Sinopse: Andy Aaron Ray is a former boxer of 74 years old. A man who became very rich when young, however he ended uo losing everything he fought due to greed, pride and selfishness. In 1964, after been hospitalized and get in come during two months he is stolen for his own businessperson and is made to leave rings and the proud of Las Vegas to live alone on the streets for decades until been met by a young couple of rich doctors and been invited to live in an old barn behind their mansion where they lived around Canton, close to Jackson city, capital of Mississipi state, U.S.A southeast.
Due to the hard blows life hit him, plus the hard blows from the incredible fights in the 70’, old Andy ended up getting many side effects physical and emotional ones. Now, old, sick and living in deep solitude, without any improvement , he sees himself abandoned by life, without relatives, nor siblings, no friends and given to the deepest sadness of soul. Although, in the begining of 2014 he knew Budd, a boy of only eight years old who every Friday after school stopped in front of Klein’s house to talk and learn sbout the secrets of life and listen to the exciting Andy’s histories about the golden age of the American boxing. When he was a young athlete, Andy was called the "Two A" or “Two Arms”. Who nick named him was Allie, his couch and older brother, because of the power of his crossed blows which easily knockout his opponents, either with his right or left arm.
After so much time passed and feeling an old man sick and forgotten by the world, suddenly he is recognized again by someone, an ordinary boy who shows up in his life and becomes his only friend.
However, the boy realizes the deep depression which Andy comes facing and tries at all cost to help him finding a meaning for his life, unfortunately his proud is too powerful that he cannot getaway that situation.
In a raining April afternoon, inside the barn, during a brief conversation, Andy decides to reveal his deepest secrets to the boy, however, a dramatic talk over makes everything go wrong. Without thinking, Andy scream is angry and say to the boy never cross his way, saying that no person on Earth would be able to help an old lonely man close to death like him.
Budd gets scared with that violence and the screams and decides never to return. Andy regrets and takes a decision, he gets his old backpack and goes toward his only friend. But what would have happened to Budd?
The search for forgiveness ends up making Andy Aaron Ray’s life into a shocking history of redemption and spiritual learning, without ever think about it, his life takes him to meet the real meaning of life.
This document provides summaries for 14 books that are nominated for the Louisiana Young Readers' Choice Award for grades 3-5. The summaries briefly describe the central characters, plots and themes of each book in 1-3 sentences. The books cover a variety of genres including biographies, mysteries, fantasies and historical fiction.
- Colin and Mary moved to university, where Colin studied political science and Mary was undecided. Mary attracted many male admirers but rejected their advances.
- A fire broke out near the dorms during a storm. Mary was killed trying to help another student, devastating her twin brother Colin.
- After struggling with grief, Colin began exploring the supernatural. He joined a secret society and discovered a phone that could supposedly contact the beyond, though he was wary to use it out of love for his late sister.
The Dashwood family moves to Barton Cottage. They are visited by their cousin Sir John Middleton and his wife Lady Middleton. Sir John is kind but Lady Middleton is cold. The Dashwoods are introduced to Mrs. Jennings and Colonel Brandon at Barton Park. Marianne sprains her ankle on a walk and is rescued by the charming Mr. Willoughby, with whom she develops a strong attachment. Elinor is more cautious in her assessment of Willoughby.
The document provides background information on the historical novel Year of Wonders by Geraldine Brooks. It summarizes the plot, which is based on the true story of the village of Eyam, England quarantining itself during an outbreak of the bubonic plague in 1666. It also provides context on Brooks' inspiration for writing the novel, the settings of Eyam and Oran, and historical details about the plague, mining in Eyam, and Puritan beliefs during that time period in England.
Everything You Need To Know About Year of Wondersjpinnuck
Everything you need to know about Year of Wonders in less that 60 Minutes. Download notes from our website here: http://www.tickingmind.com.au/students/
Georgia peach book award nominees 2011 2012Ruth Fleet
This document provides a summary of the 2011-2012 nominees for the Georgia Peach Book Award. It lists 17 young adult novels that were nominated, with a brief 1-2 sentence description of the plot or main character for each book. The books cover a wide range of genres including science fiction, fantasy, mystery, romance, and contemporary fiction. They all involve teenage protagonists facing challenges or coming-of-age experiences.
Georgia children’s book award nominees 2011 2012Ruth Fleet
Three sentences summarizing the document:
The document provides summaries of 20 books nominated for the 2011-2012 Georgia Children's Book Award, describing the plots and themes of each work ranging from historical fiction to contemporary realistic stories dealing with issues like friendship, family, and social justice. The books cover a variety of genres and topics that would appeal to a broad range of young readers.
1. "The Physician" by Noah Gordon tells the story of an 11th century medical apprentice who travels from England to the medical school of Persia to further his education. Like Sidonie, he encounters danger and mystery on his journey of discovery.
2. "A Disappearance in Damascus" by Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni follows a young Indian woman who uses her gift of visions to solve a kidnapping in ancient Syria. Readers seeking another protagonist who uses mystical abilities will enjoy this tale.
3. "The Thief Lord" by Cornelia Funke features two orphan
This document provides summaries for 14 books that are nominated for the Louisiana Young Readers' Choice Award for grades 3-5. The summaries briefly describe the central characters, plots and themes of each book in 1-3 sentences. The books cover a variety of genres including biographies, mysteries, fantasies and historical fiction.
- Colin and Mary moved to university, where Colin studied political science and Mary was undecided. Mary attracted many male admirers but rejected their advances.
- A fire broke out near the dorms during a storm. Mary was killed trying to help another student, devastating her twin brother Colin.
- After struggling with grief, Colin began exploring the supernatural. He joined a secret society and discovered a phone that could supposedly contact the beyond, though he was wary to use it out of love for his late sister.
The Dashwood family moves to Barton Cottage. They are visited by their cousin Sir John Middleton and his wife Lady Middleton. Sir John is kind but Lady Middleton is cold. The Dashwoods are introduced to Mrs. Jennings and Colonel Brandon at Barton Park. Marianne sprains her ankle on a walk and is rescued by the charming Mr. Willoughby, with whom she develops a strong attachment. Elinor is more cautious in her assessment of Willoughby.
The document provides background information on the historical novel Year of Wonders by Geraldine Brooks. It summarizes the plot, which is based on the true story of the village of Eyam, England quarantining itself during an outbreak of the bubonic plague in 1666. It also provides context on Brooks' inspiration for writing the novel, the settings of Eyam and Oran, and historical details about the plague, mining in Eyam, and Puritan beliefs during that time period in England.
Everything You Need To Know About Year of Wondersjpinnuck
Everything you need to know about Year of Wonders in less that 60 Minutes. Download notes from our website here: http://www.tickingmind.com.au/students/
Georgia peach book award nominees 2011 2012Ruth Fleet
This document provides a summary of the 2011-2012 nominees for the Georgia Peach Book Award. It lists 17 young adult novels that were nominated, with a brief 1-2 sentence description of the plot or main character for each book. The books cover a wide range of genres including science fiction, fantasy, mystery, romance, and contemporary fiction. They all involve teenage protagonists facing challenges or coming-of-age experiences.
Georgia children’s book award nominees 2011 2012Ruth Fleet
Three sentences summarizing the document:
The document provides summaries of 20 books nominated for the 2011-2012 Georgia Children's Book Award, describing the plots and themes of each work ranging from historical fiction to contemporary realistic stories dealing with issues like friendship, family, and social justice. The books cover a variety of genres and topics that would appeal to a broad range of young readers.
1. "The Physician" by Noah Gordon tells the story of an 11th century medical apprentice who travels from England to the medical school of Persia to further his education. Like Sidonie, he encounters danger and mystery on his journey of discovery.
2. "A Disappearance in Damascus" by Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni follows a young Indian woman who uses her gift of visions to solve a kidnapping in ancient Syria. Readers seeking another protagonist who uses mystical abilities will enjoy this tale.
3. "The Thief Lord" by Cornelia Funke features two orphan
This document provides a fragmented summary of a family's life over multiple generations in 3 paragraphs:
1. The father is described as a jealous man who abused the mother and children. The mother opened a small shop but faced financial difficulties. Their daughter fled and became a novice, seeking refuge elsewhere.
2. The daughter later asks her father to reconcile with her mother. They remarry, but the father remains jealous. After the mother falls ill, the daughter wants to care for her in the city but they become separated.
3. The document describes hardships experienced by the family's offspring over multiple generations, including struggling to finish schooling and living apart from biological parents. It provides glimpses into
M. clark college writing seminar paper #1 first draft visual narrative essaymclark098
The document is a personal essay recounting the author's experience immigrating from Britain to the United States as a child in the 1970s. Some key details include:
- The author grew up in Britain watching American TV shows and envisioned America through that lens, without fully understanding what the move would mean.
- The family moved to Massachusetts in 1978, where the author struggled with culture shock, different food, and developing an American identity over many years.
- It took the author over 15 years living in the US before she felt fully settled and like America was truly her home.
The document summarizes several young adult novels. It provides brief descriptions of the plots and characters for the novels White Fang, Football Champ, Sent, Karma Bites, One Crazy Summer, Prime Evil, Troublemaker, Airman, Go Ask Alice, Coffin Club, Internal Devices, Life as we knew it, Torn, The Bridge to Never Land, The Last Shot, Uncommon Criminals, Flirt Club, The Roar, and How To Survive Middle School.
The document discusses a collection of poems by Abdul Haye Amin about love and religion in foreign countries. It details how the author was invited by the local Tower Hamlet Council in London to discuss following the teachings of Jesus Christ, but then unexpectedly received a "Notice of Quit" ordering him to leave his residence by Christmas without explanation. The author questions what offense he committed and believes there may have been a conspiracy against Jesus. He asks the Queen of England or council to clarify the reasons for this action.
This document provides summaries for 12 books nominated for the 2012-2013 Massachusetts Children's Book Award. The summaries are 1-3 sentences and highlight the essential plot elements and themes of each book, including characters, settings, and key events.
Yas is a 13-year-old black British teen blogger known as "Curly Yas" who is passionate about beauty, hair, and fashion. She learns that her family is moving from London to Devon that day, cutting her last week of school short. Upset to be leaving her school and friends, Yas arrives 15 minutes late and cries while looking at photos on the school's achievements wall.
The document is a photo essay about the community of Arden, Delaware. It consists of 17 portraits and brief descriptions of residents of Arden. The portraits showcase the diversity of people who live in Arden, from lifelong residents to more recent transplants. Many residents are deeply involved in community organizations and continue multi-generational ties to the land and to each other. The essay conveys a sense of community spirit and pride of place among the residents of Arden.
This document provides summaries for 15 books that were nominees for the 2013-2014 GA Peach Book Award. Each summary is 1-3 sentences and highlights the essential plot elements or themes of the book. The summaries are organized alphabetically by book title.
This document provides summaries for 15 books that were nominees for the 2013-2014 GA Peach Book Award. Each summary is 1-3 sentences and gives a high-level overview of the plot or themes of the book. The summaries are organized alphabetically by book title.
The document summarizes the first three generations of the Kim family legacy, beginning with Ryker Kim and his wife Marie Dowell in the first generation. It describes their son Andrew Kim, who helped expand the family estate and was involved in the Society of Llamas. Andrew had twins Beatrice and Barnabas with his wife Suzie. Beatrice went on to further develop the estate and marry Alon Livingston, having three daughters - Chenoa, Cynthia, and Catalina. The volume ends tragically with Marie Kim self-immolating after writing a letter to her great-granddaughter Chenoa explaining her belief that all vampires must pay for their crimes against mortals.
This document provides summaries of 15 books available at the Butler Area SHS Library for the Fall of 2015. The books cover a range of genres including fiction, science fiction, fantasy, and romance. They describe plots involving post-apocalyptic worlds, magical realms, family struggles, love stories, and personal journeys of self-discovery.
This document provides summaries for 14 young adult novels that were nominated for the 2013-2014 Georgia Peach Book Award. Each summary is 1-3 sentences and highlights the essential plot elements or themes of the book. The summaries concisely convey the high-level story and topics covered in each novel.
A very graphic depiction of the plot and characters in Charles Dickens' novel Great Expectations; done visually to facilitate teaching the book to high school or community college students
The document is a personal narrative by Maxine Clark describing her experience immigrating from England to the United States as a child in the 1970s. Some key details:
- She grew up in England watching American TV shows but didn't fully understand America. Her family moved to Massachusetts for her father's job.
- The move was difficult, as she left behind family in England and struggled with culture shock after arriving. American food, customs, and language were unfamiliar.
- She gradually assimilated over years, adopting an American accent and lexicon but still felt torn between her English and American identities for a long time. She became a citizen at age 24.
This document provides an introduction to Charles Dickens' novel Great Expectations. It summarizes the basic plot of the story, in which the orphan Pip dreams of a better future beyond his upbringing as a blacksmith's apprentice. Pip encounters both Miss Havisham, a jilted bride living in decay, and her adopted daughter Estella. He is also unexpectedly given money by an anonymous benefactor to be educated in London. The document also provides historical context on Dickens' life and the time period, including child labor, debtors' prisons, and the use of penal colonies in Australia. It concludes with potential discussion questions about themes of opportunity, loyalty, and gratitude in the novel.
M. clark college writing seminar visual narrative essay finalmclark098
The document recounts the author's experience immigrating from England to the United States as a child in the 1970s. Some of the key events summarized are:
1) The author recalls being excited yet naive about moving to America, imagining it as a blend of western films and colorful landscapes.
2) The move was difficult, with culture shock experienced through differences in food, language, and climate compared to England.
3) After some struggles adjusting, the author gradually took on more American customs and identity over the decades, culminating in citizenship and starting a family in the US.
O documento discute a história da magia, desde os magos da antiguidade até os grimórios e a magia cerimonial. Explica que a magia e a religião estavam ligadas e que os mágicos buscavam controlar os deuses, diferentemente dos sacerdotes. Também descreve os complexos rituais e preparações necessários para a magia cerimonial funcionar.
O documento fornece um guia introdutório sobre transfiguração, discutindo seus conceitos, história, ramos e leis. É dividido em capítulos que explicam transformação pontual versus bruta, criação e desaparecimento, e exemplos de feitiços de transfiguração.
O documento descreve os princípios e práticas do xamanismo, incluindo a crença na Roda da Medicina como um símbolo do universo e da mente universal. Representa as quatro direções e está ligada à jornada espiritual do xamã para adquirir sabedoria e capacidade de conexão com a natureza e o cosmos.
The document discusses the history and development of artificial intelligence over the past 70 years. It outlines some of the key milestones in AI research from the early work in the 1950s to modern advances in deep learning. While progress has been made, fully general artificial intelligence that can match or exceed human levels of intelligence remains an ongoing challenge that researchers continue working to achieve.
This document provides a fragmented summary of a family's life over multiple generations in 3 paragraphs:
1. The father is described as a jealous man who abused the mother and children. The mother opened a small shop but faced financial difficulties. Their daughter fled and became a novice, seeking refuge elsewhere.
2. The daughter later asks her father to reconcile with her mother. They remarry, but the father remains jealous. After the mother falls ill, the daughter wants to care for her in the city but they become separated.
3. The document describes hardships experienced by the family's offspring over multiple generations, including struggling to finish schooling and living apart from biological parents. It provides glimpses into
M. clark college writing seminar paper #1 first draft visual narrative essaymclark098
The document is a personal essay recounting the author's experience immigrating from Britain to the United States as a child in the 1970s. Some key details include:
- The author grew up in Britain watching American TV shows and envisioned America through that lens, without fully understanding what the move would mean.
