I promised to love you forever –to stay by your sidethrough good times and bad times,in sickness, as well as health.It was the biggest promiseI ever made.Yet each year, as forever draws closer,I’m struck by how simple it has been.I’ve learned that bad times are easier when sharedand that the sharing makes love grow deeper.I’ve learned that forever is too shortand that marrying you will be the smartest thingI’ll ever do.Do you remember? Andami naming sobrang nainom..pro HON, ikaw lang lagi ang laman ng isip ko. U maynot believe me but all I think about is you. My mom told me when I turned 18 na I’m old enough 2 decide 4 myself..i knowwhat’s right from wrong so I musta choose d right one 4 me..u know na I never givea fuck ‘bout my future but because of you I have 2 take up d right one..so I decided2 keep you..coz u’re d right one for me who can really understand..who can reallylove me..lasing na ko pero I just want you 2 know dat I never regret falling in-lovewith you.. I love you very much. Mahal na mahal kita..u have nothing 2 fear coz I really needu..i really love you..binigay ka sa akin ng Diyos dahil alam Nyang ikaw langmakakapagpasaya at makapagmamahal sa akin.. I love you and I don’t give a damn and shit ‘bout your past coz d girl dat I have nowis the best lady I can ever have. I really want 2 kip you till d end of tym..hope u r 2..i hope 2 hear dat u still love me5 years.. 10 years..till death from now! I love you so much..very much. Kaya kong tiisin o labanan ung mga putang inang mga pangyayari maaari pangdumating but not without you..hir by my side..in my heart..in my life..sori pro di kokahit minsang ginustong saktan ka. If u can still accept me..i’ll try 2 do my best 2show you that I’m worth trustin’..worth lovin’.. Every morning na nasa labas ako I always insist na dumaan jan para lang wala..kahitpapano mapalapit sa’yo.. I just wish that u still care..u still give a shit ‘bout me..’bout us..coz dis mean a lot 2me..i still got d same feelin’s 4 u..i don’t know if u still give a fuck ‘bout us d way dati do. Sinubukan ko lang din ung pagmamahal mo..iniisip ko kc na b ka kya mo lng ako mahal,dahil sumusunod ako sa u, so I change..pinakita ko lng ung konting EVIL SIDE ko ‘n
im so much happy coz u still accept me n’ keep on loving me until now.. kahit di na k0karapat-dapat..pinatunayan mo pa rin ung cnbi mo.. (shit! Ganun kababaw pagtingin nya sapagmamahal ko..to the point na kelangan nya ko lokohin..pero ako nmn tong tanga..nagpaloko!! ) 2 tell u honestly, kya ko mawala c normaine, wag lang ikaw..she’ll not and will neverever could replace you..mwla na ang pakner ko, wag lng ang honeyko..SOL..pls.takecare..4 me, pls..di kc mapapantayan/malalampasan ni norms ung kasiyahan n’fulfillment na ibinigay mo sakin..i hope mas makilala mo pa ako..malalaman mong dikita kayang ipagpalit..(charr..) Di ako ganun, kung cnong mahal ko, di ko na kailangang palitan..(WTF!) Sabi mo di mo na ako asawa..i just ignored it pro nasaktan ako sa cnbi mo..pro I knownmn na mas madami akong nagawang mga bagay na nakasakit sa’yo.. Thank you 4 d kiss SOL! I love it..pinasaya mo ako..thank u very much..think of menmn! I love you so much! Hope na matanggap mo ako tulad noong una..im begging you 2 4give me..i don’t wannagive up..sorry..but I just don’t want 2 lose u.. Masakit isipin na sa pagdating ko, lalo ka pang nagsusuffer atnahihirapan/nasasaktan..maybe kahit wala akong mgwa or gngwa, u still love me..as awhole.. U never knew how much u made me hapi everytime u’re with me..talkin’ 2 me..holdin’me..kissin’ me.. I’m worried about you..feels/looks like you’re unhappy..i just want 2 see a smile onur face..please..i’m too worried ‘bout you..di ka nmn nagsasalita. I don’t feel that youstill