9. It was as if this message emanated from the mountain.
“You know too much now. Nobody has ever seen this deep. I have taken you into a deeper
place of heavenly mysteries, of which you have freedom to move in and out. The gate of the Garden
will always be open. You will have to call the Adams and Eves back into the relationship of My
Garden.”
Hundreds of light spots appeared above the valleys of the mountains. As these illuminated
spots got brighter I could distinguish eyes inside.
“These are the perfect eyes of God, wandering around to find those with pure hearts.”
From one of these eyes a white hand reached out towards me, opened my ribs and took out
something black like a chunk of coal. The eyes looked at it, but then threw it away. A light was shining
inside the opening where the lump was removed from my body. The white hand placed a nugget of
golden light inside and closed up my ribs again.
“I removed your pain and replaced it with love and acceptance. You belong to Me and no-
one will ever have the right to hurt you this deep. I will not tolerate it again. Go, rest now little one.
With love I have imparted wisdom in you. We’ll have to spend time together, for I want to prepare
you for the next phase.
“I need to teach you more of the Kingdom of heaven on earth.”
As the message from the direction of the moving mountains slowly faded away, I refused to
leave my prayer room. I wanted to soak a little longer in the presence of what I experienced and could
not fully understand . . . not having anticipated that our lovable King of heaven would return soon - to
reveal to me over an uninterrupted period of three weeks - the contents of THE LITTLE BLOOD
SOAKED BOOK. Revelations were released daily and even sometimes during the long hours of the
night. It became clear to me that this new message was of the utmost importance and I took special
care to journal everything accurately.
13. 1. ADAM, WHERE ARE YOU?
Genesis 3:9 But the Lord called the man, “Where are you?”
It was in the dark, quiet hours of the night when our beloved Creator-Father woke me up and I had to
write down this important message:
“Hephzibah, you have to convey My concern to My sons:
‘My precious sons, men over all the earth, why did you surrender to the enemy so easily? Why
did you lay down your priesthood, your kingship and your role as a prophet to your family? What
happened to the boldness I breathed into your lives?
‘Adam, where are you?
‘I am calling you once more. Restore your status and take up your sonship, which is the
position and authority you had been created for. Instead of walking victoriously as My first born, you
have become victims. Look at My sons David, Samuel, Gideon, Abraham, Enoch, Moses and Noah.
They walked with Me, although not always in perfection but in authority, obedience and love. They
were leaders in love, knowing who they were in Me.
‘Today My precious sons, I am bringing you to a decisive moment; return to Me. Become that
which I have created you for – to once again be My first born, solid branches of the family tree. I have
crowned you with authority and put bravery in your heart. Become lions again, leaders, guardians,
lovers of your children, kings to your wives.
‘Time is running out, fading away. No more lingering, no more sleeping, no more lazy-boy days.
Stand up My sons. Stand up and claim your crowns. For too long the enemy has stolen your Adam-
authority, your son ship. You are My first born, the representation of My dream, who should become
My friends and companions.
‘Today I call you back to that position. I am standing at the eastern gate of the Garden in Eden,
once again calling you; eager to welcome you back into the Garden of My presence. A last attempt to
restore you to where you need to be . . . restoring your leadership, your headship of a creation of living
souls.
‘Do you realise today who you are? To you I say: make Me happy again. Become My dream
sons, My love children, My first born, the expression of My love.
‘Will you? Please . . .
‘I am calling you in love, My sons. It is time to come back home. I am your Father and is
15. Adam was the first human son of Father God. (Luke 3:38) The first-born’s right to rule and
exercise authority over the earth, was his.
Genesis 2:15 The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and
take care of it.
But Adam sacrificed his first-born privileges by falling prey to his fleshly desire to be able
to decide for himself between right and wrong. Thus a divine blessing of becoming ruler in the
Garden of Eden as Abba Father’s creation, fell by the wayside, for the ruler of darkness captured this
great event. Adam and Eve and everybody after them had to suffer.
Romans 5:14 Nevertheless death reigned from the time of Adam to the time of Moses, even
over those who did not sin by breaking a command, as did Adam, who was a pattern of the one to come.
But in the sacred Family of the holy Trinity, God’s second Adam was waiting, flawlessly
prepared. This time it was to be Father God Himself in the form of His holy Son. His name is
Yahushua, the creator of the first Adam as well.
1 Corinthians 15:45 “The first man Adam became a living being”; the last Adam a life-giving
spirit.
Colossians 1:16 For by him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible
and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things were created by him and
for him.
That which satan stole in the Garden in Eden, was the privilege to wander under an open
heaven in God’s presence. Eden means ‘PORTAL.’ What the first Adam lost, was this open-heaven
relationship with the Father, but thank You Abba; since sending the second Adam (Jesus), this
relationship has been re-instated. We can stand up and claim it back from the enemy of darkness.
