2. Table of Contents
Page 3: You Two <3
Page 4: Mango Mouth
Page 5: Ode To Nature
Page 6: Oh Please! Oh Please!
Page 7: Thoughts
Page 8: A Journey
3. You Two <3
You two. The two. The only two. I dont know how I can thank you guys enough. You two are too spe-
cial to me. I'm sitting here at midnight unable to fall asleep because I'm thinking about how truly lucky I
am to have you guys. You two are unreplacable. I want to say thank you to you two. Thank you for
staying with me after I have become a self centered psychotic mess. Thank you for putting up with the
uncontrollable mental issues I'm going through. I can't help but cry. I can't help but get emotional
about two of the most special people in my life. I greatly appreciate both of you. Although I don't ever
show it or any respect to you two while I'm with you. But I can't take it anymore, I really am so thankful
for you both. More than I can show. Just please forgive me. That's all I ask. Forgive me my horrible atti-
tude towards you both and to everyone in that matter. Forgive my sudden mental issues. Please I love
you two too much to lose you guys. The two may not know who I'm talking to.
Lily
Nick
You are the two.
The two.
The only two.
To be my friends. To be my enemies. To be my supporters. To be my comfort.
I never want to lose a bond I've tied with you. This is my confessional, my sin releasing document of
apology. I'm releasing all of my thoughts onto this typing pad just thinking. Too many thoughts spinning
at one time. Just thinking about all of the things I love about you both.
Lily: you were there since the beginning since the old days in diapers you were my best friend. I'm re-
member all the classes we had together all the moments shared at each others houses and at the play-
ground. You are funny, witty and a down right good friend. I love you too much to be treating you this
way. A great friend I will never forget. And I'm so sad to see you leave I'm close to crying. I'm gonna
miss you too much. It's crazy all the thoughts I'm thinking. All of the memories flashing back in my
head. I have to say two things. Thank you so much for being my friend and I'm sorry for not treating
you like a friend.
Nick: 6th grade was a horrible year. I had no friends after Lily left. I was talking to no one and sat with
people I barely talked to at lunch and when I met you my life turned around. I had a friend again. And
the years have gone by and all the years I treated you like crap and I regret thoroughly just piling on
the needless insults that still even happen today. You are helpful, kind, and funny. You may be small
but you have a huge heart. A heart that accepted me letting me be your friend. Your heart is of gold.
Never a bad thing has been executed by you. And I also must say the same to you. Thank you so much
for being my friend and I'm sorry for all the crap. You guys I love you too much to be giving you all this
shit. So will you please forgive me? You guys are the two greatest people in my life and I never want
you two to leave.
I love you two.
The two.
The only two.
4. Mango Mouth
Black roses bleed sorrow.
Black velvet sewed tomorrow.
Vanilla Pepsi with a marshmallow.
I once had a friend named Dakota Bellow.
You look like a suburban fellow.
My grandmother makes blue Jello.
My best friend wears lots of yellow.
he Australian says ‘ello.
But I say mangoes.
5. Ode To Nature
Nature is for me and you.
A beautiful jade, a wonderful view.
Magnificent sight that holds so true.
Nature is for me and you.
Azure skies a celestial blue.
Under a tree, with good shade too.
A wonderful place to play my kazoo.
Nature is for me and you.
Nice warm day, lets go to the zoo.
A real cold day lets hide in the loo.
Blistering hot, the cows they moo.
Nature is for me and you.
Night time falls, the owls coo.
Cold air raises my foo-man-choo.
Walking around without a shoe.
Nature is for me and you.
6. Oh Please
All the squirrels in the trees.
A suttle sound a shivering breeze.
The rain it peaks and me I freeze.
I fold my hands, “Oh Please Oh Please!”
The century turns it grows the wheeze
The pollution burns me as I sneeze.
It hurts to breathe my body I ease.
I fold my hands, “Oh Please Oh Please!”
7. MyThoughts
Golf. Me. Person. Computer. Benicia. Live. Ukelele. Burning.
Freezing. Turning. Swerving. Bruising. Crusing. Stick-Shift.
Clean. Haircut. Groceries. Passions. Tea. Flying. NiGHTS.
Believe. Sky. Beauty. Extravagent. Running. Harder. Quick.
Peach. Zero Suit Samus. Missle. Rocket. Outer Space.
Nightopia. Pure. Valley. Magical. Mystical. Grand.
Mistoffelees. Jolly. Coco-Cola. Stars. Roller Coaster.
Freedom. Aspire. Free-Will. Elegance. Water. Big City
Dreams. Mango. Aspergers. Trouble. Socially Awkward. Self
Belief. I Can Do It.
My Thoughts.
In A Cluster.
8. A Journey
The swivels the swerves
The road it curves.
When I leave my past behind.
It ices my nerves
The heat it serves.
When I’m on the journey to find.
Over the hill
Down to the mill
Around I cross the spiral grind.
Finally here.
The end is near
And I find myself in a bind.
There it is
The marvelous wiz.
The kid of the Town of Turpentine.
