The last night I spent in the tower I barely slept at all. All I could hear were
Gustaf ’s snores reverberating off the stone walls and my own thoughts that echoed in my head.
He had gone downstairs and stretched out before the fireplace shortly after I had said that I
would go with him to see his village, leaving me to flop on my bed and try to justify having said
yes.

             Gustaf Schreiber had come into my life so suddenly and after knowing each other
for no more than ten minutes he began calling into question everything I knew about my life. It
was his word against my mother’s. Had I really been locked away from the world to protect me,
as she had explained many times, from war and strife? Or had it all been a lie as he had insisted?
But with the dawn came my courage and, having decided that I had to find out the
truth for myself, I soon found myself standing at my wardrobe and being instructed to don
nearly every single piece of clothing that I owned.

            “It’s freezing out there, literally, and we’ve about a six-hour hike until we’re out of
the snow,” Gustaf explained, pointing out yet another layer I should add.
“This is silly,” I moaned, trying to cinch a belt around my middle. I gave up, flinging
it back into the wardrobe and slamming the doors, and used a wide sash to hold up my outermost
skirt instead. The layers of fabric tangled around my legs and I tried to raise my arms to my
head but my sleeves restricted my arms until I could barely raise them to place a shawl around
my shoulders. “Are you satisfied yet?”

             Gustaf chortled to himself, offering me no help. “It is only because your dresses are
so flimsy that you have to do this. But I think you can be done.”

             I breathed a sigh of relief, the seams at my sides straining to contain my ribcage.
We walked downstairs together and, while I loaded my pockets with a couple crusts
of bread, he put out the fire. For the first time since the tower was built the flames were snuffed
out and I had to avert my eyes from the smoldering embers.

            “Where is your rope?” he asked me as he opened the window.

           I came to stand next to him and looked out as well. “I haven’t any rope.” The view
made my stomach twist into knots and my skin crawl. I had never truly looked down before.
“You don’t have any rope?” he asked incredulously. “I just assumed…”

             “What would I need a rope for? Mother climbs up my hair and in through the
window. I hadn’t any use for a rope.” How were we supposed to get down? Sure Gustaf could use
my braid, but it wasn’t possible for me to as well. I began running a list of possible items I could
find to make a rope out of when I noticed him staring at the puddle of my hair that had gathered
at my feet. “No, no, no! Definitely not.”

            “It’s the only way down!”
“There has to be something else we can do! Can’t we…I don’t know…we can use the
blankets from my bed or something.”

              He shook his head. “We’re losing daylight already. You do want to come, don’t you?”
I could see that there really was no way around it so I reluctantly offered my braid to him. “Just
leave it as long as you can.”

             He pulled out a small knife and placed the side of his hand about halfway down my
back. “Is here alright?”
I gave a short nod and he began to saw through the thick braid. With a final tug it
was severed from my head and fell to the floor with a thud. I cringed and what hair I had left
sprang loose and fell into my eyes.

              He had it knotted the rope-braid to the windowsill and hanging down the side of
the tower in an instant. All I could do was stand, stunned, and mourn my loss. It was vain, I
know, but I really could not remember a time when my hair had been so short. It made my head
feel too light; like I was going to float away.

             Barely holding back tears, I was led over to the rope-brad and instructed to climb
down it. I did as I was told and, with a final look around the room, I found myself holding on for
dear life while suspended in midair.
Then I reached the end of the rope and one by one I lowered my feet onto the
ground. I sank ankle-deep into the snow and felt the cold breeze playing with my loose hair. It
was a strange yet wonderful sensation.

             Gustaf slid down the rope behind me and started walking immediately, calling for
me to follow. The snow crunched under my feet as I walked and I could hear the rope-braid
hitting the stone tower as it blew in the wind. It was cold, colder than I had ever imagined, but I
loved the sensation of the tiny flakes swirling about, brushing against my skin, and I couldn’t be
bothered to look back.
Gustaf grew ever more serious and alert as he trudged on ahead. He concentrated
on finding the path to the village and hardly spoke to me except to tell me where to step. I
followed along, obeying his instructions and engrossed in each new experience.

             As I walked I saw birds flitting about the snow-covered branches and heard their
lovely song. I smelled the strong scent of pine trees and felt their sharp needles when I brushed
against them. And, once we had made it far enough down the mountains, I felt rain. At the tower
it had only ever snowed.
As we walked the mountains gave way to hills, then to pastures, then to cottages,
and finally to a town. It was different than I had always imagined it. The buildings were closer
together, the noises were louder, and the mud more abundant.

             We snuck through the alleyways, not coming across any person, and he moved
slowly. Cautiously. Before we turned any corners, Gustaf took a careful survey of the next street
and we had to dodge quickly across any wide avenue. “Why are we sneaking?” I asked in a loud
whisper, short of breath and lagging behind.
He held up a hand behind his back and signaled for me to stop. I stomped my foot
impetuously, wanting my answer. All I got was a shoe full of mud.

            Slowly, he leaned around the corner and peeked between the building we were
hiding behind and the one next to us. He snapped right back up, his eyes wide with concern.
He pushed me backwards until my shoulders pressed against the stones. “This is my
house,” he said, speaking so quietly that I could barely make out what he was saying. “I said:
we’re here. One of the Dame’s carriages is sitting outside the shop.”

            “So?” I didn’t care if the ruler of the village herself was shopping inside. I only
wanted to see more.

           “So you’ll have to wait here, just for a few minutes while I sneak in the back. I don’t
know if word of my prison escape has made its way back yet.”
My feet danced back and forth in the mud, squishing more in between my toes.
“Where am I supposed to go? Please don’t leave me all alone!”

             “It’s okay,” he said in a hushed voice. His lips were barely inches from my face. “See
the hole in this wall?” He pointed to the hole that had been ripped out of the wall behind my feet.
I nodded. “Just crawl through it and wait for me to come back and get you.”

