An essay written by me when i had no other was to express myself.

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Twists of life.
The title mightbe an interestingone butIdon’tknow if I can live uptoit. ThisbeingmyfirstI didn’t
expectitto be so hard.Just as hard as life hitsusthisjustgivesatoughernudge to the steepend.
Speakingof steepends,we all are afraidof somethingorthe other,forme personallyitsheights,
and whenyoucan relate toit inaspectsof life itjustbringsouta whole new levelof fear.
As of the twistsinlife, it’snotthe goodand bad I thinkwe shouldfocusonbuton the wayshow
these twistsare to be takenas, the goodtwistscan be takenas a blessing,whereasthe badonescan
be a lesson,because unlessyoumade abad choice youwouldn’thave endedupinabad situation.I
rememberwhatafriendonce toldme,it’snotabout the end goal that makesyou whatyouare, but
the choicesyoumake to reach that goal.People will judge all theywantbutinthe end itisfor youto
prove themwrongor right, right?Yes right!Noteveryone judgesyoutobe bad, it’sjusta perception
we have that everyone isagainst ourjudgements.Sotocut to the chase let’stalkabouttwistsas the
title suggests,
Twistshelpsuslearna lotin life, sometimes we happentojustsitback and waitforan opportunity
to show itself,butwhatwe don’trealise is thatanopportunity onlypresents itself tothe peoplewho
workfor it, it can relate toanythingmaybe yourlove life,worklife,family,friends etc. etc.if you
waitfor everythinginlife youmightjustendupwaitingyourwhole life,givingexcusesafterexcuses
as to why you’re onthat couch waitingforthe opportunitytofall inyourlap.For those whoknow
me, they’dsay I’ma hypocrite, why?Well because Imyself haven’tgotoff the couchand triedat all.
But trust me I have made up mymindto do anythingandeverythingIcanto change the twistinmy
favour.I wasrecentlyhitwitha realitycheckwhichIcount as a twistandit was bad,I can say I had
my ass handedtome,I didn’tevenknow how to take it,and thenit hitme things like thiswill keep
happening, it’suptome to fightitor acceptit and move on,and I chose to move onand acceptmy
fault, itwas myfaultjustto be clear,I got intoa bad habitand the timing couldn’tbe anyworse,I
can evenacceptthat I spoilta majorpart of myyouth,but nomore,I intendtomake a difference by
quittingandtakinganyprecautionIwas toldto take justso I don’tstart again.I mighthave letdown
quite a fewpeople overthe yearsasand whentheyfoundaboutthishabitbutthe most
disappointedwere myparentswhichmade me take the decisiontoquit. I’ve quitonmanyhobbies
justto playwiththe bad habit,butI think it’stime to quitthe habitfor hobbies.Iusedtobe a part of
a dance crewthat couldtake out a competitioninabreak of a move,butwe all got intothe habit
and eventuallywe all gotridof the passionfordance andsoon the crew whowere knownfor
bustinga move whenleastexpectedwasnomore,now thatI thinkof it, itwas the worstdecisionof
my life,dance made me the happiestpersonIwouldandcouldbe,itwasmore than a hobby I’dbe
so mad aboutdance that eventhe soundof a beat made mybody move,andnow I can’t getover
the fact that I can’t evenbusta legforthe passionIonce had. Dance was not the onlypassionIhad,
anotherone beingFootball,Iwouldn’tsayIwas anygood at the sport but I hadthe passionandlove
for the sport,if onlyI stuck to itI wouldactuallymade myself abetterplayer,if notbetterevenan
average player,butagainthe habitspoiltmystaminathat I hadand made playingthe sporta
toughertaskand soon the toughtask become impossible,all becauseof the habitIkept,not
realisingitdestroyedmylife bitbybit, anotherone hobbywastorap (freestyle) butIcan saythis

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was one I usedthe least as I didn’tgive itmyall,as I gave more importance towhat the rappersdid
inthe videosthanwhattheyusedaslyricsand whatnot, makingitharderto write,soeventuallyI
leftthe road towardsthatas well, Icango on aboutall the twistsIhad but it’sforme to change
whatI make of these twists.
I’ve heldontomypast longenoughwhichhaskeptme anchoringmy wayforward,lettinggoof my
past andif possible redoingmymistakesexceptwiththe rightchoicesissomethingIlookforwardto
doingfromnowon, I didn’t speakmuchaboutwhat the title saidbutas I said it’smy firsttime,
hopefullyitwaswortha read.