﺸﻌﺭ ﺃ ﱠﻪ ﻗﺎﺩﻡ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪  ‬ﻨ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ‪‬ﻭﺭ ﹸﻪ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪ ‬ﺼ ﺘ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻬﺫﺍ ِﻑﺀ ﻜ ﱠﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﺩ ‪ ‬ﻔ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﺫﺍ ﹶﻭﻥ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻟ ‪‬ﻋ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺫﻟﻙ ﻨﻬﺭ ِﻴﺒﺘﻪ‬ ‫ِ ‪  ‬ﻁ ِِ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﺫﺍ ﻭﻗﻊ ﹸﻁﻭﺘﻪ‬ ‫‪‬ﹾ ‪ ‬ﺨ ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﺫﺍ ‪‬ﻭﺕ ِﺤﻜﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺼ ﹸ ﻀ ِِ‬ ‫ُﻗ ‪‬ل ﻓﻲ ِﺴﺎﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺃ ﺒ ُ ﻭ ِِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﹸﻡ ﺭﻏﻡ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻲ ِﻌﻭﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺒ ِِ‬ ‫ﻠ‪ ‬‬ ‫85‬
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  • 2. ‫ﻻ ﺗﻌﺸﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻋﺒﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺯﻴﺯ ﺠﻭﻴﺩﺓ‬
  • 3. ‫ﺍﻟﻔﻬﺭﺱ‬ ‫رﺣﻠﺖ ﻋﻨﻲ ........................................................................ ٥‬ ‫أ َﺎ اﻝ ﱠﺎ ِﺮ ......................................................................... ٦‬ ‫َﻥ ﺸ ﻋ‬ ‫و َﺎُﻮا َﺜﻴ ًا ..................................................................... ١١‬ ‫َﻗ ﻝ آ ﺮ‬ ‫ﺳﺌﻠﺖ َﺜﻴ ًا ...................................................................... ٧١‬ ‫ُِْ ُ آ ﺮ‬ ‫أﺧﺎف َﻮ ًﺎ ....................................................................... ٠٢‬ ‫ُی ﻣ‬ ‫أﻃﻔﺎل اﻝ ِﺠﺎرة .................................................................. ٣٢‬ ‫ُ ﺤ‬ ‫ﻻ َﻌ َﻘﻴﻨﻲ ...................................................................... ٨٢‬ ‫ﺗﺸ‬ ‫وﺑﻌﺪْﻥﺎ یﺎ ﺣ ﱢﻲ اﻷو َﺪ .......................................................... ٢٣‬ ‫ْﺣ‬ ‫ُﺒ‬ ‫َُ‬ ‫ِﻤﺎ َا ... ؟ ........................................................................ ٦٣‬ ‫ﻝ ذ‬ ‫أ ِیﺪ اﻝﺮ ِﻴﻞ...................................................................... ٩٣‬ ‫ُ ر ُ ﱠﺣ َ‬ ‫ﻋﻴْﻨﺎك أ ﱠﺎ ِﻲ ..................................................................... ٢٤‬ ‫َ ِ یﻣ‬ ‫ﺁﺧﺮ ﻣﺎ َﺎﻝﺘﻪ ِﻲ ................................................................. ٤٤‬ ‫ِ ُ ﻗ َْ ُ ﻝ‬ ‫أ َﻰ اﻝﺤ ّ......................................................................... ٥٤‬ ‫ُﺐ‬ ‫َﺗ‬ ‫وَﺳﺄل َﻔﺴﻲ .................................................................... ٧٤‬ ‫َأ َ ُ ﻥ‬ ‫ﺗﺤﺪ................................................................................ ٩٤‬ ‫َ َﱟ‬ ‫أﺣﺒﻚ .............................................................................. ٠٥‬ ‫ُ ِﱡ ِ‬ ‫َﻴﻒ اﻝﻬﺮب ...................................................................... ٣٥‬ ‫آ َ ُُ ُ‬ ‫و َﺒ َﻰ اﻝ ُﺰن َاﺧ َﻨﺎ............................................................ ٥٥‬ ‫ی ﻘ ﺤ ُ د ِﻠ‬ ‫أ َﺎ ﻻ أ َ ﱢق...................................................................... ١٦‬ ‫ﻥ ُﺻﺪ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ اﻣﺘ َﻜﺘﻚ..................................................................... ٢٦‬ ‫َﻠ ُ ِ‬ ‫ﻥ‬ ‫3‬
  • 4. ‫ﺑﺎﷲ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻢ هﻞ أﺣﻠﻢ ............................................................ ٤٦‬ ‫ِ ُْ َ ُْ‬ ‫ﺗﻐﺮﺑﺖ ﻋﻨﻚ ...................................................................... ٨٦‬ ‫َ َ ﱠْ ُ َْ ِ‬ ‫ِﻨ َﻣﺎ آ ﱠﺎ ِﻐﺎ ًا ............................................................... ١٧‬ ‫ﻋ ﺪ ُﻨ ﺻ ر‬ ‫أﺣﻦ إﻝﻴﻚ ......................................................................... ٦٧‬ ‫ِ ﱡ َْ ِ‬ ‫َﻮ !! .............................................................................. ٨٧‬ ‫ﻝ‬ ‫ﻣﻦ َﺴﺘ ِﻴﻊ ؟ ! ................................................................. ٩٧‬ ‫َ ْ ی َﻄ‬ ‫أرﺝﻮك أﻻ َﺮ َﻠﻲ............................................................... ٣٨‬ ‫ِ ﺗ ﺣ‬ ‫ِﻮار ﻣﻊ َﺘﻴﻞ ................................................................... ٥٨‬ ‫ﺣ ٌ ََﻗ‬ ‫4‬
  • 5. ‫ﺭﺤﻠﺕ ﻋﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺤﻠﺕ ﻋ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ ﹾ ِ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺫﺕ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﻤ ﹼﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِﻨ‬ ‫ﹾ ِ ﱠ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ِﺭﻏﻡ ‪‬ﺤﻴل ﻭﺠﻬﻙ ﻴﺎ ﺤﻴﺎﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ِﺭ ِ ِِ‬ ‫ﺍﻁ ‪‬ﺌ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻨ‬ ‫ِﻥ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻤ ﺒ ِ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻌﺩ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻗﻠﺏ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﻴﺤﺒﻙ ..‬ ‫‪ِ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ‪‬ﻐ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫ﻴﻨ‬ ‫5‬
  • 6. ‫ﺃ ﹶﺎ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺎ ِﺭ‬ ‫َﻨ ﺸ ﻋ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺩ ‪‬ﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻅﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﹶﺤﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫‪‬ﺄﻏﻤﺱ ﺩﺍ ِﻠﻲ ﻗﹶﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﺴ ِ ‪ ‬ﺨ ﹶﻠ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺯﺭﻉ ﻜل ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﱠ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﺎﺤﺎ ﻗﺎﺩ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺼ ﹰ ِﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻁﻴﻑ ‪‬ﺤﺎﺒﺔ ﹸﻤﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﹶ ﺴ ٍ ﺘ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺎﺴﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺴﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫‪‬ﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﻟﻥ ﺃﻋﺒﺄ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬ﻌ ‪ ‬ﹶ ‪ْ ‬‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ ﺍﻟﻔ ﱠﺎﻥ ﻻ ﹶﺼﺩﺃ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ ِ ﺘ ‪ْ‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺘﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﺸﻌﺎﺭ ‪‬ﺭﻜﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ِﺒ ﻨ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﹶﻬﺩﺃ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ْ‬‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻜ ﹸﺏ ﻓﻭﻕ ‪‬ﻔﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻥ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ ‬ﹶﺠ ِ‬ ‫ﻭُﺨﻔﻲ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺃﺒﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻬ ‪‬ﻯ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺫﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ ‪‬ﻭ ﻌ ﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫6‬
  • 7. ‫ﺃﺴﺭﺍﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﻘﻲ ﺃﺤﺭﻑ ﺍﻷﺒﻴﺎﺕ ِﻥ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ،‬ ‫ِﻤ ﻋ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻥ ﻋ ‪‬ﻗﻲ ،‬ ‫ﻤ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻥ ﻨﺎﺭﻱ ...‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻤﺕ ..‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﱡ‬ ‫ﺴ ﹸﻨﺒﺕ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺃﺸﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ ِ ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﹶﺒﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﺘﻅﱢل ﹶﻭﻕ ﺯ ‪‬ﺍﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﹸ ﹶﻠ ُ ﻓ ﹶ ‪‬ﻭ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻹﻨﺴﺎﻥ ﻭﺍﻟﻔ ﱠﺎﻥ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺎﻋﺭ‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻥ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ‪‬ﻤﺘﺩ ﹶﺎﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﻜ‬ ‫ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﻼ ﺁﺨﺭ‬ ‫ﺒ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻁﻌﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻗ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺠﺭﻭﺡ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺤ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺘﻤ ‪‬ﺩ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﺌﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ﺭ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺘﻌ ﱢﺏ ، ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺄﱢﻡ ، ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺨﺭ‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ﺫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻥ ﹶﺴ ﹸﻥ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻗﹶﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶﻠ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ﺘ ﻜ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺘ ‪‬ﻨﻲ ﺃﹶﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ ﹶﺼ ﻟ‬ ‫7‬
  • 8. ‫ﻷﻜﺘﺏ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻜِﻤﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪ ِ ‬ﻠ ِ‬ ‫ُﻨﺸ ُﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺩﻡ‬ ‫ﺃ ِﺌ ِ ‪ِ   ‬‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻔ ﱠﺎﻥ ﻏ ﱠﻴﺕ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ ‬ﹶﻨ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺎﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺡ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﻘﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺠ ِ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﺸﺕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ‪‬ﻨﺘﻅ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻋ ﹸ ﻌ ‪‬ﻤ ﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﻠﻭﺡ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺃ ﹸﻘﻲ‬ ‫‪ُ ‬ﻓ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺴﺠﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻗﹶﻘﻲ‬ ‫ﹶﻠ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﺒﺎﻟ ﹶﻭﻑ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻤ ﺨ ِ‬ ‫ﺴ ﱢﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻋ ﹸﻘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫ِﻜ ﻨ‬ ‫ﹸﻘ ﱢﻊ ﻓﻲ ﹶﺭﺍﻴﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺘﻁ‪ ‬ﺸ‬ ‫ﻴﺸ ﱡ ِﺩﺍ ِﻠﻲ ﹶﻬ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹸﻕ ﺒ ﺨ ﻨ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻴﺼ ‪ ‬ﺭﺍﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻠﻘﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﺤ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺏ ﻤ ﹶ‬ ‫ﻷﻨﺯﻑ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ ﹶ‬ ‫ِﻥ ﻭ ‪‬ﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ‪‬ﺠ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﺃﹶﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﺃ ‪‬ﻗﻲ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫8‬