            “But-”

            “You’ll be safe; I promise. This house has been empty for years. There’s absolutely
nobody inside.”
With that, he ran off to the back door of his house and left me by myself. With
shaky hands, I leaned down to wedge myself through the hole. It required some effort and my
sash, holding in many layers of clothing, nearly cut off my breathing for a few moments but I
made it inside.
The building was musty from what I could only imagine was years of abandonment.
Rotting boards were nailed over windows that featured jagged, broken panes. The floorboard,
soaked from years of exposure to the weather, sagged and squished under my weight. From
somewhere in the dark I heard a few rats scurrying and squeaking.
I shuddered in disgust and folded my arms. I planted my feet in one spot, refusing to
touch anything. There was a single stool, missing a leg, that I could have sat on but the house
repulsed me. So far, the village was certainly no better than my comfortable, sturdy tower.

             No, no; this was not what I wanted at all. A dreadful feeling settled into the pit of
my stomach. I had made a mistake. Life in the village was by no means better than in the tower.
Here it was cold and wet and dirty and dangerous.
I heard a door open in the street. A woman called out “I’ll do the very best I can,
your highness,” before slamming the door shut. Then the carriage door opened and closed and
the horses began to pull it away. I hoped that meant Gustaf would be coming back to get me
soon.
Out of the corner of my eye I saw a rat run across the floor boards and jumped back
a few feet. I shuddered and wrung my hands. That was the last straw. I didn’t want to be there
anymore. As soon as he came back I would demand he take me back home. It was going on late
afternoon, but there was a chance we could make it back by nightfall if we increased our pace.
A tap on my shoulder nearly made me jump out of my skin. I screamed aloud and
then clamped my hands over my mouth when I recognized who stood before me. “Why do you
keep startling me like this?!”
“It’s only me!” he said, grabbing my wrists and squeezing them softly. “I’m sorry – I
didn’t mean to sneak up on you. I thought you heard me.” He held my wrists until they stopped
shaking. The words “take me back now” were on the tip of my tongue but they faded away with
the trembling of my fingers. The musty smell, the damp floor, and the squeaking rats faded away.
I felt safe once again. His presence calmed me.

            “The shop’s empty now,” he said, gesturing over his shoulder and letting go of one
of my wrists, “if you want to come in. My mother’s very eager to meet you.”

             “Alright,” I said in a whisper, pulling my other arm out of his grip. My hands
prickled where he had held them. When he turned to climb back through the hole, I shook them
to make it stop.
The air was slightly less damp outside and I could feel a perfumed breeze winding
through my hair. On it floated a few pink petals and the smell of cherry blossoms. The ground
was still muddy and covered in moss, the garden was overtaken by weeds, and a rotting wash
bucket rested limply by the back door but at least it smelled nice.
He opened the back door and disappeared inside. I came in expecting to see an
interior equally as dilapidated as the exterior but was greeted instead by a warm, welcoming
room entirely free of damp and rats.

             “My goodness,” the woman standing before me said softly.

             “Rapunzel, this is my mother, Klara,” Gustaf said curtly. “And we welcome you to
our home.”
“Welcome, indeed!” Klara exclaimed, throwing her arms around me. Her blue eyes
twinkled and I noticed that she had the same shade of hair as her son, though hers was pulled
back and tucked neatly under a veil. “My dear, I could not believe my eyes when I saw Gustaf
standing before me and with such a tale! But here you are and I cannot be more pleased to have
you here.”
“Thank you so very much. I am excited to see Kirschblüte and discover what life is
like here.”

             “Well, my dear, we will be the glad to show you around,” Klara said amiably. “We can
start with the shop. Downstairs is where we work and upstairs is where we live. See over here-”
She stopped mid-gesture when a bell in the next room rang, instantly grabbing the
attention of both mother and son. They exchanged a glance and Gustaf nodded, saying “I’ll get
it,” before disappearing into another room.

            Klara draped her arm over my shoulders and guided me towards the stairs. “I
suppose we can save the tour of the shop for a later time. You must be starving!”
I nodded in affirmation as we climbed the stairs together. “I have a bit of stew still
on the stove from lunch,” she said, pointing to a door on the right side of a narrow hall at the top
of the stairs. “I was keeping it warm for dinner, but I think you and Gustaf deserve something
nice and hot after spending all day in the cold.”

            “Thank you; that would be lovely.”

             She opened the door and ushered me inside. It was a small bedroom, dominated by a
large four-poster bed. “This is my room, dear. I’ll leave you alone to freshen up while I set out
some stew.”
I thanked her, shutting the door behind her. The house was much warmer than
outside and I had already begun to overheat. I had to admit, though, that Gustaf ’s plan had
worked so far. I had stayed plenty warm enough in the snow and now I had several things to
choose from to wear. I peeled off layer after layer of dresses, laying them out on the bed and
running my fingers through my hair.

            As I untangled the knots and braided it my hands tried to keep going long past the
end. Conditioned by a lifetime of having yards and yards of hair, my hands were surprised to
find nothing past my waist.
I chose a dress of deep green and left the others in a neat pile on the bed. Through
the walls I heard Gustaf coming up the stairs and Klara setting out bowls of food. I took a
moment to give my thanks for a safe journey and openhearted hosts before following the sound
of lively chatter and scraping utensils to the dining room.
“Ah, Rapunzel,” Klara smiled when she saw me. I nodded in response. “Here you go,
dear.” She pointed to a bowl sitting on the table and prompted me to take a seat across from her.

             I noticed that Gustaf had chosen to stand in the corner, slurping up his soup. I
smiled in his direction but he kept his eyes trained on his bowl.
“Thank you for the meal,” I remarked, taking my first bite. “I offer my compliments
to the chef.”

           Gustaf scoffed, choking on a spoonful before managing to force it down his throat.
“My mother didn’t cook this!”
Throwing him a look, Klara shifted in her seat. “What he means to say is that we
shall pass your compliment on to Annemarie and her husband. With all the work around the
shop, I haven’t time to tend the hearth as well. We purchase most our meals and it’s a good thing,
too; much better than anything I could ever come up with myself !”

             “Oh, I don’t know how to cook either,” I said, taking another bite. “I’ve tried my
hand at a pie or two, but I nearly managed to burn down the tower.”
Klara leaned forward, a serious expression on her face. “Gustaf told me that he
found you way up in a tower in the middle of the snowy mountains. Why I couldn’t believe my
ears when I heard it! But I want to thank you for taking him in. Thank you for saving his life.”

               “You’re welcome,” I said, cutting my glance towards Gustaf. He was hunched over,
still in the corner, eating as if he was alone in the room. “It was the least I could do. Besides, I
feel as if I have already been repaid with his offer to show me the village.”

