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with lower depression and also with well-being in developing countries. Ninety percent of adolescents live in developing countries, and at least two-thirds are oral learners who prefer
learning through stories and drama. This paper proposes a Bible story based curriculum that trains students in problem solving skills, character strengths, and both spiritual and secular
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aesthetic impact of these pursuits has been multi-dimensional and far-reaching. In their study of Asian philosophy and religion, jazz musicians have been exposed to the sounds and musical processes they have discovered in the cultures from which these traditions have emerged. One can hear this influence in musical borrowings, such as the use of traditional instrumentation, the reworking of melodic material from folk and classical genres, and the incorporation of indigenous
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William shannon---original-blessing---the-gift-of-the-true-self
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ORIGINAL BLESSING:
THE GIFT OF THE
TRUE SELF
By WILLIAM H. SHANNON
A
N INTUITION SHARED by many of the high religions is
the belief that the happiness which all women and men
now seek is actually a reality whichthey possessed in the
beginning'. It was the original blessing given to humanity:
the blessing of self-awareness of the experience of one's own
identity. To put it in terms of the topic of this article, the original
blessing was the gift of the true self or, as the Zen Buddhists would
express it, the experience of 'your original face before you were
born'.
There is also in most of the high religions a realization that it is
not this true self that we ordinarily experience. The myth of the
'fall' suggests the puzzling and unexplainable fact that we are
alienated from that true self. A seeming abyss separates us from
our true self. Indeed, a false self seems to take over the direction
of our lives. The way to salvation (not just 'in the beyond', but
in the here and now) is to discover our true self. This discovery is
actually a 'recovery', since the true self is always there. It is simply
that we have not been attentive to it. We have not been aware
that it is there. Hence we have to be awakened to its presence.
That awakening which makes us attentive to and aware of the
presence of the true self is what Thomas Merton would call
contemplation.
Thomas Merton wrote a great deal about the true self and the
false self; and what he had to say about these two terms has been
the subject of much writing by others as well as by myself. 1 In this
relatively short article it is clearly not possible to deal with the
many passages throughout the Merton corpus that deal with these
elusive 'entities'. I should like to approach Merton's thoughts on
this matter by using a quotation from one of his letters as a kind
of centrepiece for what I want to say. The quotation is from a
letter Merton wrote to Amiya Chakravarty and the students of
Smith College in Northampton, Massachusetts.
2. 38 ORIGINAL BLESSING
The background of the letter is helpful in understanding Merton's
words. In the spring term of 1967, Amiya Chakravarty, a Hindu
scholar and a friend of Merton, was teaching at Smith College.
One of the projects he set for himself was to organize a Merton
evening for students and faculty. It was held on March 28, 1967
and involved readings and discussions of some of Merton's writings.
The day following this brief symposium, Dr Chakravarty wrote to
Merton:
We were immersed in the silence and eloquence of your thoughts
and writings . . . The young scholars here realize that the absolute
rootedness of your faith makes you free to understand other faiths. 2
Several of the 'young scholars' also wrote to Merton telling him
how pleased they had been with that evening's experience.
On April 13 Merton replied to Dr Chakravarty and the students.
Nothing can be more rewarding to a writer, he told them, than to
be understood and appreciated. He expressed his belief that they
had indeed understood what he had written. But more than that
they had come to see something most precious--and most available
too: namely, 'the reality that is present to us and in us'. While
we may give different names to that reality (Being, Atman, Pneuma,
Silence), still, however we name it, the simple fact is that,
by being attentive, by learning to listen (or recovering the natural
capacity to listen which cannot be learned any more than breath-
ing), we can find ourselves engulfed in such happiness that it
cannot be explained; the happiness of being at one with everything
in that hidden ground of Love for which there can be no
explanations. 3
This brief statement is of decisive importance in grasping
Merton's understanding of reality. He is speaking about 'happiness'
and makes clear his conviction that this sum of human blessings
can be found only by going beyond the dualities of life: an
enormously difficult undertaking, because these dualities seem so
real to us. Merton locates true happiness in 'being at one' with
everything. And that oneness is no pantheistic or impersonal
melange, for it springs from a 'hidden ground'; and that 'Ground'
is personal, for it is the 'Ground of Love'.