- The family moved to Massachusetts in 1978, where the author struggled with culture shock, different food, and developing an American identity over many years.
- It took the author over 15 years living in the US before she felt fully settled and like America was truly her home.
The document summarizes several young adult novels. It provides brief descriptions of the plots and characters for the novels White Fang, Football Champ, Sent, Karma Bites, One Crazy Summer, Prime Evil, Troublemaker, Airman, Go Ask Alice, Coffin Club, Internal Devices, Life as we knew it, Torn, The Bridge to Never Land, The Last Shot, Uncommon Criminals, Flirt Club, The Roar, and How To Survive Middle School.
The document discusses a collection of poems by Abdul Haye Amin about love and religion in foreign countries. It details how the author was invited by the local Tower Hamlet Council in London to discuss following the teachings of Jesus Christ, but then unexpectedly received a "Notice of Quit" ordering him to leave his residence by Christmas without explanation. The author questions what offense he committed and believes there may have been a conspiracy against Jesus. He asks the Queen of England or council to clarify the reasons for this action.
This document provides summaries for 12 books nominated for the 2012-2013 Massachusetts Children's Book Award. The summaries are 1-3 sentences and highlight the essential plot elements and themes of each book, including characters, settings, and key events.
Yas is a 13-year-old black British teen blogger known as "Curly Yas" who is passionate about beauty, hair, and fashion. She learns that her family is moving from London to Devon that day, cutting her last week of school short. Upset to be leaving her school and friends, Yas arrives 15 minutes late and cries while looking at photos on the school's achievements wall.
The document is a photo essay about the community of Arden, Delaware. It consists of 17 portraits and brief descriptions of residents of Arden. The portraits showcase the diversity of people who live in Arden, from lifelong residents to more recent transplants. Many residents are deeply involved in community organizations and continue multi-generational ties to the land and to each other. The essay conveys a sense of community spirit and pride of place among the residents of Arden.
This document provides summaries for 15 books that were nominees for the 2013-2014 GA Peach Book Award. Each summary is 1-3 sentences and highlights the essential plot elements or themes of the book. The summaries are organized alphabetically by book title.
This document provides summaries for 15 books that were nominees for the 2013-2014 GA Peach Book Award. Each summary is 1-3 sentences and gives a high-level overview of the plot or themes of the book. The summaries are organized alphabetically by book title.
The document summarizes the first three generations of the Kim family legacy, beginning with Ryker Kim and his wife Marie Dowell in the first generation. It describes their son Andrew Kim, who helped expand the family estate and was involved in the Society of Llamas. Andrew had twins Beatrice and Barnabas with his wife Suzie. Beatrice went on to further develop the estate and marry Alon Livingston, having three daughters - Chenoa, Cynthia, and Catalina. The volume ends tragically with Marie Kim self-immolating after writing a letter to her great-granddaughter Chenoa explaining her belief that all vampires must pay for their crimes against mortals.
This document provides summaries of 15 books available at the Butler Area SHS Library for the Fall of 2015. The books cover a range of genres including fiction, science fiction, fantasy, and romance. They describe plots involving post-apocalyptic worlds, magical realms, family struggles, love stories, and personal journeys of self-discovery.
This document provides summaries for 14 young adult novels that were nominated for the 2013-2014 Georgia Peach Book Award. Each summary is 1-3 sentences and highlights the essential plot elements or themes of the book. The summaries concisely convey the high-level story and topics covered in each novel.
A very graphic depiction of the plot and characters in Charles Dickens' novel Great Expectations; done visually to facilitate teaching the book to high school or community college students
The document is a personal narrative by Maxine Clark describing her experience immigrating from England to the United States as a child in the 1970s. Some key details:
- She grew up in England watching American TV shows but didn't fully understand America. Her family moved to Massachusetts for her father's job.
- The move was difficult, as she left behind family in England and struggled with culture shock after arriving. American food, customs, and language were unfamiliar.
- She gradually assimilated over years, adopting an American accent and lexicon but still felt torn between her English and American identities for a long time. She became a citizen at age 24.
This document provides an introduction to Charles Dickens' novel Great Expectations. It summarizes the basic plot of the story, in which the orphan Pip dreams of a better future beyond his upbringing as a blacksmith's apprentice. Pip encounters both Miss Havisham, a jilted bride living in decay, and her adopted daughter Estella. He is also unexpectedly given money by an anonymous benefactor to be educated in London. The document also provides historical context on Dickens' life and the time period, including child labor, debtors' prisons, and the use of penal colonies in Australia. It concludes with potential discussion questions about themes of opportunity, loyalty, and gratitude in the novel.
M. clark college writing seminar visual narrative essay finalmclark098
The document recounts the author's experience immigrating from England to the United States as a child in the 1970s. Some of the key events summarized are:
1) The author recalls being excited yet naive about moving to America, imagining it as a blend of western films and colorful landscapes.
2) The move was difficult, with culture shock experienced through differences in food, language, and climate compared to England.
3) After some struggles adjusting, the author gradually took on more American customs and identity over the decades, culminating in citizenship and starting a family in the US.
O documento discute a história da magia, desde os magos da antiguidade até os grimórios e a magia cerimonial. Explica que a magia e a religião estavam ligadas e que os mágicos buscavam controlar os deuses, diferentemente dos sacerdotes. Também descreve os complexos rituais e preparações necessários para a magia cerimonial funcionar.
O documento fornece um guia introdutório sobre transfiguração, discutindo seus conceitos, história, ramos e leis. É dividido em capítulos que explicam transformação pontual versus bruta, criação e desaparecimento, e exemplos de feitiços de transfiguração.
O documento descreve os princípios e práticas do xamanismo, incluindo a crença na Roda da Medicina como um símbolo do universo e da mente universal. Representa as quatro direções e está ligada à jornada espiritual do xamã para adquirir sabedoria e capacidade de conexão com a natureza e o cosmos.
The document discusses the history and development of artificial intelligence over the past 70 years. It outlines some of the key milestones in AI research from the early work in the 1950s to modern advances in deep learning. While progress has been made, fully general artificial intelligence that can match or exceed human levels of intelligence remains an ongoing challenge that researchers continue working to achieve.
O documento descreve o que é e a origem do Feng Shui, uma antiga arte chinesa para organizar espaços de forma a promover saúde, prosperidade e harmonia. Discorre sobre suas principais escolas e conceitos, incluindo Yin e Yang, Chi, Baguá e os cinco elementos. Tem como objetivo criar boas vibrações atraindo coisas positivas por meio da organização inteligente do ambiente de acordo com princípios milenares.
O documento lista várias ervas medicinais e suas aplicações terapêuticas, incluindo alfavaca e manjericão para combater resfriados, alho para pressão alta e resfriados, boldo para derrame e estômago, e quebra-pedra para pedra nos rins.
O documento descreve os princípios e entidades da Quimbanda, uma ramificação da Umbanda que trabalha com exus e pombagiras. Ele explica que a Quimbanda respeita as leis da Umbanda e que suas entidades se concentram no desenvolvimento espiritual através da proteção de seus médiuns. Também lista vários exus e pombagiras associados com a Quimbanda.
Os 12 signos como expressão dos anjos criadoresPaulo Viana
Nesta atividade cada participante descobrirá através do seu mapa astral... ( não é difícil e não é necessário conhecimento de astrologia ) como os anjos se projetam em nossa vida de forma particular e pessoal... um encontro com si mesmo... os anjos estão em nós... descubra o seu.
O documento fornece uma introdução às artes das trevas, incluindo azarações, maldições e as maldições imperdoáveis. Ele também discute métodos históricos de magia negra como vodu e necromancia. Por fim, lista vários feitiços de defesa que os estudantes devem aprender.
O documento discute o sistema Ma'heo'o Reiki, que combina ensinamentos de Reiki com técnicas xamânicas. Ele ensina a equilibrar os elementos da Terra (fogo, ar, água e terra) com o Grande Espírito para promover cura. Existem seis símbolos e três níveis de iniciação que permitem maior conexão com a energia da Terra e do Espírito. O sistema busca restaurar o equilíbrio entre os elementos dentro dos corpos e com a Mãe Terra.
O documento descreve um tratamento herbal tradicional para acidente vascular cerebral utilizando várias plantas, incluindo pinheiro, bardana e arnica. Ele também explica os sintomas comuns de AVC como não conseguir levantar os braços ou sorrir de forma assimétrica e recomenda uma dieta leve para auxiliar na recuperação.
O documento lista e resume 10 dos grimoires mais influentes da história. Estes livros de magia variam de coleções de feitiços judaicos e muçulmanos a manuais de invocação demoníaca. Muitos destes textos antigos continham instruções complexas sobre contato com anjos, profecia e cura, e influenciaram práticas mágicas por séculos.
Experiências de evocação de diferentes Daemons da Goetia. Alguns relatam manifestações físicas ou sonhos relacionados aos pedidos, enquanto outros não tiveram resultados imediatos mas acreditam ter recebido ajuda dos espíritos de forma sutil.
O documento descreve a evolução dos chakras humanos de um sistema de sete chakras separados para um Chakra Unificado localizado no coração. Isto permite o alinhamento e harmonização dos campos físico, emocional, mental e espiritual do ser humano, possibilitando respostas baseadas no amor em vez do medo ou ego. O Chakra Unificado integra uma maior gama de energia, especialmente o amor, trazendo mais benefícios para o equilíbrio e bem-estar do indivíduo.
O documento discute as diferenças entre evocação e invocação na magia. A evocação envolve pedir a uma entidade para se manifestar externamente, sem ligação direta. A invocação traz a entidade para dentro do corpo do operador, criando uma ligação. Algumas entidades como demônios não causam danos quando invocados, ao contrário de anjos que podem causar problemas como perda de memória. A invocação requer cuidado para não se ligar a energias destrutivas.
O documento apresenta o currículo de Luis Alberto Pimenta, autor do Curso de Baralho Cigano na Visão Ocultista e Esotérica. O currículo descreve a experiência de 32 anos de Luis Alberto Pimenta no estudo do Espiritismo, Esoterismo e Ciências Mentais. O documento também fornece uma breve introdução sobre o conteúdo e estrutura do curso de 15 capítulos, abordando tópicos como a história dos ciganos, simpatias ciganas, entidades ciganas e o significado de
O documento discute a projeção astral e dimensão astral. A dimensão astral é composta de matéria mental sensível aos pensamentos e pode criar qualquer forma. Durante a projeção astral, a visão esférica e o poder criativo do subconsciente podem causar distorções como objetos invertidos devido a mudanças no ponto de vista.
O documento discute a obra Fausto de Goethe e as lendas sobre o Dr. Fausto, bem como conceitos ocultistas sobre os 72 demônios da Goetia e as 72 virtudes associadas aos nomes de Deus. Também aborda a relação entre as áreas emocional e racional do cérebro humano e a necessidade de dominar ambas para alcançar a iluminação.
Pitch Your Book So Publishers Pay AttentionBeth Jusino
Agents and publishers are flooded with more queries than ever before. How can you cut through the noise and get noticed? Let’s step back and look at your fiction or nonfiction work with fresh eyes. We’ll identify what makes your project unique, marketable, and irresistible to publishing gatekeepers, and then, with lots of examples and time for practice and feedback, work on verbal “elevator pitches,” one-paragraph hooks, and 1-2 page synopses. Shared July 31, 2021
PART IComment on the significance of the following to the themes.docxherbertwilson5999
PART I
Comment on the significance of the following to the themes/major concerns/author world view in OF MICE AND MEN.
1. The title of MICE AND MEN- The title of the Steinbeck’s novel is inspired from a poem called “To a Mouse” by Robert Burns. In the mouse it is shown that a mouse built its nest in a wheat field which is later destroyed by farmers. There is a great relation between the poem and the Steinbeck’s novel. The characters in the Steinbeck’s novel are powerless and they can’t do much about their life. They are at the mercy of the fate. The characters Lennie and George are farm workers who dreams of having their own home and land but their dream is destroyed just like the mice in the poem that cannot do much about their nest being destroyed. Linney has a mouse is his bucket why ? the most is warm and soft , presents basic human needs . He kills them , cuz he can’t control his strength god gave him . the fad of mice and the fade of men are equal . got squash by a force stronger than itself
2. Slim drowning the puppies- The puppies here are innocent and yet they are drowned. The phrase is taken from Slim drowned four pups from a litter of nine. Since it was not possible for the mother to feed all the nine puppies, she these four puppies so that the rest five would survive. The situation was very harsh and the decision was not easy to make but still in order to save the life of five puppies, four puppies were drowned. Act of love in a horoic act just like the friendship act when Gorge killed linney . because he know he wouldn’t survive after killing Curley’s wife . He either will be sent to jail or killed and toutured by Curly. And gorge knows that he can’t live independtly . that’s why Slim understood Gorge when he kills Linney . He represents the figure of understanding
3. The name of Curley’s wife- In the novel Curley’s wife does not have a name. This might imply that she does have a identity of her own, she is not given due respect. She has a dream of her own but still she is considered nobody. She is known by her husband’s name. She dreams of becoming a movie star. She years for attention and reaches out to Lennie and be flirtatious with him. But she met a tragic end. She died without a name. Her neck was accidently broken by Lennie and she met an accidental death.
4. The water snake and the heron- There is a relationship of predator and a prey in between the heron and the snake. Snake being eaten by Heron reflects what happened to Curley’s wife. She was killed by Lennie. A snake appeared in the end and it was killed by heron’s at the water edge. Lennie comes to the pool in search of peace. It’s the paradise of George and Lennie. The place is not at peace now when Lennie has come here. George has stood by Lennie but he could not allow him to do bad things now. The snake being eaten by the heron foreshadows Lennie’s death with a predator eating the prey.
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This document provides a biography and overview of the works of American author Henry David Thoreau. It notes that he was born in 1817 in Massachusetts and graduated from Harvard in 1837. Thoreau is known for moving into a small cabin at Walden Pond in 1845, where he lived a self-sufficient lifestyle for over two years. While at Walden Pond, he wrote his most famous work Walden, published in 1854, which detailed his experiences and promoted living simply and self-sufficiently in nature. The document provides synopses of the chapters of Walden and discusses its major themes of transcendentalism, individualism, and self-reliance.
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This document provides an introduction to the author Sydney Cross Harland and his family origins. It describes how Harland comes from a long line of Yorkshire farmers and craftsmen on his father's side. Specifically, his paternal grandfather was a master tailor in the village of Snainton, where Harland was born in 1891. His grandfather was also a devout Methodist and local preacher. The chapter provides background on Harland's family and upbringing in rural Yorkshire to set the stage for his life and nine different careers chronicled in his autobiography.
Buck, a huge, four-year-old half-Saint Bernard and half-Scottish shepherd dog, is living a life of civilized ease in California's Santa Clara Valley in the home of Judge Miller. It seems to be the best of all possible worlds, for Buck is the most prized animal that the Judge owns. Around this time, however, gold is discovered in the great North, and large dogs suddenly become tremendously valuable because these types of dogs are needed to haul the heavy sleds through the deep snow fields.
This document is an excerpt from Jack London's 1903 novel "The Call of the Wild". It introduces Buck, a large dog living a comfortable life on a ranch in California. When gold is discovered in the Yukon, there is high demand for strong sled dogs. Buck is kidnapped and sold to be used for hauling sleds in Alaska. During the night ride in a crate on a train, Buck fights his captors and is badly injured. He does not understand what is happening to him or where he is being taken.