Rise Adam and take your rightful place as partaker of the rights of the first born. It belongs to
you.
18. become their way of living, they will never understand how to rule and reign in the heavenly
Kingdom on earth.
“Hephzibah, My Kingdom needs more attention. It is time for the Kingdom people to stand up.
I am breathing out My Kingdom over you. You are on the inside, where My glory will come. Stay at
My feet.
“My Kingdom church are those who will have to release My Kingdom on earth and be under
the covering of the Kingdom umbrella during this time.
“Daughter, I want to empower you with authority. From out of My throne room you will
operate. Like Daniel you will stand in the gates of the palace. Today I want to open the door for you to
enter the King’s palace.
“Come in My precious one, come into My palace where the two of us have a place . . . a
council room; our office.
“This is the season to discover the power of Christ in you. I am on the threshold of doing
mighty things through the power of Christ in you. This book about the Kingdom will expose hidden
secrets of how to live a Kingdom life . . . not by principles, but by holding your ear close to My
heart.”
“But Father, I am not worthy; as You can see I am trembling with fear,” I stuttered.
“Nobody is worthy, no one, except by My choice and My grace. Come special messenger, I
want to lead you into that domain today.”
19. 4. INSIDE THE OFFICE
A white hand took hold of me and led me to an office in the distance. Opposite the office door
was a huge window, stretching from corner to corner. The other walls were brilliant white, making
the entire room look spotless and warm.
The only furniture I noticed was a glass desk in the centre of the floor. A beautiful
arrangement of multi-coloured flowers on the sill of a small ring-shaped window in the wall to the
left, was the only decoration.
“Now it is you and I and nobody else. I will still the voice of any foreign spirit and direct you
Myself. Take time in My presence, Hephzi. Take your place at the desk. I place a new pen in your
hand.
“Write: ‘Hidden treasures.’
“I have already educated you on how to stay focused amidst a lot of things going on around
you. Do not lose focus now because this is going to be your greatest challenge right now.
“I will still the confusion in your life. Your testing is over.”
The untimely ringing of the phone in the lounge of our home caused a lot of interruptions and
the revelation ended. But deep inside my spirit I enjoy a stillness deriving from far beyond this world.
I knew that I have come home again, back to the house of my Father. We were together again after so
many months of inward struggle and being captured in a state of incompetence.
My only desire was to hold onto this moment and to keep it close to my heart, not sharing it
with anybody . . . just resting my head against the chest of my Creator Father and sensing the gentle
regularity of His holy heartbeat that rolls out to His children whom He loves so dearly.
I missed the reality of nestling into His heart so much, because too many things obscured
those holy moments for too long. But now I am back with my dear Father, back inside the tent of His
holy presence and this is where I would like to stay . . . as Joshua did.
Exodus 33:11 ‘The lord would speak to Moses face to face, as a man speaks with his friend.
Then Moses would return to the camp, but his young aide Joshua son of Nun did not leave the tent.”
“Yes Hephzibah, this is where I am about to school you but with an exception: You will hear
like Moses did. You are a partaker, a friend of Mine. I am about to take you into My confidence and
reveal Kingdom orientated rulership to you.
“It is important to understand strategic planning and rulership. This will open a totally new
20. realm of My Kingdom to you. Stay focused and stay alert. It will not take years; maybe a few months
to steer you into it.
“Are you ready?”
“Yes I am, Abba Father.”
“Then let us get going sweetest little lady.”
In the dark hours of that night I returned to the office where the shimmering glass desk was.
On a shiny, transparent chair I made myself comfortable and sat staring at somebody, visible yet
invisible, who was pacing up and down at the opposite side of the desk. The presence of holiness in
the room enveloped me like the leaves of the flower where I have rested for some time recently. I just
knew that it was my beloved Abba Father with me in the office.
Two hands became visible, glowing red and folded around a small lamp protecting the tiny
flame from getting extinguished. The lamp was halfway filled with a bluish coloured oil.
From somewhere above some pages of a book gently drifted down and the first one landed on
top of the flame between the two cupped hands. A small hole burned through the centre of the page
and I was ordered:
“Hephzibah, write down what you see. Every bit of detail of what I am about to show you
needs to be written down accurately. Like Baruch had been a scribe to the prophet Jeremiah, you will
be My scribe in this season. Do not bother about the meaning of anything; just record what I will be
revealing to you.
Jeremiah 36:4 ‘So Jeremiah called Baruch son of Neriah, and while Jeremiah dictated all the
words the Lord had spoken to him, Baruch wrote them on the scroll.’
“I’ve laser-cut your eyes over the years to enable you to see deeper into the unseen, to become
the messenger I called you to be. Again and again I confirmed this truth to you by informing you that
you will be transcribing My Daniel files. These files
will be for Kingdom matters . . . not for now, but to position My people for time to come. “From time
to time I will be feeding My people through you, but the contents of the scroll will remain hidden.
