This lyric analysis interprets a song as being about mental illness such as depression and anxiety. The lyrics are seen as personifying the speaker's mental illnesses. Several lyrics are examined in detail. They suggest the speaker is struggling with intrusive thoughts and desires help but feels too ashamed to speak out. They want to hide their issues and portray an image of being fine. The analysis sees the lyrics as conveying the speaker's desperation to alleviate their mental health problems and start over without their illnesses.
2. Throw your heart to me
Let it fall and hit the ground
Let it go
Your timing was so wrong
I just want to be found
And oh...
And I...
Yeah, I've got the lines
I've got the lines
Verse One
At first I thought that the lyrics were about a person because of the
words âthrow your heartâ however I have interpreted it as the artists
has personified his mental illness such as depression and anxiety
disorder.
I think that the person is wanting to reach out for help but nobody
notices âI just want to be foundâ sounds like they are desperate for
help but no is there to help him.
âI got the linesâ refers to how they say theyâre fine when in actual
fact they are not.
3. Verse Two
Oh, it's brighter this time
This type of mine
This disguise
Oh, you talk, ooh, to me
These lyrics suggest that the personâs mental health has
deteriorated and that they have suffered before â itâs brighter
this timeâ tells us that this is not the first time they have felt
like this.
A âdisguiseâ is then referenced with suggests that they are
trying to hide their issues from everyone else which makes
them sound like they are desperate for help but too
ashamed and embarrassed to talk to anyone.
Again the word âyouâ personifies the illness maybe
suggesting that they can hear voices as they say that they
are talking to them but no one else can hear as it just says
âto meâ and nobody else is mentioned.
4. Chorus
Well, nothing's gonna hurt me with my eyes shut
I can see through them
I can see through them
I am drawing pictures I'm evading
I will not use them
I will not use them
Again
The first line of the chorus suggests that if the person just
keeps their eyes shut they will be fine. This could mean that
they just want to stay in bed and sleep all the time because
then they wonât feel depressed which is what I believe the
song is referencing to.
The word âevadingâ means to escape or avoid something
and so this connotes that the person is avoiding their
problems and thoughts through drawing pictures. Again this
shows how they are troubled but just want to act like theyâre
fine due to embarrassment.
5. Verse Four
And it starts again
You come over with your friends
I don't wanna talk to them
And all I really want
Is to start again
want
âą Is to start again
âit starts againâ suggests that once they wake up and
remember the bad intrusive thoughts come back hence why
they want to sleep all the time.
The second line hints that it is not just one illness they are
suffering from it is many as it says âyou come over with your
friendsâ so again the illnesses are personified and
categorised as âfriendsâ as one is brought on by the other and
so on.
The third line shows how they do not want to feel the way
they do and do not want to hear the bad thoughts inside their
head.
The final two lines show how the person wants to start fresh
and not be burdened with these issues. The word âreallyâ
emphasises the fact they are desperate for help and a new
start.
6. Verse Five
'Cause I wanna be bigger than life
For you
For you
'Cause I wanna be bigger than life
For you
For you These lyrics are repeated twice which suggests that
they are desperate to portray a personality that
seems fine in order to please other people but in
actual fact they are suffering. This is shown through
the words âfor youâ they are doing it for other people,
not for themselves.