The document summarizes 50 short stories or lessons from a book called "50 Things That Really Matter". It discusses various life experiences and lessons on topics like wisdom, family, love, faith, music, nature, and more. Each entry provides 1-2 paragraphs describing a person's experience and what they learned from it. The document aims to highlight the simple pleasures and meaningful aspects of life, rather than material possessions or extravagance.
This document is a rights and upcoming frontlist catalog from Tin House Books. It lists 4 upcoming books in poetry, memoir, and fiction to be published between November 2019 and August 2020. It also lists 7 backlist titles available for foreign publication deals. The document provides brief descriptions of each title as well as author bios and praise quotes for select frontlist titles.
Robert Burns was a famous Scottish poet born in 1759 who came from a poor family but was inspired to succeed. He worked on his father's farm and had 14 children, though only 7 survived into adulthood. His first book of poems published in 1786 was surprisingly successful and allowed him to pursue poetry full time. Though his health deteriorated, he produced famous works like "To a Mouse" and influenced later authors. He brought freshness to poetry with works addressing Scottish cultural identity, sexuality, and poverty, and using satire and varying emotions in his writing.
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This document discusses a study that aims to understand what factors influence Florida State Troopers in Orange County to enforce driving under the influence (DUI) statutes. The study uses a qualitative phenomenological approach and interpretative phenomenological analysis to interview Florida State Troopers who have experience with DUI enforcement. The goal is to identify common themes from their lived experiences regarding what impacts their DUI enforcement decisions and actions. A small sample of Florida State Troopers working in Orange County will be interviewed for the study.
1) Charles Dickens wrote A Christmas Carol in 1843 to regain his financial status and fame after facing a decline in popularity due to criticisms of his previous work, and to revive the fading Christmas tradition in Great Britain.
2) Dickens drew from his own experiences growing up in poverty and working in a factory at a young age to create sympathetic characters like Bob Cratchit.
3) Through the story of Ebenezer Scrooge's redemption, Dickens illuminated the societal ills of prioritizing wealth over charity and criticized Britain's neglect of the poor, especially children.
This document summarizes an article from the February 2016 issue of Inside Pennsylvania magazine about Euell Gibbons, a famous forager and author known as the "guru of wild foods" who lived in central Pennsylvania in the 1960s-70s. It discusses his background of living off the land from a young age, his knowledge of edible wild plants, and how he shared this knowledge through books and wild food dinners near Troxelville. Local residents provide anecdotes about interacting with Gibbons and recall details about his personality and expertise with wild foods.
This document provides a collection of amusing similes and metaphors used incorrectly in student essays. It is presented as excerpts from an annual publication of such examples that teachers find amusing. The excerpts showcase unintentionally funny comparisons between concepts like "her face was a perfect oval, like a circle that had its two sides gently compressed by a Thigh Master" or "McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty bag filled with vegetable soup." A total of 25 such excerpts are presented.
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usic. It is a word that encapsulates the definition of sound and challenges the innate
propensity for man to embrace “the artist”. Music defines us as human beings. It is a representation of
how we choose to communicate the experiences in our lives. More than a compilation of sounds and
rhythmic patterns, music is a type of language, a gateway to self-discovery and a universal expression.
The beauty of a musical instrument’s construction hints to the quality of its sound. And instruments that
are played to their greatest ability are capable of drawing various emotions and memories from people of
all ages. Inside this book is the emphasis on a remarkable instrument called the bagpipe. Originating in
Europe, the Piob Mhor (“the great pipe”) became widely played and deeply incorporated into the society
of Scotland. When the Scottish adopted the bagpipe, it established storytelling through Canntaireachd, a
beautiful pipe language. Common Scottish stories were about war, commemoration, and celebration.
Today, when a person listens to the eloquent playing of the bagpipe, he or she is actually hearing a story
and can interpret its meaning.
In the following book, you will find a collection of phenomenal stories written by students from
Professor Whitelaw’s music class at the University of California, Riverside. These students have listened
to a song, performed by a bagpipe, called “Lament For the Children” by Patrick Mor MacCrimmon. After
hearing their initial impression of the tone and tempo, each student used their imagination and created a
story. A wide variety of emotion and passion runs through the entirety of this book. It is important to
note that the Scottish Clan System, a form of feudalism, has greatly influenced many of the student’s
stories. A reader should prepare for uncensored stories that may also relate to someone’s personal
memory; there are no rules to interpretation. Since music has a manner of expressing emotion, you may
read about depictions of anger, sorrow, joy, or excitement. This book will have a strong impact on its
readers, and hopefully make them more cognizant of the Scottish tradition of storytelling.
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nce upon a time, there was a young boy who lived in Scotland. He lived in a house nestled in
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dreamed of what it would be like to leave his home. At first, his parents told him to dismiss these ideas of
leaving and told him that the best life for him was life on the farm. Being only seventeen, the boy had
neither means of making money himself nor any other place to go. His parents recognized this and hoped
that these simple facts would keep him on the farm, at least until he found a wife. Gradually, as they saw
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Este documento fornece instruções sobre como usar o "Oráculo de Ouro" para obter orientação espiritual. Os autores Carlos Torres e Sueli Zanquim compilaram mensagens para ajudar os leitores a refletir sobre suas vidas e tomar melhores decisões. Ao consultar o oráculo, o leitor deve fazer uma pergunta, escolher uma página aleatória e ler todas as mensagens nela contidas, que podem fornecer insights inesperados. O objetivo é despertar a consciência e guiar o leitor para um camin
First Chapter of Best Seller Book in Brazil. Carlos Torres the same author of other Best Sellers Books as 2012 The Golden Age, The Law of Atracttion, The Power of Love and The Law Of Sharing with messages of the Blue People.
Matéria Revista Dia a Dia com Carlos Torres - Pág.1Carlos Torres
Após ter uma experiência espiritual na praia de Moçambique, Carlos Torres escreveu seus propósitos de vida em um papel e jogou em uma garrafa no mar. Seus desejos se tornaram realidade - ele se casou com Sueli Zanquim, teve um filho chamado Pedro e teve sucesso como escritor. Hoje, Torres é autor de nove livros e refuta a previsão do fim do mundo em 2012, ao invés prevendo o advento de uma nova era.
1) Dois jovens beduínos encontram sete rolos de pergaminho antigos em uma caverna perto do Mar Morto em 1947. Eles vendem os rolos para um sapateiro, que posteriormente os vende para outras pessoas.
2) Anos depois, os rolos são reunidos e identificados como os manuscritos bíblicos mais antigos já descobertos, datando de antes de Cristo. Sua autenticidade ajuda a confirmar que a Bíblia não sofreu alterações significativas nos últimos dois milênios.
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1) O documento descreve os primeiros encontros divinos entre Deus e os humanos no Jardim do Éden segundo a Bíblia.
2) Adão e Eva teriam tido um encontro pessoal com Deus no Jardim do Éden antes de comerem o fruto proibido.
3) Após comerem o fruto, Adão e Eva esconderam-se de Deus, que os chamou e conversou com eles, impondo punições pelo pecado.
Chave dos grandes mistérios de Eliphas LeviCarlos Torres
Este documento discute três problemas religiosos principais:
1) Demonstrar a existência de Deus de uma forma absoluta e fornecer uma ideia satisfatória.
2) Estabelecer a existência de uma religião verdadeira de forma incontestável.
3) Indicar o alcance e a razão de ser de todos os mistérios da religião única e verdadeira.
2012 A Edad de Oro - Primeiros capitulos grátisCarlos Torres
Este documento describe los grandes cambios que ocurrirán en la Tierra y en la humanidad hacia el año 2012. Predice que habrá tres días de oscuridad total, lo que causará miedo en la gente. Luego, el cuarto día el Sol aparecerá más brillante que nunca, marcando el inicio de la Era de Oro. Dios se revelará a la humanidad, disipando todos los miedos y culpas. La gente comprenderá que hay una fuerza mayor que gobierna el Universo.
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First Chapter of 2012 The Golden Age. The best sellers book in Brazil from the Carlos Torres. The same writer of The Law of Atraction, Message of the new world, Messages of Blue People and The Big Pulse.
Lucid Dreaming: Understanding the Risks and Benefits
The ability to control one's dreams or for the dreamer to be aware that he or she is dreaming. This process, called lucid dreaming, has some potential risks as well as many fascinating benefits. However, many people are hesitant to try it initially for fear of the potential dangers. This article aims to clarify these concerns by exploring both the risks and benefits of lucid dreaming.
The Benefits of Lucid Dreaming
Lucid dreaming allows a person to take control of their dream world, helping them overcome their fears and eliminate nightmares. This technique is particularly useful for mental health. By taking control of their dreams, individuals can face challenging scenarios in a controlled environment, which can help reduce anxiety and increase self-confidence.
Addressing Common Concerns
Physical Harm in Dreams Lucid dreaming is fundamentally safe. In a lucid dream, everything is a creation of your mind. Therefore, nothing in the dream can physically harm you. Despite the vividness and realness of the dream experience, it remains entirely within your mental landscape, posing no physical danger.
Mental Health Risks Concerns about developing PTSD or other mental illnesses from lucid dreaming are unfounded. As soon as you wake up, it's clear that the events experienced in the dream were not real. On the contrary, lucid dreaming is often seen as a therapeutic tool for conditions like PTSD, as it allows individuals to reframe and manage their thoughts.
Potential Risks of Lucid Dreaming
While generally safe, lucid dreaming does come with a few risks as well:
Mixing Dream Memories with Reality Long-term lucid dreamers might occasionally confuse dream memories with real ones, creating false memories. This issue is rare and preventable by maintaining a dream journal and avoiding lucid dreaming about real-life people or places too frequently.
Escapism Using lucid dreaming to escape reality can be problematic if it interferes with your daily life. While it is sometimes beneficial to escape and relieve the stress of reality, relying on lucid dreaming for happiness can hinder personal growth and productivity.
Feeling Tired After Lucid Dreaming Some people report feeling tired after lucid dreaming. This tiredness is not due to the dreams themselves but often results from not getting enough sleep or using techniques that disrupt sleep patterns. Taking breaks and ensuring adequate sleep can prevent this.
Mental Exhaustion Lucid dreaming can be mentally taxing if practiced excessively without breaks. It’s important to balance lucid dreaming with regular sleep to avoid mental fatigue.
Lucid dreaming is safe and beneficial if done with caution. It has many benefits, such as overcoming fear and improving mental health, and minimal risks. There are many resources and tutorials available for those interested in trying it.
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Dear readers,
This month we continue with more inspiring talks from the Global Spirituality Mahotsav that was held from March 14 to 17, 2024, at Kanha Shanti Vanam.
We hear from Daaji on lifestyle and yoga in honor of International Day of Yoga, June 21, 2024. We also hear from Professor Bhavani Rao, Dean at Amrita Vishwa Vidyapeetham University, on spirituality in action, the Venerable BhikkuSanghasena on how to be an ambassador for compassion, Dr. Tony Nader on the Maharishi Effect, Swami Mukundananda on the crossroads of modernization, Tejinder Kaur Basra on the purpose of work, the Venerable GesheDorjiDamdul on the psychology of peace, the Rt. Hon. Patricia Scotland, KC, Secretary-General of the Commonwealth, on how we are all related, and world-renowned violinist KumareshRajagopalan on the uplifting mysteries of music.
Dr. Prasad Veluthanar shares an Ayurvedic perspective on treating autism, Dr. IchakAdizes helps us navigate disagreements at work, Sravan Banda celebrates World Environment Day by sharing some tips on land restoration, and Sara Bubber tells our children another inspiring story and challenges them with some fun facts and riddles.
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The editors
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Title: My Friend Andy
Author: Carlos Torres
Year: 2014
Genre: Romance - Spiritualism - Inspiration
Pages: 281 pages
Diagram: Microsoft World
Size: 16 x 23 cm.
Font: Times New Roman – Size: 12
Status Book: Registered in the National Library.
Country: Brazil
Target group: Men and women looking an overcoming, inspirational, and redemption.
Summary: Andy, an old boxing fighter, ends up losing everything he won as fighter and when
he gets old he sees himself inside misery, guilty and the deepest solitude ever. When
everythings seems to be lost, he meets Budd, a boy in his eight years old who becomes his best
friend and shows him the real meaning of life.
Sinopse: Andy Aaron Ray is a former boxer of 74 years old. A man who became very rich
when young, however he ended uo losing everything he fought due to greed, pride and
selfishness. In 1964, after been hospitalized and get in come during two months he is stolen for
his own businessperson and is made to leave rings and the proud of Las Vegas to live alone on
the streets for decades until been met by a young couple of rich doctors and been invited to live
in an old barn behind their mansion where they lived around Canton, close to Jackson city,
capital of Mississipi state, U.S.A southeast.
Due to the hard blows life hit him, plus the hard blows from the incredible fights in the 70’, old
Andy ended up getting many side effects physical and emotional ones. Now, old, sick and living
in deep solitude, without any improvement , he sees himself abandoned by life, without
relatives, nor siblings, no friends and given to the deepest sadness of soul. Although, in the
begining of 2014 he knew Budd, a boy of only eight years old who every Friday after school
stopped in front of Klein’s house to talk and learn sbout the secrets of life and listen to the
exciting Andy’s histories about the golden age of the American boxing. When he was a young
athlete, Andy was called the "Two A" or “Two Arms”. Who nick named him was Allie, his
couch and older brother, because of the power of his crossed blows which easily knockout his
opponents, either with his right or left arm.
After so much time passed and feeling an old man sick and forgotten by the world, suddenly he
is recognized again by someone, an ordinary boy who shows up in his life and becomes his only
friend.
However, the boy realizes the deep depression which Andy comes facing and tries at all cost to
help him finding a meaning for his life, unfortunately his proud is too powerful that he cannot
getaway that situation.
In a raining April afternoon, inside the barn, during a brief conversation, Andy decides to reveal
his deepest secrets to the boy, however, a dramatic talk over makes everything go wrong.
Without thinking, Andy scream is angry and say to the boy never cross his way, saying that no
person on Earth would be able to help an old lonely man close to death like him.
Budd gets scared with that violence and the screams and decides never to return. Andy regrets
and takes a decision, he gets his old backpack and goes toward his only friend. But what would
have happened to Budd?
The search for forgiveness ends up making Andy Aaron Ray’s life into a shocking history of
redemption and spiritual learning, without ever think about it, his life takes him to meet the real
meaning of life.
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The magic of the word is love.
I dedicate this book to my friend and mentor, Adhemar Ramos.
Eternal gratitude.
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Summary
Canton – Mississippi 2014-------------------------------------------------------------------------1
Two days later----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------2
Andy & Budd------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------3
The beginning of a friendship---------------------------------------------------------------------4
The second meeting---------------------------------------------------------------------------------5
O`Neal bridge- 1950---------------------------------------------------------------------------------6
The third meeting -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------7
Wayne – the boatman-------------------------------------------------------------------------------8
Lord Cockrane----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------9
Two weeks later ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------10
1958 – The rising-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------11
The Golden title belt -------------------------------------------------------------------------------12
The hidden devils-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------13
Banjos Music Bar-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------14
Crazy Eddie -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------15
Andy & Eleonora -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------16
Gordon Black ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------17
The revenge-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------18
The Drama ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------19
Arguing with Budd --------------------------------------------------------------------------------20
The regreting ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------21
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The carriage-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------22
Coffee grounds -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------23
The journey------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------24
Memphis - Tennessee------------------------------------------------------------------------------25
Saturday morning----------------------------------------------------------------------------------26
Eastport----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------27
The mansion----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------28
The pier----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------29
The destiny-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------30
Lord’s messages -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------31
6. 6
1st Chapter
Canton – Mississippi
February 2014
An annoying noise of rusty tap and a refreshing smell of wet grass begin to
be felt outside the house, calling the attention of Dr. William Kline, better known
as Dr. Kline, a promising young surgeon only in his thirty-two years age and his
wife Suzanne Klein, an obstetrician and a little older, thirty-five years old.
