Ayahuasca can lead to profound changes, but sometimes the underlying mechanism stay the same and a spiritual ego is formed after Ayahuasca. Ayahuasca, known for its profound and intense transformative power, can initiate deep shifts within individuals, often leading to significant personal and spiritual growth. However, during these profound changes, a subtle yet potentially limiting trap can emerge: the formation of a ‘spiritual ego.' This phenomenon, while not often discussed, is an important aspect to consider for anyone on their spiritual journey, especially those who have experienced the depths of Ayahuasca. But what exactly is a spiritual ego? How can we recognize its presence in ourselves or others, and more importantly, why is it considered a limitation rather than a progression on the spiritual path? Addressing these questions is crucial in ensuring that our journey towards healing and growth doesn't inadvertently lead us astray. In this exploration, we will dive into the nature of the spiritual ego, its signs and symptoms, the ways it can subtly undermine true spiritual growth, and strategies for recognizing and avoiding it in our own personal journeys.

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Spiritual ego after Ayahuasca – avoid these traps
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Ayahuasca, known for its profound and intense transformative power, can initiate deep shifts
within individuals, often leading to significant personal and spiritual growth. However, during
these profound changes, a subtle yet potentially limiting trap can emerge: the formation of a
‘spiritual ego.' This phenomenon, while not often discussed, is an important aspect to
consider for anyone on their spiritual journey, especially those who have experienced the
depths of Ayahuasca. But what exactly is a spiritual ego? How can we recognize its
presence in ourselves or others, and more importantly, why is it considered a limitation rather
than a progression on the spiritual path? Addressing these questions is crucial in ensuring
that our journey towards healing and growth doesn't inadvertently lead us astray. In this
exploration, we will dive into the nature of the spiritual ego, its signs and symptoms, the ways
it can subtly undermine true spiritual growth, and strategies for recognizing and avoiding it in
our own personal journeys.
Key takeaways:
Instead of using traditional status symbols the spiritual ego uses different measuring
sticks.
The underlying mechanism of the ego remains the same, about being right, defending
one’s viewpoint, proving the other person wrong and trying to gain a sense of
superiority (to cover up an internal sense of inadequacy)

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True spirutality is anchored in humility and gratitude and does need to convince its
environment on how spiritual one is.
What is the ego:
Understanding the concept of ego is crucial before we delve into the notion of a ‘spiritual
ego,' particularly in the context of Ayahuasca and spiritual transformation. The ego, as
previously discussed in the blog on ‘Ego Death,' has a variety of interpretations but often
refers to the part of us that craves affirmation and superiority, masking deeper insecurities or
feelings of inadequacy.
In many Western cultures, the ego often manifests through material accomplishments and
comparisons: who has the most luxurious car, the most impressive house, or the most
attractive partner. These external symbols become measures of self-worth, driving a desire
to appear superior in the eyes of others (in order to mask an inner feeling of unworthiness).
However, following an Ayahuasca experience, a person's priorities may shift profoundly. The
realization might dawn that material wealth, isn't the ultimate yardstick of life's value. Yet, this
newfound understanding doesn't automatically dissolve the underlying mechanisms of the
ego. The need for validation and a sense of superiority can stubbornly persist, only now it
may express itself in a different guise.
This is where the spiritual ego comes into play. Post-Ayahuasca, as individuals reassess
their values and what they consider important, there's a risk of substituting traditional status
symbols with more ‘spiritual' ones. Instead of competing over material possessions, people
might begin to measure their worth by:
Number of ceremonies: Boasting about the number of Ayahuasca ceremonies one has
participated in, as if it were a badge of honor or spiritual maturity.
Number of cups: Some might take pride in the amount of Ayahuasca they consume during
ceremonies, equating higher doses with greater spiritual prowess.
Minimalism as Superiority: Contrarily, there can be a sense of superiority in needing fewer
ceremonies to achieve insights, implying a more ‘advanced' spiritual state.
Meditation Practices: Pride in the frequency or duration of meditation practices can also be
a sign, suggesting a belief that more meditation equates to higher spiritual standing.
Especially the notion that one is more advanced because one meditates more.
Environmental Consciousness: Using one's carbon footprint or eco-friendly habits as a
means to feel superior to others veers into the territory of spiritual ego.

