The document is a series of conflicting questions and statements addressed to God expressing frustration with life's problems and difficulties. The author questions whether God or time can provide meaning, whether God or the author is responsible for punishments, and whether God or place can provide peace. The author expresses losing trust in God and learning more from problems than from God. Overall, the document questions God and expresses feeling that problems are the best teacher rather than God.

1. CONFLICTING QUESTIONS AND REPLIES
TO GOD
BY: SKMS

2. MY TEARS ARE HIDDEN BETWEEN MY
SMILES; I THINK THAT’S WHY YOU(GOD)
HAVE PROBLEM IN RECOGNIZING MY
PAIN.

3. I WANT TO KNOW THE MEANING OF MY
LIFE RIGHT NOW; QUESTION TO WHOM?
TIME OR GOD?

4. I GOT PUNISHED FOR BEING RIGHT
EVERY TIME. WHO WILL PAY? TIME OR
GOD?

5. I NEED PEACE RIGHT NOW HERE.
QUESTION TO WHOM? TIME OR PLACE?
BECAUSE I KNOW YOU (GOD) CAN’T.

6. DO YOU THINK I WILL REGRET FOR MY
DECISIONS IF YOU KEEP PUNISH ME?. YOU
FUNNY (GOD) MY SUFFERINGS DON’T
MEAN YOU ARE RIGHT. WHY I SHOULD
HAVE GUILTY?

7. OH MY GOD YOU TRIED TO TEACH
ME A LOT, I DID NOT UNDERSTAND
EVEN 1%. BUT I LEARNED
THROUGH MY PROBLEMS VERY
EASILY. MY PROBLEMS ARE BEST
TEACHER THAN YOU.

8. I WANT EVERYTHING IN PRESENT
BECAUSE I HAVE PROBLEM IN
BELIEVING TOMORROW EVEN
THOUGH YOU (GOD) SAY.

9. I DID NOT ASKED, YOU ONLY GIVEN
AND SNATCHED MINE TOO?
DOUBLE LOSS. TELL ME NOW, WHY
CAN’T I PUNISH YOU (GOD)?

10. DON'T WORRY; GOD WILL TAKE
YOUR ENTIRE PROBLEMS AWAY.
HAAA!!!! WHO IS HE? WHERE HE
WAS WHEN I BEGGED BEFORE
PROBLEM APPROACHING ME? ASK
HIM TO KEEP WITNESS ONLY. I AM
MY GOD AND I KNOW TO SOLVE MY
PROBLEMS.

11. TALENT NEED RECOMMENDATION
TO GET IT RECOGNIZED. WHAT
OPTION YOU LEFT OTHER THAN
BEGGING YOU (GOD)?

12. I CAN TRUST MY PROBLEM 100%
BUT NOT YOU (GOD). BECAUSE I
AM CLEAR ABOUT INTENSION OF
MY PROBLEMS BUT NOT YOUR
(GOD) ACTION

13. NOTHING CAN SUPPORT OR
SUPPRESS OTHER THAN MY
THINKING. THEN WHY SHOULD I
TRUST YOU (GOD) INSTEAD OF ME?

14. EITHER GOD OR HUMAN I TRUST
EQUALLY. ONCE CHEATED BOTH
WILL HAVE SAME PUNISHMENT.
NEGLECTING

15. I HAVE ENOUGH PATIENCE. TELL ME
NOW, WHAT IS THE USE OF IT WHEN
YOU (GOD) DECIDED NOT TO
RECOGNIZE IT AT ANY COST

16. SORRY I LOST TRUST ON YOU
(GOD). SO STARTED TRUSTING MY
ABILITY. IF YOU (GOD) MISTAKE ME
I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE.

17. YOU CAN TOLERATE, YOU CAN
TOLERATE, KEEP REASSURING AND
SENDING PROBLEMS ONE AFTER
ANOTHER. MY QUESTION IS CAN’T YOU
(GOD) HAVE PLACE, TO KEEP IT UNTIL I
SOLVE ONE?

18. ARE YOU JEALOUS OF MY
STRENGTH? THAT’S WHY SENDING
PROBLEMS IN QUEUE? I STILL
REMEMBER LESSON TAUGHT BY MY
TOUGH TIMES. SO I WILL TAKE IT
AS CHALLENGE.

19. IF I BOTHER I LOSS, IF NOT NO GAIN, SO
STOPPED BOTHERING.

20. I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSS. THEN WHY
SHOULD I FEAR AT YOU (GOD). ?

21. I STILL ALIVE, BECAUSE YOU KNOW
ONLY ME HAVE ANSWER FOR MY BIRTH.
OPEN BLACKMAIL MY LORD. DO
WHATEVER YOU (GOD) CAN.

22. AS LONG AS PROBLEMS ARE
APPROACHING ME, YOU CAN’T TAKE
AWAY MY SELF CONFIDENCE

23. DO YOU (GOD) FEEL I HAVE OVER
CONFIDENCE? TAKE IT. I KNOW YOU
(GOD) HAVE NO OPTION OTHER THAN
RETURNING IT BACK.