A couple extremely focused on their careers
William Kline's dream was always to build a hospital in the city of Canton
where he decided to live with his beloved wife since they were married in
September 2009.
As practically the entire family of Suzanne resided nearby Canton and have
always been linked to medicine, the couple decided to buy an old mansion on the
outskirts of the city and with much effort reformed the old mansion built in the
year 1845 by a very wealthy man and owner of the largest farms of maize in the
region.
The effort of the couple Klein was not in vain, they transformed that awful
and abandoned place in a place of extreme beauty. The house became a mansion
and the garden was so beautiful and well maintained that looked like a small
paradise. Everyone who walked in front of the garden admired such beauty,
especially the children who took their parents to spend weekends in front of the
beautiful house of the Kleins to see the garden full of birds, colorful flowers, a
small lake of clean water and a lawn full of bushes carved in the shape of animals
that the gardener loved to do using his old steel scissors.
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However, the proudest thing for Dr. William Klein were his black
thoroughbred horses, purchased at an auction in North Carolina when he traveled
in the company of his father-in-law, also a doctor, to know the State hospitals.
The mansion was undoubtedly the most beautiful grounds in the region. All
the city said it was a miracle the Kleins have managed to turn that place abandoned
and overgrown in a warm and wonderful place.
The entire mansion had more than ten thousand square meters of land. A
wonderful place, but there was a mystical air through that place, especially in the
garden where occasionally you could feel a strange and delightful aroma of
jasmine floating in the air.
William and Suzanne did not know whence came that infectious aroma of
jasmine, but the entire neighborhood within a radius of almost five hundred meters
felt the peculiar sweetish aroma.
But how is it possible that if there was no Jasmine tree planted in the
garden? – Might it be the work of that old man who lived in the barn at the rear of
the mansion there is seventy meters away from the mansion? - Certainly yes,
because he was exactly who built this wonderful garden shortly after the reform of
the house completed in mid-2010.
It was a sunny morning of a Wednesday, and the noise of rusty tap insisted
and kept bothering Dr. Suzanne and William Klein’s breakfast.
Klein takes the last sip of milk from his mug, put it on the table and
whispers:
-Honey. What's that noise anyway?
William gets up and goes to the window to see what was happening outside
in the garden.
-And then? What's happening baby? Where is it coming all that noise?
-I do not know. I cannot see anything here. - I think I'm going out there to
see. Keep taking your breakfast, because we have to rush to the hospital within a
few minutes. Thank God today, our shifts are scheduled for the same time. It
means that we can come back together in the evening and have dinner here at home. -
What do you think we eat veal steak with white sauce, with red wine and emmental
cheese? We deserve it. Don’t you think so?
Suzanne grins of satisfaction, demonstrating immense happiness by being
married to the person who she felt to be the man of her life.
-Yes, dear. I would love to have a romantic dinner tonight.
-Then it's settled. Today we are having dinner together.
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-Great. I'll ask our maid Madeleine to go to the market to buy white meat and
give to our St. Charles for him to prepare the delicious veal steak you suggested.
-You do that dear. It will be wonderful.
-I'm already salivating just because of thinking. - Honey, you know how I love
Parisian food, even more if accompanied by a good cheese and a good red wine.
-Of course I know dear.
-Ahh! I'll ask Madeleine also to buy Italian bread and a bottle of Sardella for
remembering the honeymoon we spent in Rome. Remember?
- How could I forget?
-What do you think?
-Perfect, Dear. It will be an
unforgettable evening, just as happened in
our honeymoon. Or better, right?
Suzanne smiled quietly to see St.
Charles, the cook, approaching. She wipes
her lips and gently closes her eyes as if
daydreaming.
From the outside, the sound of creaking iron seemed to increase more and more.
William gives a passionate kiss on his lover, wearing white medical lab apron and
going to the barn in the back of the mansion.
Near the old barn he does not believe in what he sees, there was the old gardener
all wet on his knees trying to fix the spinner water that watered some sunflower
seedlings that he had just planted.
Dr. Klein realizes the desperation gardener trying to fix the spinner and cannot
understand what the hell he was doing. Outraged, he goes to turn off the tap and the
water kept gushing and make the spinner spin full speed.
He calmly walks over and stands behind the old gardener who was dressed in a
denim overalls:
-What is going on here anyway?
The gardener turns back and grins all wet dull:
-Dr. Klein? I was just trying to fix that damn spinner. I cannot stand that noise of
creaking iron. I think it's time to buy a new spinner, because this one is too old. I think
it's so old that it should be here since the mansion was built.
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Klein cannot hold and smile to see the old gardener totally wet and with a few
white hairs bristling up.
The old man always wore the same clothes, overalls and jeans he was always
seen all the time shirtless, because he said that the best thing in the world was feeling
the heat of the sun beating down on his bare backs.
Intrigued, William asks:
-Andy, My dear. You are a very strange guy. Tell me something, why don’t you
turn off the tap to fix that damn spinner?
The old Andy, in his 74 years old, shakes his head and does not respond.
Sometimes he had daydreams and seemed to get off the real world for a while.
Andy actually suffering from a syndrome known as *dementia of boxers. So,
from time to time, he lost the discernment and suddenly started doing nonsense things,
such as what he was doing: trying to get a spinner water while connected.
Actually Dr. Klein was already suspecting
mental health problems caused by hard knocks that
Andy received when he was young, was turning into
something serious. Perhaps a more advanced
schizophrenia or even the dreaded Alzheimer's disease.
By symptoms that Andy had shown, Klein was
almost sure that he was witnessing the beginning of a
serious illness. He even suggested numerous times for
Andy to do some tests in the central hospital of the city
of Canton, but Andy, proud and rough as ever, replied
that he needed not do a damn exams much less take
medicines because his health was good like a lion and
his conscience was perfect - pure and clear as the
crystal clear water that sprang from the Tennessee river, where he used to swim as a
child near the city of Florence, under the O`Neal famous steel bridge, built in 1939.
Andy responds, however, demonstrates his pride authority:
-Dr. Klein see, I really like you and lady Suzanne, and I'm very grateful for what
you have done for me. If you had not pulled me off the streets, and gave me this job as a
gardener and this old barn to live when I found thrown on the sidewalk next to the
church from the city center, surely I'd be dead. But I'm sorry - it does not give you the
right to come here and say how I should do my job.
Klein smiles to see the proud posture and his immature at the same time Andy
and feel it is not time to start a discussion, because although sometimes seem a little
muddled, Andy was a good hearted man.
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Moreover, Klein knew that even though he was old enough to be his father, if by
chance Andy was really angry, he was sure he would lose a fight man to man because
the old man was very strong and had an enviable physical structure for his age .
Suzanne shows up anxious in the mansion window and showing a hurry:
-Darling. Come on, it's late. I cannot be late at the hospital. I just received a
message from the emergency room saying that a girl has just arrived with contractions
and is about to give birth.
-It's okay. I'm coming baby! I'm coming!
-Andy. I did not come to the barn to bother you. Go back to doing what you
were doing. But see if this drug arranges rotary sprinkler, as agreed with that noise of
creaking iron beneath the bedroom window is not pleasant. You know how Suzanne is a
perfectionist and boring with these things, don’t you?
Yes sir. I'll fix it. Leave it to me. Tell Mrs. Suzanne not to worry. - Goodbye and
have a good day at work, doctor.
-Goodbye Andy. - Do you need anything else?
-Actually I do.
-Then tell because I am in a hurry.
-Doctor, I've been feeling really bad lately. I'm feeling tired and sometimes feel
a little fever and shortness of breath. What do you think that is?
-I do not know. I would need to examine you more calmly. Tomorrow I promise
to come back here and examine it to get an accurate diagnosis.
-It's okay. I wait for it.
-Andy, I already told you need to do some tests, but you are a stubborn guy and
not accepted. You never made any examination. You must come with me to the hospital
for a complete check-up.
-No way doctor. I did not walk into that hospital at all. You know very well that
I'm terrified of hospitals. I have had horrible experiences in Las Vegas and I prefer that
you examine me right here if you do not mind.
-Done. Since you insist. We'll do it tomorrow.
-Thank you. Goodbye doctor. Have a good day's work.
-Thank you. Goodbye Andy. Take care of yourself.
Klein walks toward Suzanne waited impatiently beside the car and Andy is still
looking at them with a sad countenance, like an abandoned child.
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Suzanne looks at her husband and asks:
-What did he want?
-I do not know. He seems a little lost, don’t you think?
-I guess. He’s been very strange lately.
-You're right. Do you believe that Andy raised his voice to me just now? He was
always a quiet and respectful person. I'm finding that the process of Alzheimer's is
getting worse.
-Alzheimer?
-Yeah. Remember that I told you about this the other day in breakfast?
-I remember. My God! So sad!
Suddenly Andy, still sitting on the wet grass and holding a wrench in his right
hand, screams interrupting their conversation:
-Hey! Cute couple. Want to know something?
Both Suzanne and Willian looks back curiously.
-Go ahead, Andy! - Suzanne responds.
-I love you. I owe my life to you both. You deserve all that life can afford. You
were the only people in the last forty years that helped an old lonely and abandoned like
me.
-Thank you Andy! - Suzanne replied with an air of indifference.
-He continues:
-You guys are enlightened people. So I say fearless in my heart, I love you.
Suzanne never expected to hear those words coming from the mouth of that rude
and non-assignable man in the morning. But his words were true and touching, so true
that they were able to thrill Suzanne that she could not stand and hugged her husband
trying to hide the tears which started streaming down her face.
Suzanne was thrilled deep inside due to not the gratitude that Andy was
showing, but his words made her think, even for a brief moment about her own life.
What he had said as a simple gardener deserve all that life could offer was like an arrow
hitting her heart, because her biggest dream was to have two children by her beloved
husband William Klein.
However, she knew that dream was almost impossible to come tonight because
he was fully aware of her sterility and could never give a child for her husband.
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But it was a secret she kept under lock and key because she never had the
courage to tell it to William.
However, it was only a matter of time, because one day Suzanne would have to
tell the truth, but certainly this was not the ideal time for her to do that.
With joy and satisfaction, Suzanne enters intrigued by the ease with which Andy
had uttered such words. She says:
-Darling. Andy is really strange. I wonder what is happening to him. I never
heard him talking that way. Is he depressed? Distressed? Sad?
-Yeah right, yes, dear. As far as I know, he was always a very lonely man.
-Lonely?
-Yeah. The other day he told me he did not have any family. He said they all
died and he ended up abandoned in the world. He said he has no siblings, cousins,
uncles and even friends. Nothing, just anyone. He said he only has us.
-That is very sad! What else do you know about him?
-Few things. I also know that he was a great boxer during the sixties.
-He said that to you?
Yeah.
-I do not believe that is true. Do you believe?
-I think so.
-Honey, you better speed up because we are too late. - Suzanne says
demonstrating authority and irritation.
-Calm down dear. We are gonna arrive on time, do not worry.
-Willian Damn! It's all your fault. You always do this. It is there in the barn
giving attention to that crazy old and every morning we leave late for work.
-Why so much irritation Suzanne? - Calm! I'll cut through the highway. Do not
worry.
-You do that.
William enters the left:
-Why are you so mean to him, dear?
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-That isn’t peeve of mine. It is that we have so many important things to worry
about and you're wasting time on the old. That's it. We have to think of our lives - in
realizing our dreams - to build a family. These things all couples often do. You see?
Klein does not respond. Remains silent and tries to disguise keeping the focus on
the road.
Suzanne is not satisfied and asks another question:
-What else did he say to you?
-Who? Andy?
-Sure. It's not him we're talking about?
-Actually he did not say much. He said he does not like to remember things of
the past, he did much wrong, and when he remembers the mistakes, he has got the
feeling of being missing again, as if repeating the same mistakes again.
-What has he done so wrong in the past?
-No idea... He said people should not brood
and reminiscing the past, it is something that has
passed and will never exist. Something that should
be forgotten and wiped away from the mind.
-When he said these things to you?
-When rescued from the streets and brought him to live in the barn to work as
our gardener. - When I met him he was carrying an old leather backpack and a woolen
blanket rolled up under his arm. - When we got to the barn and showed where he would
live from that day, he smiled, thanked me and asked if he could preach one thing and
another in the ceiling on the wall.
-What Things?
-Two Things I never imagined that an old man like him would carry for so long
with him.
-What was it?
-A golden title shot boxing champion with a wide ribbon, striped with the colors
of the American flag: red, white and blue.
In the middle of a golden medal embossed scripture that said, "World
Heavyweight Champion".
-Was there his name written on the title belt?
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-No. There was only written the year of the championship, 1962 There were also
five gold stars in high relief and the name of the city where the fight happened - Las
Vegas.
-Very strange that! He certainly must have stolen this title belt of any store, for
any boxing champion would live on the streets as a ragged beggar.
-I'm sorry. But I believe it Suzanne. Andy never steal from someone. I'm sure.
-You know what your problem is, Willian?
-What?
-You're too good for people. One day, that kindness will bring you many
problems. You believe in people, you know? Sometimes I think you are very innocent. -
Need to be careful, because when you least expect that old will also steal you.
-How come you have a negative mind, Suzanne!
-Sorry, but I do not trust him. Actually I do not trust anyone.
-You should have a little more compassion in your heart!
-Could be. But I am this way.
-I think we better stop here Suzanne. I do not want to start arguing with you
while driving.
-We're discussing, dear. Why are you worried? Tell me what more he kept inside
the backpack beyond the title belt of boxing?
-He had a scout red leather, those fighters hang from the ceiling to train. You
know that?
-Yes I know. That thing that looks like a pear?
-Yeah.
-How strange! He must be fanatical about boxing. Must be why he carries such
things.
-I'm telling you, he was a famous boxer in the sixties.
-Dear, this is bullshit. If he did not steal those things someone should have given
to him.
-You're too bad, dear. What is happening to you? You have a heavy heart
because of something? It seems that you hate the world.
Suzanne lowers her head sorry for what she had just said and try to disguise:
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-Darling: - I never went into the barn after you brought Andy to live with us.
Actually I feel very sorry for that poor man, but you know. I ...
William gets annoyed with the judgmental words of Suzanne and raises his
voice:
-Honey. Want to know what I think? - I think you do not feel sorry for Andy. I
think you are afraid of him. - One thing is different from another.
-Not quite that, dear. Not fear I feel. - Suzanne scratches her head feeling guilty
and confused.
-No need to be dull. I know what you feel for him.
-What?
-You feel contempt. This is prejudice because he is an old poor man and
miserable. That's what you feel. - Andy is a lonely old man who lived on the streets
almost a lifetime. This is the reason for your prejudice.
-That's not true!
-Yes, it is true. You'll never stop and go to the barn to talk to him. You are never
interested in knowing that poor man’s life history. - You know dear: sometimes people
just need to talk a little, that's all. - Just because he is a miserable man and lives alone in
the world, does not make it a dangerous person, malicious or have some sort of
contagious disease. Andy is only one person, a suffered old man that needs some
attention, that's all.
-Sorry dear, I did not want to make a discussion.
-I do not either. But you need to hear.