             “What is it you are hoping to find here, dear?”
I choked on my next spoonful of soup. Her question caught me off-guard and I
realized I didn’t have an answer to give. What was it I had hoped to find? “I’m not exactly sure.
But I’ll know it when I find it.” I supposed my real problem would begin only after I found
whatever I had set off in search of. Deep down I knew that I could never truly go back to the
tower; it was just too soon for me to see it yet.
“Well, I wish you all the luck in the world, Rapunzel,” Klara said, patting my hand.
“Kirschblüte is a small village. We have all fallen on hard times and don’t have much to offer most
folks but we do our best.” As she spoke I noticed Gustaf slip out of the room and into the
kitchen. I supposed he must have finished already though I still had half my bowl left. “You’ll see
what I’m talking about tomorrow.”

            “What’s tomorrow?”

             “The Spring Festival, the Frühlingsfest. It’s a wonderful sight to behold! People from
the farthest reaches of the village come to the square where there’s food and dancing and music.
And the best part is the cherry trees; all in full blossom and all so delightfully aromatic. Oh, I
can’t even begin to describe it!”
“We usually have a booth at the Festival, but not this year,” Gustaf added, coming
back and standing by the table. “I suppose it’s too late to set one up?”

             “Oh my son,” Klara sighed as she spoke, “always thinking of business. This year, just
this once, why don’t you go out and try to enjoy yourself ?”

           “I’m just trying to do my job, mother.” While they discussed I took the opportunity
to gulp down the rest of my soup.
“Now you have another job to see to,” Klara countered. “Tomorrow you shall take
Rapunzel out and show her a nice time. I won’t have you slaving your holiday away as you
usually do.” She stood and came to collect my empty dish, punctuating her command with a look
that ended the debate. “For now why don’t you and Rapunzel start closing up the storefront; and
while you’re down there you can give her a proper tour as well.”

              Meeting my gaze, Gustaf jerked his head in the direction of the hall and mumbled,
“Let’s go.” I offered my quick thanks to Klara for the meal before scrambling out of my chair and
out of the room.
“This is our illustrious printing room,” he said flatly when we both reached the
bottom of the stairs. He still seemed withdrawn. “It’s not much to look at, but it’s been in my
family for generations. And it’s the only printing shop left this side of the mountains.”

           “It’s wonderful,” I exclaimed breathily, inhaling the scent of fresh ink, parchment,
and new books. It smelled much like my tower did. It smelled like home.
He went over to stand by the back door. “Uh, this is where our tour begins.” He
motioned to a large chest of drawers that stood against the wall behind him.

            “What’s in it?”

             “Type pieces. Thousands and thousands of little letters; all sorted into
compartments and ready to be arranged into pages of text.” As Gustaf spoke he grew
increasingly animated and I noticed a brightness in his eyes that hadn’t been there before. In that
moment I saw and understood his passion for his work. And I envied him. “When the pages are
composed, I set it into the machine,” he pointed to the large wooden contraption that was
covered by a sheet, “and my devil inks-”
“Your devil?” I interrupted.

              He laughed genuinely for the first time since we had come to town. “Oh yes, my
apprentice: a young boy of eleven called Dirk. I don’t exactly know why printers’ apprentices are
called devils. People in the village have been doing it since I was apprenticed to my father. I guess
it’s sort of a tradition by now.”
“Is he here? May I meet him?”

            “No, he’s not; he’s visiting his family. I shut down the printing press a couple days
ago and put out the story that I was ill in order to cover up my absence. Since there wasn’t any
work for him to do around the shop, Mother thought that a trip home might do him good.”

            “Does he miss his family often?”

            “Less and less as time goes on. He’s only been with me for about eight months now
and I have begun to notice an increase in his enthusiasm. A welcome change, I must admit.”
“Well, I should very much like to meet him if I get the opportunity. Perhaps at the
festival tomorrow?”

            “Yes, we will have to see if he attends,” he said and I could sense his attention
wandering. His eyes moved back to rest on the printing press. “Would you like to see it? I can do
a small demonstration if you would like.” The excited light was glowing in his eyes once more.
I felt a thrill at the prospect of seeing the machine in action. I had often wondered
how exactly my books were made and was about to say an enthusiastic “Yes!” when the ringing
of the little bell in the front room interrupted.

             Gustaf snapped to attention and his passion evaporated in a second. The spell that
had melted away the rest of the world for a few moments was broken. “I’ll be back in a moment,”
he said and brushed past me at a hurried pace.
Although he was gone, as was the offer of a demonstration, my curiosity remained.
Cautiously, I lifted the corner of the sheet and peeked under.
The printing press was an impressive piece of machinery, about three feet wide and
seven feet tall. It was built of sturdy, carved wood and I could see the dull glint of something
metallic. Of course I had no idea how to work it, but it looked rather exciting. A strong desire to
try it out took hold of me and I found myself hoping that I would be able to before I had to
leave.
I let go of the sheet and let it fall back into place when I heard the bell ring. I
turned around to see Gustaf come through the curtain that separated the two rooms. He was
carrying a bundle of loose papers and shaking his head. “What?” I asked.
“It was a young boy from a couple streets over. Wendel. Bane of his sister’s
existence, he is. He just loves to terrorize her, the poor girl, and he’s always breaking her things.
This is the third time this month his mother’s made him come in here to have me to fix one of
the books that he’s managed to tear the cover off of. He’s going to end up spending all of his
pocket change on repairs if he’s not careful.” He chuckled to himself and went turned to place
the bundle in a cupboard.

             “I don’t understand,” I said, toying with the end of my braid.

             “It’s a broken book,” he spoke slowly as if I was hard of hearing, “that I’m going to
fix and–”
“No, not that. I don’t understand why you want to leave this place.” I had seen the
joy that crept into his eyes when he spoke of his work. I could recognize the love for his trade
that shone from his soul and I could not comprehend why he wanted to leave the life he had built.

            He closed the cupboard door and let his hand rest on the wood. “I never said that I
wanted to.” This time he spoke slowly because his words seemed to cause him pain.