This happiness cannot be explained; nor can the hidden G~onnd
of Love in which it is to be found. But it can be achieved by
3. ORIGINAL BLESSING 39
attentiveness, by listening. For most of us, Merton seems to be
suggesting, 'listening', which should be as natural to us as breath-
ing, is in fact something we have to discover in ourselves or, rather,
recover (for it is always there).
The attentiveness of which Merton speaks (and he often uses as
synonyms 'awareness' or 'awakedness') is not so much something
we do but something we are. Attentiveness is not the same thing
as thinking. Thinking tends to divide: it implies a subject thinking
and an object that is thought about. Attentiveness or awareness,
on the other hand, is a very different experience: it reduces the
distance between me and what I am aware of. A deep sense of
attentive awareness closes the gap between me and that of which
I am aware. It brings together and unites. In fact, in a deep
experience of attentive awareness, the subject-object dichotomy
disappears. I am not aware of something. I am simply aware.
Thus, the reader should note that Merton does not tell us that
we achieve happiness by being attentive to the 'hidden ground of
Love', as if 'It' were the object of our attention. Rather he says
that through simple attentiveness, pure awareness, we find ourselves
'at one with everything in that hidden ground of Love'. To put
this more explicitly: if we say, in a Christian context, that by the
'hidden ground of Love' we mean God, then Merton is making
clear that we are not subjects who discover God as an object. It is
rather that our subjectivity becomes one with the subjectivity of
God. In that oneness, we find ourselves 'at one with everything'.
I would venture a step further and say that this simple attentive-
ness, this pure awareness where there is no object, is what Thomas
Merton means by contemplation. Writing in New seeds of contemplation,
he says:
[I]n the depths of contemplative prayer there seems to be no
division between subject and object and there is no reason to make
any statement about God or about oneself. HE IS and this reality
absorbs everything else.4
This attentiveness, in which we discover our oneness with God
and in him with all reality, may be thought of 'in at least two
different ways. There is, in the first place, the most fundamental
type of attentiveness or awareness: an awareness built into us so
to speak. It is part of the package of being a creature. It is of the
very necessity of our existence that we be in God; for apart from
4. 40 ORIGINAL BLESSING
the Source and Ground of my being, I am nothing. This deep
awareness is buried within us. Many people do not know it is
there. It belongs to the unconscious or superconscious level of our
being; and many people never get in touch with that level of their
being. And it really is a pity that we do not. As Merton wrote to
a friend in England: 'All that is best in us is either unconscious
or superconscious'. 5
There is a delightful sUfi story that can perhaps concretize our
understanding of this deep awareness of God buried in the deepest
recesses of our being. According to the story, before he created the
world, God said to Adam, 'Am I not your God who created you?'
Adam answered, 'Yes'. Ever after, according to the Sufi tale, there
has been in every woman and man this question: 'Am I not your
God who created you?' This is the silent question that is 'built
into' all of us: a question that calls us to acknowledge our
creaturehood, our emptiness, our nothingness. The question is a
prod to attentive awareness. God is there. He/She is our Creator:
the Source of our being. And God goes on creating: he/she is,
therefore, that ever present (though hidden) Ground that makes it
possible for us to continue in being. That is why this question is
created into me: 'Am I not your God who created you?'
But we are created, not only with this question, but also with
the answer: 'Yes!' Our acknowledgement that he/she created us is
not so much a 'Yes' that we speak, but a 'Yes' that we are. It too
is 'built into' us, whether we are aware of it or not. It is the speech
of our deepest silence.
This ontological awareness of God (this contemplative dimension
of our being, if you will), which is 'built into' us, is present even
if we never advert to it. It lies asleep in us, as it were, until it is
awakened and we arrive at a second kind of awareness: conscious
awareness. This is the meaning of contemplative prayer: to bring
to the surface of our lives this fundamental awareness that is an
essential element of our being. In moments of silent, quiet, empty-
ing prayer, this awareness may surface in my life and I experience
this awareness of God--which is at the same time an awareness of
myself and all things else in God. Again, I must repeat, it is not
an awareness of any Object or objects. It is simply pure awareness.