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Rejecting Mainstream Culture: A sense of pride in not participating in the ‘rat race' or not
conforming to mainstream news and culture, implying a sense of awakening or
enlightenment that others lack.
These are just a few examples, and there are undoubtedly many more ways in which a
spiritual ego can manifest.
The ego, still operating from a place of needing to feel superior, merely shifts its focus from
the material to the spiritual realm. Understanding this subtle transition is key to recognizing
and addressing the emergence of a spiritual ego in our journey of personal and spiritual
growth.
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The underlying mechanism
Peeling back the layers to understand the truth behind such behaviors reveals a fundamental
aspect of the ego: its tendency to create separation and a sense of superiority. Taking the
example of environmental consciousness, while it is undoubtedly beneficial and important for
the health of our planet, the moment it transforms into a means of feeling superior to others,
its essence becomes distorted.
This sense of superiority, of setting oneself apart as more aware or more enlightened, is a
classic trait of the ego at work. The ego thrives on distinction and separation. In the spiritual
context, especially in teachings echoed in Ayahuasca experiences, the emphasis is often on
the interconnectedness of all beings, the dissolution of the illusion of separateness.
When environmental consciousness—or any other commendable quality or practice—
becomes a yardstick to measure oneself against others, it feeds into the ego's divisive
nature. This not only contradicts the spirit of oneness but also hinders genuine personal and
spiritual growth. It creates a barrier, an ‘us versus them' mentality, which is counterproductive
to the very essence of most spiritual paths that advocate for unity, compassion, and
understanding.
Recognizing this tendency is crucial in avoiding the pitfalls of the spiritual ego. It's about
embracing positive practices and beliefs not as tools for self-aggrandizement, but as
expressions of a deeper understanding of our interconnectedness and shared journey
towards a better world. This approach fosters a true spirit of oneness, moving beyond the
ego's divisive tendencies.
The spiritual ego is obvious to everybody around it and annoying

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The impact of a spiritual ego on one’s social environment is often quite stark and generally
not well-received. Typically, everyone except the individual with the spiritual ego can see its
effects, and it tends to be a source of annoyance or discomfort. The reason is simple: people
naturally resist when someone appears to be flaunting their perceived (spiritual) superiority
or achievements. This kind of behavior, which can come off as self-righteous or
condescending, rarely garners the admiration or validation the individual might seek.
Moreover, people generally do not appreciate being preached to about how they should live
their lives or what spiritual paths they should follow. This can lead to friction and arguments,
as those on the receiving end of such unsolicited advice or judgment react against what they
perceive as arrogance or intrusiveness. In response, the person with the spiritual ego may
further entrench themselves in their beliefs, viewing others as less enlightened or aware,
thereby reinforcing their sense of superiority.
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Attracting a romantic partner through the spiritual ego
The shadow side of spiritual practice, including the use of one's experiences with
Ayahuasca, can manifest in various ways, and one of them is the use of a spiritual ego as a
tool for attracting romantic partners. This dynamic is particularly evident when individuals
with various Ayahuasca ceremonies use their perceived advanced status to create an aura
of authority and expertise. This can be particularly appealing to newcomers or those less
experienced in the realm of Ayahuasca, who may view these “Ayahuasca veterans” as
figures of spiritual authority or wisdom.
It's important to approach such situations with a healthy dose of skepticism and awareness.
The notion of someone positioning themselves as an enlightened guru, especially as a
means to foster romantic connections, can be a red flag.

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Be cautious of individuals who might claim to have special insights into your spiritual journey,
such as being your twin flame or a connected soul from a past life, particularly if they use
these claims as a basis for advancing a romantic relationship. True spiritual connection and
guidance should be free from ulterior motives and should respect the personal and spiritual
autonomy of each individual.
Must read Blog: Ayahuasca and relationships – the impact of Ayahuasca on romantic
relationships
Observe in yourself:
Observing and understanding our own behaviors and reactions is a crucial step in
recognizing and addressing the spiritual ego within ourselves. It's important to pay attention
to moments when pride, judgment, or a sense of superiority creep into our thoughts and
actions. Each of these instances offers a valuable opportunity for introspection.
When you catch yourself feeling proud in a way that sets you apart from others, or when you
notice you're judging someone, or feeling superior, pause and look deeper.
Ask yourself: What's driving these feelings? Often, you'll find these reactions are rooted in
deeper, perhaps unacknowledged, parts of your ego. These are moments where you're
attaching your identity to certain beliefs, achievements, or perceptions
This self-awareness can reveal how you might be using these identifications to bolster a
sense of self or to engage in arguments or conflicts that ultimately stem from a need to affirm
your ego. By consistently practicing this level of self-reflection, you can start to unravel the
layers of the spiritual ego, understand its origins, and begin to let go of these limiting
identifications. This process is essential for genuine spiritual growth and for maintaining an
authentic, humble approach to your spiritual journey.
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Allow things and people to be
Embracing the beauty of simply being, without the urge to prove oneself or assert dominance
over others, is a liberating aspect of personal growth. Imagine a state of existence where
your self-worth isn't contingent on others' perceptions, where the need to validate your
opinions or belittle others' choices becomes unnecessary. Picture a life where happiness isn't
derived from controlling or changing those around you, but from an inner contentment that's
independent of external factors.
This approach to life allows for a profound sense of freedom and authenticity. Engaging in
activities purely for the joy they bring, without the compulsion to broadcast these experiences
on social media or seek external validation, can be incredibly fulfilling. It’s about shedding the