  • 9. ‫)٤ (‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺎﻱ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻭﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ ‬ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻨﻐﻡ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ‪‬ﺴﺤﺭ‬ ‫ﻴ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﱠ ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻹﺤﺴﺎﺱ ﺩ ﱠﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻓ ﻗ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻨ ‪‬ﻤ ‪‬ﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺴﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻬ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻥ ‪‬ﻨﺤﺕ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤ ﻴ ‪ ‬ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﹶﻐﺩﻭ ﹶﻤﺎﺜﻴﻼ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻤﺭ‬ ‫ﹰ ِ‪ ‬ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺯﺭﻉ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ِﻌﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻤ ﺸ‬ ‫‪‬ﺴﺎﺘﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺼ ﹶﺤﺎ ِ‬ ‫ﻔ ﺕ‬ ‫ﺒ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﹸﺯﻫﺭ‬ ‫ﺘ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻤﻀﻲ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺼﻔﹾﺤﺎﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﹶﻔﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﺫﺍﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ‪‬ﺠﻪ ﺍﻨ ِﻌﺎﻻﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪ ‬ﻔ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻁﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻁﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻭﺏ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻤﻭﺕ ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺘﺤﺭ‬ ‫ﹶِ‪‬‬ ‫9‬
  • 10. ‫ُﻫﺩﻴﻜﻡ ِﺘﺎﺒﺎﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻷ ‪‬ﹸ‪ ‬ﻜ‬ ‫01‬
  • 11. ‫ﻭ ﹶﺎﹸﻭﺍ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫‪‬ﻗ ﻟ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺎﻟﻭﺍ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻗ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺼﺩﻗﺕ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﹾ ِ ﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺸﺎﺓ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻭ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻡ ‪‬ﻌﻠﻤﻭﻥ ﻜﻤﺎ ﹶﻌﻠﻤﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﹶﻭﻕ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺠﺎﺓ‬ ‫ِﻁ ﹸ ﻨ ﹾ‬ ‫ﱠِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭﻻﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻜل ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﱠﻋ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺎ ﺤﻔﻠﺕ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶﹾ ﹸ‬ ‫ِﻬﺫﻱ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺎﻟﻭﺍ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﺃﻤ ﱢل ﺃﺩﻭﺍﺭ ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫‪‬ﻋ ٍ‬ ‫ﱢ ُ ‪‬ﺜ ُ‬ ‫ﻭﺃ ﱢﻲ ُﺠﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫11‬
  • 12. ‫ﻭﺃ ﱢﻲ ُﺤﺏ ﻭَﻨ ‪‬ﻰ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻨ ﺃ ‪ ‬ﺃﺴ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻨﺩﻱ ﻟﻜل ‪‬ﺒﻴﺏ ‪‬ﺩﻴل‬ ‫ﱢﺤ ٍﺒ ْ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﺃ ﱢﻲ ‪‬ﺠﺭﺩ ﻭﻫﻡ‬ ‫ﻨ ﻤ ‪ٍ  ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻤﻀﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺘﺭﻙ ﹶﻠﻑ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻱ‬ ‫‪‬ﺨ ﹶﻫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺘﻴل‬ ‫ﻗ ْ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻀ ‪‬ﻱ ﹶﺩﻴﻬﻡ ‪‬ﻟﻴل‬ ‫‪ِ ‬ﺩ ﻟ ِ ‪ ‬ﺩ ٌ‬ ‫ﻓﻌﻨﺩﻱ ﻟ ‪‬ﺒﻙ‬ ‫ِﺤ ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻑ ‪‬ﻟﻴل‬ ‫ﹸﺩ ْ‬ ‫ﻓ ‪‬ﻡ ‪‬ﻌﻠﻤﻭﻥ ﻜﻤﺎ ﹶﻌﻠﻤﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻬ ﻴ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ‪‬ﺤﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﱠِﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﺒ ﹸﻁﺂﻥ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻫ ِ ِﺸ ِ ﻗ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴﻨﻤﻭ ﻭ ‪‬ﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫ِﺜل ﺍﻟﻨﺨﻴل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ﻤ َ‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺎﻟﻭﺍ ِﺄ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻨ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻤﻀﻲ ﺒﻌﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺒ ﹶﻰ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻨﻙ‬ ‫ﺘﻘ ﻋ ﹸ ِ‬ ‫21‬
  • 13. ‫ﹶﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ‪‬ﺤﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻁﺭ ﻭ ﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﺍل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ﻴ ِ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ‪‬ﺠﻭﻋﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤﺎل‬ ‫ﻤ ْ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ِﺜل ﹶﺒﺎ ٍ ﹶﺭﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﱠِﻤ ُﻨ ﺕﻏ ٍ‬ ‫ﹶﻤﺎ ﺫﺍﺕ ‪‬ﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﹶﻴ ٍ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﻔﺢ ﺍﻟ ِﺒﺎل‬ ‫ِﺴ ِ ﺠ ْ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﺴ ‪‬ﻌﻴﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻤ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ‪‬ﻘﺎل‬ ‫ﻴ ْ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺒﻘﻰ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻡ ‪‬ﻌ ِﻓﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻴ ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﻐﻴﺭ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻟﻥ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ِﻫ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻡ ‪‬ﻌﻠﻤﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﺤﺏ ‪‬ﻔﻭﻕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻨﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﱠِ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﹸ ﺠ ‪‬‬‫ٌ‬ ‫ِﺫﺍ ﻴ ‪‬ﻋﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﻟ ‪‬ﺩ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﺫﺍ ‪‬ﺤ ِﺩﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﻟ ﻴ ﻘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻷﻨﻙ ﺤﺏ‬ ‫ﱠِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺴ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ِﻘﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ﻘ ﺒ‬ ‫31‬
  • 14. ‫ﻭﻫﻡ ‪‬ﺍﺌﻠﻭﻥ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﺯ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻟﻜِ ﱢﻲ ﻤﻌﻙ ﻋﻠﹶﻰ ﻤﻭﻋِﺩ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪   ِ ‬‬ ‫)١(‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻟﻡ ﻴﺨﻠﻕ ‪‬ﻌﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ‪ ‬ﹾﹶ ﹾ ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺸﻭ ﹰﺎ ﻜﺎﻟﻤﻭﺝ ِﺼﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬ﺒ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﻗ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻋﺸ ﹰﺎ ﻴﺠ‪‬ﺘﺎﺡ ِﻴﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﹾﻘ ‪  ‬ﻜ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺠ ‪‬ل ﺭﻋ‪‬ﺸﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﺩ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤَ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺒ ‪‬ﺎ ﻴﺸﺭ ﹸ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺠ‪‬ﻬﻲ‬ ‫ﺼ ﺤ ‪ ‬ﹾ ِﻕ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺠ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻐﺩ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺭ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺠﺯ ‪‬ﺍ ﹶﻤﺘﺩ ﺒ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻲ ،‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺭ ﺘ ‪ ‬ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺤﻭ ‪‬ﺍ ﺃﻏﺭ ﹶﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ﺭ ﹾ ‪‬ﻗ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺤ ‪ ‬ﻜﻤﻭﺝ ‪‬ﻐﺭ ﹸﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ ‪ ٍ ‬ﻴ ِﻗ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﺭﻑ ‪‬ﺸﺘﺩ‬ ‫ﹸﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﱠ‪ ‬ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟ ِﺸﻕ ‪‬ﺠﻲﺀ ﻜﺘ ‪‬ﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﻌ ﹸ ﻴ ‪ ‬ﹶﻴ ٍ‬ ‫‪‬ﺠﺭ ﹸﻨﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺨﻠﻑ ﺍﻟﺴﺩ‬ ‫ﻴ ِﻓ ِ ‪ ‬ﹾ ِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫)٢(‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫َﻋ ٍ‬ ‫41‬
  • 15. ‫ﺠ ‪‬ﺒﺕ ..‬ ‫ﺭ‪ ‬ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻻ ‪‬ﻭﺠﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶ ‪‬ﺒ ﻴ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﺤﻠ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﺘ ‪‬ﺩﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶ ‪ ‬ﹾﻤ ﻴ ﹶﺒ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ‪‬ﺼﺒﺢ ﺤ ‪‬ﻲ ﻨﺎ ِﺫ ﹰ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ ِ ‪ ‬ﺒ ﻓ ﹶ ﺓ‬ ‫ﺃﻓﺘ ‪‬ﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ‪‬ﺘﺠﺩﺩ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ َﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ‪‬ﻭﻋﺩ‬ ‫ﻤ ِ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺃﻘ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨﺘﻅ ‪‬ﺍ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺓ ﺃﺤﺒﺎﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ِﺭ ﻋ ﺩ ﹶ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨﺘﻅ ‪‬ﺍ ﹶﻤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻻ ﺘﺄﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ﺭ ﺸﺴ‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺩﻕ ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺒﺎﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‪  ‬ﱠ‬ ‫)٣(‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻟﻥ ‪‬ﺨﻠﻕ ﺃ ‪‬ﺩﺍ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﹶ ﹶ َﺒ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻭﺍﻗﻲ ﻨﺎﺭ ﻻ ﺘﻬ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ‪‬ﺩ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﹶﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻷﺤﻼﻡ ‪‬ﻌﻴﺩﺓ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺒ ‪‬ﹾ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺘﻘ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﻴﺒ ﹶﻰ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻙ ﻓﻲ ﹶﻅﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻘ ﻭ ‪ ِ‬ﻨ‬ ‫ﹶﻴ ًﺎ ﻻ ُﺘﻘﻥ ﹶﺤﺩﻴﺩﻩ‬ ‫ﺸ ﺌ ﺃ ﹾِ ‪ ‬ﺘ ‪ ‬‬ ‫َﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺠﻤﻌﻪ ﺨﻴ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﺃ ﻨ ‪    ‬ﹶ ‪‬ﻁ‬ ‫ﺃﻏﺯﹸﻪ ﻭﺠ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻥ ﹸﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹾ ِﻟ ‪  ‬ﻬ‬ ‫51‬