Suzanne redeems herself and listen:
-As physicians, we have an obligation to recognize the human side of the people
and do not think only of the money that people have and what they wear. - Honey, one
thing I learned from my father when I was a teenager and it is still alive. My father was
a poor man and never had the opportunity to study to be someone in life, because he had
to work his entire life as a farmer in cornfields and my mother was always sewing. But
he said one thing one day and I've never forgotten.
-What did he say?
He said that people believe in what they have, but they are not what they have.
What gives a person the real value is the character that they carry within themselves and
not what they have.
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Suzanne does not respond and quickly tries to change the subject because she
has always been an extremely ambitious and materialistic woman.
William realizes that silence immediately blew inside the car. He looks from the
corner of his eyes and try to have any response Suzanne.
She realizes the provocation and tries to answer:
-You're right Willian. I do not want to think that way about Andy. Sorry dear. I
swear I wanted to treat him more naturally like I treat other employees from home, but
...
-I know dear. No need to explain. I get it. I know you've been treated like a
princess by your parents and always had everything you wanted. You've always had a
lot of money and never passed financial difficulties in life. - For this reason I think you
could never understand the suffering of a man like Andy. You may never understand the
pain and loneliness that corrodes the soul of an old man like him, a man who was
forsaken by the world and have no one to share his life poor and mediocre, not even a
single child he has to be on his side in recent years that is remaining of his life.
-Deep touched, Suzanne feels a lump in her throat due to hearing William
talking about the theme: Children. But she would rather to keep quiet and say nothing
more. Just turns her face to the side and follows the journey looking at the immense
cornfields through the car window.
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2nd Chapter
Two days later
Instead of asking why you suffer,
try to find out what is being healed within you.
As agreed, the next day Andy waited for Dr. Klein all day lying on bed, because
he was not feeling very well.
But Klein did not show up to examine him the next day because there was a
serious accident on the highway and many wounded were rushed to the emergency
room in the morning. Because of the accident caused, Dr. Klein had to stretch the duty
until the evening of that day to attend the surgeries and more than ten injured.
Two of them unfortunately did not support the trauma and succumbed to death,
others were in serious condition in intensive center, but did not suffer life-threatening.
Since he was a child, Klein always wanted to be a surgeon, but also the
difficulties of life led him to learn about cancer and the causes that led people to
develop sick and degenerative cells - perhaps to try to understand the early death of her
mother at forty-two years of age because of a malignant skin cancer.
Andy waited all day for the return of William Klein, because he was feeling a lot
of pain in the chest, fever and mental disordered, something he had never felt before,
not even when he was hospitalized in a coma for four months at the central hospital in
Las Vegas after a fight against one of the most experienced of his time - Carlos
Sanchez, a Mexican middleweight also known as El Matador.
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*Dementia pugilistica: Boxing is an ancient sport, in which head injury is common and inherent to it.
Therefore it has acute effects on the central nervous system, such as bleeding, carotid dissection or thrombosis
(Payne, 1968) and chronic such as dementia pugilistica (Millspaugh, 1937). The latter can also be called progressive
chronic boxer's encephalopathy (Critchley, 1957) or punch drunk syndrome (Martland, 1928) and represents
neurological result in long-term cumulative effects of repeated head trauma (Martland, 1928; Roberts, 1969;
Critchley 1957; Mendez 1995).
Table 01: Traumatic encephalopathy in boxing
Phase Body Cognitive Psychiatric
Begin Approximately
75% Dysarthria
Trembling little
incoordination
especially non-
dominant hand.
Lowered attention
to complex
activities
Mental instability,
Euphoria,
Irritability, distrust
and Agression.
Intermediate Approximately
17% of Parkinson
Syndrom worsens
from Dysarthia,
tremors and
incoordination
Mental speed
lowered. Light
lacks of memory,
attention and hand
skills
Magnified
personality,
decreased
spontaneity, too
much distrust,
violent
inappropriate
attacks.
Advanced Approximately 3%
pyramidal signs
Parkinson Syndrom
tremors and
Dysarthria and
Ataxia important
Lorewered speed in
talking and thinking
Amnesia. Lack of
attention
Childish, decreased
Insight, Paranoia,
Psychosis,
Violence, Possible
Klüver-Bucy
Adapted from: Mendez, M.F Neuropsychiatric aspects of boxing Int J psychiatry
in Medicine 25(3) 249(69) 1995
However, in the morning of the next day, his distress would end. Lying in his
bed, listening to Andy's old barn door move:
-Morning. Excuse me Andy. Are you there?
It was Dr. William Klein.
-Yes Dr. Klein. Come in.
Klein is startled to see Andy’s face.
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-What is happening to you, Andy? You are very depressed.
-I do not know doctor. Just know that this morning I had a very strange
nightmare and I spent the night with breathing difficulties and a severe chest pain.
-What did you dream? You remember, Andy?
-There were People here walking around the barn. They pounded on the door
wanting to come in and said they wanted to talk to me, but I did not dare to get up and
see who it was. I'm too scared doctor. I do not know if it was a dream or reality. Nobody
came in here. - I take good care of the house when you're not around. You that ?
-Yes I know, Andy. Do not worry about it. It was just a nightmare. Let me take
your temperature and your blood pressure.
-Please, doctor. I'm scared of such a nightmare.
-You have to worry about your health and not about your nightmares.
Nightmares are just strange dreams that the mind makes up when we are tired and
confused.
Klein wanted to take the opportunity to tell Andy about the imminent diagnosis
of Alzheimer's disease that could be settling. But he felt that this was not the proper
time to say.
-Well Andy. Your temperature is a little above normal.
-Above normal?
-Yes, but there is no need to be worried, it is 37.5º of fever. Your pressure is a
little high, but it is certainly because of nervousness. It is also not to worry. However, I
would like to take you to the hospital tomorrow morning to do a full check-up and take
some questions.
What Dr. William really wanted to do was a tomography scan and a magnetic
resonance imaging on his skull to eliminate any chance of Alzheimer's or maybe some
brain tumor.
Andy immediately responds being sure:
-No way doctor. I am not going into the hospital. I accept any medicines that you
prescribe me, but entering at the hospital I do not go.
-Oh! My God! You are a stubborn same old. Well, in this case I do not have
much to do. I go to my house to get one medicine to lower your fever and also
something for you to eat. Apparently you have not eaten anything since yesterday, is not
it?
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-Yeah, I did nothing to eat today. See how much I have left to wash dishes.
Sorry, but I could not get out of bed. It is not laziness, doctor. I'm a strong guy, you
know me too well. The problem is that I really had very bad night. - Excuse me Allie.
William is scared to hear Andy calling him Allie.
-Allie? You said Allie? Who is Allie? And why are you apologizing and giving
many explanations for me? No need to do that.
Andy seemed to be going through another crisis of forgetting and being whipped
by daydreams and memories of childhood.
-Excuse me doctor. I’ve been a little confused lately.
-All right Andy. Do not worry. I understand. Let me examine your eyes, excuse
me.
Klein approaches and their miniature flashlight illuminates the pupil of Andy
trying to figure out some kind of brain tumor through the back of his eye that older
doctors used to do. He examines, so far he does not see anything strange.
-Andy. I want you to look at me now.
-I'm looking doctor.
-Who am I?
-You're Dr. Willian.
-So, why you called me Allie?
-I do not know doctor. Suddenly you seemed to be my brother, Allie.
-Your brother? You never said you had a brother.
-Yeah, But I had a brother. He was my best friend and also my coach. But he
was three years older than me.
-And you know where he is now?
-He is dead. He died in 1964 when I was 24 years old. After he was gone, my
career as a fighter suffered a meltdown because there was no one to support me.
-You were scared of him? So was apologizing and giving many explanations?
-Yeah. He was very disciplined and brooked no disobedience. His orders were to
be done. He was a very hard man, but he did not do it because he was bad, he was
disciplined, especially when it came to practice, cleaning and feeding.
-Where did you live when you were young?
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-We lived at a gym in Memphis and then we lived in a rented house in the back
of a quarter. I had to keep everything clean, because he said that a simple bacteria or
food poisoning could end once and for all with my career as a boxer. He was right, I
never doubted him. But unfortunately he was gone and it got really bad in my life from
then.
Andy suddenly begins to get nervous for no apparent reason. William realizes
and tries to calm him down:
-Calm down Andy! No need to be nervous. Just a brief reminder of the past. I
understand that you are going through a difficult time in your life and you must be
missing a lot of your brother, Allie, isn’t it?
-It's true. I just had him in life. He was my driving force, the person who made
me get up every day and fight. Whenever I was discouraged and lost a fight, he sat
beside me on the edge of the ring and said softly only for me to hear:
"Ray, when everything seems to be lost, it is time to lift your head and look
forward, because there is always a way out. Always. "
-Your brother should be a quite a man, Andy.
-You're right, he was. Allie was actually my father, my brother, my friend. All at
once.
Klein goes to the barn door and light a single bulb that illuminated the place.
There were no divisions separating the bedroom, the kitchen and the pantry, like a
normal house. It was all together, a simple bed with a yellow lamp illuminating the
room, an old leather chair, one two-burner stove where prepared his food and a small
closet where he kept some clothes and shoes. Just that. The rest of the barn was full of
harness horses, horseshoes and a small emery where Andy used to sharpen the knives
and scissors for gardening.
-Andy. Pretty soon I'll be leaving you with some medication and then I’ll be
going back to the hospital. Okay?
-All right doctor.
-You're going to be okay?
-Yes sir. I'm already feeling better just from you to come here to talk a bit to me.
It was clear that Andy was suffering from depression, loneliness and melancholy
by spending many years living alone on the streets of the states of Mississippi,
Tenneessee, Nevada and Alabama.
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Associated with all this, he should be with some organic problem in progress,
but unfortunately any diagnosis would be possible only if he accepted to go to the
hospital for tests. And that of course was not in his plans.
William says:
-I'm glad you're feeling better Andy.
-When you will return here again, Doctor?
-This evening, so I will go back to the hospital, I come here to see you again.
-Good! I do not know what would I do without you and Mrs. Suzanne.
William holds Andy’s hands firmly:
-Andy, I know you hate being alone, but I need to tell you something.
-What? - He answers his eyes widening.
-I and Suzanne have a very important conference to attend in London in the
coming days and we will be ten days off.
-London? Why so far?
-Yeah the annual meeting of the Inter American surgeons. Suzanne goes along
with me because she likes the subject and also because we want to walk a little in
Britain. She has a dream of visiting the ruins of Stonehenge in the English countryside.
Andy lowers his head, sits on the edge of the bed and then loosk deep into his
eyes and smiling responds:
-Yeah that's exactly what you need to do. You are young and need to enjoy life.
Do not worry about that cranky old here. I'll be fine, do not worry.
-Good, Andy you understand my situation.
Of course I understand. You are young and should enjoy. I will not be alone as
well - I have the birds, the flowers, the trees and the whole house to look after. I wish a
good journey to you both.
-Only if being possible, I would like you to do me a favor, doctor.
-Which one? Just let me know.
-Ask your wife to come here to say goodbye to me before you leave to travel. I
really love your wife. I cannot say what this feeling is, but I feel a different love for her.
-What do you mean, Andy?
-Do not worry doctor. It is not love from a man to a woman.
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-I know that. - Klein smiles. - Must be such unconditional love. The
unconditional love that many churches say, is it?
-Yes, this must be love what you're saying. My wife used to say much about this
love when we were young.
-You said wife? Have you ever been married, Andy?
Andy suddenly begins to get changed and his forehead starts to sweat.
He gets up from the bed and distinctly nervous going to the direction of grinding
looking for something to sharpen.
With his back to Klein he grabs a pair of scissors to cut the grass and begins to
rant:
-I do not want to talk about that doctor. I think you better get out of here right
now.
-What was, Andy? I said something wrong?
Let me here alone in this fucking barn, please, Doctor.
-But… Andy?
Andy suddenly changes countenance, raises the scissors gardener and says
without hesitation:
-Go Now! Leave me alone, please. Go. Before I make a bullshit.
Suddenly this man who seemed to be loving and kind, begins to show a violent
and misunderstood person.
-All right Andy. Calm down. I did not want to touch the subject of your wife.
Andy takes a deep breath and suddenly start throwing all he sees ahead, as if he
were mad.
Startled, Klein pulls away and stands by the door to the barn, but will not go
away because it realizes that this demonstration of violence was only one way that
Andy had to free his guilt and anguish.
Minutes later, after having lost his sense, Andy calms down, sits on the bed and
starts to cry like a child.
Klein comes closer, but prefers not to get too close for fear of starting another psychotic
outbreak.
Andy seems to calm down. Breathe a few times and then immediately says
feeling too breathless:
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-You know doctor I suffer a lot. This is true. I am a very lonely person and I do
not have to talk. I'm an old wanderer, walking the world looking for something to fill
that empty drug that insists on being part of my life. An emptiness that hurts and it hurts
too much. I just wanted to know why I suffer so much in this fucking life? Why? Why?
With the scissors still in hand, Andy looks at Klein and says:
-I'm feeling very strange doctor. You'd better get out of here right now.
-All right! Alright! I'm already going. - But before I go I want you to know one
thing ... Andy
-What?
-Instead of asking why you suffer, try to find out what is being healed within
you. - My friend, the whole process of suffering in the background is a healing process.
The problem is that people are afraid to find out what makes them suffer. If people did
the right questions, they would heal their deepest sorrows. Andy try to ask the right
question and the right answer will come in your mind. The secret of life is the questions
and not the answers, my dear.
Andy lowers his head thinking about what Klein had said and responds with his
typical and usual aloof and proud tone:
-Yeah easy for you to say doctor. You are handsome, rich, recognized and loved
by everyone, young and full of friends, you have a beautiful wife waiting for you every
day for dinner and love. I wanted to see you saying that if you were here in my place
inside this filthy barn, smelly, alone and abandoned by God. I ask for your help as a
doctor and not as a counselor. So I repeat, doctor. I think you better go now.
-Sorry Andy, I did not mean to offend you. I think I'd better leave you. Have a
nice day.
-Goodbye. Thank you for worrying about me, but I'm strong enough to endure
the trials of life. Do not worry.
If you want so, all right Andy. - Klein responds and turns his back.
-Doctor! - Andy calls before closing the barn door.
-Andy?
-See you tonight? Before leaving to London?
-I hope so. If I do not have a surprise in the hospital, certainly yes. Now I must
go, I'm late. Goodbye Andy.
-Goodbye.
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Mental disorders and dementia boxer Andy sometimes left unchecked,
especially when some insights of the past breaks in minds, as happened at the time
when he remembered his beautiful wife Eleonora Victorine.
He seemed to be a tough man, at least that was what he wanted to show to
people. However, minutes after the event he regretted having spoken that rude and
reckless manner to Dr. Klein.
In desperation, he sits in the old leather chair and starts crying. Then holding the
scissors with anger and throws it with all his strength against the wooden wall of the
barn, digging it between the cracks.
Take a deep breath and whispers to himself:
"I hope that doctor does not tell Lady Suzanne what happened here. If he
tells, she will be more afraid of me than he already is. I know she does not like me
very much. What the hell! How could I screw up again. It's always the same thing.
It seems that something inside me take care of my body and my mind when I start
to remember things of the past. What is it anyway? What the hell! I cannot stand
to live like this anymore! Damn life. "
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3rd Chapter
Andy & Budd
The day started like any other day, the sun rose and the night soon took over the
city of Canton. Andy was waiting for the doctor to return late in the evening, DR. Klein
did not return though.
