25th of January 2015-

1. It’s A Love Story
25th of January 2015-
7.52am
Just For My Dearest One: “Darling”
Darling, did you ever talk and meet any girls when I didn’t there? I recall your numbers many times,
but no answer.
I wished to see you. Let me to look at you, darling. You told me of your views, your doubts... you
betrayed me, darling, so much. You knew me well enough. But I felt you aren’t giving our self a
chance to defend our love.
What happened, darling? This is many times we couldn’t speak and we never know what we should
do. I feel afraid, darling, and afraid to you ... because in this condition and situation you want to
face all alone.
Darling, you can burn in hellfire for all I care, you allowed me to be near you, you told me all things,
but now it’s different. I feel sad in your silence. Forgive me; I didn’t know how to treat you well.
You never come back after that time. Allow me to see you, I love you.
I have no talent for understand you much, I feel so sad when I saw your memory from that time. I
looked at you again and again; you might be quite useful after all.
You’ll know when you need, but is she someone in your heart? I don’t know how much you have
taught her. I feel so down since I knew this.
It seemed as if that was the end of our conversation, and perhaps our relationship, I don’t want it,
really I don’t want darling. I had been studying and working when you entered my life. My concern
was myself only. I didn’t have someone that I called love. But you entered my life, everything
changed. I love you since the time when our first meet, at our first sight. This is my feeling that I
always keep holding from you. I love you, so much.

2. I want to ask, darling. Hope you won’t mind this or mad. Why did you manipulative our love a little?
After tomorrow, I would no longer be your responsibility. There was no knowing how useful I
might be to my family in the atmosphere of this life. I spend time at the university looking for
prospects for Master program, for the future.
I heard things about you. And when I think I have heard something that might I make a decision, I
just try convincing myself. I love you and must believe you. You said, “you told me and I have to
believe you, what they said isn’t true, you told what happened to you, no less and no more”. I
listened, trying to make some sense of this, daring. At least I understood now, and it was clear.
You’re taking me into your service, you didn’t say how, but you said I could be useful to you. I was
counting on you to read your play, the play about power. This is not quite but near enough. You
make me sure I have time enough to complete my study. Darling, I miss you.
You have aspirations to be a playmaker, thinks yourself something of a poet, and even more a
lover. You’re very handsome. You looked at me curiously, without returning the smile. I wondered
if my smile had been a little foward. But then for the next I forgot all such concern.
Is this end, darling? Did you know? I did what I could, I thought I would find and get your heart
here. You must bring me in your heart whenever you go and come. Unfortunatelly that won’t be
possible.
You have no need to tell me, I know what you like, I knew nothing about you, darling. I was alone
and felt so lonely when you came. I believed you so much, but your sister told me that you are
married to her, and have a child, an innocent child. It was cuting my feeling so much, my darling.
Darling, I didn’t care for the memories, but I just afraid because I love you from my heart so much.
Who is that person? Someone and something in your heart. I can’t stop to think about this, my
darling. I can’t. You just gave a shot laugh then said, “I need have no fear. No woman has ever
bested you”.