              “I still don’t understand why you were illegally crossing the mountains just
yesterday.”
He hesitated. Finally he turned to face me. “It’s a difficult situation I find myself in.
When you spoke of a war yesterday, one that had ravaged the land, you weren’t completely
wrong. It was brutal and devastating, only…it ended when I was four and we citizens were on
the losing side. Trade in the village was destroyed and my family has only barely managed to
hang on this far.”

             I swept my arms in wide arcs. “But you have so much!” Much more than I ever had.
“Our population was cut in half by casualties and those who were left soon found
life unbearable between the heavy taxes and restrictive laws regulating our businesses. The
farmers were the first to go and without them now there is hardly enough food to go around.
Everyone who managed to secure visas before the town gates were closed left immediately. Over
the years even more have snuck out in the dead of night, off to a better life somewhere else. I
was only trying to do the same.”

              “So,” I said acridly, “when you were sitting with me last night, expounding on the
beauties and the wonders of the village, you were lying to me? ‘It’s glorious,’ you said. ‘Life is
beautiful there,’ you said! Now you’re telling me that all there is to find here is suffering? I would
have been much better off staying in my tower. Mother was right!”
“Your mother lied to you, Rapunzel, not I! I simply offered you the chance to see the
world through your own eyes. But I do apologize for unloading my burdens on to you. It was too
much.” The tone of his voice dropped from anger to understanding. “I only wanted to show you
that there is sorrow in the world. But there is also happiness. And I want to show you that, too.”
My eyes prickled with tears, but I withheld them. The bell rang, signaling the
arrival of another customer.

             He made an effort to smile. “Come out with me,” he offered, seeming to have
instantly forgiven and forgotten our short spat. “You haven’t seen the storefront yet.”
I followed, not saying a single word, into the front room. I stayed close at his heels,
struggling to reason through the situation. An elderly couple stood in the doorway. When they
saw Gustaf the old man nodded by way of greeting and the old woman threw out her arms for a
hug. They paid no attention to me at all.

            “Gustaf !” the old woman bellowed in a jovial tone. “So good to see you up and about
again. We came by yesterday but your mother said you were abed with a cold.”

            “I am feeling much better now,” he answered, inviting the couple to step up to the
counter while I moved quietly off to the side. “What have you come in for today, Sylvia?”
The old woman began to prattle on about how her granddaughter was soon to be
wed and how excited her entire family was. She offered up many details about the style of her
granddaughter’s gown and the flavor of the cake and Gustaf paid close attention, nodding along
the entire time.

            “When Susi was just a little girl, no more than seven, I’d say-”

            “She was eight,” the old man interjected.
“Yes, yes. Thank you, Vester,” the old woman said to her husband. “When she was
eight, she got it in to her head that she just had to have her wedding invitations printed in a shop
someday. ‘Like a book,’ she told us. Well, many years have passed since then but Vester and I still
remember it like it was yesterday and we thought it would be a nice gesture if we were to have
them done for her.”

              That’s when I saw it. It was written plainly on Sylvia’s face, but happiness was in
Vester’s stony features as well. I just had to look a little closer, but it was surely there. I saw the
joy that Gustaf had said could be found. This old couple had found joy even amongst the misery
that was life in the village. Somehow both could exist together. And somehow I felt that I had
never truly experienced either one.
“Now Sylvia,” Gustaf warned. “My printing press hasn’t been running for a few
days and Dirk is out visiting his mother. It looks to be quite some time before I can get to the
invitations.”

            Sylvia’s face fell for a second but she composed herself quickly. “No matter. Susi was
going to pen them herself with her sister after the festival tomorrow. If there’s not time to have
them printed, I suppose we can find another gift for her.”

              Gustaf glanced in my direction. “Please,” I mouthed, having caught his eye. With a
small smile and shake of the head, he plucked a piece of paper from the counter and dipped a pen
in a jar of ink. “Oh…give me the information and I’ll see what I can do.”
He scribbled down Susi’s information quickly and even from across the room I could
see how excited he had become. The light in his eyes was back.

             Sylvia hugged him in gratitude even Vester put in his words of thanks before they
left, promising to be back soon to pick up their order.
Gustaf escorted them to the front door, closing and locking it behind them. The
light from outside was growing dim; it was getting late. “That was the last customer for the day.
And we won’t be open tomorrow because of the festival.”

            “Thank you for accepting their order,” I said, still hovering in the corner of the
room. “I’m sorry if I pushed you to it; they just looked so sad when you said no.”
“I didn’t say ‘no,’ exactly,” he said, coming to stand next to me. “All I said was that it
would take me a long time to make them without help. But I’ve found a solution.”

              “What are you going to do?”

              “Are you busy tonight?” he asked with a sly smile. “Would you care to be my
assistant?”

           My heart leapt with excitement. “Not at all!” I shouted and resisted the urge to fling
my arms around his neck. He was going to teach me how to use the printing press!
As the sun dipped below the horizon and the last rays of light peeked through the
windows, I followed Gustaf back into the work room. He lit candles in every corner and slipped
an apron off a peg.

             “It’s my mother’s,” he said, holding it out so I could slide my arms through. “You can
borrow it; she won’t mind.” It was too big - the sides met in the back - but I didn’t care. My mind
was reeling with the prospect of an entertaining evening ahead.

            And the touch of his fingers as they inadvertently brushed against my back.
I pushed up my sleeves and got right to work. Together we sorted out the wording
of the invitations and the design for the border. He helped me sift through drawer after drawer
of type, picking out and arranging spacers and backwards letters into rows. As we worked, I
noticed that he stood very close; closer than we had ever been before. The casual bump of my
elbow to his arm or his leg to mine brought a blush to my cheeks.
He was animated in his instruction; passionate and proud of his work. I found his
demeanor contagious. As I set the rows composed text down into the stone bed of the machine, I
felt a similar enthusiasm ignite deep within me. I had loved books my entire life, but this was
something new altogether. Reading was one thing. Creating was another.

            We worked late into the night and, as the hours wore on, I fell more in love with the
shop. I worked tirelessly, evenly applying ink onto the raised letters, twisting the handle with all
my might to press them into the paper, and hanging up the damp invitations to dry     .
And in the soft glow of candlelight I came to realize that what I was feeling wasn’t
just for the machine.

