This document discusses the author's journey to find fulfillment through two different approaches to love and faith. The first approach of loving others without loving God first led to feeling unfulfilled. The second approach of loving God and letting that relationship overflow into love for others, with the lesson of experiencing God's kingdom through practicing selfless love as an act of worship to a loving God.

1. Why do I believe?

2. I have the American Dream

3. But I was unfulfilled

4. Attempt 1: Love Others Selflessly without Loving God

5. Lesson Learned

6. Attempt 2: Love God, Acknowledge How much God Loves me, Let our Relationship Overflow into Love for Others

7. Lesson Learned Selfless love is counter cultural and counter intuitive, but when practiced as an act of worship to a Loving God you experience God’s Kingdom.