Andy was not feeling well. He started feeling ill again and did not know who to
ask for help, because then all the employees had gone home. The only thing he could do
was lie on bed, trying to calm down and wait for the doctor to come back to prescribe
some stronger medication order to solve that damn chest pain.
By nine o'clock in the evening, he decided to get up and prepare a toasted bread
with butter in skillet and a strong coffee to relieve and get ok from the tiredness that he
had felt. Lying on bed, he turned on the small black and white portable TV from the
seventies that Klein had given him as a gift. He decided to watch the final game of the
NBA to support for his favorite team, Los Angeles Lakers.
However, caffeine seems to have done the opposite effect, rather than keep him
awake, Andy got into bed and fell asleep in the first minutes of the game. At least it was
a chance to rest a little after two long sleepless nights.
That Thursday was definitely not easy for Andy, much less to Dr. Klein. In
addition to the casualties who needed constant care in the intensive care unit that day
two more complex cases in the emergency department emerged a fifty-two-year-old
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man came home drunk after being stabbed at dinner to have flirted a married woman -
and the other person was a young woman of twenty-two years of age who came to the
emergency room with a severe bleeding after suffering a spontaneous miscarriage.
Unfortunately the girl could not stand the bleeding and the patient died in the operating
room.
Because of these setbacks, Suzanne Klein and William Klein only made it back
home around two o'clock in the morning. Suzanne arrived home exhausted physically
and mentally, because that afternoon she had faced one of the most difficult situations
of her life as an obstetrician. It was she who had to remove the fetus from the uterus of
the patient in the operating room.
And then, what to do? That was the trial of whom chose medicine as a
profession.
However, it was certain that before long the couple overcome the painful
memories of that day, because every day such things happen.
Klein used to say to all his team members were the real doctors, especially
surgeons, worked all the time on the threshold of life and death, so they had to get used
to that kind of thing.
But was it that simple? William Klein said he did not put emotion in his work
and always remained austere on the item death. Really?
Klein sighs deeply when parking the car in the garage of his home around two in
the morning and with a clearly tired voice says to his beloved wife:
-Honey. I know that the day was very difficult and you are very tired. But we
need to wake up at five in the morning to go to the airport. Our flight to London is
scheduled for nine o'clock in the morning. You did not forget our trip, did you?
-Of course not, dear. We are going to England to work, but we are also spending
a good time together, aren´t we?
-Sure we are, honey. Sure.
-My God. It's almost two in the morning, we have to get some sleep, dear. I'm
exhausted.
-That’s sounds nice, darling. But before we take a shower and get some sleep, I
go to the barn to see how Andy is. I promised him to see him before traveling.
-Go there, dear. I'm warming up the shower for you.
-But another thing, dear.
-What?
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-Andy asked ...
-What did he ask? - Suzanne responds raging as she always did when the name
Andy was placed in the middle of a conversation.
-Honey, he actually begged you to go to the barn to say goodbye to him.
-Who? I? Why does he want me to do this? You sure about that William?
When Suzanne called her husband William, it was a sign that she was really
irritated.
-Yeah. He told me this morning. He was not feeling very well and I let him take
some painkillers.
-Suzanne deep breath and calms down a bit:
-But why do I have to do this? It's late and I'm exhausted. I want to take a hot
shower and some rest. I worked like you. You know very well how today was a tough
day, don’t you?
-I do know it. But make an effort. Please, dear.
Suzanne gets annoyed again at the urging of Klein and responds sharply:
-Why do I have to do something for him? You treat that old beggar like a child,
William! Why do you treat him that way? He is not our relative, is not our grandfather,
is not our uncle, he is nothing. Why do you insist on letting him live here with us. Well
you could take it to the center of social assistance in the city center and let the
government take care of him. This is the responsibility of the state and not ours. We
already have so many responsibilities and so many problems to worry! Want to know
more?
-What? - Klein responds distressed to hear his wife complaining about
everything.
-Actually such as Andy is only bringing problems to our life. And I already have
too many problems in my life!
-What kind of problems he is bringing to our lives? I do not understand.
-I do not know Willian! I don’t know! Just know that his presence here at home
annoys me. That is the truth.
-Suzanne it’s okay. If you do not want to go to the barn say bye to him, no need.
I'm going alone.
-Better this way. Soon we'll be back in London and then you can get that old babysitting
as long as you want. But now I must rest. It will be only ten days away dear. It is an
eternity. Stop being so worried about him.
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-I know, but I really like Andy and do not want to leave him alone.
-Yeah William! - Unfortunately what goes around comes around, that is not how
they say? - Suzanne responds ironically and enters the front door of the mansion.
Klein lights the garden lights, walks across the lawn to the barn and realizes that the TV
was on. Pushes the barn door slowly and softly whispers:
-Andy, are you there, buddy?
The light was off and the room lit only by the light of the small TV that sat on an
old wooden box where he used to keep the apples picked in the orchard during the day.
Andy does not respond. He was sleeping.
Klein whispers to himself:
“Yeah I better let the poor Andy rest. I will not bother him. I think I'll leave a
note on the TV with my cell phone number and the phone number of the hotel where we
will stay in central London. Ahh! I will also let the phone of the hospital if he needs to.
With the numbers in hand he can call me anytime he wants.”
Klein takes the pen from the pocket of his lab coat, writing and puts the ticket on
the TV. Then he turns off the television quietly and turns his back to let Andy sleeping
peacefully.
The next morning ...
Six o'clock in the morning. Klein and Suzanne lost time and ended up leaving
late. He did not have time even to talk to his employees of the house and let the
guidelines for the next ten days they would be gone.
The house had two maids, a cleaning lady, one maid and a cook specializing in
French food that Suzanne wanted to hire, because she always loved the Parisian
gastronomy.
The house was beautiful, all white, with four columns at the entrance, two floors,
six bedrooms and a large living room well ventilated and illuminated by the rays of the
morning sun. A beautiful fireplace decorated with stones and a kitchen to envy any chef,
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with furniture and fixtures of the best material, modern and manufactured especially for
Suzanne, as she always desired, a mixture of hardwoods with rustic style and detail
stainless steel and mirrors.
Even going out late to catch the flight for London, the Kleins eventually arrived
at the airport on time and everything went as expected.
By nine o'clock in the morning, Andy wakes up in a good mood after sleeping
on one of the best nights of his life. But once he opens his eyes he realizes that someone
had been there since the TV was off, and he never turned off the television because he
had a habit of falling asleep with the television on.
Sits on the edge of the bed and sees the note that Klein had left during the night.
Taking a deep breath he decides to read.
Andy smiles and exclaims to himself:
“This guy is awesome! I love this guy. I do not know why I like him so much.
For me, William Klein is an example of man. He resembles my dear brother Allie. -
Ahh! If I had a son like him to be like him. – Willian, The doctor has many things to
worry about, so many patients, so many problems, so many projects, but even so he
came here during the night to see if I was doing well. - Well, thank God I woke up this
morning better and I'm feeling fine. - You know what I do? - I think I'll leave this barn,
grab my tools work and do the garden. That's what I'll do! It's been a week that I do not
care the shrubs. The children leaving school must be complaining that klein’s garden is
abandoned. What a shame! I will start working to have the same garden ever. - I just
need to find my sharp scissors wear my old suit and a rubber boot and spend the day
doing the garden of Mr. and Mrs. Klein. I am going to make this a lush garden, so when
they get to London to realize that I did my best to please them. I cannot have money and
be a rude and ill-mannered guy, but Dr. Klein know I love them so much and will do
everything I can to give back all that they did for me today.
Andy wears his inseparable denim overalls and whispers softly to himself, "My
God, what's happening to me? I am thinking and saying things I never said before,
I'm talking about love, about gratitude. I do not know, I think I'm turning an old
sentimental too. - I'm not sure what it is, because no one ever taught me about
these things. I always learned to be a tough guy and fight valiantly to get what I
wanted. Now I'm here, after all I've been through in life, sitting on a bed of straw
inside an old barn and talking care about these strange things are coming in my
mind all the time. What the hell! How can an old fighter like me, stay saying nice
things and taking care of delicate and fragrant flowers in a garden? Is it something
old or is that my heart is softening after so many years? Well, it does not matter
now. I'll get up and do what needs to be done. I'll make the beautiful and
wonderful garden when Mrs. Suzanne arrives and she will be proud of me and will
smile of satisfaction with the work I did. "
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Andy gets out of bed and walks over to the bushes that were near some of the street.
Places the tools on the lawn, unlock the straps of his overalls, takes off his shirt, put an
old navy blue cap that kept since the time of wrestler with the initials "AA"
embroidered on the right side, representing his old nickname "The Two "and starts
working.
That morning of Friday seemed different from other mornings when he was
preparing for what used to be called "natural work of art." Beautiful bushes cut to
animal form done with extreme perfection and detail formats.
Andy was getting ready to start cutting one of the largest bushes into a bear form
that was beside the fence, close to the street - with more than two meters tall.
As the bush was too high, to do the job properly, he would have to go back to
the barn and grab the ladder.
He says to himself:
“Well! I'll have to go back to get the ladder, but before that I will sweep these
dry leaves at the underbrush. I want children to leave school at lunchtime and once
again admire the sculptures in Lady Suzanne’s garden. - While talking alone, Andy
begins to cut the tips of the bushes with huge steel scissors.
Suddenly he hears music coming from somewhere who could not distinguish.
Were they the servants of the house who were taking advantage of the absence
of the Kleins to connect the stereo in the room and listen to music so loud? Certainly not
because they did not like that kind of melody and did not know how to connect the
devices of the room. - It would then be the cook? Certainly not because he spent the
whole day listening to pop music on the phone.
Andy could not understand what was that song that played harmoniously and
progressed through the garden. He did not know, but it was an old composition of
Tchaikovsky who played softly.
The type of music Andy liked was a good Bluegrass in southern Alabama, well
played, with just guitar, a banjo and a good letter about a lost love, as his countrymen
used to sing on Saturday night in the bars of the city of Florence, the city where one day
he met his beloved wife. But what was his biggest secret, something they do not tell
anyone.
But that was okay - not liking the same music style until Andy was enjoying the
melodies of Tchaikovsky, it brought a bit of peace and harmony that morning.
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That's exactly what happened. Without realizing it, Andy has spent more than
two hours working in the garden packed by the beautiful compositions of Tchaikovsky
playing in the background. Maybe it was coming the nearest neighbor, the house of Mr.
Harrison, one very reputable vet in town and lover of fine arts, poetry and the
magnificent paintings of Leonardo da Vinci.
Anyway it was strange, because Mr. Harrison did not usually listen to classical
music so loud to be able to listen to more than one hundred meters away.
Andy looks at his watch and notices that is already 11:30am in the morning. His
watch was old and certainly was broken, because it still marked 8:30am morning.
He says:
“My God! What happened? It's almost lunch time and I'm here working like
crazy without feeling hunger and thirst. - I better get a ladder to trim the ends off this
bear before children begin to leave school. I want to surprise them!”
Andy went to the barn and returned minutes later without the blessed ladder.
Suddenly the music stops playing in the background and more than fifty children
begin to go running and screaming down the street in the front garden of Kleins’s
house.
Seeing this, Andy smiles when confronted with the provision of those boys and
girls who were running towards the cars of their parents, eager to return to their homes
on Friday.
Since Andy came to the house of the Kleins, he always had a habit of standing
near the fence at leaving time from school because he loved to see the kids out euphoric
and stopping in front of the garden to admire its beautiful natural sculptures.
Many children were already accustomed to the presence of Andy over there and
whenever they saw him, they greeted him.
Andy, proud and tough like always, loved the recognition of children, but not
like a snob boy about ten years old that went hand in hand with his mother and always
greeted ironically saying: “ - Morning Grandfather, how are you going?”
Andy hated that kid, because he was still a young fighter, strong and fearless like
always when he was young. He did not admitted being called grandfather. Andy was
fighting all the time against the truth, as if he were fighting against being old.
He could not be a boxer, but he was certainly still a fighter because he kept fighting
against himself, against his pride, his troubles, the mistakes of the past and the terrible
fear of growing old and die without realizing his dream - to rediscover the love of his
life - Eleonora Victorine, a young woman to whom he married in the early sixties when
he became a rich and famous boxer. A time of glamor, fame and wealthy.
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However his intimate life has always been a secret, something that was locked
away inside his mind and he did not reveal to anyone. Nobody at all.
But what would have happened to Eleanor? A beautiful woman he fell madly in
love? What would separate the two anyway? Nobody knew anything about the life story
of the two, much less about the whereabouts of Eleonora.
Andy was angry. He wanted to cut the bush in a bear form, but he was eager to know
who had gone to the barn and grabbed his ladder.
Furious, he grabs the rake and begins to piece together the dry leaves that had
fallen from the bushes, in the late afternoon used to put it all together in a big bonfire
and burn.
While working, the kids would race and not see him. Andy suddenly hear a
voice from the other side of the fence, on the street.
-Sir. Excuse me.
Andy turns, looks across the fence and sees a boy stopped.
He had never seen this boy before. He prefers not to pay attention and keep
cutting the bush with his scissors.
The boy insists:
-Sir! Mr.! Excuse me.
Andy looks back and sees the boy standing with his right hand raised as if
making a kind of oath.
-Hey kid. What do you want?
-Why are you nervous? - The boy seriously asks.
-Who are you boy?
-My name is Budd.
-I never saw you here, boy. Are you new at school?
-Yeah. I'm studying there for a few weeks ago and I walk home every Friday. On
other days of the week, my older brother picks me.
-I see. - Andy responds and lowers his head showing that he is not much to talk.
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He insists:
-You usually do this forever?
-What? Gather the dry leaves? Yes. I always do it, boy.
-I'm not saying about the leaves. I'm wondering if you are always rude and do
not answer the questions that people make.
Andy let the rake into the bush, raises his head with rough countenance and the
kid answers the question with another question:
-Why do you think I'm nervous, boy?
-Because you're breathing hard and your look is as lost as your thoughts while
using this tool.
-That's a rake, kid. Never saw one of that?
-Sorry, I do not I know the name of this business.
Andy smiles showing the boy to feel comfortable.
-You know what is happening to me, boy?
-What?
-You got someone taking my stuff from the barn. I always keep everything
organized and know exactly where to find the tools I need. That's why I'm nervous.
Why would anyone go away with my tools?
-Who did this?
-I think that is effeminate St. Charles, Lady Suzanne Cook. I'm sure he wants to
make me nervous. He is enjoying the bosses are away from home in the next ten days
and is making me angry.
-Never mind. Why would you get andry?
-Because that guy is boring. Just for that. I do not like him.
-You have to thank for the life you have, you have one of the best jobs in the
world. Take care of flowers and plants and is constantly moving on Earth. In addition,
living alongside the birds, the trees and the fruit - I think you should be grateful for life
instead of just complaining.
The usual pride of Andy seems to have adopted the words of Budd:
-Why are you saying this kid? Know that I am not a gardener. I am a ...
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He could not finish the sentence, he begins to scream in pain and jump like
crazy.
-Ow! woow!
-What is it sir?
Andy looks at his boots and realize he is being attacked by several giant ants.
The leafcutter ant’s sting is extremely painful and he knows it. Look around and see
multiple anthills bubbling with hundreds of hungry ants lurking around the bushes.
Something he had never seen before in the garden.
-Hei Boy! I need to get back to the barn and get out of here. I'm being attacked
by ants.
Andy looks up at the canopy of one of the apple trees that stood between the
road and the fence, just above the boy's head, and sees a huge swarm of bees bubbling
with fury. Certainly they were angered by the noise and the pounding on the tree, which
unwittingly Andy did with the rake in desperation to get rid of ants.