  • 16. ‫ﺃﺤ‪‬ﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ‪‬ﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ،‬ ‫ِﺭ ﻘ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ‪‬ﺒﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ،‬ ‫ِﻋ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺯ ‪‬ﻭﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﻫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ ﺸﻼﻻ ،‬ ‫ﻨ ِ‪ ِ ‬ﱠ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻭﺒ ‪‬ﻴﺭﺓ ‪‬ﻭﺀ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤ ﹶ ﻀ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ ﻻ ﹶﻲﺀ‬ ‫ﻨ ِ‪ ِ ‬ﺸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﻭﺠﻬﻙ ﻴ ﹶﺤﺩﺩ ..‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ ِ   ‬ﺘ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻴﻜﺒﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ،‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺘﻤﺩﺩ ،‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺘﺠ ‪‬ﻊ ﻜﺎﻟ ﱠﻴﻑ ﹶﻠﻴ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻴ ﻤ‪ ‬ﻁ ِ ﻗ ﻼ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻩ ﺴﺭﺍ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﺘﺒﺩﺩ‬ ‫ﺒ ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻊ ﺃ ﱢﻲ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃ ﹶﺄﻜﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ ﺩ ﻤ ﺘ ﱠ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃ ﱠﻲ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ِ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻟﻜ ﱢﻲ ﻤﻌﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﻭﻋﺩ‬ ‫‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ِﻨ ‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺴﺄﺒ ﹶﻰ ﻤﻌﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ‪‬ﻭﻋﺩ‬ ‫ﻤ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﻘ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫61‬
  • 17. ‫ﺴﺌﻠ ﹸ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹾﺕ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﺴﺌﻠ ﹸ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ :‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹾﺕ ﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻨﺤﺏ ؟‬ ‫ﹸِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫ﹶﻘﻠﺕ : ﻷ ﱠﺎ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸ ﻨ‬ ‫ﺨﻠﻘﹾﻨﺎ ِﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﹸِ ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﹶﻌﺭﻑ ‪‬ﻌﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ ﹸﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺅﻤﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻟﻠﻜﻭﻥ ﺭﺏ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺴ ِﻠﺕ :‬ ‫‪‬ﺌ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻴﻑ ‪‬ﻜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺏ ؟‬ ‫ﹶﻴ ‪ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﻘﻠﺕ : ﹶﺭﺍﻩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜ ﱢ ‪‬ﺭﺏ ..‬ ‫ﹸل ﺩ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸ ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺫﻭﺏ ﻟﻜ ﱢ ﹶﺴﻴ ٍ ﻴﻬﺏ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ِ ‬ﹸل ﻨ ﻡ ‪  ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒﻜﻲ ﻟ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ،‬ ‫ِﺒ ٍ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺒﻜﻲ ﻟ ﹸﺭﺏ‬ ‫ِﻘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻁﻔ ٍ ‪‬ﻔ ﱢﺵ ‪‬ﻥ ‪‬ﺩﺭ ﺃ ‪، ‬‬ ‫ﻜ ل ﻴ ﺘ ﹸ ﻋ ﺼ ِ ُﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻥ ‪‬ﺩﺭ ﺃﺏ‬ ‫ﺼ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺭﺍﻩ ﹶﺭﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﺸ ﺩ‬ ‫71‬
  • 18. ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﹸل ‪‬ﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻜ ﺼ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻨﻬ ٍ ﹶﺨﻠﺹ ﻤﻥ ﻀ ﱠﺘﻴﻪ‬ ‫ِﻔ ِ‬ ‫ﻜ ﺭﺘ ﱠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺎﺭ ِﻜل ‪‬ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﺼﺏ‬ ‫ﺼ ‪‬ﺒ ﱢﻤ ٍ‪  ‬‬ ‫)٢(‬ ‫‪‬ﺌﻠ ﹸ ﹶﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ :‬ ‫ﺴ ﺕﻜ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻫل ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻟﻴل ِﻘﻠﺏ ‪‬ﺤﺏ ؟‬ ‫ْ ِ‪‬ﺩ ٍﻟ ٍﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸﻠﺕ : ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻟﻴل ـ ﻭﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻪ ‪‬ﻴﺏ ـ‬ ‫ِﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻘ ﹸ ﺩ ُ‬ ‫‪‬ﻜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻐ ‪‬ﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻜ ﱢ ﻗﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﹸل ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬ﺘ ﻴ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺤﺎ ِﻱ ‪‬ﻴﺎﺓ ﺘﺩﺏ‬ ‫ﻓ ‪ ‬ﺼ ﺭ ﺤ ﹲ ﹶِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺘﺸﹾﺩﻭ ﹸﻴﻭﺭ ،‬ ‫ﻁ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﻨﻤﻭ ‪‬ﻫﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﺘ ﺯ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜ ﱢ ‪‬ﺩﺏ‬ ‫ﹸل ﻫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺨﻀﺭ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻙ ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ‪‬ﺩﺏ‬ ‫ﺒ ِﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﻋ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺼﺒﺢ ﹶﻠﺒﻙ ﻭﺍ ‪‬ﺎﺕ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬ﻗ‪  ‬ﺤ ِ ِ ﹾ ٍ‬ ‫ﹶﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻥ ﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪ ِ‬‬ ‫ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ‪‬ﺸﺏ‬ ‫ِﻋ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻴﻥ ﹶﻨﺎﻡ ، ﻭﻤﻬ‪‬ﻤﺎ ﹸﺤﺎﻭل‬ ‫ﺘ ُِ‬ ‫ﺤ ‪‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻻ ﹶﺴﺘﺭﻴﺢ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻱ ‪‬ﻨﺏ‬ ‫‪‬ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫81‬
  • 19. ‫)٣(‬ ‫ﺴﺌﻠ ﹸ :‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹾﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﻫل ِﻥ ِﻼﺝ ﻟﺼﺏ ؟‬ ‫ﻤ ﻋ ٍِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸﻠﺕ : ‪‬ﺤﺎل‬ ‫ﹶﻘ ﹸ ﻤ ٌ‬ ‫ﻴﻔﻴﺩ ِﻼﺝ ِﻘﻠﺏ ﺃﺤﺏ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻋ ‪‬ﻟ ٍَ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻴﺱ ِﺩﺍﺀ ﻤﻊ ﺍﻟ ِﺸﻕ ﻁﺏ‬ ‫‪‬ﻟ ٍ ‪ ‬ﻌ ِ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺌﻠ ﹸ ﺃﺨﻴ ‪‬ﺍ :‬ ‫ﺴ ﺕ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺩﺍﻭﻱ ؟‬ ‫ﹶ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸﻠﺕ ﺒﺤﺯﻥ :‬ ‫ﻘ ﹸِ‪ٍ‬‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺒﻴﺏ ،‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِﻤ ِ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺏ‬ ‫ﻤ ِ ‪ ِ‬‬ ‫91‬
  • 20. ‫ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﹸﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫)١(‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻤﺎ ﺘﺘﺤ ‪‬ﻠﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ِ ِ ُ ‬ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﹶﻬ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻋﻲ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ِﻨﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻀﹸﻭﻋﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻠ‬ ‫ِﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹶﻬ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﺸﻭﺍﻕ ،‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨﺭ‬ ‫ﻨﺒ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﻌ ِ ‪ ‬ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﹶﻤ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ِﺸﺴ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺩﻓﹾﺅﻫﺎ ﻻ ‪‬ﺴﺘﻜﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﻴﺎ ﻗ ‪‬ﺭﻱ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ‬ ‫ﹸ َﹶﺩ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺨ ﱠ ِﻥ ﹶﻭﻕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺒﻴﻥ ..‬ ‫ﹸﻁ ﻤ ﻓ ِ ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻫﻭﻯ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﹸﺴﺎ ِﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻫ ِﺘ ﻓ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ِ‬ ‫)٢(‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ﺃﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ﻋ‬ ‫‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﹸﻔﺭ ﹸﻨﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻴ ﻤ ﺘ ‪‬ﻗ ﺴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒﺎﻟﺭﻏﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﻭ ﹶﻌ ِﻓﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺘﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾِ‬ ‫02‬
  • 21. ‫ﹶﻠﺒﻲ ﻴﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻗ ‪ِ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﻭﻕ ﻤﺎ ﹶﺘﺼ ‪‬ﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹶ ﺘ ﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ ﻓﻲ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ ﻭ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﺯ ِ ﻗ‬ ‫ﹶﺴ ﹸﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺍﻷﻁﻴﺎﺭ ﹶﺸﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺍ ِﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺩﺨ‬ ‫َ ﹾ ِﺘ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻭﺠﺔ ﻨﺎﻤﺕ ﺒ ِﻀﻥ ‪‬ﻭﺍ ِﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹰ ‪ ‬ﹾ ِﺤ ِ ﺴ ﺤ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﺠﻤل ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻘﻭل ﺍﻟﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺤ ِ ﺴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ ِ ‪ُ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻥ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﹸﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﹶﻭﻕ ﻤﺎ ﹶﺘﻭ ﱠﻌﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹶ ﺘ ﻗ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟ ِﺸﻕ ِﻨﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻌ ﹸﻋ‬ ‫ﹶﻴﺭ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺸﻘﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻏ ‪ ‬ﱢ‬ ‫ِﺸﻘﻲ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻜﺎﻟ ﱠﺎﺭ ،‬ ‫ﻨ ِ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻹﻋﺼﺎﺭ ،‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻟ ‪‬ﻟﺯﺍل ،‬ ‫ﺯ ِ‬ ‫ﹶﺎﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻜﺎﻥ ،‬ ‫ﻜ ﺒ ِ‬ ‫ِﺸﻘﻲ ﹶﺎﺌﺭ ..‬ ‫ﺜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺴ ﹶﻜﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﺸﻘﻲ ﹶﺴﻴ ٍ ‪‬ﺎﺭﻑ ،‬ ‫ﻜ لﺠ ٍ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫12‬
  • 22. ‫ﹶﻬﺭ ﻴﺼ ‪ ‬ﺸﺎﻋﺭﻱ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻵ ﹶﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ٍ ‪ ‬ﺏ ﻤ‬ ‫ِﺸﻘﻲ ‪‬ﻁﺎﺀ ‪‬ﺍﺌﻡ‬ ‫ﻋ ‪‬ﺩ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﹶﺈﺫﺍ ﻁﻠﺒ ِ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻲﺀ ﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺕ ﺸ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﻁﻠﺒ ِ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ‪‬ﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺕ ﻌ ‪ ‬ﻫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ ِ ‪‬ﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎ ﹶﻁﹸﺒﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﹶﻙ ﺩ ﻤ ﺘ ﻠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻥ ‪‬ﻠﻜﺕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻭﺡ ،‬ ‫ﻤ ﻤ ﹾ ِ ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻌﺫﺏ ﺒﺎﻟﺤﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻤ ﱠ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﻓ ﹰﺎ ﺒﻤﻥ ﺘﺘﻤﻠ ِﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺭ ﻘ ِ ‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶ ‪‬ﱠﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫22‬