“Are you willing to continue, dear daughter?’’
“Yes dearest Abba Father, but please stay close to me.’’
“I will silence the enemy who attacked you like dogs over the last few weeks. You have to stay
spiritually motivated and keep concentrating on your new assignment. Keep the contents for yourself
23. 5. BACK TO THE OFFICE
The intensity of the revelation drained me and made me sleep like a baby. The next morning,
back in the office, I was still holding the little lamp containing the blue oil.
“This lamp is the light of the Word and you have to treasure it until the appointed time. Cling
to it with all your might and never give up. This is Me speaking.”
There was a movement of the flame as if a breath gently swayed it sideways. An instant
awareness of loneliness struck me and I cried out:
“It is lonely out here, Abba Father. Where are you? Nobody will ever be able to understand
this loneliness, this utter desertedness. No one has the slightest idea what it is to be in this situation. It
is such a huge responsibility Father. I cannot afford to make mistakes! I cannot. Do You understand
how I feel my Abba King? Please help me. Help me. Please.”
“Hephzibah, listen to Me. I am with you at all times. Do not panic. Stay calm. I am here, little
one. I am with you.”
His voice calmed me and an ambiance of sacred peace filled my innermost being as I
snuggled into His heart again.
“Inhale the breath of peace . . . the sweet aroma of My presence and become accustomed to
the fragrance. Inhale the breath of My presence for new life to arise and wake up in you. New life
yearning and seeking My devotion at all times.”
The flame suddenly started swaying from side to side.
“There is life in My light.”
From somewhere a huge red ox appeared. The beast walked a short distance but then stopped.
The front legs were covered with solid golden cladding which extended from the golden front hooves
till knee height.
I was still carefully watching the animal, when a stream of water came gushing from behind,
forcing the ox to move on. The golden front hooves however remained behind as the ox proceeded.
A second beast became visible and had the appearance of a donkey but later it seemed to be a
stallion. It galloped in the water that was still flowing with great force and later disappeared out of
sight.
A third animal came past that looked like a red rooster. It crowed twice and then vanished
24. quickly.
“These three animals represent three seasons. The seasons will pass swiftly but severely. It
will be followed by a bridging period, eventually being knotted together by two strings then sliding
into a quiet stage unnoticed.
“Hephzibah what I showed you, has been before, but will happen again and be repeated in the
last of the last days.
“This is enough for today, little one.”
It was totally impossible for me to talk about these things or even to share the slightest thing
with anybody. These revelations were so far above my understanding and explanation. All I was
aware of was the huge responsibility to receive the revelations and to stay focused at all times. I dare
not make mistakes. I really cannot afford to.
A few days later in an early morning vision in my prayer room I was dressed like a bride in a
beautiful bridal gown. Somebody carried me through the doorway of a fabulous wedding chamber
and started talking to me:
“Yes, you are inside the chamber of My presence, My precious wife. Now is the time for
reconciliation, meeting in oneness and in one spirit as a co-worker in My Kingdom under the
rulership of one King.
“I am Captain of your ship. I am taking control of this ship called Ownership. You are now in
a ruling capacity, although you still are a scholar in the structure under leadership of the only King. I
want to teach you to rule and govern over what I put under your command. You will be one of My
ambassadors in the Kingdom of heaven on earth-order.”
I waited for more, but Abba Father suddenly stopped communicating. I put down my pen and
just allowed the holy content of the conversation to wash through me.
“Abba, I cannot even try to meditate on what You said. I do not even dare to tiptoe there.
Please lock every word in my heart and zip the content in my mind till the appointed time,” I pleaded
in confusion.
I was stunned and stirred up by what I wrote down. When I left my prayer room I closed the
door behind me as if to preserve the divine content of what was recorded in the book on my desk. For
a moment I wanted to flee from that which was just too huge and overwhelming for me to digest.
26. “No Hephzibah, you are not a general but an ambassador, standing back and doing strategic
planning, making decisions and representing Me on earth while generals fight the enemy.
“You are a ruler of your destiny, a representative of heaven. You understand Kingdom
principles and obey My laws; the laws of love. My heartbeat takes the lead and you follow because
you know Me. We are one in spirit. As merging took place we have entered into a covenant
relationship.
“Rulership may be quite new to you, but soon you will get accustomed to the new position
behind your desk. Purity and honesty are two of the words you will hear from now on. Live pure and
be honest to Me and yourself. When considering a situation, first assemble all particulars to the table,
analyse them, organise and group them; but don’t do anything. You just have to observe and listen.
Together we will react!
“I would like to state it clearly that it is not your duty to give orders. I have the final say in
everything. I am the Head, the Ruler, under whose sovereignty you act as a co-worker and
ambassador. You are under the rulership of My Kingdom and should abide by the laws of My
Kingdom.
