1. Empty
Don’t you just hate the feeling of being empty ,
feeling like there’s not tomorrow ? yeah I have that
feeling all the time and , I hate it . I have this feeling
because I feel my mom doesn’t care anymore and
that she don’t even love me …. It’s the worst feeling
in the world . Then having a great fiancé that you
feel is pushing you away or you don’t connect
anymore …. I love him with all my heart but ,
sometimes I don’t think he loves me ….. well this is
what emptiness feels like , I hope this feeling goes
away . Being able to be loved and for someone to
care would be the greatest feeling but , that’s to
much to ask for . I’ve always herd the quote that
“Things get worse before they get better” , and so
far there just getting worse . Is this what emptiness
feels like ? Is this what I have to go through ? Why
so much pain ? I hate the feeling of emptiness !
hopefully I find the love and care I need !