  • 23. ‫ﺃﻁﻔﺎل ﺍﻟ ِﺠﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ُ ﺤ‬ ‫ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺔ ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﺧﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ ، ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺣﻘﻴﻘﻴﺔ ﻭﺣﺪﺛﺖ ﻓﻌﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫، ﻭﻧﺸﺮ‪‬ﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻒ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻣﻴﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ ﺣﺮﺏ ﺍﳊﺠﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﱵ ﺃﺫﻫﻠﺘﻨﺎ ﲨﻴﻌ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﹶﻠﺒﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺤﺘﻠﺔ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﻤ ﹶﱠ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﺃﻀ ‪‬ﻰ ﺤﺠ ‪‬ﺍ ..‬ ‫َ ‪‬ﺤ ‪ ‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻷﺤﺠﺎﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺒﺘﻠﺔ‬ ‫ِ ﻤ ﹶﱠ ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ِﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﻁﻔﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺯل‬ ‫ِ ‪ْ‬‬ ‫ِﺩ ِ‬ ‫ِﺩﻤﻭﻉ ِﺴﺎﺀ ‪‬ﺼﺭﺨﻥ ،‬ ‫ِﻨ ٍﻴ ‪‬ﹾ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻴﺫﺭﻓﻥ ‪‬ﻤﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺘﺘﺠﻤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ ِﹾ ‪ ‬ﺩ ﻋ‬ ‫ﹸﺼﺒﺢ ﺃﺤ‪‬ﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ..‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﺘ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻘﺫ ﹸﻬﺎ ﺃﻴﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﺜ ‪‬ﺍﺭ‬ ‫ﱡﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ ﹾ ِﻓ‬ ‫ﹸﺼﺒﺢ ﻁﹶﻘﺎ ٍ ﻤﻥ ﻨﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ِ ‪ ‬ﹶﻠ ﺕ‬ ‫ﺇﺨﻭﺍﻨﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﹶﻌﺭﻑ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﹾ ﺩ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫32‬
  • 24. ‫ﺤﺭﺏ ﺍﻷﺤﺠﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﹶﻌﺭﻑ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻁﹾﻔﺎﻻ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹾﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃ ﹶﺫﻭﺍ ﺍﻷﻗﻤﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺨ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ ‪‬ﻭﻫﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ِل ﺃﻋﻴﻨ ِﻡ‬ ‫ﺯ ﻋ ﺩ ﺨ َ ‪ِ  ‬ﻬ‬ ‫ﺸ ﹶﻼﺕ ﹶﻬﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﺘ ِ ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻁ ﹶﺎل ﺍﻟ ﹸﺩﺱ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺤﺘﻠﺔ ..‬ ‫ﻔ َ ﻘ ِ ﻤ ﱠﹾ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﹶﺒﺭ ‪‬ﺄﺘﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫َﺨ ٍﻴ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻷﺨﺒﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)٢(‬ ‫ﺇﺨﹾﻭﺍﻨﻲ .. ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻌﺭﻑ "ﺃﻴﻤﻥ" ؟‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ ِﻔل‬ ‫‪‬ﻁ ٌ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﺃﻗل ﺃﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺎﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪ ‬ﱡ ﺴ ﹾ‬ ‫ِﻥ ﺴﺒﻊ ِﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻤ ‪ ِ ‬ﺴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﺴﻭﻡ ‪‬ﺍﺨل ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﺩ َ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺽ ﹶﻠﺴﻁﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻓ‬ ‫ِﺌﺫﻨﺔ ﺍﻷﻗﺼﻰ ﹶﺴﻜﻨﻪ‬ ‫ﺘ ﹸﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶﹶ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟ ﹸﺩﺱ ،‬ ‫ﻘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻼﺡ ﺍﻟﺩﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫42‬
  • 25. ‫‪‬ﺠﻤﻊ ﺃﺤﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ..‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻐﺴﹸﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ِﻠ‬ ‫ِﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻘﻬﺭ ﻓﺘﺸﹾﺘﺩ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ِ‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺼﻴﺭ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺴ ﱢﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪  ِ   َ ‬ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫)٣(‬ ‫"ﺃﻴﻤﻥ" ‪‬ﺼﻔﻭﺭ ﻴ ﹶﻨﻘل‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺘ ﱠ ْ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻋ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ‪‬ﻴﻥ ‪‬ﺼﺎﺹ ﻭ ﹶﻨﺎﺒل‬ ‫ٍ ﻗ ِْ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻠﺘﻘﻁ ﺍﻷﺤﺠﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻴ ﹶِ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻅل ‪‬ﺒﺎﺩل‬ ‫ﻴ ﱡﻴ ِْ‬ ‫ﻁﹶﻘﺎﺕ ﺍﻷﻋﺩﺍﺀ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﹶﻠ ﹸ‬ ‫ﹶﺘﻭﺍﻟﻰ ِﺎﻟﺒﺭﻕ ﺍﻟ ﹶﺎﻁﻑ‬ ‫ﻜ ‪ ‬ﹾ ﺨ ِ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺩ ‪‬ﻱ ﻜﺎﻟﺭﻋﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺼﻑ‬ ‫ِ ﹾ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬ﻭ‬ ‫‪‬ﺠﺭﻭﻥ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﻭﻻ ‪‬ﺠﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ ﻭﺍﻗﻑ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﺘﺠﻑ ﻻ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶِ ﹲ‬ ‫ﺒل ‪‬ﺒﺘﺴﻡ ..‬ ‫‪ ْ ‬ﻤ ﹶ ِ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﺘﺴﻡ ﻟﻠ ‪‬ﺭﺡ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺎﺯﻑ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶ ِ‪ ‬ﺠ ِ ﻨ ِ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘﻌ‪‬ﻠﻭ ﺍﻷﺼ‪‬ﻭﺍﺕ ﹸﺤ ﱢﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺘ ﺫ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫52‬
  • 26. ‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ .. ﺴ ﹶﻤﻭﺕ !‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﻀ‪‬ﺤﻙ ﻭﻴﻘﻭل :‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫"ﺃﻨﺎ ﻋﺎﺭﻑ"‬ ‫ِ ﹾ‬ ‫)٤(‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻤﻥ .. ﺃ ﹶﺫﻭﻩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺠﻥ‬ ‫ﺴ ِ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ‪‬ﺠ ‪‬ﻭﺍ ﻤﻌﻪ ﺍﻟﺘﺤ‪‬ﻘﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﺒﻭﻩ ،‬ ‫ﻀ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺤﹸﻭﻩ ،‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻁ ‪‬ﻨﻭﻩ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺎﺯﻑ‬ ‫‪ ِ‬ﻨ ِ ﹾ‬ ‫ﹶﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ‪‬ﻤﻴﻕ‬ ‫‪‬ﻋ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻟﻭﻩ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺩ ﺤ ‪‬ﻀﻪ‬ ‫‪    ‬ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ ‪ ‬ﺕ ‪‬ﻴﻨﺎﻩ ﻜﻨﻬ ِ ‪‬ﺭﻴﻕ :‬ ‫ﹶ ﻤ ﻌ ﹾ ﻋ ‪ ‬ﹶ ‪‬ﺭ ﺒ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺤ ‪‬ﻀﻨﻲ "ﺃﺤﻤﺩ"‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺤﻤﺩ ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺠﺎﺏ : ﺃﺨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)٥(‬ ‫ﺒﻌ ﹸﻭﺍ ‪ ‬ﹶﺭﺍ ٍ ﻜﻲ ﹶﺒﺤﺙ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ ‬ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬ﺜ ﻋ ﺸ ﺕ‬ ‫62‬
  • 27. ‫‪‬ﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻭﺭﻱ ﺍﻷﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻀ ‪‬ﺎ ﹰﺎ ﹶﺤﻤل ﺃﺴِﺤﺔ ،‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ﻁ ﺘ ِ ُ ﻠ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻋ ‪‬ﺒﺎﺕ ، ﻭ ِﺌﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺴﻜﺭ‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ ٍ ﻤ ِ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ ‪‬ﺤﺎﺼﺭ ﻴﺎ ﺃﺤﻤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ ‪‬ﺤﺎﺼﺭ ﻓﺎﺴ ﹶﺴﻠﻡ‬ ‫ﹸ ﻤ ‪  ‬ﺘ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ ‪‬ﺤﺎﺼﺭ‬ ‫ﹸﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺘﺨﺭﺝ‬ ‫ﹶﹾﹶ ﹾ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻤﺩ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺨﺭﺝ ..‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻟ ﱠﻤﺱ ِﻴﺎﺀ ، ﻭ ‪‬ﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺸ ِﻀ ‪ ‬ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻴﺩﻩ ‪‬ﺤﻤل ﺃﺤﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫‪ ِِ ‬ﻴ ُ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍ ُﺨﺭﻯ ﻋﻠﻡ ﹶﻠﺴﻁﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﹶ ‪ ‬ﻓ‬ ‫ﻷ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻤﺩ ِﻔل‬ ‫‪‬ﻁ ٌ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﺃﻗل ﺃﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺎﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪ ‬ﱡ ﺴ ‪‬ﹾ‬ ‫ِﻥ ﺨﻤ ِ ِﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶ ‪‬ﺱ ﺴ ‪‬‬ ‫72‬
  • 28. ‫ﻻ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺘﺸ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﹸﻠﻭﺏ ﹶﻤﻴل‬ ‫ﻗ ‪‬ﺘ ْ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹸﺭﺒﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺴ ﹶﺤﻴل‬ ‫ِ‪ ‬ﻤ ﺘ ْ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ ‪‬ﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫ﻨ ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﻴﻭﻤﺎ ﻷﻥ ﺃﺴﺘﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﺨ ‪‬ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﺤ ‪ ‬ﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬ﺏ ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﺩ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ‪‬ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ‪‬ﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﺩ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘﺸ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﻲﺀ ِﻨﺩﻱ ِﻜﻲ ﹶﺄ ﹸﺫﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻟ ﺘﺨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺸ ‪‬ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺃﻨﺎ ﹶﻲﺀ‬ ‫ﺸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻗﻠﺏ ﻋﻨﺩﻱ ﻟﻜﻲ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﺘﺸ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﹶﻨﺩﻤﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﻥ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﻤﻀﻴﻥ ﻋ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺴﺭ ﻭﻟﻥ ﹶﻌ ِﻓﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﺘﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ‪‬ﻫﻡ‬ ‫‪‬ﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫82‬
