13. Rows upon rows of golden bowls were arranged around the Thrones. Angels were dancing and
singing around the bowls.
A stream of crystal clear water meandered from the bowls.
“Come and drink,” I heard Abba Father’s invitation.
I stepped forward, knelt and scooped the water with my hands and drank. My body turned a
shimmering silver colour.
A huge eagle gently picked me up by the shoulders with its talons and lifted me. Two angels brought
a linen cloth, carrying it like a hammock. The eagle lowered me slowly until I was laying in the hammock.
A huge white hand enfolded me.
For a long time I just lay there, motionless.
A ring with a beautiful green stone was shown to me.
“I want to give you this ring as a wedding gift and I want to reconfirm our love covenant. I am going
to enlarge your territory where you will operate.”
It felt as if something that I have longed for my whole life, at last found rest in my being.
“You have reached the City, the presence of your Father Yahuwah. This shall be your dwelling
place for ever. You shall dwell in My presence and from here you shall be fed from My Word and you’ll
receive your assignments.
“If you need help you can come to Me. I’ll take care of you. I’ll hide you here in My presence so
that you can fulfil your calling in Me. This all I do because of My love for you, Hephzibah, My daughter.”
Father did not say anything more and I was back in my prayer chamber.
I was stunned and for a long time I only sat motionless at my desk. It was all too big to comprehend.
The surrounds of the Thrones were not as I have experienced it at previous times, I realised.
Perhaps this City is an example of the presence and intimacy of Father, Yahushua and the Holy
Spirit. A City where we can enter into daily.
I do not know.
15. “Together we are going to fly high. I want to teach you further secrets of heaven and show it to you
from an eagle’s eye perspective. It will enable you to see even deeper and more clearer as ever in the
Spirit. More refinement is still necessary.
“You shall come to know Me more intimately like a woman knows her husband.
“It’s going to happen, little eagle. Very soon you’ll be kicked out of the nest so that you’ll really
learn to fly.
“Together we’ll fly in formation. You shall never be alone in the whirling winds. You’ll be
accompanied by My soldiers who are already busy preparing the way for you.”
“I love You so deeply,” I silently answered.
“Only be obedient. I’ll fill you with love and wisdom – to overflow – like a waterfall you shall be.
“Abide in My peace and wait patiently.”
Tears ran down my cheeks.
“Abba Father, it is so marvellous under the protection of Your precious wings. I urgently need Your
guidance and advice and I refuse to walk one step without Your Holy presence.”
“In Me you have everything, My beloved Hephzibah daughter. Take a rest in My heart – but not for
too long – then you’ll be pushed out of the nest. I shall blow My breath of life over you and you’ll be born
again; new for a new season.
“During this season a new book shall be born. You are going to love it, because it will be the things
that have been hidden in your inner being for many years.
“One by one you have opened it, but now you have My special permission to use them. You’ve been
successful in all your testing and now you may continue, My daughter.”
Through my tears I exclaimed:
“Father, I am speechless when I consider Your greatness and when I listen to Your words. Thank
You. Thank You, Abba Father.”
“Only abide in Me – in My nest. After a short Sabbatical I’ll lead you into a new season where you
shall be a great blessing to your brothers and sisters. You shall wear the cloak of love, wisdom and
discernment with great dignity and humbleness.
“A forth angel, the prophetic angel shall shortly be assigned to you to equip you and breathe the
prophetic over you and give life to it.”
“You are so generous toward me, wonderful Elohim. You are the Ultimate. Thank You that I can call
You my Abba-Daddy.”
“Take a rest now and be not concerned about anything, My daughter.”
I observed Yahushua in a church building, moving amongst the congregation, laying His hands on some of
them, or merely touching others.
Immediately after this, I saw Him, clothed in white, His hands in chains. A heavy rope was attached
to Him and He was led away solitary.
I could not understand this strange scene.
“Why are You in chains?” I asked, but doubted whether He could hear me.
Many members of the congregation simply watched with stiff necks and closed lips how Yahushua
was taken away.