My story by rapunzel - chapter two

  • 2.
    The last nightI spent in the tower I barely slept at all. All I could hear were Gustaf ’s snores reverberating off the stone walls and my own thoughts that echoed in my head. He had gone downstairs and stretched out before the fireplace shortly after I had said that I would go with him to see his village, leaving me to flop on my bed and try to justify having said yes. Gustaf Schreiber had come into my life so suddenly and after knowing each other for no more than ten minutes he began calling into question everything I knew about my life. It was his word against my mother’s. Had I really been locked away from the world to protect me, as she had explained many times, from war and strife? Or had it all been a lie as he had insisted?
  • 3.
    But with thedawn came my courage and, having decided that I had to find out the truth for myself, I soon found myself standing at my wardrobe and being instructed to don nearly every single piece of clothing that I owned. “It’s freezing out there, literally, and we’ve about a six-hour hike until we’re out of the snow,” Gustaf explained, pointing out yet another layer I should add.
  • 4.
    “This is silly,”I moaned, trying to cinch a belt around my middle. I gave up, flinging it back into the wardrobe and slamming the doors, and used a wide sash to hold up my outermost skirt instead. The layers of fabric tangled around my legs and I tried to raise my arms to my head but my sleeves restricted my arms until I could barely raise them to place a shawl around my shoulders. “Are you satisfied yet?” Gustaf chortled to himself, offering me no help. “It is only because your dresses are so flimsy that you have to do this. But I think you can be done.” I breathed a sigh of relief, the seams at my sides straining to contain my ribcage.
  • 5.
    We walked downstairstogether and, while I loaded my pockets with a couple crusts of bread, he put out the fire. For the first time since the tower was built the flames were snuffed out and I had to avert my eyes from the smoldering embers. “Where is your rope?” he asked me as he opened the window. I came to stand next to him and looked out as well. “I haven’t any rope.” The view made my stomach twist into knots and my skin crawl. I had never truly looked down before.
  • 6.
    “You don’t haveany rope?” he asked incredulously. “I just assumed…” “What would I need a rope for? Mother climbs up my hair and in through the window. I hadn’t any use for a rope.” How were we supposed to get down? Sure Gustaf could use my braid, but it wasn’t possible for me to as well. I began running a list of possible items I could find to make a rope out of when I noticed him staring at the puddle of my hair that had gathered at my feet. “No, no, no! Definitely not.” “It’s the only way down!”
  • 7.
    “There has tobe something else we can do! Can’t we…I don’t know…we can use the blankets from my bed or something.” He shook his head. “We’re losing daylight already. You do want to come, don’t you?” I could see that there really was no way around it so I reluctantly offered my braid to him. “Just leave it as long as you can.” He pulled out a small knife and placed the side of his hand about halfway down my back. “Is here alright?”
  • 8.
    I gave ashort nod and he began to saw through the thick braid. With a final tug it was severed from my head and fell to the floor with a thud. I cringed and what hair I had left sprang loose and fell into my eyes. He had it knotted the rope-braid to the windowsill and hanging down the side of the tower in an instant. All I could do was stand, stunned, and mourn my loss. It was vain, I know, but I really could not remember a time when my hair had been so short. It made my head feel too light; like I was going to float away. Barely holding back tears, I was led over to the rope-brad and instructed to climb down it. I did as I was told and, with a final look around the room, I found myself holding on for dear life while suspended in midair.
  • 9.
    Then I reachedthe end of the rope and one by one I lowered my feet onto the ground. I sank ankle-deep into the snow and felt the cold breeze playing with my loose hair. It was a strange yet wonderful sensation. Gustaf slid down the rope behind me and started walking immediately, calling for me to follow. The snow crunched under my feet as I walked and I could hear the rope-braid hitting the stone tower as it blew in the wind. It was cold, colder than I had ever imagined, but I loved the sensation of the tiny flakes swirling about, brushing against my skin, and I couldn’t be bothered to look back.
  • 10.
    Gustaf grew evermore serious and alert as he trudged on ahead. He concentrated on finding the path to the village and hardly spoke to me except to tell me where to step. I followed along, obeying his instructions and engrossed in each new experience. As I walked I saw birds flitting about the snow-covered branches and heard their lovely song. I smelled the strong scent of pine trees and felt their sharp needles when I brushed against them. And, once we had made it far enough down the mountains, I felt rain. At the tower it had only ever snowed.
  • 11.
    As we walkedthe mountains gave way to hills, then to pastures, then to cottages, and finally to a town. It was different than I had always imagined it. The buildings were closer together, the noises were louder, and the mud more abundant. We snuck through the alleyways, not coming across any person, and he moved slowly. Cautiously. Before we turned any corners, Gustaf took a careful survey of the next street and we had to dodge quickly across any wide avenue. “Why are we sneaking?” I asked in a loud whisper, short of breath and lagging behind.
  • 12.
    He held upa hand behind his back and signaled for me to stop. I stomped my foot impetuously, wanting my answer. All I got was a shoe full of mud. Slowly, he leaned around the corner and peeked between the building we were hiding behind and the one next to us. He snapped right back up, his eyes wide with concern.
  • 13.
    He pushed mebackwards until my shoulders pressed against the stones. “This is my house,” he said, speaking so quietly that I could barely make out what he was saying. “I said: we’re here. One of the Dame’s carriages is sitting outside the shop.” “So?” I didn’t care if the ruler of the village herself was shopping inside. I only wanted to see more. “So you’ll have to wait here, just for a few minutes while I sneak in the back. I don’t know if word of my prison escape has made its way back yet.”
  • 14.
    My feet dancedback and forth in the mud, squishing more in between my toes. “Where am I supposed to go? Please don’t leave me all alone!” “It’s okay,” he said in a hushed voice. His lips were barely inches from my face. “See the hole in this wall?” He pointed to the hole that had been ripped out of the wall behind my feet. I nodded. “Just crawl through it and wait for me to come back and get you.” “But-” “You’ll be safe; I promise. This house has been empty for years. There’s absolutely nobody inside.”
  • 15.
    With that, heran off to the back door of his house and left me by myself. With shaky hands, I leaned down to wedge myself through the hole. It required some effort and my sash, holding in many layers of clothing, nearly cut off my breathing for a few moments but I made it inside.