This, I think, is what Merton had in mind when he wrote in
New seeds of contemplation:
5. ORIGINAL BLESSING 41
It is as if in creating us God asked a question, and in awakening
us to contemplation he answered the question, so that the con-
templative is at the same time the question and the answerfi
Contemplation is the silent hearing of this question, 'Am I not
your God who created you?' and the silent answering, 'Yes', but
with the acute awareness that the question and the 'Yes' must be
understood, not as something we hear and say, but something we
are. The question and the answer put me squarely in God. Apart
from him/her I am not an answer; I am not even a question. I
am nothing.
I read recently a brief news item about a town in Arizona, a
place of less than one hundred inhabitants. With self-effacing
modesty these people had named their town 'Nothing'. One day
a fire completely destroyed the town. The news headline read:
'Nothing is left of "Nothing'". If we were to be apart from God
even for an instant, that would be our story: 'nothing would be
left of nothing'.
This is why I want to stress the point that attentive awareness
of God in no sense means that I, as a separate subject, am aware
of God as an object. For I as a separate subject simply do not
exist. Nor can God ever be conceived of as an object, even as an
object of thought and reflection. As soon as we try to grasp him/
her in our thought and reflection, he/she disappears; what remains
is the construct of our thoughts and words. Thus, it would be
wrong to think of God as one existent among other existents. He/
She is rather, as Merton says in our text, the Ground of all that
exists. He/She is the Source whence all reality comes. He/She is
the Ground in which they continue to be. God is in all and all
exist because of him. That is why awareness of God is not awareness
of an Object. It is pure awareness, simple attentiveness. Merton
writes in New seeds of contemplation:
There is 'no such thing' as God because God is neither a 'what'
nor a 'thing' but a pure 'Who'. He is the 'Thou' before whom
our inmost 'I' springs into awareness [and love. He is the living
God, Yahweh, 'I AM', who calls us into being out of nothingness,
so that we stand before Him made in His image and reflecting
His infinite being in our littleness and reply: 'I am'. And so with
St. Paul we awaken to the paradox that beyond our natural being
we have a higher being 'in Christ' which makes us as if we were
6. 4:2 ORIGINAL BLESSING
not and as if He alone were in us . . .]7 (The section in brackets
was added by Merton to the French text.)8
Speaking to a group of contemplative nuns in December of 1967,
Merton said:
We should have an immanent approach to prayer. God is not an
Object . . . God is Subject, a deeper 'I'. He is the Ground of my
subjectivity. God wants to know Himself in us.9
When at that same conference the question was put to him:
'How can we best help people to attain union with God?', his
answer was very clear. We must, he says, tell them that they are
already united with God. Contemplative prayer is nothing other
than 'the coming into consciousness' of what is already there. We
must, Merton tells us, 'love God as our other self, that is, our
truer and deeper self'.
The true self, then, whether in hiddenness or in conscious
awareness, is always there: my being springing out of God who is
Being. I am distinct from God (I am obviously not God), yet I
am not separate from him/her (for how could a being be separate
from its very Ground?). The happiness of the true self is 'the
happiness of being at one with everything'. That 'at-oneness' with
everything is experienced not statically, but dynamically, in the
intercourse of love that flows through everything: the love which
rises out of that hidden Ground which is All in all.
At this point I am quite ready to admit that all I have said thus
far must seem remote indeed from our actual experience of daily
living. Seldom, if ever, do we experience this oneness in love. All
too frequently what we experience is separateness, alienation. We
see people being used and manipulated by others. We see injustice,
exploitation and division.
Why is it that what we actually experience is so different from
what it would seem we ought to be experiencing? If we look for
the villain in the story, that role--according to Merton's thinking--
would be played by the false self. At this point I need to warn the
unwary reader that this term, as Merton uses it, is somewhat
elusive and difficult to understand. I confess to struggling with it
for a long time and finding myself still a bit diffident about offering
my present view of what it means. It surely is a term that can
easily be misinterpreted. Thus one could easily make the mistake
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of reading it in a moral sense, in which case, one would be inclined
to think of the 'false self' as being untruthful, sinful, immoral.