The next moment I could see thousands of people, down on their faces, against a hillside with
outstreched hands. At the top of the hill I saw Yahushua with outstreched hands towards them.
I could even see the scars in His hands clearly.
“My children do not yet understand the resurrection power of My Son, they are still trapped in
religion,” I heard Yahuwah say.
20. “I love You and I miss You constantly,” I whispered now a little clearer.
“I also love you dearly, My beloved child. Give Me your hand. I want to accompany you on this
new road. This is a journey of faith.”
Jesus took me by the hand and led me out of the Throne Room. Only once I glanced back in
admiration at the impressive golden Throne.
I felt tiny and frail next to my Messiah. He was so tall and imposing. A figure beaming with
authority and love.
He led me to a huge waterfall, cascading over a deep precipice. At the edge we stood in awe
watching the water flowing down yonder into the valley.
“Do you see the rainbow around the waterfall, My love?”
The most beautiful rainbow formed a complete circle around the waterfall.
“Yes, I see it,” I whispered.
“This rainbow, My beloved daughter, has been the token of the covenant between Father and
mankind for many, many years. Still, after all these years mankind has no other physical proof but the
written Word.
“This I call faith.”
Heb 11:1 Now faith is assurance of things hoped for, a conviction of things not seen.
“Hephzibah, do you believe My promises and encouragements, that I will be with you when you write the
books, although you still have no proof of success?”
I nodded: “Yes, Yahushua, I believe.”
“Do no longer be concerned for anything. You’ll stand dumbfounded over what is awaiting you.
You’ll see it for yourself. Just be calm.”
I looked up to Him.
“I love You.”
“I also love you, My daughter.”
He hugged me once more.
His words comforted me, because at times His instruction to take these revelations to His bride,
was too big . . . too much for my human ability.
While I was still standing in the circle of His arms I was brought back by the Spirit. Long after it, I was
still aware of the wonderful sheltering of His arms around me.
My heart was so full – to overflowing because I was privileged to find shelter in the arms of my
Saviour. What a privilege to be so close to His heart, even to cry and to know His closeness and His love
for me.
Outside the wind was blowing gently, like a breath, over the window pane.
25. 7 PROPHET - ANGEL
Friday, 22 February 2008________________________________________________
Slowly it dawned on me that I was being taken through a process of preparation, but I did not know what
Father had in mind for me. Many times Father repeated things that He has taught me or embroidered on it
during new revelations.
One evening very late, I sensed an urgency in my spirit that my beloved Yahushua wanted to share
something with me. In obedience I went into my prayer chamber and waited on the Lord in prayer.
His anointed presence became tangible and my beloved Yahushua, clothed in long, white raiment,
appeared before me.
“Come, come with Me, beloved. Take My hand and walk with Me,” He said, stretching His hand
out to me.
I ran to Him in hilarious joy and called out: “Where are we going to, Yahushua?”
“Only follow Me, sweet Rose,” was His friendly invitation when He took me by the hand.
With His shepherd’s staff in His right hand we moved along.
It looked like a sea in front of us, with a bright light shining from a distance over the water. The
horizon was bathed in a gleam of different colours: ochre, orange and yellow.
“Why are we all alone here?” was my inquisitive question.
“To follow Me is a lonely road, for on this road it is only Me and you in absolute unity, My Little-
one. We have now become one in Spirit and in truth.”
He continued and mentioned the eagles again:
“Like two eagles we danced. On the wings of the wind we moved. It was our love dance, our
covenant dance. You are going to move by the beat of My heart, My beloved bride.”
We moved over the shining, smooth surface of the sea and walked in silence for a while.
“Do you see the light on the Eastern horizon?” He briskly asked.
“Yes, but why is the light so bright?”
He did not answer me.
“Look again. Look deeper into the invisible.”
I stared long and intensively until I noticed a tunnel of light opening up before my eyes, leading
gradually upwards. Now we moved into the tunnel that was brightly illuminated and entered through a
door, leading us further on.
A beautiful, large angel appeared from somewhere. I hesitated, admiring the strong wings. I realised
that this angel executes great authority, because during my previous heavenly visits I’ve learnt that the
colour of the robe as well as the size of the angel’s wings determines his authority.