  • 29. ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﹶﻴﺎل‬ ‫ﺨ ٌ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒﻲ ‪‬ﻴﺒ ﹶﻰ ‪‬ﻌﻴﺩ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻨﺎل‬ ‫ﺤ ﺴ ﻘ ﺒ ‪ ‬ﻤ ْ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﻨﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺤﺎل‬ ‫ﻤ ْ‬ ‫ﺘﺸ‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﹶﻌﺸﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﻓﻬل ﹶﻌ ِﻓﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ِﻴﻥ ﹶﻭﺍﻩ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُﺤ ‪‬ﻁ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺃﻨﺎ ِﻔل‬ ‫ﻁ ٌ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻨﺎ ﹶﻴﺦ‬ ‫ﺸ ﹲ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﻀﺤﻙ ﻤﺜل ﺍﻟﺸﺒﺎﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪َ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﻘﺎﻁﻴﻊ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻲ ﹶﺭﺍﺌﻁ ‪‬ﺯﻥ ،‬ ‫ﺨ ﹸﺤ ٍ‬ ‫‪‬ﻭ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ِﺤﺎﺭ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻉ ، ِﻼل ﺍﻜ ِﺌﺎﺏ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﺩ ٍ ﺘ ُ ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﻨﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺫﺍﺏ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺸ‬ ‫)٤ (‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ﻗﻠﺕ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺒﺄ ﱢﻲ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﹸﹾ ﹸ ﻴ ﻤ ﻨ ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﹶﺴ ‪‬ﻌﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﺤ ‪‬ﻲ ﹶﻼﻡ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺒ ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫92‬
  • 30. ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ‪‬ﻘﺎﻴﺎ ﺍﻨ ِﻘﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﺒ‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ ‪‬ﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫ﻨ ﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺸﺘﺎﻕ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻟﻜﻲ ﺃﺴ ﹶﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻏﺏ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺭ ‪ ‬ﺍﻋ ِﺒﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﻤ ‪‬ﺩ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭُﻁﻔﺊ ﻨﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺃ ُ‬ ‫ﹶﺄﻗﺘل ﻓﻴﻙ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﻴﺌﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹸُ ِ ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﻼ ﹶﻌ ﹶﻘﻴﻨﻲ ﻷ ﱢﻲ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻁﻴﺌﺔ‬ ‫ﻨ ﺨ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻓ ﺘﺸ‬ ‫)٥ (‬ ‫‪‬ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﻤ‪‬ﻀﻲ ﻭ ‪‬ﺍﺭﻱ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻋﻙ‬ ‫ﺩ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻷ ﱢﻲ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺴﺄﺭﺤل ‪‬ﻨﻙ‬ ‫‪ُ‬ﻋ ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻔﻴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﺴ ﹶﹾ‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻭﺏ ِﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﺤ ﹶﹾ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ‬ ‫ﻓ ‪‬ﺫ ‪‬ﺍ ﻷ ﱢﻲ ﺴﺄﻤﻀﻲ ‪‬ﺤﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﻭ ﺩ‬ ‫ﻌﺭ ﻨ‬ ‫‪‬ﺄﻤﻀﻲ ﺒﻌﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻋﺩ ﹸ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﺕ ﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﻭﻟﻲ ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﻻ ﹶﻌ ِﻓﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﱠِ ﺘﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﻅﻼﻡ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒﻲ ﹶﻼﻡ‬ ‫ﺤ ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫03‬
  • 31. ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ ﺃﺭﻏﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻻﻨ ِﻘﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺯ ﹸ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫13‬
  • 32. ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ‪‬ﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺤ ‪‬ﻲ ﺍﻷﻭ ‪‬ﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ﺘﺭ‪‬ﺤﺎﻟ ِ ﹶﻲﺀ ‪‬ﺘ ‪‬ﺩﺩ‬ ‫ﹶ ﹸﻙ ﺸ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﹶﺠ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭِﻘﺎﻨﺎ ﹶﻤﺱ ﻏﺎﺌﺒﺔ‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ﻟ ﺸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺭﺤﻡ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻴﺏ ﻭﻟﻡ ﹸﻭﻟﺩ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﻐ ِ ﹶ‪ ‬ﺘ ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ ﻤﻭﻗﺩ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻋﻙ ﺯﻴﺕ ﹶﺴ ﹸﺒﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺩ ‪   ِ ‬ﹲ ﺘ ﻜ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻋﻴﻨﺎﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻨﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻗﺩ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ِ ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ِﺸﺕ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻭﺩﻋﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ُ ‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ﻋ ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﻠﻤﻲ ﻴ ﹶﺒﺩﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ﺤ‬ ‫ﻭﺒ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﺘﻔﺭﻗﹾﻨﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﹶﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ِﺭ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺤﻠﺕ ﺃﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺒﻲ ﺍﻷﻭﺤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ ﹸ ﺤ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ ‪‬ﺭﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﺯ ِﺤ ﻘ‬ ‫ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ ﻭ ‪‬ﺸﺎﻋﺭ ﹶﺘﻭﻗﺩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ﻤ ِ ‪ ‬ﺘ ﱠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻻ ﹶﺒﻘﻴﻥ ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ‬ ‫ِ ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ‪ ‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺏ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻏﺭﺩ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻋﻅﻡ ﺤﺏ ﺃﻋﻁﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫23‬
  • 33. ‫ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻭ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﻭﻋﺩ‬ ‫‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ﻫ ِ‬ ‫ﻓ ‪‬ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤ ‪ ‬ﹶﺒ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ ﻨ ﻴ‬ ‫ﹶﺩ‬ ‫ﺒ ِﺤﺎﺏ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻨﻙ ﻴ ﹶﻌﺒﺩ‬ ‫ِﺭ ِ ﻋ ِ ِ ‪‬ﺘ ‪ ‬‬ ‫***‬ ‫ﹶﺭﺤﺎﹸﻙ ﻀﻴﻊ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎ ِﻲ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻟ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ‪‬ﺎﻉ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﹶﻬل ‪‬ﺭﺠﻊ ؟‬ ‫ﻀ ‪ ‬ﻌ ‪‬ﻓ ْﻴ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﺴﺄل ﹶﻔﺴﻲ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ُﻨ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺎﻉ ، ﻭﻤﻥ ﻀﻴﻊ ؟‬ ‫‪   ‬‬ ‫ﻀ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻌﺩﻙ ‪‬ﻠﻡ ‪‬ﺠﺭﻭﺡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ‪ِ ‬ﺤ‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﹶﻬﺭ ﺘﺎﻩ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻨﺒﻊ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪ ِ  ‬ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴ ﹸﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻙ ﺭﺍﺤﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹶﹲ‬ ‫ﻋِ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻔ‬ ‫ﹶﻨﺘﻅﺭ ‪‬ﺩﺍﻋﻙ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﻭ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﹸﻘﻠﻊ‬ ‫ﺘِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺃﻭﺩﻋﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ُ ‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺎﻑ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸﻋ‬ ‫ﺃ ﻥ ﺘ ﺩﻤ ﻊ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ‪‬ﻁﻔ ُ ‪‬ﻤﻌﻲ ِﻴﺭﺍ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻨ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻴ ﺊﺩ‬ ‫ﺘﺄﻜل ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻀﻠﻊ‬ ‫‪‬ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸُ‬ ‫33‬
  • 34. ‫ﺃﻭ ‪‬ﻐﺭﻕ ﻁﻴﻔﻙ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﹸ ﹸِ ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺸﻰ ﺇﻥ ﺭﺍﺡ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ‪‬ﺭﺠﻊ‬ ‫ﻴ ِ‪‬‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﹶﺭﺤﺎﻟﻙ ﺸﻲﺀ ‪‬ﺘﺠﺩﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ﹸِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻘﺎﺅﻙ ‪‬ﻠﻡ ﺃﺭﺼﺩﻩ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ِﺤ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺃﻓﹾﻕ ﺘﺎﻩ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺼﺩ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ٌ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻭﺠ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﺴﻜﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻬ ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻟﻑ ِﺼﺎﺭ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﹶﺤ ٍ ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﺒﺄﺠﻤ ِﻬﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﻌ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻤل ُﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﺃﺴﻤ ‪‬ﻬﺎ‬ ‫ُ ﺃ ِ ‪ ٍ ‬ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻴﻘﺔ ُﺤ ‪ ‬ﺃﺯﺭ ‪‬ﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﺸﺎﻋﺭ ﹶﻭﻕ‬ ‫ﻤ ِِﺸ ٍ‬ ‫ﹶﺘﻭﻟﺩ‬ ‫ﺘ ﱠ‪‬‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﹶﺭﺤل ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ﺍﻷﻭﺤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ُ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﹸﺼﺒﺢ ﻓﻲ ﻴﻭﻡ ﺃﺒﻌﺩ‬ ‫ٍ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ ُﺅﻜﺩ‬ ‫ﺯ ﹸ ﺃ ﱢ‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻨﻔ ‪‬ﺕ ﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶﺩ ﹾ‬ ‫43‬
  • 35. ‫ﺤ ‪‬ﻲ ﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﻻ ﺘﻨﻔﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹾﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫53‬
  • 36. ‫ِﻤﺎ ﹶﺍ ... ؟‬ ‫ﻟ ﺫ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ ُ ِﺱ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﺃﻗﺭﺏ ِﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﱠِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﱠِ‬ ‫ﺒﺭ ﺃﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪ٍ ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﻬﺭ ‪‬ﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬ﺤ ٍ‬ ‫‪‬ﺴﺎﻓﺭ ‪‬ﺒﺭ ‪‬ﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻤﺂﻗﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ ِ‪‬ﻋ ‪‬ﺩ ِ‬ ‫ﻴﺼ ‪ ‬ﻨﺎﻨ ِ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻘﻠﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺏ ﺤ ﹶﻙ ﻤ ﹶ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﺤﺏ ‪‬ﻔﻭﻕ ﺍﺤ ِﻤﺎﻟﻲ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﻴ ﹸ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺒﻙ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﹶﺜﻴﺭ ﻋﻠﻲ‬ ‫‪ ِ  ‬ﺩ ﻤ ﻜ ‪ ‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﻗﺭﺍﺭ ﻫﻭﺍﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻴﺒﻘﻰ‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ِﻴﺩﻴﻙ ﻭﻻ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺒ ِ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ُ ِﺱ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﹶﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟ ِﺩﺍﻴﺔ‬ ‫ِﺩ ﻤ ﻁ ﹸ ﺒ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻲ ﻀﻠﻠﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ. ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﹶ ﹾ ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫63‬