need me, but I need you, coz I love you! Thank you for being so nice 2 me..very nice..by giving everythin’ 2 make mehappy..thank you.. Just want you 2 know what’s inside me..thank 4 d trust and love that I don’t deserve2 have..i promise 2 stay as long as you want me to..and whatever shit that mayhappen..DEADSURE, I’ll still be there 4 u.. Want 2 say sorry dun sa napakapangit kong ugali..i’m still maybe that too selfish cozI just want u 2 be mine..mine alone..gusto ko kc sa akin ka lang, ako lang ung iniisipmo..that’s 2 selfish of me db? Iniisip ko lang lagi ung gusto ko, ung nararamdaman koat ung alam kong tama without knowin na nasasaktan ko na pala angpinakamahalagang tao sa akin.. Sorry dahil marami akong hinihingi sa u..i know u’ll always tryin na ibigay sakin unkahit napakahirap at hindi madali para sau..dahil iba ka sa knla..ibang iba ka! KayaMAHAL NA MAHAL KITA! Hope u’re hapi havin me in ur life.. Coz me? I’m so hapi havin u..being with u and 2 beowned by you..and im so hapi 2 be called YOURS. Im really sorry. Thanks for understanding me, even I always hurt u..thanks 4 lovinme..i hop u won’t change. Sana ung luv mo pra sa’kin ay hindi magbago sa mga nakikitamong kahinaan ko..
I’ll stay with u coz u want me 2 n’ simply because I love u..just do trust me honeyand I’ll always be here 4 u..you know you’re right, it’s really hard lovin you..but evenif it’s so..I LOVE LOVING YOU!! (yun nga ginawa ko, I trusted you..pero anongnangyari? Anong ginawa mo? sinaktan mo lang ako..) Ur love is still d only thing that matter in dis world.My turn..Me babalikan pa ba’ko?..or I’ll just say..Babalik ka pa ba sa’kin?Ros..Hope..i’m still the half of your life....just like you told me..Pagkakamali ‘tong pakikipag-break sa’yo..ang hirap..di ako makatagal..iniisip ko mas ok ‘to kc di ko na maririnigung ilang things na nakakasakit sa’kin..and those things na ayoko na talaga marinig..ung mga bagay na pinag-aawayan natin..kaya lang..eto kcng puso ko..hinahanap ka!Nalulungkot..mag-isa..Naghahanap ng totoong magmamahal sa kanya..Eh ikaw lang un!!I MISS YOU TERRIBLY..I’m playing strong..pretending I’m that ok..but hell NO!hope u still love to accept me..hope u’re still saving ur life for me..mahal na mahal kita!I wanna be with you..my honey..FORGIVE ME!!I know this isn’t enough to believe in me again..but I know.. I NEED YOU BACK.SORRY..if I always hurt you..SORRY..if I made mistakes..
SORRY..if I was acting like a child..SORRY..if I’ve done wrong..and..SORRY..if I want to clear this up..‘coz I don’t wanna lose you..‘coz it will make me cry..it will make me hurt..it will make me sad..and…. it will make me MISS YOU..and it will cause me pain..sorry..pls. forgive me hon..I’m so scared.. I’m so sick and tired everyday I wake up and see myself into the mirror..I’m so scared to everybody who sees me..I’m scared when you’re holding me, touching me..much more when you’re kissin me..You know that it’s not because I don’t like what u are doing..it’s me that I hate the most..I feel so dirty. If you only knew how hard it is for me..How much pain I’m bearing..how much sorrow I’m carrying with me..Pero dahil mo, tinutulungan mo akong lumaban..Stay with me, hon. coz I need you!Ros..Hon, I know pagod na pagod ka na. ganon din ako.But there’s no easy way out ----Lahat Mahirap!I miss you so much..i don’t know how will I handle this loneliness I’m feeling..and I don’t know how can we spend a time without any troubles..without thinking of anybody and anything else..without any seconds to hide..without thinking we’re just running out of time..Only OURS.. ALL OURS..Exclusively ours!!But still, there’s a lot of people we think all above..Ganyan sila ka-grateful sa’tin..Selfish pa ba matatawag yun?
