Hello there. You can call me Mela, (and this is my simSelf. * waves *) and I will be your host for this Pep Talk! I'm going to go ahead and not pay attention to the paperboy in the bright yellow jacket there. Paperboy: But I'm awesome.
I'm sure at this point in your respective challenges, you may be going through a gamut of feelings.
Do something fun and take this opportunity to challenge yourself again. Maybe it'll end up being one of the most rewarding things you can do for your game and your story. This is your world. You're allowed to do whatever you want, especially if it'll keep you doing more of what you're doing.