“My signature carries the highest value and authority. My seal and stamp finalises everything.
Rulers have authority that leaders do not possess. Leaders still have to obey the rulers. Under My
rulership, ambassadors who have passed severe times of testing, will co-rule.
“Kingdom principals are built into the mechanism to steer this Love Machine. The engine is
obedience and love. I allow authority on earth to function according to heavenly Kingdom
government and you have to live and rule accordingly.
“In privacy you will be trained in the university of My Kingdom. Not everything will be new
but it will be from a new perspective. To rule is still to serve the King. To serve is still to obey the
Leader. All these principles have been set and imparted in you.
“I know I have lectured a lot sister. Do you want to ask anything you perhaps do not
understand?”
“Yes Abba Father, but I have so much to ask I do not even know where to start,” my honest
answer came unexpectedly.
“It is all because you are not familiar with this position, Hephzibah. Kingdom of heaven on
earth is still a closed book, a hidden secret. Locked up and sealed for ages. I broke the seal and the
information has been released in your spirit. This book will be different to others because your
portfolio differs from before.
“You are a special messenger and ambassador. From behind that desk you will rule . . . keep
that in mind at all times.”
28. 7. THE SUNKEN SQUARE
The day dawned in a glow of amber and gold when I finally put down my pen but then I heard:
“The Book of Daniel is an example of the power of a king and the role of an ambassador.
Daniel was an ambassador under rulership of a king. In this case a very different and difficult
situation because of the diverse viewpoints and cultures. But Daniel was of high ranking and authority
in the kingdom and ruled as an ambassador on behalf of My people (The house of Judah) in Babylon
(on earth). He did not obey the king’s orders to eat of the food of the table, but he was in a process of
negotiation where he stuck to his principles to illustrate his statement.
“He triumphed over the negative demonic powers and demonstrated the leadership and
power of Holy Spirit to be the truth. He became a ruler amidst a world of captivity and deceit.
“Hephzibah, I used dreams as keys to unlock favour for Daniel. In your case I am going to
use prophetic messages and utterances to unlock the future. The book of Daniel reveals rulership
inside the Kingdom of heaven on earth along with the rulership of dark worldly forces out there. This
is a small comparison; a small picture inside a bigger one.
“I am re-establishing what was meant to be for Adam and Eve. My Garden-in- Eden
relationship needs to be restored on earth.
“How?’ you may ask.
“By returning to My master plan. I am busy preparing My Daniels to do this but they need to
be trained and need a guideline to help them in this regard. This little book will serve as a manual. Do
not try to type now, Hephzibah, just journal at this stage. Today I put a sharper pen, a new one, in your
hand. You will become the pen in the hand of a writing King, My Baruch and My scribe. My right
hand in the Kingdom; to record what I reveal.”
I saw a pen in all the colours of the rainbow. The ink that flowed from the nib was aflame and brilliant
red in colour. The pen was placed in my right hand and red flames started to flow onto the paper.
“Write: ‘The power of the pen’,’’ my Abba Father said.
“Hephzibah, people need to understand the power of the written word. Take for instance the
signature of a king. When a king signs a directive, it becomes an order. Everyone in the kingdom then
needs to obey this order, signed and sealed by the king.
“You know how to use a pen by now . . . so, be My pen. You will love it. I will take the burden
and worries away from you and help you concentrate on the assignment. You will start a school under
32. “This is to give My people another final chance to get insight into their position and to restore
what is lacking in their lives. The weighing will happen in a window period before the time of the
gentile people is over.
“I want to bring My Jewish nation, the people of My heart, back from Babylon,
release them from the law of religion and teach them the law of love and reconciliation with the
Lamb; Who fully paid the price for all their sins.
“My Daniels will be taking up their positions as ambassadors.
“I will once again walk the streets of Jerusalem, talking to My people in the evening zephyr.
A swift presence of perfume, My presence, will fill them with joy, and knowing: ‘The King is with
us.’
“The heavenly realm and the re-establishing of My Kingdom will become the wind of revival
blowing like a mighty gale force, carrying the restoration like the heat of the sun at high noon.
“But I warn you, My prophets, My messengers and My leaders; you will be tested daily. Your
hearts need to be washed and cleansed daily.
“Where is your heart? Are you using your gifts to enrich yourselves? I warn you! This will
be stripped from you like the skin off a fruit. Your voice will just become a dry leaf in a sand storm.
“The weighing season will be followed by the sifting season. When sifting takes place only
the diamonds glitter on the sieve. The fake ones fade and lose their shine. I am a God of love, of
grace and endurance, but also a God of righteousness and purity. Holiness will be the password. To
know Me is to be with Me, permanently in My presence. Then you will discover and know Me for
who I really am.