Now there is no doubt that it can, perhaps often does, mean that.
But, as I see it, such a meaning is derivative and does not catch the
primary sense in which Merton uses the term 'false self'. In
speaking of the false self, Merton, if I understand him correctly, is
thinking primarily in ontological terms. By this I mean that the
adjective 'false' conveys the notion of unsubstantiality, of lacking
in any fullness of being. The 'false self' is, one might say, deficient
in being: deficient especially in the sense that it is impermanent,
not enduring. It cannot survive death.
That 'false self' has primarily this ontological meaning for
Merton is borne out, I think, by reflection on other adjectives
he often uses as substitutes for 'false', for example, 'external',
'superficial', 'empirical', 'outward', 'contingent', 'private',
'shadow', 'illusory', 'fictitious', 'smoke', 'feeble', 'petty', etc. All
these adjectives suggest, in different ways, that we are dealing with
a self that is real, but only at a very limited level of reality. The
false self keeps us on the surface of reality: both its fears and its
joys are superficial. It is limited by time and space and to time and
space: it has a biography and a history, both of which we write
by the actions we perform and the roles we play and both of which
are destined to cease with death. That is why Merton calls it 'the
evanescent self' or the 'smoke self' that willdisappear like smoke
up a chimney. Its well-being needs constantly to be fed by
accomplishments and by the admiration of others. It is the ego-
self, the self as object or, in Merton's words:
the self which we observe as it goes about its biological business,
the machine which we regulate and tune up and feed with all
kinds of stimulants and sedatives, constantly trying to make it run
more and more smoothly, to fit the patterns prescribed by the
salesman of pleasure-giving and anxiety-laden commodities.t°
What must we do to move beyond this empirical ego, which
alienates us from our true being, and recover that true and
substantial self which is beyond and above the level of mere
empirical individuality with its superficial enjoyments and fears?
The Christian answer (and there are similar answers in other
religions) is that there must be death and rebirth. To quote Merton
again:
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[I]n order to become one's true self, the false self must die. In
order for the inner self to appear the outer self must disappear:
or at least become secondary, unimportant . . .
True Christianity is growth in the life of the Spirit, a deepening
of the new life, a continuous rebirth, in which the exterior and
superficial life of the ego-self is discarded like an old snake skin
and the mysterious invisible self of the Spirit becomes more present
and more active.ll
This growth involves an on-going transformation, whereby we
are liberated from selfishness and grow in love so that, in some
sense, we become love or, in the words of our basic text, we are
'at one with everything in that hidden ground of love', which we
can only experience but never explain. We die to selfishness and
come alive in love.
How is this blessing achieved, whereby we are able finally to
transcend the empirical self and discover, once and for all, our
true self?. Thomas Merton's answer, I believe, would be that this
consummation occurs either in death or in contemplation, which
is to say that it is either an eschatological experience or an in-
depth prayer experience that transforms my consciousness.
Most people, he would say, arrive at this full awakening of the
true self only in death. For death is better understood, not as the
separation of the soul from the body, but as the disappearance of
the false self and the emergence of the true self. Seen not as a
passion (namely, something that happens to a person), but as an
action (i.e. something that a person does) death is the moment of
the fullest human freedom. In that .moment, a person, freed from
the limitations of space and time, is able to cast aside the illusions
that once were so captivating and, in an emptiness hitherto
unexperienced, is enabled at last to affirm his/her true identity. A
person dies into God. He/She discovers in death what was always
true, but not adverted to, that we are in God. Death is being in
the hidden ground of Love in full attentive awareness. This is
eternal happiness.
This side of that eschatological awakening, it is possible to
realize one's true self only in the experience of contemplation.