  • 16.
    The building wasmusty from what I could only imagine was years of abandonment. Rotting boards were nailed over windows that featured jagged, broken panes. The floorboard, soaked from years of exposure to the weather, sagged and squished under my weight. From somewhere in the dark I heard a few rats scurrying and squeaking.
  • 17.
    I shuddered indisgust and folded my arms. I planted my feet in one spot, refusing to touch anything. There was a single stool, missing a leg, that I could have sat on but the house repulsed me. So far, the village was certainly no better than my comfortable, sturdy tower. No, no; this was not what I wanted at all. A dreadful feeling settled into the pit of my stomach. I had made a mistake. Life in the village was by no means better than in the tower. Here it was cold and wet and dirty and dangerous.
  • 18.
    I heard adoor open in the street. A woman called out “I’ll do the very best I can, your highness,” before slamming the door shut. Then the carriage door opened and closed and the horses began to pull it away. I hoped that meant Gustaf would be coming back to get me soon.
  • 19.
    Out of thecorner of my eye I saw a rat run across the floor boards and jumped back a few feet. I shuddered and wrung my hands. That was the last straw. I didn’t want to be there anymore. As soon as he came back I would demand he take me back home. It was going on late afternoon, but there was a chance we could make it back by nightfall if we increased our pace.
  • 20.
    A tap onmy shoulder nearly made me jump out of my skin. I screamed aloud and then clamped my hands over my mouth when I recognized who stood before me. “Why do you keep startling me like this?!”
  • 21.
    “It’s only me!”he said, grabbing my wrists and squeezing them softly. “I’m sorry – I didn’t mean to sneak up on you. I thought you heard me.” He held my wrists until they stopped shaking. The words “take me back now” were on the tip of my tongue but they faded away with the trembling of my fingers. The musty smell, the damp floor, and the squeaking rats faded away. I felt safe once again. His presence calmed me. “The shop’s empty now,” he said, gesturing over his shoulder and letting go of one of my wrists, “if you want to come in. My mother’s very eager to meet you.” “Alright,” I said in a whisper, pulling my other arm out of his grip. My hands prickled where he had held them. When he turned to climb back through the hole, I shook them to make it stop.
  • 22.
    The air wasslightly less damp outside and I could feel a perfumed breeze winding through my hair. On it floated a few pink petals and the smell of cherry blossoms. The ground was still muddy and covered in moss, the garden was overtaken by weeds, and a rotting wash bucket rested limply by the back door but at least it smelled nice.
  • 23.
    He opened theback door and disappeared inside. I came in expecting to see an interior equally as dilapidated as the exterior but was greeted instead by a warm, welcoming room entirely free of damp and rats. “My goodness,” the woman standing before me said softly. “Rapunzel, this is my mother, Klara,” Gustaf said curtly. “And we welcome you to our home.”
  • 24.
    “Welcome, indeed!” Klaraexclaimed, throwing her arms around me. Her blue eyes twinkled and I noticed that she had the same shade of hair as her son, though hers was pulled back and tucked neatly under a veil. “My dear, I could not believe my eyes when I saw Gustaf standing before me and with such a tale! But here you are and I cannot be more pleased to have you here.”
  • 25.
    “Thank you sovery much. I am excited to see Kirschblüte and discover what life is like here.” “Well, my dear, we will be the glad to show you around,” Klara said amiably. “We can start with the shop. Downstairs is where we work and upstairs is where we live. See over here-”
  • 26.
    She stopped mid-gesturewhen a bell in the next room rang, instantly grabbing the attention of both mother and son. They exchanged a glance and Gustaf nodded, saying “I’ll get it,” before disappearing into another room. Klara draped her arm over my shoulders and guided me towards the stairs. “I suppose we can save the tour of the shop for a later time. You must be starving!”
  • 27.
    I nodded inaffirmation as we climbed the stairs together. “I have a bit of stew still on the stove from lunch,” she said, pointing to a door on the right side of a narrow hall at the top of the stairs. “I was keeping it warm for dinner, but I think you and Gustaf deserve something nice and hot after spending all day in the cold.” “Thank you; that would be lovely.” She opened the door and ushered me inside. It was a small bedroom, dominated by a large four-poster bed. “This is my room, dear. I’ll leave you alone to freshen up while I set out some stew.”
  • 28.
    I thanked her,shutting the door behind her. The house was much warmer than outside and I had already begun to overheat. I had to admit, though, that Gustaf ’s plan had worked so far. I had stayed plenty warm enough in the snow and now I had several things to choose from to wear. I peeled off layer after layer of dresses, laying them out on the bed and running my fingers through my hair. As I untangled the knots and braided it my hands tried to keep going long past the end. Conditioned by a lifetime of having yards and yards of hair, my hands were surprised to find nothing past my waist.
  • 29.
    I chose adress of deep green and left the others in a neat pile on the bed. Through the walls I heard Gustaf coming up the stairs and Klara setting out bowls of food. I took a moment to give my thanks for a safe journey and openhearted hosts before following the sound of lively chatter and scraping utensils to the dining room.
  • 30.
    “Ah, Rapunzel,” Klarasmiled when she saw me. I nodded in response. “Here you go, dear.” She pointed to a bowl sitting on the table and prompted me to take a seat across from her. I noticed that Gustaf had chosen to stand in the corner, slurping up his soup. I smiled in his direction but he kept his eyes trained on his bowl.
  • 31.
    “Thank you forthe meal,” I remarked, taking my first bite. “I offer my compliments to the chef.” Gustaf scoffed, choking on a spoonful before managing to force it down his throat. “My mother didn’t cook this!”
  • 32.
    Throwing him alook, Klara shifted in her seat. “What he means to say is that we shall pass your compliment on to Annemarie and her husband. With all the work around the shop, I haven’t time to tend the hearth as well. We purchase most our meals and it’s a good thing, too; much better than anything I could ever come up with myself !” “Oh, I don’t know how to cook either,” I said, taking another bite. “I’ve tried my hand at a pie or two, but I nearly managed to burn down the tower.”
  • 33.
    Klara leaned forward,a serious expression on her face. “Gustaf told me that he found you way up in a tower in the middle of the snowy mountains. Why I couldn’t believe my ears when I heard it! But I want to thank you for taking him in. Thank you for saving his life.” “You’re welcome,” I said, cutting my glance towards Gustaf. He was hunched over, still in the corner, eating as if he was alone in the room. “It was the least I could do. Besides, I feel as if I have already been repaid with his offer to show me the village.” “What is it you are hoping to find here, dear?”