“How will this happen?’ you may ask Me this time.”
I saw a large white linen sheet with four figures holding the four corners. At the one front
corner was the vague figure of a man. At the opposite front corner the profile
of an ox was visible. At the back the face of a lion and an eagle with outstretched wings completed the
total of four individuals.
“The four faces of Man are represented by the four figures. The four faces will do the sifting.
This is not the final judgement yet, but just a process of sifting. The pure diamonds will stay behind
on the sieve while the useless dust and sand will disappear through the fine linen sieve.
“Chaff and dry desert sand will be separated from the valuable stones. This will take place
soon after the weighing scale season, where the purity of their hearts will be measured. The sifting
will be done slowly, but thoroughly.”
33. I saw a hand collecting diamonds from a sieve, immersing and washing them in blood,
drying them in bright light and then burnishing them with pure anointing oil. The diamonds glittered
in the bright light and were eventually carefully picked up one by one by the fingers of the hand. As
the valuable gemstones lay shimmering in the palm of the hand, a soft breath blew gently over them,
causing them to sparkle even more.
At the same time a mighty whirlwind collected all the chaff and dust and blew it into a bag.
The bag was closed up tightly and then removed, whereto I could not see.
Where the diamonds were still visible on the palm of the mighty hand, a huge fire
illuminated the surrounding. One by one the precious stones were released into the fire. The flames
wormed into every single little flaw of each diamond, cutting all of them to size. Tiny fragments just
melted away.
When the fire was finally burnt out, the diamonds appeared even more beautiful and
glittering than before.
“These are My specially selected crown jewels. It is the pure hearts that will shine like
diamonds in My crown. And this has nothing to do with what people has done for Me on earth, but
only the pureness of their hearts will make them a jewel in My crown . . . honest pure love for the
King.
“I am a jealous Father. I want to be everything in the life of everyone. I am about to restore
My dream for My creation. My Adam-dream will regain its rightful place in My dream book, as I was
always dreaming about bringing My heavenly Kingdom back to earth.
“In the beginning everything was Kingdom. I spoke it into reality by releasing the spiritual
realm to partially become a physical realm. The invisible instantly became
visible. From that very moment My light illuminated the invisible to become a reality. But then she
became a harlot, a disgrace before My very eyes.
“Look what they have done to My beautiful Garden! I want to restore My Garden to once
again be My heart’s delight. Initially darkness covered the beauty, but after I spoke, light that has been
there already, illuminated My dream.
“But pollution in man darkened the brilliance of a splendid heavenly Kingdom. It slowly
became vague and far off, hidden from any understanding.
“However, the seventy years of exile is over.”
Jeremiah 29:10 ‘When seventy years are completed for Babylon, I will come to you and fulfil
my gracious promise to bring you back to this place.’
“I want to take My earth back from the rulership of satan and restore My Kingdom on earth.
This time under the ruling authority of My precious Son, Yahushua, the Lion of Judah, the bright
35. 9. THE WHITE BOARD
This morning I was back in my office.
A long pointer stick was pointing towards something written on a white board against the
wall. I concentrated and tried my best but could not make out any of the words even if leaning
forward in my chair.
I was at the point of giving up, when a white dove flew into the room; its wings only moving
gently but with a powerful result. The window that covered the entire front wall was completely
blown away and the whole outside view became a huge white board. A pen started writing all over the
flat surface.
The words I saw was: ‘weighed, weighed, but came short in measure,’ and I heard:
“Even the physical world outside came short. Look what happened with My Garden creation,
My trees and flowers, the birds and insects. Everything in My creation is under the rulership and
jurisdiction of satan. He stole My dream Garden and polluted My world outside. Everything being
used and misused by the power of the ruler. He reigns in all ugliness and viciousness, hating earth and
My creation passionately, destroying and defiling My craftsmanship and handiwork.
“I am going to take it back and not just restore – but make all things new.”
Revelation 21:4 . . . ‘for the old order of things has passed away.’
“Time is up. My earth is groaning and yearning . . . suffering in pain and ruined in disgrace.
The insect eats flowers, the lion eats lambs and the python swallows up bushbuck. It is a matter of
survival and this is not My dream.
“The sand-glass is running low. The last few grains will run through quickly to empty the
glass in time. When the plumb-line has moved micro inches, everything will come to a complete stop.
“The final countdown has already started.
“People will ask: ‘But when?’
“Soon, very soon. A sigh soon.
“I am and always will be the King of heaven and earth. I hold the key of time in My hand.
Everything should be evaluated through the keyhole of the Holy Spirit. What you taste and see on
earth is but a spec of peeping through a keyhole. You do not have the ability yet to digest the bigger
truth about your full inheritance.
36. “What is waiting hereafter My beloved, is above your frame of mind and depth of
understanding.
