This document outlines the thoughts, feelings, and actions of someone trying to break into a new career field. They feel frustrated getting experience without a job, but know not to expect easy success. To learn more about their interests and overcome challenges, they talk to many people in the industry, attend events, and push themselves to find resources, even when unmotivated. While seeking help can feel overwhelming, they recognize the importance of multiple perspectives to avoid overburdening any one person. Their goal is to stay focused on learning and discovering the right path for themselves through continued effort and new approaches.