2. My thoughts Right After I Died Anger: I would be mad with myself for being so foolish to go with a man when I wasn’t comfortable. Sad: I wouldn’t know what to do if my family could no longer see me or talk to me. Frustrated: It would be hard to be able to see your family but they cant see you, or talk to them but they can’t hear you. Guilt: I would feel bad that one thing that happened to me would change the rest of my family’s life. It would be hard to know that they are falling apart without me. Alone: Being in a new place all of a sudden where everything is different and I don’t know any body would be scary. I also would know what do to in a day and how I would have to do this forever.
3. My thoughts in the beginning of the story Anger: I would want revenge on my killer. I would try to make his life unbearable by haunting him into insanity. Sad:I would be sad that I never got to have a relationship with Ray. Confused: I would be confused as to why Ruth was the one person I touched just before I left Earth and why she could feel me and know it was me. I would also be confused as to why it was me who Mr. Harvey killed and whether he chose me or I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. I would want my parents to start healing because I wouldn't want them to wait for me to come home when I knew I wasn't going to
4. My thoughts in the middle of the story Angry: I would be mad at my mom for having an affair. I would feel like she was distracting the detective that is supposed to be solving my murder. I would also feel like she was abandoning the rest of the family. I would be angry with my mom for not understanding that her family needs her. She doesn’t even listen to Grandma Lynn when she explains that her husband had an affair as well. She is only thinking of herself and what she wants. Her husband could have had some unfulfilled dreams but could no longer pursue them because he was busy with taking care of their children when she should have been helping. I would want my parents to see what they are doing to Buckley. They were too busy to see that he was upset and felt neglected.
5. My thoughts in the end of the story Proud: I would have been proud of my sister for taking action to finding my murderer and risking her life to find me justice. In a way I would have not wanted her to because of the consequences if she were caught but I would have been proud of her for trying even when she knew what could have happened Angry: I would have been angry at my mother for not wanting to attend my memorial service in the corn field. I would have felt like she was giving up on me when every one else wanted to go and say thank you to the people who came. I would also be mad that she forced Lindsay to lie to Buckley about mom not feeling well and thats why she wasnt coming because you can’t tell a child that their mom doesn’t really care about the family anymore.
6. I would be frustrated with my mom. All she was doing was trying to find different ways to escape the family. I would feel like they were not my family anymore because every one changed so much that it was hard to see the person I once knew in them. I would I would be angry that my mom lied toLindsay by saying she wouldn’t leave and then left anyways. Iwould feel like I couldn’t trust her and feel like I no longer wanted to. When she finally came home I would not want to trust her because of the things she has done in the past to prove she could not be trusted.