Yahushua explained:
“This is the angel who has come to deliver the prophetic words.”
I was so taken up in awe of this indescribable beautiful angel, that I had to force myself to listen to
Yahushua as He continued:
“This is a new day dawning and a wonderful new season for you. You are to receive a wonderful
gift, Hephzibah.”
28. 8 COLUMN OF LIGHT
Saturday, 1 March 2008________________________________________________
I was in the column of light with my Yahushua. A column of light where I had been before and have come
to know as the Presence of Abba Father. At the top sat a white dove sealing the light column.
The Messiah was dressed in silver-white and looked so beautiful.
He spoke first:
“Even though we are one in Spirit and truth, there still remains a tiny void in your spirit that needs
to be filled, dearest Hephzi.”
“How are we going to do that?” I asked in amazement.
“Look up and open your mouth.”
In obedience I looked upward and opened my mouth. The dove dived down gracefully and
disappeared into my mouth. I could observe him entering deeper into my being until he found an empty
little nest.
Wordless I only stared at Yahushua.
“New life must begin in your spirit,” He explained.
I nodded, but I couldn’t understand.
“Look, the entrance to the light column is open now!” was all that I could utter.
A huge, white hand covered the opening.
“Hephzibah, encircled by many angels you have now been taken up into My presence. In the form of
a dove, the Holy Spirit is now breeding eggs that have to become a new fire. Only then shall you be able
to minister in power. Within three weeks the fire will divide into two. One leg will represent the
prophetic, and the other emotional healing.
“These two cornerstones will form the basis of your ministry and walk of faith.
“Dearest Hephzi-child, I am going to kindle and blow the fire to hasten the process. The wind will
impregnate the eggs and then blow away all the dead twigs out of the nest, to form a new nest again. In the
second nest there will be more eggs that need to be hatched. Thus it shall continue until all My promises
have been fulfilled, which was given to you.”
I could see two tiny baby doves nestling close together in my inner being.
The white hand was lifted from the opening and I could once more look out.
I could see a hole with dark-grey walls in the earth. Deep down below was a whirlpool of water.
Thousands of women appeared shoulder height above the whirling waters with outstretched hands
and the naked fear on their faces spoke of that terrible place.
“Oh, what does this mean, Father?” I called out in shock.
“Look again,” was His answer.
I looked once more and heavy sighs came from my inner being. Like a physical pain I experienced
the horror deep within me.
33. now you have to learn a brand new warrior dance. You are going to dance on high mountain peaks
with Father, and descend into the deep valleys where you will lift out our sisters from valleys of
depression and despair to move to high mountain peaks into the presence of the Father.
“Up till now you only had partial vision, but as from today the Father will remove all hindrances
and you will understand what you have been prepared for.
“The new season is right in front of you and it is going to be totally different. You are being
promoted and you are receiving higher spiritual authority. This is what the Spirit of the Father is
revealing to me.”
Although I was totally upset by this prophetic word, it was indeed a confirmation of what Father already
had given me.
At the end of our meeting, I felt the presence of the Spirit very intensely. Spontaneously Father
ministered prophetically to the students through me. Like a gush of water from a flood-gate, words just
flowed to every person whom Father wanted to touch.
On my way home I heard the whispering in my spirit:
“Go and minister to your husband, Frank, at home. There is a message for him locked up in your
spirit.”
My husband was wonderfully prepared by the Spirit while he spent time alone with Father that
morning, and the message was a great blessing to him.
Late in the afternoon Abba Father spoke to me again:
“Beloved daughter, I am going to open new doors for you. Do not be afraid, for in Me you are
secure. We are going to perform a love dance in the form of the figure eight. It will be similar to the dance
of the eagles, with one exception: It is going to be a warrior- dance.
“During the dance we will establish a covenant between us. This covenant will never be broken. I
give you My word for it.”
Three years later I learnt that the number eight stands for a new beginning, and that it is also the
Hebrew numeric value of ‘Emmanuel’, which is the name of Yahushua.
