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THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER
Stephen Chbosky
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Published by: POCKET BOOKS, Simon and Schuster Inc., 1230 Avenue of the Americas, New
York, NY 10020.
Copyright 1999 by Stephen Chbosky
BOOK JACKET INFORMATION
standing on the fringes of life ... offers a unique perspective. But there comes a time to see what it
looks like from the dance floor.
This haunting novel about the dilemma of passivity vs. passion marks the stunning debut of a
provocative new voice in contemporary fiction: The Perks Of Being A WALLFLOWER
This is the story of what it’s like to grow up in high school. More intimate than a diary, Char-
lie’s letters are singular and unique, hilarious and devastating. We may not know where he lives. We
may not know to whom he is writing. All we know is the world he shares. Caught between trying
to live his life and trying to run from it puts him on a strange course through uncharted territory.
The world of first dates and mixed tapes, family dramas and new friends. The world of sex, drugs,
and The Rocky Horror Picture Show, when all one requires is that perfect song on that perfect
drive to feel infinite.
Through Charlie, Stephen Chbosky has created a deeply affecting coming-of-age story, powerful
novel that will spirit you back to those wild and poignant roller coaster days known as growing up.
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stephen chbosky grew up in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, and graduated from the University of
Southern California’s Filmic Writing Program. His first film, THE FOUR CORNERS OF NO-
WHERE, premiered at the 1995 Sundance Film Festival and went on to win Best Narrative Feature
honors at the Chicago Underground Film Festival. He is the recipient of the Abraham Polonsky
Screenwriting Award for his screenplay EVERYTHING DIVIDED as well as a participant in the
Sundance Institute’s filmmakers’ lab for his current project, FINGERNAILS AND SMOOTH
SKIN. Chbosky lives in New York.
the perks of being a wallflower is his first novel.
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are products of the
author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons,
living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
For my family
acknowledgements
I just wanted to say about all those listed that there would be no book without them, and I
thank them with all of my heart.
Greer Kessel Hendricks Heather Neely Lea, Fred, and Stacy Chbosky Robbie Thompson Chris-
topher McQuarrie Margaret Mehring Stewart Stern Kate Degenhart Mark McClain Wilson David
Wilcox Kate Ward Tim Perell Jack Horner Eduardo Braniff
And finally ...
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Dr. Earl Reum for writing a beautiful poem and Patrick Comeaux for remembering it wrong
when he was 14.
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THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER
PART ONE
August.
1. FACEBOOK LOVE [jabulani mzinyathi 13.05.2015]
It has since become a cliché that not all that glitters is gold. It is another cliché that
never judge a book by its cover. Times without number these clichés go unheeded.
Such is human nature. No matter how many Solomons we get we shall never learn.
Perhaps that applies to only me.
I had to think fast and wriggle out of the mess I had placed myself in by this unbridled
love for technology. When I was able to get away I told myself that I had learnt my
lessons well. I swore that I would never try and charm a woman via the social media.
That rule is cast in stone like the laws Moses got on Mt Sinai.
‘ Mum what? Mum tell me you are pulling my leg. What? It cannot be true that uncle
John is gone. Mum how can that be so? When last I visited him in hospital he was
responding well to treatment. His CD4 count had significantly improved. He was no
longer in denial mode. What went wrong mum? Okay just wait for me mum. Stop wailing
like that mum. Find solace in Ecclesiates three.
She stood there dumbfounded. Her dark, thick sausage like lips were wide open. I could
see a row of uneven teeth. Her twin tunnel like nostrils completed here grotesque look.
As I cast glances at her my mind was in overdrive. I could not fathom what had
happened which had transmogrified that woman of angelic beauty into this unfinished
piece of work which also had a distinct whiff of stale sweat. After what seemed like an
eternity she spoke.
‘ What is it darling? That sounded like a conversation about the death of someone near
and dear. What a bad thing on our date!’
These words nauseated me. My mind was in turmoil. I was dazed like a fish in the steel
talons of a fish eagle. I could have pinched myself if she had not kept staring at me like I
was some rare specimen under a microscope.
‘ I have to go now. Will keep you posted. Sad that I have to leave now. I have to be by
mum’ side. My dad long passed on. My sisters are all in the diaspora. The man who has
passed on is my uncle. He was her only brother. I have to go now. I’m really sorry that
2. this man just died on the day I was supposed to have lots of fun with you. I really will
make it up to you.’
To her credit she could not accept the one hundred dollar note I took out of my wallet.
She said I needed it now that I had a funeral on my hands. Deep inside I was grateful
that I had not paid dearly for my indiscretion. I put back my money into my wallet and
giving her a hug I bade her farewell and walked away without turning. I thought I would
turn into a mound of salt like Lot’s wife.
When I got home I took of my shirt for I could still smell her stale sweat odour. I cursed
myself for having feigned the death of my uncle who had long passed on. I phoned my
mum whom I had not chatted with in a long time. I had been deeply engrossed in the
facebook based love affair which had turned out to be one catastrophe.
My mum was elated to hear my voice. We chatted about on and on for close to thirty
minutes with my mum chiding me for being a prodigal son who had no time for his mum.
Finally she brought on her favourite topic. On hearing that my heart sank. After a long
deafening silence I responded.
‘ Mum I have found love and I am still getting to know the woman. Soon I will be telling
you about my plans with her. We have been dating now for some time and I will bring
her to meet you soon. I hope you will like the stunning beauty and well mannered
prospective daughter in law. Once she gets your nod then wedding bells will toll.’
With that I hung up and slumped onto my bed on my back. I stared vacantly at the white
ceiling. My mind raced through the events of the day. I made a vow. Like one under
hypnosis I fell into a deep slumber.