  • 34.
    I choked onmy next spoonful of soup. Her question caught me off-guard and I realized I didn’t have an answer to give. What was it I had hoped to find? “I’m not exactly sure. But I’ll know it when I find it.” I supposed my real problem would begin only after I found whatever I had set off in search of. Deep down I knew that I could never truly go back to the tower; it was just too soon for me to see it yet.
  • 35.
    “Well, I wishyou all the luck in the world, Rapunzel,” Klara said, patting my hand. “Kirschblüte is a small village. We have all fallen on hard times and don’t have much to offer most folks but we do our best.” As she spoke I noticed Gustaf slip out of the room and into the kitchen. I supposed he must have finished already though I still had half my bowl left. “You’ll see what I’m talking about tomorrow.” “What’s tomorrow?” “The Spring Festival, the Frühlingsfest. It’s a wonderful sight to behold! People from the farthest reaches of the village come to the square where there’s food and dancing and music. And the best part is the cherry trees; all in full blossom and all so delightfully aromatic. Oh, I can’t even begin to describe it!”
  • 36.
    “We usually havea booth at the Festival, but not this year,” Gustaf added, coming back and standing by the table. “I suppose it’s too late to set one up?” “Oh my son,” Klara sighed as she spoke, “always thinking of business. This year, just this once, why don’t you go out and try to enjoy yourself ?” “I’m just trying to do my job, mother.” While they discussed I took the opportunity to gulp down the rest of my soup.
  • 37.
    “Now you haveanother job to see to,” Klara countered. “Tomorrow you shall take Rapunzel out and show her a nice time. I won’t have you slaving your holiday away as you usually do.” She stood and came to collect my empty dish, punctuating her command with a look that ended the debate. “For now why don’t you and Rapunzel start closing up the storefront; and while you’re down there you can give her a proper tour as well.” Meeting my gaze, Gustaf jerked his head in the direction of the hall and mumbled, “Let’s go.” I offered my quick thanks to Klara for the meal before scrambling out of my chair and out of the room.
  • 38.
    “This is ourillustrious printing room,” he said flatly when we both reached the bottom of the stairs. He still seemed withdrawn. “It’s not much to look at, but it’s been in my family for generations. And it’s the only printing shop left this side of the mountains.” “It’s wonderful,” I exclaimed breathily, inhaling the scent of fresh ink, parchment, and new books. It smelled much like my tower did. It smelled like home.
  • 39.
    He went overto stand by the back door. “Uh, this is where our tour begins.” He motioned to a large chest of drawers that stood against the wall behind him. “What’s in it?” “Type pieces. Thousands and thousands of little letters; all sorted into compartments and ready to be arranged into pages of text.” As Gustaf spoke he grew increasingly animated and I noticed a brightness in his eyes that hadn’t been there before. In that moment I saw and understood his passion for his work. And I envied him. “When the pages are composed, I set it into the machine,” he pointed to the large wooden contraption that was covered by a sheet, “and my devil inks-”
  • 40.
    “Your devil?” Iinterrupted. He laughed genuinely for the first time since we had come to town. “Oh yes, my apprentice: a young boy of eleven called Dirk. I don’t exactly know why printers’ apprentices are called devils. People in the village have been doing it since I was apprenticed to my father. I guess it’s sort of a tradition by now.”
  • 41.
    “Is he here?May I meet him?” “No, he’s not; he’s visiting his family. I shut down the printing press a couple days ago and put out the story that I was ill in order to cover up my absence. Since there wasn’t any work for him to do around the shop, Mother thought that a trip home might do him good.” “Does he miss his family often?” “Less and less as time goes on. He’s only been with me for about eight months now and I have begun to notice an increase in his enthusiasm. A welcome change, I must admit.”
  • 42.
    “Well, I shouldvery much like to meet him if I get the opportunity. Perhaps at the festival tomorrow?” “Yes, we will have to see if he attends,” he said and I could sense his attention wandering. His eyes moved back to rest on the printing press. “Would you like to see it? I can do a small demonstration if you would like.” The excited light was glowing in his eyes once more.
  • 43.
    I felt athrill at the prospect of seeing the machine in action. I had often wondered how exactly my books were made and was about to say an enthusiastic “Yes!” when the ringing of the little bell in the front room interrupted. Gustaf snapped to attention and his passion evaporated in a second. The spell that had melted away the rest of the world for a few moments was broken. “I’ll be back in a moment,” he said and brushed past me at a hurried pace.
  • 44.
    Although he wasgone, as was the offer of a demonstration, my curiosity remained. Cautiously, I lifted the corner of the sheet and peeked under.
  • 45.
    The printing presswas an impressive piece of machinery, about three feet wide and seven feet tall. It was built of sturdy, carved wood and I could see the dull glint of something metallic. Of course I had no idea how to work it, but it looked rather exciting. A strong desire to try it out took hold of me and I found myself hoping that I would be able to before I had to leave.
  • 46.
    I let goof the sheet and let it fall back into place when I heard the bell ring. I turned around to see Gustaf come through the curtain that separated the two rooms. He was carrying a bundle of loose papers and shaking his head. “What?” I asked.
  • 47.
    “It was ayoung boy from a couple streets over. Wendel. Bane of his sister’s existence, he is. He just loves to terrorize her, the poor girl, and he’s always breaking her things. This is the third time this month his mother’s made him come in here to have me to fix one of the books that he’s managed to tear the cover off of. He’s going to end up spending all of his pocket change on repairs if he’s not careful.” He chuckled to himself and went turned to place the bundle in a cupboard. “I don’t understand,” I said, toying with the end of my braid. “It’s a broken book,” he spoke slowly as if I was hard of hearing, “that I’m going to fix and–”
  • 48.
    “No, not that.I don’t understand why you want to leave this place.” I had seen the joy that crept into his eyes when he spoke of his work. I could recognize the love for his trade that shone from his soul and I could not comprehend why he wanted to leave the life he had built. He closed the cupboard door and let his hand rest on the wood. “I never said that I wanted to.” This time he spoke slowly because his words seemed to cause him pain. “I still don’t understand why you were illegally crossing the mountains just yesterday.”
  • 49.