Matt 1:23 Lo, the virgin shall conceive, and she shall bring forth a son,
and they shall call his name Emmanuel . . . .
During my evening prayer time, I entered with jubilation before Father as I called out:
“Abba Father, I am aware of this bubbling excitement in my spirit. Please explain to me the
meaning of this new season.”
I heard Father whispering to me:
“Be still and rest in Me. At the appointed moment everything will fall into place.”
Sometimes it is so difficult to rest in Him only, espescially when you know something new is
happening in your life, and not even you know what it is going to be like.
At times I only sat, staring blankly through the window, while my heart danced over a thousand
beautiful memories . . . . .
34. 11 ARK OF THE COVENANT
Monday, 31 March 2008________________________________________________
It was deep into the night with no moonlight or other light outside, when I was awakened. As usual I first
glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside table to see what the time was.
The green electronic numbers shone 3:33. I was wide awake immediately, because 3:33 symbolised
a divine time. For seventeen years there has been a hidden promise from God in these numbers for me.
For you to comprehend the impact of this, I am compelled to paint this picture for your
understanding:
More or less six years after my divorce, I went through a time of severe financial and emotional
difficulty.
One morning I just lay on my face before Yahuwah and pleaded with Him to give me a sign as
confirmation that times would change again for the better. Something like Gideon asked in Judges
6:37.
A few days passed until I woke up one morning at 3:33. I was a single parent at that time, and
the only provider of our livelihood and I was afraid of over sleeping in the morning and being late for
work.
Therefore 3:33 set me at ease because I still had a couple of hours to sleep. But, this continued
night after night, and I woke up exactly at 3:33 every morning.
“Could this possibly be the sign I have asked for?” I wondered.
“Father, if it is indeed You who wants to confirm something for me, please show me this sign
again”, I pleaded with Him.
On Sunday afternoon I rested to try and catch up on lost sleep and I awoke at exactly 3:33pm not
3:33am.
I accepted this revelation unconditionally as a miracle from Father as an answer to my prayer.
Although I did not understand the meaning of this sign, it comforted me to know that better days
were ahead of me, which was so indeed. I met friends and my financial situation became better as time
went by.
It was only five years later, during a morning service in church that I heard the telephone
number to heaven is found in Jeremiah 33:3 “Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and will show thee
great things, and difficult, which thou knowest not.”
The promise that I would experience incomprehensible things, to me was something of the distant
future, but yet I claimed the promise.
To sit at the feet of Father-Yahuwah and to be in His awesome presence filled my spirit with an
unquenchable desire. There was excitement in me, but also uncertainty. I understood that something
wonderful was unfolding in my life. I did not want to miss it.
I bathed in His presence in my prayer chamber, and waited. I was translated by His Spirit to a place that I
have never been before.
38. 13 THE COPPER CANDLESTICK
Thursday, 3 April 2008___________________________________________________
Somebody woke me up by shaking my shoulder softly. I lingered in bed and waited a while to listen
whether Father was going to call me.
Zec 4:1 And the angel that talked with me came again, and waked me, as a man
that is wakened out of his sleep.
How did I long to hear His lovely voice again since last night.
I rose, put on my dressing-gown and went to my special prayer chamber. As I closed the door
behind me softly, I heard His tender voice:
“Hephzibah, it is I, your Yahuwah, speaking to you. I called you and I want to tell you how much I
love you, My bride.
“I heard your longing for Me, last night.
“I am your husband, your Ishi (man) and I’ve waited for you a very long time. My heart is burning in
Me. You are My bride, My Isha (woman).
“Today My conversation with you is different, My beloved bride. This is a love letter to you.
“Every time I observe the Adams and the Eves, there is a deep longing in Me for My bride. Even
the animals have their mates. The males seek out their female mates. They call for each other.
“Likewise I also am seeking for My Isha. Thousands of years My heart has been calling for perfect
intimacy with My beloved bride.
“At last the time has come. I can count the days. The wedding feast is close at hand. That great and
awesome day that I have been waiting for when I will see My bride; when I will see her eye to eye.
“We’ll be together, forever together.