“The golden rule to become a ruler in My heavenly Kingdom is: ‘A Spirit led life ... nothing
but the fullness of My sevenfold Spirit. You need it and have to walk in it. This is how you should be
evaluated. Heavenly Kingdom is Spirit-driven. Out of Wisdom, through Wisdom and in Wisdom
everything was created and established and thus it will be forever more.
“Like the Shabbat, people scream out: ‘Shabbat shalom’. But Shabbat is just a pathway to the
door. Not even the door. I am Lord of the Shabbat. To walk through the Shabbat is just a way, not the
ultimate.
“Kingdom is not a method. It is where you are. Shabbat is a way to the door that will lead you
to the Kingdom. Without Me, Lord of the Shabbat, the Shabbat is just a worldly sign with no anointing
and of no significance.
“I am the real Rest where you should enter into . . . inside My heavenly Kingdom. At the other
side of the door is where I miss you, in the presence of the King. Enter and Shabbat inside the palace
at the King’s table.
“This is Shabbat.”
Two hands appeared under a bright, blue inspection light. The light illuminated the hands,
clearly exposing every single dark spot on the skin as well as marks inside the hands.
“This is to reveal the purity of what people have done with their hands. You do not
understand! You think you do, but Hephzibah, let Me explain to you.”
“You know by now that My people should continuously cleanse their hands and at all times
ask themselves: ‘Have I done something wrong or upset somebody today?’
“Spiritually they daily examine the life they live. Yet, all they have to do is to allow the light
of truth to reveal to them what needs to be cleansed, then repent and sin no more. Uproot the bad spots
as the Spirit of the new Kingdom lifestyle exposes them. Heavenly insight and wisdom is the key to
unlock this drawer of old hidden
secrets of the past. Deal with them the Kingdom way. Their daily routine should become a spirit led
cleansing of hands.
“Hands are pointing to what one has done but also to what one desires to receive. What are
deeply hidden in the soul like a time bomb ready to explode, should not become a shackle to tie down
and hinder anybody in his Spirit filled and Spirit led life.”
The blue inspection light was switched off and I could see some murky dust left behind. The
inspected hands were now soft and brilliant white.
40. Even deeper into this spectacular atmosphere was a golden Throne. It was as if the Throne
was veiled behind a curtain, but clearly observable were the thousands upon thousands of crowns
before the Throne; as if they had been purposefully positioned that way to be seen. The crowns were
in all shapes and sizes and designs.
The sweetest fragrance was drifting towards me and I closed my eyes in admiration, inhaling
the delicate aroma that fluttered over me.
“Come deeper messenger, come My bride; I am waiting for you. Up to this point I give you
permission to share, but nothing more.”
A curtain closed off the scene from side to side and I could no longer observe anything. The
entire vision faded but the memory of it was embedded from where it would have to grow into a
reality intelligible to mankind.
“Hephzibah, what I have shown you is part of My dream for My dear children. A dream most
of them are not even aware of neither want to believe.
“How will My dream manifest in everyday life?’ you may ask.
“Let Me explain to you but listen carefully, because this will be more complicated and you
have to write down everything carefully and accurately.
“This raising up of the heavenly Kingdom on earth is to prepare My people to fearlessly
enter into a new order; but they have to know Me and understand the consequences of their decisions.
Iron does not mix with clay and division will take place. Separation will come as people detach
themselves from those who have decided to follow Me.”
John 6:66 ‘From this time many of his disciples turned back and no longer followed him.’
“I have made known to king Nebuchadnezzar what would come to pass. In the same way as I
have done it to a pagan king, I will reveal it to an unsaved world. What they do with it is their own
choice. Freely I give, freely they will receive and freely they may choose. This is not a child’s game,
My beloveds. This is a serious matter. Take heed and decide where you would like to go – with Me or
against Me. Prostrate yourselves before Me and let us start to move into the King-of-heaven- lifestyle.
“Yahushua is the gatekeeper of the heavenly Kingdom. He is the Gate; the way through Whom
to enter. To enter into the heavenly Kingdom and become citizens, you have to pass through the
Kingdom Gate ... not moving in and out all the time; either you are in or you stay outside. At the other
side of the Gate a new dispensation, a new government is waiting on you. Purity is the password. No
mixed seed will be permitted inside the City of My presence. My Spirit, My Eye, is searching the
pockets of garments identifying and revealing the lying-spirit. Impurities are not allowed inside the
Garden of My presence.
“People will qualify if they have clearance for: ‘Purity of hearts, purity of intentions and
purity of love.’ They will have a stamp – a mark to prove that they have passed the test.”
43. Yahuwah God. Kings bowed before him and even raised him to godly status by bringing him incense
and offerings. Humbleness and obedience was his lifestyle. So much so, that the king confessed:
‘Truly, your God is the God of gods, the Lord of kings and an issuer of secrets since you could
reveal this secret.’ (Daniel 2:47)
“He gave Me credit and honour, and was promoted and given greater power as a ruler.