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need for constant internal commentary or judgment and embracing a more peaceful, present
way of living.
As you begin to release these patterns and stop expending energy on maintaining a certain
image or proving your worth, you'll find that you have more energy available for meaningful
pursuits. This energy can then be channeled into following your intuitive hunches, exploring
your passions, and engaging with the world in a more authentic and fulfilling way.
Letting things and people be, and accepting them as they are, opens up a space for genuine
connection and understanding. It allows for interactions that are rooted in respect and
appreciation rather than judgment and ego. This shift in perspective can lead to more
harmonious relationships, a deeper sense of peace, and a greater alignment with your true
self.
True spirituality is connected with humility and gratitude
True spirituality, at its core, is deeply entwined with humility and gratitude. These qualities
reflect a mature understanding of life's impermanence and the fortuitous nature of our
circumstances. A truly spiritual person recognizes the serendipity in their journey,
acknowledging the lucky breaks and the confluence of factors that have led them to where
they are. This awareness creates a sense of humility, an understanding that life is a complex
weave of experiences, and no single person is solely responsible for their successes or
failures.
Humility in spirituality translates to a relinquishing of the need to always be right, to prove
oneself to others. The pursuit of validation and approval becomes less important, as one
realizes that true self-worth doesn't hinge on external affirmations. Clinging to these external
validations only leads to more attachments and a dependency on others for self-esteem,
essentially giving away personal power.
Parallel to this humility is a deep sense of gratitude. This isn't just a fleeting acknowledgment
of good fortune but a profound appreciation for the very essence of divinity that permeates
life. It's about recognizing and valuing one's talents, skills, and determination, and
understanding that these attributes are part of existence. Such gratitude extends to an
appreciation of the interconnectedness of life, acknowledging that many of our achievements
and joys are not solely our own making but are also influenced by forces and interactions
beyond our control.
This level of spirituality doesn't negate self-confidence; rather, it brings a quiet confidence
that doesn't need to be broadcasted. It comes with the knowledge that while we play a
significant role in shaping our lives, we are also participants in a grander, dynamic exchange

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with life and spirit. Humility and gratitude, in this sense, are not about diminishing oneself but
about recognizing our place in the vast, intricate network of existence and feeling deeply
thankful for our part in it.
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I really like this quote by Khabib, if you look at it independently from religion he speaks about
exactly that.
Conclusion of spiritual ego after Ayahuasca:
In wrapping up, the key takeaway in our journey of spiritual growth, particularly influenced by
Ayahuasca, is to embody humility and authenticity. True spirituality doesn't need to be
announced loudly; it's reflected quietly in our daily actions and interactions. If you feel you've
reached a significant level of spiritual understanding, let that be evident in your
compassionate, humble way of living, not in proclamations of enlightenment. True
transformation is visible in the peace and harmony of your everyday life, not in the loud
assertion of spiritual achievements. Embrace this journey with a heart full of humility and
gratitude, living your enlightenment rather than merely claiming it.
FAQs:
What is a spiritual ego?
A spiritual ego is very similiar to the normal ego, only that it identifies and defines itself
through other measuring sticks. The western ego mind likes to boost itself with status
symbols, to feel superior to others. The spiritual ego uses different “status symbols”, like how
enlightened one is, how often one meditates, how many Ayahuasca ceremony one has done
and gains a sense of superiority through it.
How do you avoid to form a spiritual ego?
The best way to avoid to form a spiritual ego is to be conscious of one’s thoughts and
patterns. When are you trying to be superior to others, scolding people, proving you are right
etc. One good way is to remain humble and allow others to be, without the need to judge
them.
Find out if Ayahuasca is right for you

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Will you be safe physically and emotionally?
How will you be supported in the ceremony?
How do the facilitators handle difficult situations?
How will you be able to process the experience?
You want change, but will your life be unrecognizable after Ayahuasca?
+ 13 things to consider before drinking Ayahuasca?