“My day shall meet her day and become OUR day.
“Hephzibah, beloved messenger, I have prepared you over many years to carry out this assignment.
“You must deliver this joyful message to My bride. She must put on her wedding gown.
“Time of waiting is nearly up.”
I saw a beautiful white hand holding a copper candlestick with a burning candle.
“Hephzibah, My daughter, you are the copper candlestick to carry My light. It took a long time
hammering out the dents in the copper plate and moulding it so that I could turn it into a beautiful
candlestick – which is you.
“I am the hand holding the copper candlestick.
“With the light that has been lit in you – the light of My Word which is Yahushua – you must enter
the tunnel of deception and bring Light and Word.”
The white hand holding the candle disappeared into a dark tunnel. I had to follow. Thousands of
people sat in darkness, covered by blankets of compressed dust. I could see their hands reaching out for
someone to free them from this prison of darkness where satan has kept them hostage.
The tunnel was endless and I could not see the end of it. It was horrible to see these people sitting
41. 14 MANDATE AND AUTHORITY
Friday, 11 April 2008____________________________________________________
Yahuwah has oftentimes sent messages to me through other prophets who knew nothing about my
revelations. Confirmations which were so much needed reached me in this way and encouraged me
greatly.
Amos 3:7 Surely the Lord Jehovah will do nothing, except he reveal his secret unto his
servants the prophets.
Friday morning during the prophetic school, our leader prophesied the following message to me:
“I saw a movement, a fanning movement of angel wings and sensed that a special angel is sent by
Father with an assignment. The Scriptures that the Spirit revealed to me are:
Titus 1:1 From Paul, a servant of God, and yet an apostle of Jesus Christ for the faith of God's elect and the full knowledge of the
truth that leads to godliness, which is based on the hope of eternal life that God, who cannot lie, promised before the world began. At
the right time he revealed his message through the proclamation that was entrusted to me by the command of God our Savior. (ISV)
Titus 2:1 But as for you, teach what is consistent with healthy doctrine. (ISV)
Titus 2:15 These are the things you should say. Encourage and refute with full authority.
Do not let anyone look down on you. (ISV)
“I sense that Yahuwah is promoting you today to a very special rank in His army and He is
positioning His fighting line so that you will become the commissioner. God is giving you the mandate
and greater authority. You may speak words of encouragement, of wisdom and words of admonition but
you will do so in love.
“All glory to Father.”
When I got home later, I heard the voice calling in my spirit:
“Come, My daughter, I must speak to you.”
I took my pen and journal, as usual, and in obedience I retreated to my prayer chamber. Immediately
the following was deposited into my spirit, and I had to hasten to write it down:
“Hephzibah, as from today you have the mandate and authority to lay your hands on people and
minister to them. You must be My hands and feet on earth for only I will bring healing. More doors will
open and more opportunities will follow. I will give you a Spirit of Wisdom and you will grow quickly in
the knowledge of the Word. I will teach you scripture and concepts which will help you to understand My
Word swiftly.
“Miracles and signs will follow. Only remember: Everything comes from Me to distribute where
necessary. Many people you’ll have to teach how to understand the working of the Holy Spirit. Some will
have to be fed tiny seeds, one by one, very little at a time, so that they can digest it. For others you can
open the sluice gates as their thirst for more is unquenchable. I will instruct you what to do, Hephzi-
daughter – how to enter into My presence; the Throne Room so that you can teach My children this as
well.
“What you have to go and do is being deposited into your spirit at this moment, beloved of Mine.”
43. 15 THE GOLDEN THRONE
Sunday, 13 April 2008____________________________________________________
During our congregational morning service, I found the hymns of praise very uplifting in spirit.
On both sides on the stage which served as the pulpit, was a huge candelabrum, with several
burning candles on it.
While we were singing and praising the Almighty, I noticed an angel at each candelabrum moving
hence and forth. More angels joined and later they formed a circle in the air around the stage. While I was
admiring the beautiful scene, the anointing of Holy Spirit enfolded me like a cloud.
Two majestic heavy golden gates opened before me. The Messiah, Yahushua, was next to me and
we moved through the gates in silence.
