The document expresses the feelings of a person who struggles with sadness and loneliness, exacerbated by perceptions of being judged by others. They feel isolated, misunderstood, and contemplate self-harm due to the pain caused by rumors and exclusion. The author longs for connection and understanding, seeking reassurance from their parents about their situation.

1. How Parents feels to be have consistent with Honor daughter?
Parents feels so happy if they knew that

2. What’s wrong with me?
I don’t know if I’m just overthinking or what
But, if feel so sad and I feel so left out
I feel like everyone is watching everything I do
That everyone is saying bad on my back
Thinking that I don’t have any friends, a real real friend
Thinking what did I do wrong
Having this thoughts
Makes me wanna end my life

3. They’re laughing and saying something I don’t understand
Makes me think that it’s me whom they’re laughing at
Trying not to think to much
But those laugh always make me curious about
About something I think I didn’t even done
Asking them what are they talking about
And they just keep silent like I’m no one
Hearing nothing from them m
akes me wanna end everything