Kung selfish na pagbigyan sarili nating kaligayahan..Pano naman tayo?hon..kung di man tayo mag-usap..kung di man tayo magkita..it doesn’t mean na gusto ko’to..alam mong may reason..and it’s for both of us to know and understand.And bear in mind..andito lang ako..i’ll be always here for you..I may not be with you physically, but my heart and soul is in you!At alam ko nararamdaman mo ako.Stay still, my darling.Don’t ignore God’s presence. He’s always there too!Faster and nearer than I am.How I love you Hon! A life who cares for you..more than her ownself..It’s just me…,, forever.. mvmYOU.. fills my heart with an angel’s hymn..pour my soul with God’s blessings..cover my mind with heavy and wild imaginations..and..loved my whole life with so much love! Wud u try to call me? kahit lasing ako I still do want to know what’s ur good news..Kadarating ko lang, di na naman me nakapasok sa law.. ansakit ng ulo ko..Lahat kami lasing! Want to talk 2 u! luv u..mwuah! Sna nmn kahit minsan di na ako maging problema sa u..mahal na mahal lang kita talaga kaya akoganito..overprotective and overpossessive but I never intended to hurt you..coz I love you so much hon! Hon lalaban na kmi d2 sa pinamalayan nka-TVNet ata. Isang gudluck nmn n Godbless jn! Isang kiz lang tanggal napagod n kaba ko….Plz luv u po..pray 4 us. Hon pakisabi na lang sa’min or magtx k sa bahay or kol dem..pakisabi champ kmi.. Nlman ko sa sarili q na wala ng hihigit pa sa pagmamahal na ibinibigay mo sa’kin.. mwala na cla, wag lng ikaw!Datz very heavy.. Pde nmn..sbhin mo lng na akin ka…I’ll make everything possible..dnt waste ur tym ney plz.. gs2 q na patunayan atipadama ung pgmamahal q sau..Wazzup honey..sori for dis space wasted dis way..just want 2 say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! And I’ll not gothrough this schemes of mine w/o you.. you might sometimes misunderstood me, get scared of me but its okcoz I’m worth it..2 b treated juz lyk that. It’s 2 much wen ur alwayz tryin 2 make me hapi evn f it’s your
loss..of ur everything.. juz laid down n’ 2 put on risk juz 4 me.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. juz 4 noreason I juz want u 2 know coz its damn true. Pls. take care honey.Especially at times like these,faith can help in all kinds of ways.Trust in God…His love is there to protect and guide you along the way.And trust in me…I’m here for you..to try to give youall the support you need,to pray for you,and to remind you how muchGod loves you.Sol,Hon! Isipin mo lahat ng sasabihin ko sa’yo..Ginagawa ko ito dahil wala akong makitang ibangparaan para malaman mong nandito ako..still willing to take you from that place..still willing to comfort you..still willing to love you!How I wish I can do somethin’ to take away all the painsn’ sufferings that you have ryt now..You know what, kanina pa ako nag-iisip kunganong magagawa ko.. don’t you ever think na hinditotoo ‘to.. I really want to hug you, kiss you, butstill I know that the memory remains! Alam mo..anginiisip ko lang nagyon..is how to….take you out fromthe dark..from the fuckin hell..wer I can love you tothe fullest.. I can’t promise to stay beside you alwayscoz I can’t do that..but I can promise to still love youno matter what.. napakaswerte ko dahil minahal moako..you’re more than a girlfriend to me..thank you very much for lovin meI love you very much SOL..