  • 37. ‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ َﻴﺩﻴﻙ ﻋ ‪‬ﻓﺕ ﺍﻟ ِﺩﺍﻴﺔ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬ﺭ ﹸ ﻬ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻲ ﺍﺤﺘ ‪‬ﻓﺕ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺍﻡ ﻟﺩﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺭ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺒﻠ ِ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻗ ﹶﻙ ﱡ‬ ‫ِﻭﺍﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻫ ﹾ‬ ‫ﹶﺠﺎﺭﺏ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ‪‬ﺴﻴﻠﺔ ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹸﻋ ٍ‬ ‫ﺘ ِ ‪‬ﻋ‬ ‫ﹸﺅﺩﻱ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻷﻨﻙ ﹶﺎﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﱠ ِ ﻏ‪‬ﹾ‬ ‫ﻷﻨﻙ ﺤﺏ ِﻐﻴﺭ ﺍﺒ ِﺩﺍﺀ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﺒ ِ ﺘ ٍ‬ ‫ﻓﺤﺒﻙ ﺒﺎﻕ ِﻤﺎ ﻻ ِﻬﺎﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬ﹾ‬ ‫‪ ٍ ِ ‬ﻟ‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ُﺤﺱ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ِﺒﺕ ﻋ ﱢﻲ‬ ‫ﻏ ِ ‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫ِﻘﻠﺒﻲ ‪‬ﺫﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻬﺭﺏ ِﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪ ‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻥ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ‪‬ﻐﺎﻓ ُ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ ِل ﻭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺴﺭﻕ ﺃﺸﻴﺎﺀ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻭﺭ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ِﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﺭ ﺒﻴﻥ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻙ ﻭﺒﻴﻨﻲ ؟‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻫ ِ‬ ‫73‬
  • 38. ‫)٤ (‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟ ُ ِﺱ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ِﻨﺩﻱ ِﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ ﱢ‬ ‫ﱠِﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ِﻁﺭ ،‬ ‫ِﻋ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﻤﺜل ﹸﺠﻭﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﱠِ ُﻨ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﺤ ‪ ‬ﺴ ‪‬ﻯ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺩ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ ‪‬ﺏ ‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ِﺭﺍﺭ ﻭﺤﺒﻙ ‪‬ﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹶ ﻔ ‪ِ ‬ﻤ ﹲ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬ﺠﺩﻱ ﺍﻟ ِﺭﺍﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻔ ‪‬‬ ‫َﻴ‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﺠﺎﺀ ؟‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫83‬
  • 39. ‫ﺃ ِﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭ ِﻴل‬ ‫ُﺭ ‪ ‬ﺤ َ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻷﺭﺽ ‪‬ﺩﻴﺩﺓ‬ ‫ٍﺠ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻷﺭﺽ ‪‬ﻌﻴﺩﺓ‬ ‫ٍﺒ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻷﺭﺽ ﻭﻤﺎ ﺃﺩﺭﻜﺘﹾﻬﺎ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﹶ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺩ ﱠﺴﺘﹾﻬﺎ ﹸﻨﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺒﺸﺭ‬ ‫ﺫ ‪ ‬ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟ ﱠﻨﻘل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﺍﻜﺏ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ ‬ﺘﱡَ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ُﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻭﻡ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤ ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻨﺎﻡ ﺒ ِﻀﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ ‪ِ ‬ﺤ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ﺃﻏﻨﻲ ﻜﻤﺜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨ ُ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ُﻅﱢل ﻤﺜل ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ ﺃ ﻠُ َ‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل ﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺒﺔ‬ ‫‪ِ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﺘﺴﺎﻤﺢ‬ ‫‪ِ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ ﻟﻜل ﺍﻟﺒﺸﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ ﱢ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل ﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫93‬
  • 40. ‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ‪‬ﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺴﺘﺤﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﹶﻫ ﻤ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﺫﻴﻠﺔ ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﺤ ﱢﻡ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻁ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﺤﺭﻕ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘ ِﹸ ﱠ‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﺃﺭﺽ ﺃﺤﻤﹸﻬﺎ ﻤﺜل ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫َﻋ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬ﻠ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺤل ‪‬ﺒﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﻨﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ُ‬ﻋ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﻤﺅﺩﻱ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ؟‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟﻭﺼﻭل ؟‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺴﻴﻠﺔ ؟‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ُﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل ﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻌﺩﺍﻟﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻭﻕ ﹶﺩﻴﻨﺎ ﹶﻀﻴﻊ‬ ‫ِﻟ ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﱡ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺤﻥ ﹶﻌﻴﺵ ﺒﻌﺼﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻬﺎﻟﺔ‬ ‫ِ ﺠ ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ ﹸ‬ ‫ﹶﺘﻠﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﺴﻭل ،‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﻗﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﺴﺎﻟﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﹶﻬﺭ ﺃﺭﺽ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻅ ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﹸﺨﱢﻑ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺼﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻀﻼﻟﺔ‬ ‫ﹶﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻠ ﹸ‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ﻴﺎ ﺃﺭﺽ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺄﺕ ‪‬ﻌﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ‪ ِ ‬ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫04‬
  • 41. ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﺘﺄﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺍﻨ ِﻅﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺭ ‪ ‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺎ ﺸ ‪‬ﺭﺕ ﺒﻁﻌﻡ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻼﻟﺔ‬ ‫ِ ﻤ ﹾ‬ ‫ﹶﻌ ﹸ‬ ‫ﺴ ﹶﺒﻘﻴﻥ ‪‬ﻠﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﺤ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﻜﻨﺕ ُﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﹸﺃ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺼﻭل ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﺍﺴ ِﺤﺎﻟﺔ‬ ‫َ ِ ﺘ ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫14‬
  • 42. ‫ﻋﻴ‪‬ﻨﺎﻙ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎ ِﻲ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﻴﻤ‬ ‫‪‬ﻀﻰ ﻋﺎﻡ ﻭ ‪‬ﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻡ ﻋﺎﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺒ ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﹶﺠﺎ ‪‬ﺯﻨﺎ ﹸﻔﻭﻟ ﹶﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺘ ﻭ ﻁ ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺸﻭﺍﻕ ِﻔﻼﻥ‬ ‫ِﻁ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻀﻰ ﻋﺎﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻡ ﻋﺎﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹶﻴﻔﻙ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺨﻴﹶﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻁ ﹸ ِ ﻤ ‪‬ﻠ‬ ‫ُﻋﺎﻨﻕ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻙ ﺍﻟﻭ ‪‬ﺎﺀ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺃ ﹸﻭ ‪ ِ‬ﻀ ‪ ‬ﺼ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺒﻜﻲ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻻ ﺘﺄﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﹶﻔﺴﻲ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻭﺏ ﺒ ِﻁﺭ ﺸ ﹶﺘﻴﻙ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻌ ِ ﹶﻔ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃ ﱠﻬﺎ ﻨﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ ﹸ ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﻀ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪‬ﻡ ‪ ‬ﺼ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺭﻕ ﺒﻴ ﹶﻬﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِﹸ ﻨ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﺎ ﹸﻠﻨﺎ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻗ‬ ‫ﻴﻘ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻜﺭﻯ ﺃ ﱠﻨﺎ ﹸﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻨ ﻜ‬ ‫ﺫ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎﺯﻟﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺒﻴﺒﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺤ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎﻤﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﻴ‬ ‫24‬
  • 43. ‫ﻭﺃﺤﻼﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻏﻠﻰ ﻤﺎ ﹶﺘﺒﻨﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺩ ‪‬ﺍ ﹶﻀﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ‪‬ﺤﻤﹸﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ﻠ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺼﺭ ﻗ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴ ﹸﻥ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻨﺎﻴﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻜ‪ ‬ﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﺫﻴﻨﻲ ﻨﺤﻭ ﺃﻴﺎﻤﻙ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﺨ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﺃﺒ ﹶﻐﻲ ﺃﺴﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺭ ﺘ‬ ‫ﹸﺫﻱ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺨ ﻋ‬ ‫َﻀﻴﻔﻴﻪ ﻷﻴﺎﻤﻙ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﹸﺭﻯ ﺇﻥ ﻤﺭﺕ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﹶﻌﻨﻴﻨﺎ ؟‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ‬ ‫‪ِ  ‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ‪‬ﻌﻨﻴﻨﺎ !‬ ‫ﹶ ﻌ ‪‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺎﻡ ﻗﺩ ﻤﻀﻰ ﻤ ﱠﺎ‬ ‫ِﻨ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺎﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻤﺭﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﻋﻭﺍﻡ ﺁﻻﻑ‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺈ ﱠﺎ ﻴﺎ ﻤ ﹶﻰ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﻴﺒﺎﻥ .. ‪‬ﺒﻴﺒﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺤ ِ ﺤ ِ‬ ‫34‬