Seconds later they were already flying over the head of the small Budd and
enveloping him completely.
Andy realizes the danger and desperately yells:
-Yo Boy! Run! Run!
-Why you?
-Come! Run here. I'll open the gate and you come off before the bees begin to
attack you. Go boy! Run! - If you take a sting of a bee like those, hardly you’ll return
home.
Budd does what Andy says. Toward the gate and run across the lawn of the house of the
Kleins.
Andy keeps screaming:
-Go go! Do not stop running! Run up to that bench near the barn and wait for me
there. I will set fire to the dry leaves in order to the smoke calm these angry bees down.
Go! Run!
While preparing the dried leaves he says to himself:
-What hell! Where are they coming so many ants and bees from?
Rushed, Andy tries to prevent bees to move in the direction of the garden.
Meanwhile looking at the entrance of the house and sees the Kleins Cook St. Charles
stopped and looking at everything happen without doing anything. St. Charles was
wearing his typical clothing Parisian cook, standing in front of the entrance staircase of
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the house with open arms and smiling like a fool. Certainly he was feeling the owner of
that wonderful mansion.
Something strange was happening. Suddenly Andy sees an ambulance stopped at
the front of the house and some paramedics out the back door carrying a stretcher Mrs.
Madeleine - the maid.
What would have happened to the poor maid of Kleins?
St. Charles did not seem to give a damn about what was happening. Quite the
contrary, he seemed happy, as she sat in the rocking chair on the porch, opened a bottle
of Californian white wine that Dr. William used to keep in the cellar and began singing
as if nothing was happening.
Had the scoundrel St. Charles poisoned the poor lady and was happy about it?
For his semblance of satisfaction, he certainly was involved with what was happening.
Had they discussed and Madeleine got sick of nervousness?
Paramedics put Madeleine in the ambulance, close the door and hurried out from
the back of the mansion gate. Then immediately move down the street, turning on the
siren and go at full speed towards the hospital.
Andy definitely did not like St. Charles; much less the Parisian songs he used to
sing when finished making lunch and went out on the porch to smoke a cigarette.
What irritated Andy was not just the fact of the cook singing the beautiful songs of the
famous French artist Charles Aznavour, the problem is that he sang completely out of
tune and had a nasty habit of throwing the cigarette butts in the middle of the lawn when
he finished smoking. That left Andy out of his mind. Actually his will was to advance
on such cook and punch him like you used to with the people who took the serious, but
he knew if he did that would buy a huge fight with Mrs. Suzanne and Mr. William.
Andy lights the fire and soon the smoke begins to scare the bees. Calmer he
returns mumbling through the garden toward the barn.
When passing in front of the balcony, Andy for a few seconds and is staring at
St. Charles who kept drinking his Californian white wine. His will was to punch him,
however, when looking toward the barn he sees the small Budd sitting on an iron bench
beside a large purple Ipê tree.
He gives up going to the porch of the house to get a trouble with the cook.
St. Charles does not care for Andy and keeps drinking his wine while relaxing
comfortably sitting in the rocking chair that was once Mr. Christian, father of Suzanne.
But to let Andy even more nervous, he gives the last drag on his cigarette and
throws the butt on the grass as usual. Andy gets mad disrespect, but prefers to meet
Budd.
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Shirtless Andy buttons his overall jeans puts the rake over his shoulder and
mentally says to the cook:
- Idiot and rude cook!
This guy pisses me off! How come Mrs. Suzanne enjoy him so much this idiot
stuck up into French!
While walking back to the barn, he looks back to see if the fire was fulfilling its
role as a protective shield against bees and follows to the meeting of Budd - clearly a
serious and introspective boy.
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4th Chapter
The beginning of a friendship
-Everything okay with you?
Andy pulls a wooden trunk and sits in front of the boy to breathe a little.
-Yeah. It's okay, kid. And you? Did you get any of those bees sting?
-I do not think so. I'm not feeling anything.
-Let me see. - Andy raises Budd’s shirt with his hands trying to find some sting.
Look at your legs, the nape. And nothing.
-How is that possible kid? You were surrounded by dozens of them and took no
sting?
-No Sir. Bees are my friends. We have never had problems.
-How's that boy? Are you going bananas? Those were deadly African bees.
Andy suddenly looks down and sees some ants crawl up the leg of the little
Budd.
-Boy. You will be bitten by ants. Look! They are rising in your legs!
Budd does not care and does not go into despair like Andy seeing two large ants
climbing through his calf.
-Calm down Andy! Ants are also my friends. They would never do me wrong.
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He looks scared for the boy:
-Hey Boy! How do you know my name if I did not tell you?
Budd looked to the side and was embarrassed:
-I heard a boy from school the other day greeting you by your name. That’s I know it.
Andy did not accept that answer, but continued the conversation.
-You're very strange boy! What is your name once again?
-My name is Budd, sir.
-Very pleased. My name is Andy. - Andy Aaron Ray.
-What interesting name! It sounds like a blues guitarist.
That simple comment immediately gained the confidence of the old Andy
because unwittingly small Budd described one of the biggest dreams of his life: being a
famous singer Bluegrass. But of course that's not how it happened, and life eventually
led him to other paths.
-You have time to go, kid?
-No Sir. I'm in no hurry. I can stay here a little longer if you do not mind, of
course.
-No worry. You can stay.
-Thank you. You know Andy, I love nature. - Budd squat body and handle with
care the two giant ants that were already walking on his knee. He looks ants and does
nothing, just puts his hand on her thigh and let rise in his hand. Then gets up from the
bench and head in the direction of one of the nests that appeared suddenly in the middle
of the lawn.
Carefully and without fear, he kneels on the grass near the anthill, lays his hand
on the ground and dozens of ants start walking on the palm of his hand. Calmly ants
were mingling and Budd leaves them alone to return inside the anthill.
Budd sits on the bench again and looks quiet places his hands on his knees and
continues to talk to Andy as if nothing had happened.
Andy does not understand that. How could a boy put his hand just inside the
anthill and not take even one bite?
With his typical gentle and engaging voice, Budd asks:
-How old are you, sir Andy?
-I'm 74 years old. And you?
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-I am eight years old.
Andy thinks about getting up and asking the boy to leave because his pride said it was
not a good idea to stand there wasting time and goofing off with a child.
Budd does not give Andy time to think and ask another question:
-Can I get a little here with you? Sorry. But I do not have many people to talk.
Andy's eyes widen and suddenly is reflected in the boy, because as a child he
also felt the same sensation, he had no one to talk too. Suddenly his pride gives way to
good sense and realize that Andy had no problem spending a few minutes talking to the
boy, after all, what harm that poor defenseless boy of only eight years old could do?
Intrigued, Andy asks:
-By chance do you have any special gift, boy?
-Why?
Because you took no sting of bees and ants. Just for that. I've always lived in the
midst of nature as a child and I had never seen anything like it.
-All People have special gifts, Andy. You know what happens?
-What?
-People Forgot they are also part of nature. I live on a farm a few miles from
here and live there all the time between the nature and animals. For me it's all very
natural.
-You live on a farm?
-Yes sir.
-that’s why, you are not afraid of ants?
-Yeah. Actually it's all one thing. - They told the people that they are apart from
nature because all the time they live in their homes, in their cars, the malls and they are
always locked up and afraid of everything around them. I cannot understand why people
do this. I think they do it because deep down they are afraid.
-You're right. People die of fear. But fear of what?
Andy was already involved without realizing that friendly conversation and the
extremely intelligent boy.
-I think people are afraid of themselves. So they live in hiding. They think the
animals are dangerous, but the animals are not dangerous. The greatest danger is the
men themselves. This is the great fear they have - the man himself. People have no
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fences, railings, iron gates, alarms and video cameras placed everywhere afraid of ants,
bees and insects, they do it because they are afraid of themselves.
-You have all the reason, kid.
-I cannot understand why people are so afraid of themselves.
-You're very smart for your age, did you know it, kid?
Budd smiles but remains silent for a few seconds looking at the anthill. Then he
asks a question that ends up taking the old Andy:
-Andy, you afraid of me?
Embarrassed, he looks around trying to find a plausible answer, but he cannot.
-I know what you're afraid of me. But do not worry, this fear will disappear
when I return here next week after class to talk a little more.
-The next week? But I ...
-It's okay. If you do not want I'm not coming back. No problem.
-It was not what I meant. As a matter of fact ...
-Do not worry sir. Do not fret. I think it's time for me to go. My family must be
worried about me.
-You live near here, boy?
-My House is not very close, but I usually get there fast.
-So, See you here on next Friday. Okay?
-It's okay. But I'll be back here within only one condition.
-Which condition? - Andy was intrigued.
-Please, I wish you not to call me the way you do.
-How?
-I do not call me boy. Call me Budd, because that's my name.
-Andy gets boring towards the boy.
-Sorry kid. Or better. Sorry Budd. But why not boy?
-By chance would you like me to call you grandfather?
-No, I hate it when they call me old man or grandfather.
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-See, It's the same thing. That's why I'm asking you not to call me boy. Because I do not
like it. Just for that. From now on I will call you Andy and you will call me Budd. Deal?
-Deal, Budd.
-So, guess I'll go home now. - Until next week Andy.
-Goodbye Budd.
Budd raises the bank and walks away slowly across the lawn. Passes in front of
the St. Charles Cook; greets him lowering his head and beyond the gate to go back
home.
Andy is in the same place, sitting on the trunk of wood trying to understand what
had just happened.
While Budd walks slowly through the garden, he feels something strange that
suddenly makes him cry in silence.
Andy was intrigued because he did not understand why he was crying so natural
in that sudden way. It was a familiar feeling, as if that boy with calm and serene
countenance was someone very close. Perhaps a child or even a grandchild he never
had.
Besides the brief thrill that invaded his heart, let him annoyed else. Besides the
Pacific that the boy had involvement with ants and bees, the countenance of Budd was
too serious for a boy of only eight years old. So serious that he hardly smiled or showed
any sign of affection and sympathy. Apparently suffered a personality and embittered.
Should be one of those gifted boys who dominated all about technology,
computers, cellphones and knew everything that was happening around the world
through the internet. - But will a boy who lived on a farm could be so connected and
intelligent?
Anyway this unexpected encounter seems to have awakened Andy for
something good, something new, maybe a new way of seeing life and the world around
him.
Instead of being just complaining about life, loneliness and spend sleepless
nights brooding over past mistakes, something from that day began to make him feel
better. Her depression was gradually turning into gratitude and loneliness becoming a
huge desire to review such a boy as soon as possible.
He knew it was only a week of waiting until the boy return next Friday, but the anxiety
in reviewing Budd was such that the days seemed long in passing.
To relax from some of the anxiety and the rare drive in their Kleins during the
period in which they were traveling, Andy decided to work tirelessly for the whole day
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cleaning and leaving the impeccable garden, he had never done before. Everything to
please Suzanne and now Budd, his new friend who apparently loved Nature.
5th Chapter
The second meeting
If you do not find a meaning to your life, it will never make sense.
A week later ...
There were seven days of waiting, long days that seemed an eternity.
During that week Andy felt no chest pain and shortness of breath. Or remedies
that Dr. Klein prescribed him were doing well or meeting with small Budd brought back
some courage to keep living.
That week Andy had no space for disease and suffering. What he wanted was to
work and make the most beautiful garden possible.
They were days of hard work, as he had never worked before. Andy almost did
not sleep. In the morning, instead awakening tired and unwell as happened an
enthusiasm beyond normal seemed to have invaded his body and his mind.
He always did everything with love and affection, especially when taking care of
sunflowers. But now, besides making everything more will and determination, there
was something else, something he could not understand exactly what it was.
On the seventh day, when he woke in the morning as expected Friday, the day
that Budd would return him to make a new visit, an inexplicable silence breaks in the
mansion of the Kleins. Such as a great silence that came to bother.
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Surely some very serious thing had happened to Madeleine, the maid, and Mrs.
Suzanne decided to dismiss employees, including Cook St. Charles.
Andy was used to the silence, but everything was very quiet. Quiet too much.
Andy lived for more than forty years of his life roaming the streets and squares
of the states of Nevada, Mississippi and Alabama, however, even living so long alone,
he never got used to loneliness, because it was an uncontrollable feeling that depressed
too, especially when he lays on the sidewalks during the cold winter nights and tried to
close his eyes to forget the terrible memories of the past.
But it was all in vain, for solitude was a virtually invincible feeling to it. Even
though the major urban centers of the United States and walking among thousands of
people all day, the pain of loneliness strangling his bowels especially when he saw
couples strolling hand in hand and smiling as eternal lovers.
For him, to see that was like to feel a sharp knife going through his gut and
tearing his soul. It was an irrepressible pain. Actually it was the pain of loss and regret
that came to the fore whenever he could see a couple walking down the street.
No matter if it was a young or older couple, the pain was always the same - it
was the pain of remembering, the pain of leaving the love of his life from without even
knowing where - a pain that seemed incurable, who mistreated his body, his emotions
and his feelings, transforming that lonely man, each year that a person was going more
and more angry, bitter and depressing day.
Andy did not know, but he was being attacked by the twenty-first century
disease. Infamous Depression - the unconscious self-condemnation, anger that plump
introjected into himself and transformed into a kind of food that insists on supplying a
fault that can never be understood and forgiven.
Andy was never a man of much talk. If perchance someone asked him
something about his past, about his family or something that would remember the
mistakes, he soon shut up or became violent and an aloof person.
However, the strange and silent somehow week made him feel something he had
not felt for so long - he was feeling homesick - homesick for reviewing and talk to
Budd, that calm and serene boy. Even without knowing, empathy seemed to have
involved the old and the boy somehow. Or was it just a lack of affection from Andy?
With the same overall and always with the tools in hand, around 11:45am on a
Friday morning, Andy goes to see the children who soon would leave school and would
run in front of the mansion of the Klein family.
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The garden was impeccable and in an extraordinarily colorful; exuded a peculiar
aroma of jasmine, thus attracting dozens of blue and yellow butterflies around the
bushes.
Andy hears the school bell ringing in the distance, there are at least three
hundred meters away from Kleins’s house.
He approaches a little more, he bends over and waits children pass within a few
minutes.
Once they leave the school gate, they start screaming and running down the
street. Andy grins demonstrating immense satisfaction to see the joy of those little
creatures running.
Strangely, they approach and pass unnoticed by the beautiful garden that Andy
had worked on. He grieves because everyone passes without even looking at the beauty
of his work.
He does not understand that and immediately feel rejected and unappreciated.
However his brief sadness is soon replaced by a view that lets him excited again. Budd
was coming toward him, slowly and with low side of another slightly older boy when he
head. Perhaps he was eleven or twelve years old, a blond boy, clear-eyed, lean with long
legs.
Andy waits the two approach and prefer not to show that he is anxious.
Budd comes closer, passes in front of Andy and do not even greet him. He keeps
moving. Seems not to have realized that he was there, leaning over the fence waiting for
at least a hello.
Appalled at the neglect of the boy, Andy gets angry and turns his back to the
street:
-Naughty boy. I thought you were different from those boys who study at this
damn school. I knew you were just like everyone else. Just illusion think a kid would
give attention to a boring old and cranky man like me.
Clearly rejected and saddened to find that all he had done for the past seven days
had been in vain, Andy bends down to pick up the toolbox that was on the lawn.
