3. I say : “ What now can be said ?”
She said: just
anything ,
listen closely
“Conversation between She & I”
4. I say :“ Will you fail to ask or answer ?”
She said :
you
shouldn’t
fail ,
patiently
I will wait !
“Conversation between She & I”
5. I say : “ Is time an answer to most things ?”
She said : it can be
or
on occasion
be worthless .
“Conversation between She & I”
6. I say: “Do you know my future ?”
She said : it will be
in your reach soon
“Conversation between She & I”
7. I say :“ What task is most important ?”
She said : the one
that
keeps
you from
performing
as a wanted ,
needed person
in all aspects .
“Conversation between She & I”
8. I say : “ Do you know where we should start ?”
She said : I believe
I do .
We can start
with loosing
a loved one .
“Conversation between She & I”
9. I say : “ Even when I hate what I have to admit to ?”
She said : yes ,
it’s just now
when you need
to open more.
“Conversation between She & I”
10. I say : “ The loss is a crush , the person who left is gone.
Long time now I’d admit .”
She said : what can
you
say about the
times when you
had the
person near?
“Conversation between She & I”
11. I say : “ I suppose gracious , happy and many ways
secured and accepted .”
She said : were all
those things accessible
to the person
near you ?
“Conversation between She & I”
12. I say : “ I can’t know for sure . I did see him
happy and grateful
of our being together . I really do not
know if he was secure or accepted . I never asked .”
She said : did you
need
to have him
answer that?
“Conversation between She & I”
13. I say : “No, I wouldn’t cope if he wasn’t secure and accepted
by anyone .”
She said : you know,
you could
not place
those unresolved
concerns behind in
his chambers.
“Conversation between She & I”
14. I say : “ I do know and I am very sorry too.”
She said : do you
need to make a
final farewell ?
Or a greeting
to best satisfy you .
“Conversation between She & I”
15. I say : “ With love as deep as it has sunken I may say
farewell .”
conversation
continues ;
“Conversation between She & I”
16. “ I wonder whether he will be set beside himself
and be angered or not pleased with a break away .”
“Conversation between She & I”
17. She said : I couldn't say .
Maybe you
need to wait .
For both
of you and then
securely feel
it’s rightly done .
“Conversation between She & I”
18. I say : “ You re right here with me , right ?”
She said : I’m here
and we’ve been
together all along .
You have your
best true friend ,
right inside of you .
“Conversation between She & I”
19. I say :“ Yes , you have
proved yourself !
This is a barrier , a new and complicated
one and you know as much of the grief .”
conversation
continues ;
“Conversation between She & I”
20. I say :“ Sorry that I drenched and pressurized you
with over storage of kept tears .
Somewhere in here you would hear me .”
She said : I’m here ,
I’m talking for myself .
I’m not
drenched or drowning.
I’ll be here
till whenever,
Carrie ~
“Conversation between She & I”
23. Adding now Dec. 29, 2013
The one experience I had that silently tangled me
in so many directions , the passing of my father . The
hours alone , months and years that passed a very solitary
Journey .
I had grieved deeply . In my own way , in an un timely
manner I made it through . I grew so much
with this one experience.
For this one lesson has granted me the
capabilities of supporting others in bereavement.
So while it appears no one else may be there in your need ,
within you God is present . Many fundamentals of writing
were naturally a gift from God. Taking the interior route
to learn about life’s experiences . Which I had longer
than a decade to do before I became a mother .
24. Adding now Dec. 29, 2013
There have been enough life altering (traumatic ) events
in my life time that most people do not experience
a fraction of such events their entire life time .
Now as I have grown up I understand who I am
and I certainly enjoy me .
I can appreciate me . I had to constantly ask God for special
deliveries all of my life , specifically for myself and countless
times for others though they never knew . When children
are in vulnerable situations and do not go
toward crooked paths, people or circumstances yet
are strengthened from within; there was
no doubt my relationship with Jesus began early in my life .
Deliveries of wanting to get away from the people hurting me.
“It would be fair to say this conversation is between He & I”
25. “Conversation between She & I”
She said : “I’m here
and we’ve been
together all along .
You have your
best true friend ,
right inside of you .”
She said : “I’m here ,
I’m talking for myself .
I’m not
drenched or drowning.
I’ll be here
till whenever,
Carrie ~