  • 44. ‫ﺁﺨﺭ ﻤﺎ ﹶﺎﻟﺘﻪ ِﻲ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﻗ ﹶﹾ ‪ ‬ﻟ‬ ‫ﹶﺎﻟﺕ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ﻻ ﹶﺭﺤل‬ ‫ﺘ ْ‬ ‫ﻗ ﹾ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺠﻭﻙ ﹶﻠﻴ ﹰ ﺃﻥ ﹶﺒﻘﻰ‬ ‫‪‬ﻗ ﻼ ‪‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻭ ﹶﻤﻬل‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ْ‬‬ ‫ﹶﱢ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﹸﻨﺕ ﹸﺼﺭ ﺘﻭﺩ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻜ ﹶ ﺘ ‪ ‬ﹸ ‪ ‬ﻋ‬ ‫ِﻥ ﹶﺒل ‪‬ﺤﻴﻠﻙ ﻋﱢﻤﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ﻗ ِ ﺭ ِ ‪ ‬ﻠ‬ ‫‪‬ﻠﻤﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻨﺴﻰ ‪‬ﻭﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺼ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻷﻗﻭل ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫َ ﱠ‪ ‬ﻋ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬ل ﺇﻨﺴﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭُ‬ ‫ﻋﻠ ‪‬ﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺤ ‪ ، ‬ﻭﻋﻠ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﱠﻤ‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ‬ ‫ﱠﻤ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ﱢﺴﻴﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﹶ ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫44‬
  • 45. ‫ﺃ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻟﺤ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺏ‬ ‫َﺘ‬ ‫ِﺒﺎل ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺕ‬ ‫ﺠ ُ ﺼ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﹶﻨﻬﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﻋ ِﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺠﺘﺎﺡ ..‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺼﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ ﺇﻋﺼﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﺎﻨﺎ ﺤ ‪‬ﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺭ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ﺒ ﻗ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻰ ‪‬ﻋ ‪‬ﺍ ﻭﺃﻤﻁﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃ ﹶﻰ .. ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ‪‬ﻁﻬ ‪‬ﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻴﻔ ‪ ‬ﻨﺎ ‪‬ﻨﺎﺒﻴ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶﺠﺭ ﻴ ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻓ ﹶﻨﻤﻭ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻨ ِﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺠ ِﺤ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫‪‬ﺫﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫***‬ ‫ِﺒﺎل ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺠ ُ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹶﻨﻬﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺠﺘﺎﺡ ..‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺼﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ ﺇﻋﺼﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫54‬
  • 46. ‫ﻫﻭ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺍﺨ ﹶﺭﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ‪‬ﺨﺘﺎﺭ ؟‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫64‬
  • 47. ‫ﻭَﺴﺄل ﹶﻔﺴﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺃ َ ُ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺄل ﹶﻔﺴﻲ :‬ ‫ُﻨ‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ُﺤﺒﻙ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺍﻋ ِﺭﺍﻓﻲ‬ ‫ﻟ ﺃ ‪ِ‬ﺭ ‪ ‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻥ ‪‬ﻭﺍﻨﺎ ‪‬ﺤﺎل .. ‪‬ﺤﺎل ؟‬ ‫‪‬ﻫ ﻤ ٌ ﻤ ْ‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺍﻋ ِﺭﺍﻓﻲ ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ‪‬ﻫﻡ‬ ‫ﱠِﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺭ ‪ ‬ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ‪‬ﺒﺢ ‪‬ﺭﻴﻊ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻭﺍل‬ ‫ِﺼ ‪‬ﺴ ‪ ‬ﺯ ْ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﻏﻡ ﺍﻋﺘﺭﺍﻓﻲ ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﹶﻴﻑ‬ ‫ِﻁ ﹲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟ ِﺸﻕ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟ ﹶﻴﺎل‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺨ ْ‬ ‫ﻌ ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﻏﻡ ﺍﻋ ِﺭﺍﻓﻲ ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ‪‬ﻠﻡ‬ ‫ِﺤ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺘ‬ ‫ُﻁﺎﺭﺩ ﻓﻴﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃ ِ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻴﺱ ‪‬ﻁﺎل‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ْ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺄل ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺸﻴ ًﺎ ﺒﻌﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺎل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ ﺌ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺤﺎل‬ ‫ﱢ ْ‬ ‫‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ُﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﹶﻭﻕ‬ ‫‪‬ﺸ ٍ‬ ‫ﺃ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺍﺤﺎﺕ ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫ِﻋ ٍ‬ ‫ﻨﻤﺕ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﺭﻭﻗﻲ ﻭﺃﻀﺤﺕ ِﻼل‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾﻅ ْ‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﹾ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺄل ﹶﻔﺴﻲ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ . ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ُﻨ‬ ‫74‬
  • 48. ‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺃ ‪‬ﺒﺕ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺠ ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬ﺠﺩﺕ ﺍﻹﺠﺎﺒﺔ ﹶﻔﺱ ﺍﻟﺴﺅﺍل‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ﹶﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹸ‬ ‫ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ُﺤﺒﻙ ؟! " "‬ ‫ﻟ ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫84‬
  • 49. ‫ﺘﺤﺩ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ‪‬ﻜ ﹶﺌ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻤ ﺘﺒ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻊ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻥ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﻼﻡ ﹶﺫﻭﺏ . ﹶﺫﻭﺏ ﻜﺎﻟﺸﻤﻊ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘ ‪ ‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻭﺕ ‪‬ﻤﺘﻠ ًﺎ‬ ‫ﹸﻤ ﺌ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺼﺎﺭ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻠﻡ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ ‪‬ﺨﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ِﺩ ﻨ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺤ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ‪‬ﻐﻤﺽ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺸﻭﺍﻙ ‪‬ﻔﻨﻴﻪ‬ ‫ِﺠ ِ‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﻴ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫94‬
  • 50. ‫ﺃﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ُ ِ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻭﺍﻟ ﹸﺭﺒﺔ‬ ‫ِ ﻐ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺯ ِ‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻏﻡ ﹸﺭﻭ ِﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﺒﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺭ ‪‬ﻅ ﻓ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﻻ ﺃﻫل ﻭﻻ ﺃﺤﺒﺎﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٌ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﺍﻷﻫل ﻭﺍﻷﺤﺒﺎﺏ ﻭﺍﻟﺼﺤﺒﺔ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﺇﻴﻤﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﻨ‬ ‫ﺯ ِ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ‪‬ﻨﻘ ﹸﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻴ ِﺫ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﻓﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﹸﻭﺡ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ‪‬ﻔﻴﻨﺔ ﺍﻟ ِﺸﻕ‬ ‫ِﺴ ﹸ ﻌ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﺘﺤﻤﹸﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﻁﺂﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺴ ِﻠ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺕ ..‬ ‫ﺩ ﹸ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺭﺤل ﺒﻴﻥ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸﺫﻴﻨﻲ ﻴﺎ ﻤ ﹶﻰ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫ﺨ‬ ‫ﻷﻱ ‪‬ﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫05‬
  • 51. ‫ﻭﻀ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ‪‬ﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﺼ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻤﺯ ﹶﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪ ‬ﻗ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﺯﻤﺎ ﹶﻨﺎ ﻫﺫﺍ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻨ‬ ‫‪‬ﻬﻴﻥ ﹶﺭﺍﻤﺔ ﺍﻹﻨﺴﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﻜ ﹶ‬ ‫ُﺤﺒﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺃ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺯ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ِﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺎ ﻤ ﹶﻰ ﹶﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ ﻗ‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫ﺇﺫﺍ ﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﺤﺎﺼ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟ ‪‬ﺩﺭﻙ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺠﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِﺼ ِ ِ ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﺤ ‪ ‬ﺒُﻟﻔﺔ ﹶﺤﻭﻙ‬ ‫ُ ِﺱ ﺄ ٍ ﻨ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻴﻑ ُﻻﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﺃ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺼﺎﺭ ِﻥ ﹶﻭﻗﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ﺸ‬ ‫ﻜ ‪‬ﺭﻜﺎﻥ ِﻥ ﺍﻹﺤﺴﺎﺱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺒ ٍ ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﺤ ‪ ‬ﺒ ﹸﺭﺒﺔ ﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ُ ِﺱ ِﻐ ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻲﺀ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ‪‬ﺸﺘﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬ﻤ ﻗ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﺸﻭﺍﻕ ﹶﻔﻭﻕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺼﻑ‬ ‫ٍﺘ ﹸ ﻭ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺃﺤﺭﻕ ﻜل ﺃﻗﻨ ‪‬ﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ ﹸ ﱠ ِﻌ‬ ‫15‬
