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1. Path to A Healthier Life
It is difficult to keep yourself up when you are feeling low. Trying something new can help give you a
boost. I found the recipe below online to help with losing weight and detoxing. Apple cider vinegar
also helps with lowering blood sugar levels, clearing skin, soar throat, is an antibacterial, and can be
used as a shampoo substitute.
Make your goal for the week to try something different, natural, and new.
2 tablespoons for organic honey
2 tablespoons of Apple cider vinegar
In 8 oz of warm water
Shake the bottle of Apple cider vinegar to mix the unfiltered portion. Mix ingredients and enjoy!
Best wishes
Why is my child sick?
If I could take my kids sickness and pain, I would. No child should have to suffer with an illness. It is
especially difficult if it is a serious illness that could result in death. I should pass away before my
child. I want my child to have a normal and fun childhood. For a long time I felt guilty thinking that it
was did something during pregnancy that caused the illness. I went to a bible study and this bible
verse was mentioned:
“Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God
might be displayed in him." John 9:3
We may never know the reasoning for a lot of things that happen in our lives. We can pray that God
gives us and our baby strength. We should praise God as if everything is already wonderful even if it
isn't. When the day comes that we see the works of God through our baby happen, it will be a
blessing and we can praise HIM.
Best Wishes
Setting Goals & Keep Driving
I joined a Real Estate group yesterday. There was a speaker who was either a multi-millionaire or
billionaire. He said that that the first part in overcoming failure is to acknowledge that only I am the
biggest obstacle. The second thing is the law of order. You have to have a plan. There will be chaos,
but ignore it. He said that it is important to get organize and find balance.
He said we have to put a plan together and do not deviate from it. This plan will take hard work,
diligence, and time. Determination is also important because we will be told no more often than yes.
This not only helps me with my goal to get into real estate, but with some of my other business
ideas. My problem is that I have so much that I want to accomplish. I need to focus on one thing at a
time until it is successful.

2. The gentleman's word are what I needed to hear to keep driving. Only I am my biggest obstacle. I
hope that this helps you.
Things to Do Today:
Set Goals
Come up with a plan
Best Wishes.
I May Have Been an Angry Fire Goddess
I listen to affirmations on Youtube daily. I laugh when I hear my kids repeating it. It is good for them
to hear those positive things also. The first couple of times that I listened to those affirmations I
thought to myself, "how could I not believe these things about myself." I know who I am and it is not
the things douchebag called me or even what he thinks of me. I joined a divorce group. One of the
things that someone said in this video we were watching is roughly that we all have this mirror. His
reflection of me in this mirror is not true to who I am. My family and friends reflection of me is more
true to who I am. But Gods reflection of who I am is the truest. So why let douchebags negativity
resonate with you?
My favorite part in the movie Moana is when Te-ka was going ham on everybody. She was burning
the place down! Maui stole her heart and she was angry as hell. When Moana finally figure out that
it was actually Te fifi and not Te-ka a fire goddess, she sung this to her.
"I have crossed the horizon to find you
I know your name
I may have stolen the heart from inside you
But this does not define you
This is not who you are
You know who you are"
God restores us. Someone unimportant broke our hearts, drained the life out of us, and
unfortunately changed who we know ourselves to be. Once we get away from that person, we are
able to see more clear. Lets work daily to be more peaceful and find who we truly are.
I have to remind myself daily that of who I truly am and what my goals are. It took over many years
to fall to the point I was at, so it will take time to get to the point that I feel like a beautiful confident
goddess again.
Best wishes.
This is the beginning

3. My hopes in writing this blog is that it can reach someone who is going through a similar situation. In
that case, I hope that we can inspire each other. I am going through a divorce. I have no desire to be
with Satan anymore. Sometimes he goes by asshole or douchebag.
My plan is to accomplish all of my dreams. I lived in fear and I listened to everything that he wanted
for my life. I am taking charge of my life. I plan on having a tiny house for me and my girls. That
would solve the issue with this expensive ass apartment I am paying for. The only thing new in here
is the carpet. I also want to be able to inspire women who are in broken relationships. No one
deserves to be a door mat. Both physical and emotional abuse are unacceptable. Unfortunately,
people don't consider emotional abuse as serious. It is hard as hell trying to pick yourself up after
always being ignored, called every name but your own, and treated like crap for years.
I look forward to going on this brand new journey, however difficult it will be.
I appreciate feedback.
Best Wishes