The document outlines different stages of personal development, from negative states like anger, apathy, and despair to more positive states like productivity, abundance, and unconditional love. It contrasts "ruin" and "anger" with "completion" and "breakthrough." It also contrasts feeling like a "victim" with being "self-aware" and "focused." The document suggests moving from a place of "scarcity" and "nothingness" to accumulating in a positive way and feeling a sense of "abundance."

1. Death Rot Survival Making a start Completion
Puzzle pieces Highlighting the Mixed up Starting to get your Highlighting the positive and
missing shadow pieces peaces puzzle pieces in order negative appropriately and with love
only
Ruin Apathy Scarcity Productive / energetic Breakthrough
Anger I don’t care Win/ lose I must win Win / win
Lose/ lose Feeling of missing Possessive Accumulation Abundance
something ness
Nothingness/ Blaming You or me Me, then you You and me
empty
Blocked Stuck in heavy Basic Seeking truth Creating reality
emotionally and negative energy functions
spiritually
Unhappy and unfaithful Habits and Trustworthy and Unconditional love
can’t see way routines faithful
out
Despair / Lack of No joy / Take responsibly for Take responsible for life and own
Desperation closeness/ Listless self reality
intimacy
Spiritual and aura Depression Moments of Happy
blocked and happiness
heavy
Lethargy Fear of Aura starting to clear Aura large
loss
Feel like a victim Aura dull Self aware More giving and tolerant to others
Focused Living consciously