Contemplation is the highest form of the 'spiritual life'. It means
that one is totally empty (i.e. of all separateness) and at the same
time totally full (i.e. at one with all that is and with the Source
and Ground of al~). ~n contemplation, 'the infmite~7 "fontal"
(source-like) creativity of our being in Being is somehow attained
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and becomes in its turn a source of action and creativity in the
world around us'. 12
How absurd, then, to think--as some people do--that contem-
plation has to do with God to the exclusion of all else: as if God
were an 'Object' that must be preferred to 'all other objects'. In
A vow of conversation Merton reflects on the 'unutterable confusion
of those who think that God is a mental object and that to "love
God alone" is to exclude all other objects and concentrate on this
one. Fatal. Yet that is why so many misunderstand the meaning
of contemplation . . .'13
The discovery of the true self--whether in contemplation or in
death--is the termination of the experience of duality. More than
that it is the end of dualistic speech. At this point it seems proper
for me to admit that the principal difficulty in reading this article,
not to say in the writing of it, is that the language we speak rises
out of the experience of duality. The language of non-dualism is
silence: a communing that is beyond words and beyond thoughts.
One of the problems I have experienced in writing this article is
that I have had to put words on silence. I have been obliged to
describe non-dualism with terms that are dualistic. Almost inevi-
tably this means that I have given an impression that I do not
intend to convey: namely, the notion that when I talk about the
'true self' and the 'false self' there is somehow a third party who
has these 'two' selves and in whom 'they' battle to see who wins
out. I will mention just two examples of what I mean. Early in
the article I said, 'we are alienated from our true self', and later,
something similar: 'The false self keeps us on the surface of reality'.
The obvious question that comes to a perceptive reader is: whom
are we designating when we speak of the 'alienated we' or the 'us
kept on the surface of reality'? And, lest you think that it is I who
am muddling language, let me cite yet another example of this
dualistic writing, but this time from one of Merton's works. In his
book The wisdom of the desert, he speaks of the spiritual journey of the
Fathers of the Egyptian desert: an inner journey more important, he
believes, than any flight into outer space. For Merton asks, 'What
can we gain by sailing to the moon, if we are not able to cross the
abyss that separates 'US from ourselves? '14 What he is saying is that
we have to cross the abyss that separates our surface consciousness
from the deep and creative realm of the unconscious. Only when
we cross over do we become our true self. At this point, dualistic
language simply breaks down. For if my true self is on the other
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side of the abyss, who is it that crosses over the abyss? I simply
cannot give an answer to this koan-like question. There is no real
crossing over. For the true self simply is. And that is it. As Merton
once expressed it: 'You have to experience duality for a long time
until you see it's not there'. ~a
Meanwhile, by being attentive, we come to realize our inner
potential and begin to 'find ourselves engulfed in such happiness
that it cannot be explained: the happiness of being at one with
everything in that hidden ground of Love for which there can be
no explanations'.
NOTES
1 See, for example, Carr, Anne E.: A searchfor wisdom and spirit: Thomas Merton's theology of
the se/f (Notre Dame, 1988); Thurston, Bonnie Bowman: 'Self and the world: two directions
of the spiritual life', Cistercian Studies, vol 18 (1983), pp 149-155; Shannon, William H:
'Thomas Merton and the discovery of the real self', Cistercian Studies, vol 13 (1978), pp
298-308; Shannon, William H: 'Thomas Merton and the quest for self-identity', Cistercian
Studies, vol 22 (1987), pp 172-189; Kilconrse, George: 'Personifications of the true self in
Thomas Merton's poetry', Cistercian Studies, vol 24 (1989), pp 144-53.
2 Merton, Thomas: Thomas Merton letters: the hidden ground of love (New York, 1985), p 115.
3 Ibid.
4 Merton, Thomas: New seeds of contemplation (New York, 1962), p 167.
5 Hidden ground of love, p 341.
6 New seeds, p 3.
7 New seeds, p 13.
Unpublished Letter to Marie Tadie, (Merton Center, Louisville, Kentucky): 22 November
1962.
9 Unpublished Notes (Merton Center, Louisville, Kentucky).
10Merton, Thomas: Faith and violence (Notre Dame, 1968), p 112.
i1 Merton, Thomas: Love and living (New York, 1979), p 199.
12 Faith and violence, p 115.
13Merton, Thomas: A vow of conversation (New York, 1988), p 142.
14Merton, Thomas: The wisdom of the desert (New York, 1960), p 11.
15Steindl-Rast, David: 'Recollections of Thomas Merton's last days in the West' Monastic
Studies (September 1969), pp 1-10.