In front of us was the inexpressible beautiful City of gold and glory. Indescribable is the scene of
castle-like mansions and streets of purest gold.
I looked up to the Messiah and did not know what to ask; only felt His hand resting on my arm.
Tenderly He reacted first: “My daughter, I readily want to show you more of the heavenly
mysteries, take you further into the golden City. Abide in Me as I in you, My love.”
The song and music faded, and I was once more part of the worship service, not knowing that this
wasn’t the end of the revelation yet.
A little later, while the pastor was praying, I was taken back swiftly and I beheld that which I can
hardly put to words.
So many times I have been in the Throne Room, but never before was the Golden Throne shown to
me in all its glory, because the cloud of Glory was always covering the Throne. But this morning it was
granted me to see the Throne in all its heavenly splendour.
No earthly vocabulary can by right describe this heavenly vision. It was as though I could see
deeper into the spiritual realm, and nothing but the massive Throne was visible in the entire gap before
me. It filled the horizon from side to side and looked like it was made of solid gold.
The background of this spectacular Throne was in colours that resembled the sunrise on a cloudless
morning; rich golden, less orange and slightly reddish. No other heavenly activities were visible. The
radiant glory which filled the air was totally overwhelming.
I would have loved to see more, but this was all that I was granted for the moment. I praise and
honour Father for this wonderful privilege.
Oftentimes some of the revelations are cut short, and I’ve wondered about it. Was it that my spirit
could not absorb so much at one time? Perhaps it was to allow me time to write down the visions
immediately before I lost some of the detail.
It became clear in my mind: there is something the Spirit of Yahuwah wants to tell me. Within my inner
being a tenderness lingered.
44. 16 TIME IS RUNNING OUT
Wednesday, 16 April 2008________________________________________________
I was wakened early this morning with beautiful singing in my spirit.
“My hope is in You, in You, it’s in You, it’s in You” it rang in me.
A huge clock with the time 11:25 appeared before me.
“Time is running out. It is nearly midnight. Go tell My children!”
Father’s urgent warning made me sit up straight.
I saw different nations before me, people of other cultures, and I knew that I had to intercede for
them. People living in hostility towards Elohim, must be warned.
“The warning will come from South Africa. This book is a prophetic message for the world.
Afterwards, there will be no more excuses. I have already warned My people: ‘Wake up and rise from
this death sleep with which satan has captured you. It is nearly midnight.’ ”
Eph 5:14 Wherefore he saith, Awake, thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead,
and Christ shall shine upon thee.
The song that woke me was still turning in my head.
“You, dear child, as from today I appoint you as prophetic messenger. You will deliver the message
through the prophetic word and you will speak life over death.
“I have heard the crying of My children and will give hope to them in their hopeless situation.”
Father showed me delightful delicacies and said:
“My daughter, this is the food that I have blessed you with. Freely you have received it; freely you
must give to those who hunger after My word. It is nearly midnight, and time is running out.”
Matt 10:8 . . . . . freely ye received, freely give.
“Over a period of many years I have raised you and prepared you for this assignment. Like an
arrow I will launch you, for you will be the bearer of the assignment.
“Spend more time with Me. I want to share the secrets of My heart with you. More miracles will
follow. The sick will be healed.”
“Father-Yahuwah, how must I carry this assignment into effect? How and when?”
“I will give all the instructions and make sure that you will understand it clearly. I’ve told you
before that you should not be concerned about anything. Just wait and abide in My peace. Everything you
need to know will be instructed in the School of Holy Spirit.
“I bless you, beloved daughter.”
Suddenly I found myself standing alone on the beautiful transparent glassy sea, where Yahushua and I have
been before. A gigantic eagle picked me up and carried me away high into the air. While I was soaring on
the currents of the wind, I could see with an eagle’s eye deep into the unseen.
A huge white cross emerged from a silver-white cloud. Rounded like a shell, the cloud formed the
backdrop, with the cross inside it. More clouds gathered, and the cross graciously turned into a beautiful
white horse. His snow-white mane glistened in the soft light.
