I want to die?im 17 and my whole life my moms been drinking because were poor and since i was little...

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im 17 and my whole life my moms been drinking because were poor and since i was little, i
remember asking her to stop. she never does, even when she says she will. once she tried to kill her
self . my dad isnt in the picture. then we moved last year to another state and i dropped out of school
but i want to go back...
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im 17 and my whole life my moms been drinking because were poor and since i was little, i
remember asking her to stop. she never does, even when she says she will. once she tried to kill her
self . my dad isnt in the picture. then we moved last year to another state and i dropped out of school
but i want to go back this year. so many times she called me an idiot and told me to go find my dad
and that everyone can go **** off. once she grabbed my wrist and asked me if i was going to cut
some more and i was so scared. she wont let me go live with my best friend who is like my second
family and we grew up together. she wants to control everything. she wants to live with me forever

2. she said and i cringe at that thought. ive been to a mental hospital. i tried pills. nothing helps. i want
to scream at her whenever she drinks. everyone knows when shes even tipsy because she yells at
everyone when they do something wrong in her eyes. she isnt the person who should drink. she isnt
fun, shes mean and nasty when she does. ive had alot of messed up things done to me in life and i
can forgive all of them except her. she says she doesnt need to drink, then she does the next day. my
sister lives in our old state and she struggles financially too but she said i can move with her when
they get a house. i want to be away from my mom but she wont let me.shes the cloud. i try to make
things better but the only thing that brings me down is her. i want to die ...
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