Through this example you can learn the following principle: if I become more in your life, you will
become more in My Kingdom. Rulership and authority is the reward for obedience ... more of Me and
less of the flesh. Daniel became chief administrator over all the wise men of Babylon. He sat in the
gate of the king. He stayed in the king’s court. A restructuring of his position was the result of
obedience. Thus it will be with heavenly Kingdom-ship. By passing the test, bigger authority and
rulership will follow. Daniel refused to bow and surrender before man-made gods and idols. His
heart was devoted in purity and love towards Me because he knew Me intimately. We became one in
spirit and in truth. Because he knew Me, he knew My power.
“In order to rule, people need to know how to serve. Yahushua was a portrayal of a servant to
the heavenly Kingdom when He dwelled on earth. No rulership without servant-hood. To serve in the
heavenly Kingdom you need to understand the principles of heaven and get acquainted with the
heavenly way of living. This will
become the accepted way under the reign of the highest authority, with the fleshly and earthly way of
living, the footstool.
“My Kingdom is an everlasting Kingdom and My dominium is from generation to
generation.
“Being a citizen of My Kingdom will make people recognise the power of My indwelling
Spirit in them ... not just over them, but now in them. What they will see, will be Me functioning
permanently and in full measure inside an earthly body; a demonstration of heavenly Kingdom.
Human bodies entirely hosting the Holy Spirit, to be willing vessels accommodating Myself in the
Spirit.
“The more My presence become visible, the less the carnal man will feature.
My longing and dream for My beloved children is the restoration of the Garden relationship. I want
My first dream for My children to return. I want My dream picture to become a full picture,
destroying the power of the liar and deceiver of My children and silencing his voice permanently.
(Revelation 20:10)
“Hephzibah, you have to take your place in the office of the messengers. By now you
understand what you should do as more of My Spirit of power and might mature inside you,
overtaking the daily fleshly needs and desires. Are you excited, My daughter?”
“Yes, I am, but will I be able to satisfy Your expectations, Abba Father?”
“Little one, just follow the example of what was given to you by Yahushua the Messiah. He
was the messenger and the voice to give birth to this dream of Mine. He had the key to unlock the
44. door to the Kingdom of heaven on earth and He became the Door through which My children can
enter into this dominion. He, the Passover Lamb, was the first to pass over the threshold into the
heavenly Kingdom. He could move in and out of the Kingdom of heaven after his resurrection to
demonstrate His position as the restored Adam.
“The Door has been unlocked and opened permanently. No grave could keep Him captive. He
is the first fruit who was to be picked from the Tree of Life. Everlasting life became the sweetest fruit
to taste. His example is a living testimony of a ransom paid in full for every man and woman in all
creation over all times and generations.
“Why do people lack understanding this?’ you will ask Me.
“It is because of their fear of death. They are scared to die in the flesh because of lack of
knowledge of My living Spirit. Holy Spirit still needs to become a reality. The religious spirit became
a perfect counterfeit, engineered by the king of all lies.
People think that to attend church meetings is the answer, but completely underestimate the power of
the demon called: the religious spirit. This spirit is a living example concerning you entirely and
nothing of My Spirit in you. Where does this bring them?
“An empty barrel without a bottom is My answer to those. It can hold nothing although it
looks like a vessel, but is of no value. This may sound harsh but is a proven fact. Religion lacks
relationship. No book, DVD, CD or sermon will bring relationship; only give information about
relationship. To enjoy an intimate relationship with Me is to know Me; and to walk and talk with Me
from the closeness of a spirit filled lifestyle. All of Me and none of the carnal. Only then you will be
moving in and out through the Door of My presence and become a citizen of My heavenly Kingdom
on earth; a co-ruler with Yahushua.
“This little book will unlock and open up the realm of knowledge and understanding to the
mind of what is involved. The old dispensation is running out of use, like a womb after having
delivered a new-born baby. It had been there for a certain purpose and particular period of time only.
“The birth pains of this new dispensation have begun. The body of Christ is getting prepared
to deliver the new message of a new life to the world. This will cause a lot of pain and discomfort and
at times false alarms about the birth process. But when the time arrives nothing will be able to prevent
the birth of this precious, living dispensation called: Kingdom of heaven restored on earth.
“Like an old dead tree, stripped of its leaves, the tree of good and evil will be, with no
identity and of no use and value. It will be chopped down and burnt to ashes in the fire of brimstone
and sulphur; destroyed before My very eyes and out of sight for ever. A tree of disgrace, only
bringing forth rotten fruit.”
It was already late when I went back to bed. Tired but filled with many precious values of the
Spirit of God. I fell asleep but was called again later that same night to continue writing down what
our mighty Father wanted to disclose.