    He hesitated. Finallyhe turned to face me. “It’s a difficult situation I find myself in. When you spoke of a war yesterday, one that had ravaged the land, you weren’t completely wrong. It was brutal and devastating, only…it ended when I was four and we citizens were on the losing side. Trade in the village was destroyed and my family has only barely managed to hang on this far.” I swept my arms in wide arcs. “But you have so much!” Much more than I ever had.
  • 50.
    “Our population wascut in half by casualties and those who were left soon found life unbearable between the heavy taxes and restrictive laws regulating our businesses. The farmers were the first to go and without them now there is hardly enough food to go around. Everyone who managed to secure visas before the town gates were closed left immediately. Over the years even more have snuck out in the dead of night, off to a better life somewhere else. I was only trying to do the same.” “So,” I said acridly, “when you were sitting with me last night, expounding on the beauties and the wonders of the village, you were lying to me? ‘It’s glorious,’ you said. ‘Life is beautiful there,’ you said! Now you’re telling me that all there is to find here is suffering? I would have been much better off staying in my tower. Mother was right!”
  • 51.
    “Your mother liedto you, Rapunzel, not I! I simply offered you the chance to see the world through your own eyes. But I do apologize for unloading my burdens on to you. It was too much.” The tone of his voice dropped from anger to understanding. “I only wanted to show you that there is sorrow in the world. But there is also happiness. And I want to show you that, too.”
  • 52.
    My eyes prickledwith tears, but I withheld them. The bell rang, signaling the arrival of another customer. He made an effort to smile. “Come out with me,” he offered, seeming to have instantly forgiven and forgotten our short spat. “You haven’t seen the storefront yet.”
  • 53.
    I followed, notsaying a single word, into the front room. I stayed close at his heels, struggling to reason through the situation. An elderly couple stood in the doorway. When they saw Gustaf the old man nodded by way of greeting and the old woman threw out her arms for a hug. They paid no attention to me at all. “Gustaf !” the old woman bellowed in a jovial tone. “So good to see you up and about again. We came by yesterday but your mother said you were abed with a cold.” “I am feeling much better now,” he answered, inviting the couple to step up to the counter while I moved quietly off to the side. “What have you come in for today, Sylvia?”
  • 54.
    The old womanbegan to prattle on about how her granddaughter was soon to be wed and how excited her entire family was. She offered up many details about the style of her granddaughter’s gown and the flavor of the cake and Gustaf paid close attention, nodding along the entire time. “When Susi was just a little girl, no more than seven, I’d say-” “She was eight,” the old man interjected.
  • 55.
    “Yes, yes. Thankyou, Vester,” the old woman said to her husband. “When she was eight, she got it in to her head that she just had to have her wedding invitations printed in a shop someday. ‘Like a book,’ she told us. Well, many years have passed since then but Vester and I still remember it like it was yesterday and we thought it would be a nice gesture if we were to have them done for her.” That’s when I saw it. It was written plainly on Sylvia’s face, but happiness was in Vester’s stony features as well. I just had to look a little closer, but it was surely there. I saw the joy that Gustaf had said could be found. This old couple had found joy even amongst the misery that was life in the village. Somehow both could exist together. And somehow I felt that I had never truly experienced either one.
  • 56.
    “Now Sylvia,” Gustafwarned. “My printing press hasn’t been running for a few days and Dirk is out visiting his mother. It looks to be quite some time before I can get to the invitations.” Sylvia’s face fell for a second but she composed herself quickly. “No matter. Susi was going to pen them herself with her sister after the festival tomorrow. If there’s not time to have them printed, I suppose we can find another gift for her.” Gustaf glanced in my direction. “Please,” I mouthed, having caught his eye. With a small smile and shake of the head, he plucked a piece of paper from the counter and dipped a pen in a jar of ink. “Oh…give me the information and I’ll see what I can do.”
  • 57.
    He scribbled downSusi’s information quickly and even from across the room I could see how excited he had become. The light in his eyes was back. Sylvia hugged him in gratitude even Vester put in his words of thanks before they left, promising to be back soon to pick up their order.
  • 58.
    Gustaf escorted themto the front door, closing and locking it behind them. The light from outside was growing dim; it was getting late. “That was the last customer for the day. And we won’t be open tomorrow because of the festival.” “Thank you for accepting their order,” I said, still hovering in the corner of the room. “I’m sorry if I pushed you to it; they just looked so sad when you said no.”
  • 59.
    “I didn’t say‘no,’ exactly,” he said, coming to stand next to me. “All I said was that it would take me a long time to make them without help. But I’ve found a solution.” “What are you going to do?” “Are you busy tonight?” he asked with a sly smile. “Would you care to be my assistant?” My heart leapt with excitement. “Not at all!” I shouted and resisted the urge to fling my arms around his neck. He was going to teach me how to use the printing press!
  • 60.
    As the sundipped below the horizon and the last rays of light peeked through the windows, I followed Gustaf back into the work room. He lit candles in every corner and slipped an apron off a peg. “It’s my mother’s,” he said, holding it out so I could slide my arms through. “You can borrow it; she won’t mind.” It was too big - the sides met in the back - but I didn’t care. My mind was reeling with the prospect of an entertaining evening ahead. And the touch of his fingers as they inadvertently brushed against my back.
  • 61.
    I pushed upmy sleeves and got right to work. Together we sorted out the wording of the invitations and the design for the border. He helped me sift through drawer after drawer of type, picking out and arranging spacers and backwards letters into rows. As we worked, I noticed that he stood very close; closer than we had ever been before. The casual bump of my elbow to his arm or his leg to mine brought a blush to my cheeks.
  • 62.
    He was animatedin his instruction; passionate and proud of his work. I found his demeanor contagious. As I set the rows composed text down into the stone bed of the machine, I felt a similar enthusiasm ignite deep within me. I had loved books my entire life, but this was something new altogether. Reading was one thing. Creating was another. We worked late into the night and, as the hours wore on, I fell more in love with the shop. I worked tirelessly, evenly applying ink onto the raised letters, twisting the handle with all my might to press them into the paper, and hanging up the damp invitations to dry .
  • 63.
    And in thesoft glow of candlelight I came to realize that what I was feeling wasn’t just for the machine.