2. Explanations
• I am writing to you to explain to you everything as I have finished and I did not plan this, this just
came to my mind as I have been watching a lot of documentaries about Music Industry and I went
across term like ‘BEEF’. You know me I like to made stuff and I made a story on Thursday that I am
joining West Coast Team as I need it 50 cent and Ice Cube.
• On Friday, Saturday and Sunday I trayed it BEEF with French Montana as I like him as he is a very
cool person and I was brave enough to try my power with him. I played a gangster and all stuff I
made up.
• Rick had a pool party and I tried to make promotions plus I wrote some ‘Beef’ rhythm and I used
Jay-z song 4:44 (Earthquake).
• Today I wrote a Beef on you plus I made a video and I used 50 cent and Ice Cube plus I used the
price of 20.000.000 dollars.
• I have done this as I am learning about Music Industry, the main excuse is a girl. I made a design
with her Bad Boy V West Coast as this is a legendary story. I am polish and in Poland most people
knew about B.I.G
3. Apology
• I wanted to apologise you and members of your team but Jay-z and K.West do this stuff on a regular basis but they
are good friends. We not this is a reason why I am explaining you now but this two artists inspire me to do
something new. You saw it and what do you think? You always motivated me that I should go from fire to fire. I
done it like you said. You are a good mentor but I’m facing cultural differences.
• I am able to write songs but I have never tried to sing. When I am switching my account this means that I am scared
of music (overthinking) and I am taking time off. Nothing personal and this is good for my health as I am aware that
I am too compulsive on social media sometimes.
• I tested on French Montana and 50 cent trolling technique this is technique when you flood social media by my
design (Promotions). This is a good technique for advertisement especially when you approaching mega party. I am
too small to do this trick like I want but in the future I have plan how to control social media platforms with your
products. Being small is good for experiments next when you become big, you simply creates positive destruction.
• I made another design with F.M and M.F blue dot and it looks good for me I hope you like it too. I was thinking
about preparation video gallery with Ciroc real Talk like 7 design and after 2 second another. Full story and you do
not lack resources and I do not like ideas. This can be a cool stuff in the future, for Friday and Saturday.
• Sometimes I am disoriented and I’m not always reading your intentions like you expect. I
• Moreover, I wrote to N.S (spread love) email with official explanations and apologises and in the meantime I asked
her what she thinks about me. Dating time? Time for small changes but she pass the test. This a good sin.
4. F.M
• I like to collaborate with F.M during promotions of Ciroc Real Talk, and I do not expect any money
from him as deal number 3 is this what I wanted. I am helping him as for me this is not about the
money as this is more about friendships. I told a truth to DMX that in my mission, my main goal
was to get a place in your team as a Commercial Model as I have experimented with my image a
lot and I like to be in front of camera. When I see, you or F.M at the stage in front of you is so
many people’s I am not so sure if I will be able to do the thing like you do. Moreover, this is a
secret, please keep this confidential. When I was 8 year old, I and my parents we went to my
parents friends at the home party. At their home we spent time in kids room completely
separated from parents. I found it a radio with recorder they had a musical instrument and we
made our own music. Even though I had a type like you have on ‘Juicy’ video clip but you know
what? I forgotten to delete recording of my song from a radio and couple days later, they parents
found out what we did it. They listen to our song where ..Fuck… Bitch….MTF….where very often
used. Moreover, this was my idea and cos of this I was fucked as my parents refused to take me
with them next time. I had a house ban. Now when I am mention to my parents that I will do
money as singer, they think that I will make full with myself and them. When I was in Nursery at
early age I escape twice from this place and I took it some friends to my home as I was living very
close, and I did not open the door since my mother back from work. I was not easy child. From
day number one on earth I am facing problems with myself.
5. Final Meeting
• Now I am very confused and I am not so sure if you or DMX is taking me from UK to star my work
for you or DMX.I do not mind who will come as you are a friends. You knew better what is best for
me and I accept this. I wrote to DMX email and I was honest how I see the things. I was not so
sure what to say to him and I asked him what is going on. I did not expect that he will reply as you
never done it but he replied. I’m following you on Social Media cos when I see something good I
am making promotions to you all. For me two artist means double shift but I have more design
opportunity.
• I always care about B.I.G and 2Pac equally but they have different legacy, this is good for me as I
have not done any shot since 2013 (blue suit), black suit the photographer which accepted my
deal was lady on wheel chair and during shot she was limited by movement, but she made a
couple of good photos which I used for you and Rick. Now everything what I had it, I used for you
all. I have done more than 10 promotions on my own as this what I got from you I am giving back.
• Now I have to face reality as I have finished University and I am not so sure what next. From
tomorrow I am back to my old life and in the meantime I trying to find a IT job as they pay better,
than in my old job. I was refused to go to work cos of my design as people’s are afraid of me cos I
am a gangster on Social Media. I live on my own 1 year and sometimes I get crazy. Dating with
ordinary girls is not for me as they do not understand me as I am too smart or looking to good and
this is main problem.
