The document discusses realizations about disappointing acts and lack of confidence. It notes feeling cheated by those who listen without understanding, and wasting time thinking about what others think. It realizes some actions are wrong but this is only seen after the fact. It discusses directing others while wanting direction itself, suffering while being right, and questioning why uniqueness is difficult for others to understand. It acknowledges sometimes having biased judgment that hurts. It concludes different problems require different approaches, and that failure is necessary to achieve success, but motivation through some success is also needed during difficult struggles.