45. 11. PEARL OF KINGDOM LIVING
Deep inside the Garden I walked into something so spectacular and beautiful and the fact that I
was alone did not concern me at all. A huge waterfall with bright gold-tinted water gushing over the
edge into a huge pool at the bottom filled the scope of my vision. Colourful birds were flying up to
the edge of the pool, mirrored them in the crystal clear water and then rinsed their fluffy bodies in the
slower flowing stream on the side.
A dolphin surfaced, carrying something that looked like the bottom half of an oyster shell in
his mouth. As he got closer I realised that I was actually correct. Inside the shell was the most
beautiful pinkish pearl, shimmering in the soft light. I slowly stepped into the water until it was knee
high.
“Take the pearl of Kingdom-living and start living according to the principles of the
Kingdom. This will become a huge blessing to you.”
The pearl was knotted to a white ribbon which I hung around my neck, radiating beams of
light in all directions.
“Announce My Kingdom to this world by becoming a citizen; spread the Kingdom lifestyle
to all corners. Go back little one and wear the pearl. This is a gift for you. Do not let anyone take this
precious gift away. Treasure it, My little messenger.”
A small bridge gave me access to an adjacent garden, dense with thousands of trees. I was
staring at the unfamiliar looking trees for a long time. All the trees were growing out of the same soil
but above the ground the main trunk of each tree immediately branched off into various smaller
branches, each offshoot bearing a different kind of fruit.
“I do not understand this,” I confessed, still staring at the different fruits on the tree closest to
me. Some of the fruit were blue in colour.
“The trees come from the same background, the same roots, bearing fruit according to their
nature. This is to explain to you that the understanding and way of living of people may differ but they
all will enjoy a shared theme of agreement – a lifestyle rooted in the Kingdom. The root will be the
same, based on Kingdom principles, but the way of living it out, will differ.
“Restoring the Kingdom of heaven on earth is to restore the full power of the work of Holy
Spirit. This will mean Holy Spirit functioning in people under the authority and full mandate of the
King, the head of the Kingdom of heaven and earth.
“When Holy Spirit rules and reigns no other power will be able to stand in His presence. In
the Gospel we see demons flee, leaving a woman when they could not tolerate the presence of the
Word. Also where demons quitted their host and fled into the bodies of swine. Nobody can picture
46. what to expect when My Holy Spirit is functioning in full authority and power. My glory will be
radiated as We are One and operate in Oneness . . . commencing with Me and then through the Door
into reality by the working of Holy Spirit. In Oneness We will function like We have done in Oneness
even before creation.
“Oneness was noticeable throughout creation and thereafter. At first My Spirit rested upon
people or on individuals, but after Pentecost it became the indwelling Spirit, working from within and
dwelling inside of them. People filled with My Holy Spirit represent church, a living dwelling place, a
tabernacle hosting My Holy Spirit. This is and will be the only way how the Kingdom of heaven can
be restored and given a rightful place on earth. When looking through the keyhole of the lives of
Adam and Eve in the Garden in Eden, as well as at the short three years of the Messiah ministering on
earth, My people experience a minute picture of what is about to be restored.
“Yahushua’s own words confirm: ‘I can only do what My Father instructs and permits Me to
do. This is My wish and this is all I can and will do.’ He was under the authority of the King and only
acted in His rightful power and authority as one led and empowered by the King of Heaven.
Obedience was all He needed and He was obedient unto His death on the cross. Through His death He
restored heaven on earth again. The price was His blood and body, a covenant documented and signed
in blood with the receipt being the slain body on the cross.
“The crown of thorns piercing His flesh, became a crown of overcoming. Through His
resurrection He was restored as the Ruler of heaven and earth by defeating death and the power of
satan. He once again obtained the staff of authority lost by the first Adam. By eating from the tree of
good and evil they lost their authority emanating from the Tree of Life. They were removed from the
Garden in Eden to prevent them from eating from the Tree of life whilst being in a state of dishonour.
This would have developed into a situation of permanently living under the law of death and not
being able to be redeemed by the blood of the Lamb. My master plan of restoring what they have lost
was signed and completed even before they sinned.
“Hephzibah, to many people this will not be new information but for some it will lift the veil
and open their minds to a better understanding why I have locked the gate that give access to the Tree
of Life. I am looking after this Tree so that those who will
overcome, one day can enjoy full access again. (Revelations 2:7) Freely they will have the right to
move in and out of the Garden of My presence with the tree of death burnt to ashes and destroyed for
ever in the pool of brimstone and sulphur.
“But this will only happen after judgement day. Now what about the time in between?’ you
may ask.
“This is where the restoration of the power of My Holy Spirit will feature and have full
rulership in restoring the Kingdom of heaven on earth.
“What is the Kingdom of heaven?’ you will ask.