Immediately the sadness begins to turn to anger and the blood starts pumping
through his veins as he always did when he was upset or offended. A voice inside his
head starts to say: - Do not worry baby Andy, raise your head and give this kid a lesson.
Who he think he is? - And you? Who are you anyway? A brave fighter or an old fool
who is afraid even of a little child?
It was the same voice always. The same voices that accompanied him
throughout his life and made him commit so many mistakes.
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Angry, Andy gets up, sees the two boys who keep walking and whistles
forcefully twice without saying anything. Only loud whistles and expects the reaction.
Budd hear the whistles and becomes frightened. For more than ten feet away he
stares into the eyes of Andy as if to hypnotize him.
Andy shows anger in his eyes and Budd stands with the austere countenance
ever. Andy is suddenly enveloped by a feeling of calm and serenity and an almost
involuntary way he says:
-Budd Hello! How are you?
He did not want to say "Hello Budd", what he meant was "Hey, idiot boy, get out
of here with that idiot buddy and never appear in front of me, you hear?".
But perhaps the catchy look sickly boy has mastered his pride during those brief
seconds, making him redeem himself in front of his own pride.
Budd responds quietly without showing fear:
-Hi Sir Andy. I'm doing very well thank you. And you?
Andy replied calmly:
-I'm fine. I'm doing great. - You did not see me standing here on the fence? I was
waiting for you. Forgot you agreed to meet me on Fridays after school?
-I haven’t forgotten you. Actually I was also waiting for you.
-Waiting for me?
-I was expecting you to call me.
Budd and his friend begin to return to near the fence.
-You were waiting for me to call you? But why?
-Because I wanted to know if you would call me a kid again. If you called me
boy I would not answer and follow along, but if you called me Budd I would go back to
talk to you. That's what I was expecting from you. That's it. I was wondering if our deal
was still standing.
Andy smiled trying to relax, but Budd keeps his serious and seemingly sad
countenance.
-You're a very strange child, Budd. But that's okay. If we combine that would be
so, then it's settled. You're right Budd. Deal's a deal.
-I am well, sir Andy. Unlike other children who attend this school. One day you
will understand what is wrong with me.
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-What you have differently from other boys?
-Time will show to you one day. I'm a perfectionist and like things explained
well. I hate people who do not do what they promise. If the person says he will do, then
he should do. Understand?
-I understand. - And who is this guy on your side?
-Ahh! This is my brother Anderson.
-Very pleased Anderson, how are you?
-Very glad you Andy. Budd said about you. - In fact, I would say that you are to
be congratulated because it is very capricious and careful with your garden. It is a
garden worthy of admiration. Congratulations!
Anderson also seemed to be a very intelligent, but different boy from Budd, seemed to
be much more outgoing and communicative.
If you want to get to know the house and the garden, you are welcome. - Andy
says with a smile, always wearing the same clothes. Shirtless, in jeans overall hold only
by the clip on the left side and showing the muscled arm. A typical redneck, in fact.
-Thank you very much for the offer, sir. But I need to go home.
Andy accepts the apology and nods showing anytime Anderson would be
welcome.
Anderson hits Budd’s forehead and says:
-Goodbye Brother. See you later at home to play with you. You will not be late,
right?
-No. Tell Mrs. Azizah I will soon be back.
-Stay calm. I notice it. - Bye!
-Bye fella.
-Who is Azizah, Budd? - Andy asks.
Yeah the person who takes care of us.
-Azizah is the maid of your parents, is it?
-No Sir. She's not a maid. She is much more than that.
-What did she do?
-I do not come here today to talk about me. Come to talk about other things. We
will enter or leave me out here in the street?
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-Sure! You can enter Budd.
-Thank you.
Both walk through the garden to reach near the barn, at the foot of Purple Ipê.
Budd sits on the bench and says:
-Congratulations Andy, you did quite a job in the garden. Must have worked
hard.
-I worked so hard! I guess I never worked so hard in my life.
-You're better than last week. Hopefully next week you're even better.
-You really think I'm better?
-Yeah. You are showing a better face today.
-Thank you. - You do not want to go inside the barn, take a glass of water and eat
something? You must be hungry !
-Yes, I am very much. If possible I would rather eat something, please.
Inside the barn ...
-Put the backpack on the ground and sit on the bed to get some rest. It's kind of
hard, but it is comfortable.
Budd sits on the edge of the old straw bed, but would rather hold the bag in his
lap.
Andy goes to the two-burner stove that he used to use to prepare his meals and
starts messing with cups and glasses.
With his back to Budd, as he looked for the cutlery, Budd looks the left side of
the bed and realizes a little dried blood which was side of the pillow as well. He is
startled to see that. Since he was afraid of blood, he puts his backpack on the red spot to
not have to stare at it.
Worried, he asks:
-Is everything okay with you, Andy?
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-Yeah. I'm great. Now with you here with me I'm better. I like your company did
you know it, Budd?
-I also like you so much, sir. - Budd responds and looks again at the stained
sheet.
Budd thinks but does not say logically: Is Andy sick and he won’t tell me?
He insists:
-Are you sure that you are not sick?
-Why are you asking?
-For nothing. It was just a question.
-Want a cup of coffee with hot milk? I prepare for you if you want.
-Yes, I accept. I'm starving. I have eaten nothing since I woke up.
-Do you also want some grilled bread?
-Whoa! I'd love too! You have fresh bread there?
-I guess wo, but am not finding it. - The old man bends down trying to find
which certainly did not exist - fresh bread, because he did not go out to buy groceries
for over a week.
I know I have fresh bread somewhere. I'm sure I bought bread at the supermarket
yesterday afternoon. It has to be somewhere. - And still looking as the water from the
pot and boil the jug of milk on the stove.
Budd sees the despair of Andy when trying to find the loaves and soon realizes
that he is suffering from some sort of amnesia or something.
Budd tries to help him. Unexpectedly the boy closes his eyes and his fists and
starts to make a prayer in a language like Arabic and whispers to himself only.
Andy looks back trying to understand what the boy was doing and does not care
- still looking for the bread.
Thus ending his brief prayer, Budd interrupts:
-Andy, why you do not open that bag indigo blue that is there on the potatoes
and ears of corn?
-Where? Where?
-Over there. Do not you see that blue bag?
-This Here?
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-Yeah. Exactly.
Andy opens the bag and starts to laugh to see that inside there were two loaves
of crackling so fresh.
-My God! I must be getting a little crazy. Well that Dr. Klein said I'm too forgetful
lately. I was sure that the loaves were here somewhere. Were in front of me and I could
not see.
Of course Andy did not notice, but Budd had done something beyond the normal
for those breads appear right there in front of him. Was it some kind of magic? Magic?
Some trick?
Budd said nothing. Was just looking at the lack of coordination of his new
friend. His or his magic trick again would be in the plans of the unknown, as happened
when he put his hands inside the nest and got rid of stinging bees.
Nervous, Andy tries to find among the cutlery:
-I'll prepare a bread with butter and a cup of coffee with milk for you Budd. If you want
to know my house, or rather the barn, feel free. When I get ready I call you.
Thank you Sir Andy. I'll look around the barn.
Budd out of bed and goes to the bottom of the barn. He was really curious about
that enigmatic place where Andy lived.
About ten minutes later without Andy called him back, Budd returns and sits
back down on the edge of the bed:
-What is that orange red ball like a pear hanging from the ceiling?
Andy starts laughing. Pulls a wooden box, put two pieces of bread with butter on
a small plate and fill two cups of coffee with milk.
-That Business called speedbag. It is to train.
-To Serving?
-To Practice boxing. It is a very old equipment, but it was thanks to it that he
conquered a lot in my life. It was through it that strengthened my arms and improved
my strokes. Also, it gave me an unmatched resistance to other fighters because I trained
more than two hours per day. It serves to strengthen the shoulders and make the fighter
keep the guard up during the fifteen rounds of a fight.
-Guard? What is it?
-Keep Arms and fists raised for a long time.
-That should not be difficult.
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-Seems easier to stick with his arms raised, doesn’t it?
-You mean that you were a boxer when you were young?
Andy smiled proudly.
-Yeah. I was a great fighter, my friend.
-How interesting! I never imagined I would meet a real boxer.
-Interesting? Much more than interesting! That old who are here in front of you
is not anybody, my dear. - Wait a minute there. I'll get you something to see. Do not
move. Stay where you are sitting.
Andy runs clumsy to the bottom of the barn to look for something that was never
shown to anyone. At least the last forty years he lived roaming the streets.
Budd takes a cup of coffee with milk and gives the piece a few bites of warm
bread. He was not lying, he was really hungry.
Andy back enthusiastic about anything wrapped in a piece of burgundy flannel.
Budd sits beside the panting and says:
-I want to show you something. If you wouldn’t care to see, of course. Would
you like to see?
Budd's silent staring at his face for a few seconds. Then look at the dirt floor.
-What is it? - Andy asks. - Why did not you answer Budd? Are you looking at
the floor as if asking permission to someone? What?
Budd looks back at the old, gives the last bite of bread and responds:
-I want to see what you have to show me. What is it?
Andy proud smiles and begins to unwrap the cloth. Were about fifteen old
photos in black and white.
Andy responds enthusiastically:
They're able to keep some memories that last. - What was left of my life. If not
for these photos certainly no one would believe an old forgotten and confused like me.
-You already showed these photos to someone, Andy?
-After I was robbed by my manager and left the central hospital in Las Vegas
after being four months in a coma in 1964, I just showed it to a person.
-Who?
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-A guy I met at a gas roadside on the border of the states of Nevada and
Mississippi post. We were drunk. Were there drinking and complaining about life and
then I decided to tell him I had been a world champion boxer. He of course did not
believe me and started arguing.
-He doubted you?
-Yeah. All doubt when I say that I was world boxing champion.
And what did you do?
-I ended up showing the photos to him to prove I was not lying. In a first moment he did
not believe, but when he saw the tattoo of an eagle on his right arm wrestler in the
picture, he did not hesitate and asked me to show my right arm to see if it was the same
tattoo.
-And you showed?
-Yeah. I showed and he couldn’t believe he was drinking a bottle of whiskey
with nothing more, nothing less than "The Two", the champion, also known as “Steel
fists of Alabama”.
-And what happened after that?
-We fell in laughter and drank the whole bottle of whiskey. But I ended up
regretting to show the photos to that guy.
-Why?
-Because he got excited and said he wanted to see the other photos.
-You showed?
-Yeah. Unfortunately I showed.
-And there? What happened? - Budd seemed quite interested.
-He took a photo that was not supposed to catch. The problem was not that he
held the picture in his hands. The problem was the comment he made to see the photo.
He should not have said that.
-What did he say? What did he see?
Andy started to get nervous and anxious.
-It does not matter what he said, much less what happened, boy. It does not
matter. - Take the rest of your coffee and to ask questions. You would not understand
certain things that men do.
-Why are you getting nervous, Andy?
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-I have my reasons. I have my reasons. Damn! But it will pass. Do not worry.
-You're scaring me, Andy.
-I'm sorry.
Andy tries to change the subject:
-Look this photo! - I am my brother's side of the coach and my manager shortly
after I won the championship belt in Las Vegas in 1962.
-Whoa! You were very strong and far thinner than today!
-You're right. I was really very strong. I may be old, but my biceps are still strong as
before. - Andy gets up and does the typical pose of fighter, showing the muscled arm.
-He approaches and proudly says:
-Can you tighten the muscles Budd? See for yourself the hardness of these
muscles of steel that once knocked out the greatest fighters of the United States.
-Budd gets dull.
-Come on! Squeeze! Do not be afraid.
With tiny hands, his right bicep Budd tightens and widens his eyes:
-My God! It is so hard it looks like it has a piece of wood inside of your arm!
Andy smiled proud:
-Were these arms that won one gold title belt there that hangs on the wall? Many
longed for that title belt, but I never let anyone take it away from me. - My coach was
very disciplined. It was he who turned me into a virtually invincible fighter. I owe him
everything.
-He looks a lot like you in that picture. But there's a kind of distant look. What's
his name?
-His Name is Allie Ray Carson he was my older brother and unfortunately died a
long time ago -. In the spring of 1964, shortly after I started making lots of money and
become famous.
-What penalty. And who is this gray suit?
-This was my best friend and also my manager. His name was Cockrane
-Was He who robbed you?
-No. Who stole me this was another standing behind me with gray hair.
Budd looks at the barn wall and then look again at the picture.
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-This title belt with golden stripes that you are wearing in the photo here is one
that hangs on the wall?
-Exactly. This is proof that not let me lie. This title belt and this photo prove
who I was. Want to hold the belt a little?
-Can I?
-Of course you can. Many have fought for this title belt, but it will never be far from
me, even when I die. When I leave this world, I want it to be buried next to me. Because
it is the only thing left in my life.
-You do not have any relatives?
-I have no one. I have no father, mother, siblings, sons and wife. I am a lonely
traveler. The only thing I have is my past. That's the only thing that I have in life. In fact
it is the only thing the elders of my age have. Only memories. Nothing more.
-What Sad!
-Very sad. It is not easy getting old, my friend.
Budd puts his head down and feel the sadness in the voice of Andy.
Silence invades the barn and Andy realizes that Budd was not there to absorb his
sad memories.
He quickly tries to break the ice:
-Can I consider you my friend, Budd? Because I already feel you as a friend.
-Yeah. Of course you can. - You have no friends?
-Actually no. I had everything in life. Money, women and hundreds of people
around me. But really everyone was by my side for interest, for money, for fame, for
convenience or just to promote themselves. It was all interest when I lost everything,
including my physical and mental health, everyone disappeared. Simply everyone. No
one left.
Suddenly Budd sees some tears running down the face of Andy.
Well he tried to hide his sadness but the bitterness, anger and pride would not let
him turn off the mistakes of the past. It was an effort in vain.
The small, well intentioned Budd tries to remedy the situation:
-You cannot have only bad things to remember. Must have something else that
makes you happy, Andy. Have to find something good that makes sense for your life. -
If you do not find the meaning of your life, it will never make sense.
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Andy gets emotional and tears with clean wrists.
-Unfortunately my life has no more feeling since a long time ago. I'm not saying
just to say. This title belt is the only thing that brings some meaning to my life.
Everything else is gone - vanished. There is nothing, simply nothing.
-Have you relatives died?
-I think so. I do not know exactly what happened to them. Some were lost,
others disappeared. I do not know where they are. Actually not want to talk about it.
-It's okay. I did not let you sad, Andy.
-You have no blame for anything, Budd. Do not worry.
-Andy takes the photos of the kid's hands and decides to show one by one, but
only those who brought good memories.
The hours passed and the afternoon was approaching. Amazingly neither of
them seemed to be bothered with the time.
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6th Chapter
1950 - O`Neal Bridge
-Take a look at this photo, Budd.
-Who are the two boys in the picture? And this man standing holding the horse?
-The younger one is me, on the corn I am six years old. The one in front of me is
Allie, my older brother. He was ten years old when we were taken this picture.
-You were blond and had enough hair. You were skinny and looked hungry.
-Yes. I suffered a lot in that
time. I could barely eat. My brother
and I worked pretty much like adults
on the farm for my father and my
uncle. They had leased a farm and rose
corn and cotton.
-I see it, you all look sad in this
photo. Nothing much has changed
your current face is not very different.
The difference is that now you are old
and wrinkled. That's it.
-You think so, Budd?
-Yeah. It seems that not much has changed since that time. When was that?
-I believe that was when the World War II ended. See the back of the picture.
Maybe some note.
Budd turns the photo. Was annotated in pencil below:
Família Ray - Littleville March 16th 1946.