  • 52. ‫ﻭﺁﺨﺭ ‪‬ﻔﺭﺩﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺯﻴﻑ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ِﻭﻯ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻴﻘ ﺴ‬ ‫ﺠﻤﻴﻼ ﺴﺎﻁ ‪‬ﺎ .. ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﹰ ِﻌ‬ ‫ﹶﺸﻤ ِ ﺍﻟﺼﻴﻑ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻜ ﺱ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ِﻥ ﺸﻲﺀ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﹸﻤ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻷﻤﻥ ﺇﻥ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺯ ‪‬‬ ‫25‬
  • 53. ‫ﹶﻴﻑ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﺏ‬ ‫ﻜ ﹶ ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ‪‬ﺒﻴ ‪‬ﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤ ﺒ‬ ‫ﻭﹶ ﹶ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﺒﻴﻨﻙ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻁﺎﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻴﻭﻡ ِﻐﻴﺭﻱ‬ ‫ٍﻟ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸﻡ ﺃﻋﻁﺎﻨﻲ ِﻐﻴﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻟ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺜ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺭﻏﻡ ﻤﺎ ﻓﻌل ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻘﻴﺕ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﻤﺭﻱ ُﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺒ ﹸ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺸﻲﺀ ‪‬ﺤﺎل‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ٌ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻴﺤ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ‪‬ﻌﺩﻙ‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ ‪ ‬‬ ‫‪ِ  ‬ﺏ‬ ‫ﺤﺎ ‪‬ﻟﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻨﺴﺎﻙ ﻟﻜﻥ‬ ‫ِ ﹶِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﹶﺴﻴﺕ‬ ‫ﻨ ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﷲ ﻤﺎ ﻤﺭ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﻡ ﻤﺤ ‪‬ﻼ ﺒﺎﻟ ِﻁﺭ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﻤ ﹸ ﻌ ِ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻗﺩ ﹶﻜﺭﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺫ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻤﺭ ﹶﻴﻑ ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻴﻭﻨﻲ ﻋﺎﺒ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬ﻁ ﹲ ﻋ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻭﺒﺎﻟﻌﻴﻥ ﺍﺤ ﹶﻀﻨﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ ﺘ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻭﺏ ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺴﺎﻜ ﹶﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِﻨ‬ ‫ﹶ ﻬ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻨﻲ ﻗﺩ ‪‬ﻜﻨﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺴ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﹶ ﻬ ‪‬‬ ‫35‬
  • 54. ‫ﻭﺃﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻭﱠﻴﺕ ‪‬ﺠﻬﻲ‬ ‫ﻟ ﹸﻭ‬ ‫ﹶﻠﺘﻘﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﻋﻴﻨﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ﻤ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺸﻲﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﱢ‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﻏﻨﻭﺓ‬ ‫ِ ﻤ ِ ِﹾ ‪‬ﹰ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻥ ﻀﻲ‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻙ ‪‬ﻠ ‪‬ﺎ ﺭﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﺤﻤ ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﹶﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ِ ﻗﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﻨﻬ ‪‬ﺍ ِﻥ ﺤﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ِ ﺭ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺽ ﺃﺸﻭﺍ ﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﻗ ‪‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻟﻑ ﺸﻤﺱ ﺃﺸﺭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﹶ ﹾ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻘﻠﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ ﹶﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﻨﻴﻥ ﺘﻐ ‪‬ﺭﺕ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ﹶﻴ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺴﺎﻓ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨ ِﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﱠﻘ‬ ‫ﹶﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﺒﻘﻴﻥ ﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻨﺕ ‪‬ﺤﺩﻙ‬ ‫ِﻭ ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﺘ ‪ ‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺇﻟﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫45‬
  • 55. ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻥ ‪‬ﺍﺨ ﹶﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ ﻘ ﺤ ‪ ‬ﺩ ِﻠ‬ ‫)١ (‬ ‫‪‬ﻴﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺯﻥ ‪‬ﺍﺨﹶﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺴ ﻘ ﺤ ‪ ‬ﺩ ِﻠ‬ ‫‪‬ﻜﺎ ِﻴﻥ ..‬ ‫ﺴ ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻘﻁ ‪‬ﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ﹶ ﱢﻌ‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺎﻓ ‪ ‬ﻟﻡ ﻴﻭﺩﻋ‪‬ﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﹶﺭ ﹶ ‪   ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻏﺎﺏ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ‪‬ﺭﺠﻊ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺃﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﹶﺸﺒﻊ‬ ‫ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟ ﱠﺤﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‪ ‬ﺘ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻐﻤ ‪‬ﻨﺎ ﺒ ‪‬ﻭﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻴ ‪‬ﺭ ِ ﻌ ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎﻩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎ ﻨﻭﺭ ﹶﻠﻌﺘﻪ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻁ ‪ِ ِ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎ ﹸﻬﺭ ِﺤﻜﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻁ ‪ ‬ﻀ ِِ‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﺴﺎﻓﺭ‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫55‬
  • 56. ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﹶﻁﻭل ِﺤﻠ ﹸﻪ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺘ ُ ﺭ ﺘ‪‬‬ ‫)٢ (‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻥ ‪‬ﺴﻜﻥ ..‬ ‫ﹶ‪  ‬ﻴ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﺎ ‪‬ﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻋ ﺀﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ ‪‬ﻥ ‪‬ﺤﺘل ﻤﺜل ﺍﻷﻤﺱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤ ﻴ ﱡ َ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ ﺃﺭﻴﻜﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﹶﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ‪‬ﻘﺭﺃ ..‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ ْ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﻴﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺠ ‪‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﺠﺎﺩﺓ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻤﺭﺍﺀ‬ ‫ِ ﺤ ِ‬ ‫ﹶﺒﻜﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ ‪‬ﺒﺤ ﹸﻪ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺴ ‪‬ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﻔﺠﺭ ﺃﺴﻤﻌﻪ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻋ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺭﺘل ‪‬ﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻤﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻴ ﱢُﺴ ﹶ‬ ‫ﹸﺒﻜﻴﻨﻲ ِﻼﻭ ﹸﻪ‬ ‫ﺘ ﺘ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫***‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻤﺎﺯﺍل ﻴﺄﺘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺴﺄل ﻋﻨﻙ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ ﻭ ‪‬ﻭﺼﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ُ ِ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴ ِﻲ ‪‬ﺼ ‪‬ﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻨ ﻭ ﻴﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫65‬
  • 57. ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻤﺎﺯﺍل ﻤﺘﻜ ًﺎ‬ ‫َ ‪ ‬ﱠ ِﺌ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻋﻴ ِﻨﺎ ﻜﻌﺎﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ِِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫‪‬ﻁﻭﻑ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻓﻲ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ َ ﻋ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺄﺨ ﹸﻨﻲ ﺒ ‪‬ﺤﺒﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﹸﺫ ِﺼ ِ ِ‬ ‫ُﻗ ‪‬ل ﻜ ﱠﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﻤﺩﻭﺩ ‪‬ﺩﻋﻭ ﻟﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﺃ ﺒ ُ ﹶﻔ ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺒﺎﺭ ﹸﻨﻲ ِﺩﻋﻭﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻴ ِﻜ ﺒ ِ ِ‬ ‫)٣ (‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﹶﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﻨ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﻌﻡ ﻫﺎ ﻨﺤﻥ ﺁﺒﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ ﻟﻡ ﹶﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫ِ ﻨ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺯ ﹶﻨﺎ ﺍﻷﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤ ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺎ ‪‬ﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﹶﺤﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬ﺘ ٍ‬ ‫ﺴ ‪‬ﺒ ﹶﻰ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻴﻘ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤﻴﻠﻙ ﹶﻌﻨﺔ ﹸﺒ ‪‬ﻯ‬ ‫ﺭ ﹸ ‪‬ﻁ ﹲ ﻜﺭ‬ ‫ﻏ ‪‬ﺕ ﻓﻲ ﹶﻠ ِﻨﺎ ِﻨﺠﺭ‬ ‫ﹶﺩ ﹾ ﻗ ﺒ ﺨ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﻌﻤﺔ ﺍﻟ ﹸﺒﺭﻯ‬ ‫‪‬ﹶ ﻜ‬ ‫75‬
  • 58. ‫ﻭ ﹶﻌﻡ ‪‬ﻴﺎ ِﻨﺎ ﻤﺭﺭ‬ ‫ﻁ ‪‬ﺤ ﺘ ‪‬‬ ‫)٤ (‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺩ ﻤﺎﺕ ﻴﺎ ُﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ِﻟﺕ‬ ‫ﺯ ﹸ‬ ‫ُﻓ ﱢﺵ ﻋﻨﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺭﺠﺎﺀ ﹸﺭﻓﺘﻪ‬ ‫ِ ﻏ ِِ‬ ‫ﺃﺘ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ِﻨﺠﺎﻥ ﹶﻬﻭ ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻓ ِ ﻗ ﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺄل ﻋﻨﻪ ﺴﺎﻋﺘﻪ‬ ‫ُ ‪ ‬ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺘﻰ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ؟‬ ‫ﻭَﺸﻌﺭ ﺃ ﱠﻪ ﻗﺎﺩﻡ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪  ‬ﻨ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ‪‬ﻭﺭ ﹸﻪ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪ ‬ﺼ ﺘ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻬﺫﺍ ِﻑﺀ ﻜ ﱠﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﺩ ‪ ‬ﻔ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﺫﺍ ﹶﻭﻥ ‪‬ﻴﻨﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻟ ‪‬ﻋ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺫﻟﻙ ﻨﻬﺭ ِﻴﺒﺘﻪ‬ ‫ِ ‪  ‬ﻁ ِِ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﺫﺍ ﻭﻗﻊ ﹸﻁﻭﺘﻪ‬ ‫‪‬ﹾ ‪ ‬ﺨ ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﺫﺍ ‪‬ﻭﺕ ِﺤﻜﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺼ ﹸ ﻀ ِِ‬ ‫ُﻗ ‪‬ل ﻓﻲ ِﺴﺎﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺃ ﺒ ُ ﻭ ِِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﹸﻡ ﺭﻏﻡ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻲ ِﻌﻭﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺒ ِِ‬ ‫ﻠ‪ ‬‬ ‫85‬