The document is a love letter expressing deep feelings for the recipient. It acknowledges past mistakes but hopes they can be understood and accepted. It asks the recipient to be patient and love the author for who they are, both in the past and present, as the author wants their relationship to last not just for now but for the long term, until the end of their life. The letter expresses gratitude for bringing light and happiness during difficult times.

1. Hello..
Bagus Wicaksono

2. I say hello to you..
To yourself
to your heart
to your love
and to your life

3. When I tell you that I love you, it isn’t be my habit. I say
it because you are like a special gift from Allah. I don’t
care with your past, I care with your future, because
there is me in your life..

4. I want to know more and more about you. May you
always permit me to be yours, because I give you my
permit to be mine 

5. Maybe I’m not a girl who you want, but I learn
to be who you want..
I’m not perfect, but I try to love you perfectly..

6. I’m not romantic before, but I feel more
romantic now. I don’t know why it happen with
me 

7. I know,
I always make so many mistakes..

8. I always make you angry and
dissapointed with everything I do,
everything I say..

9. I know I’m still childish, easy to jealous
with something not important, I do
what I want although it makes you not
comfort..

10. But…

11. I realize that I love you..
Whoever you are in past
whatever you do in past
however you are in past

12. You always tell me about
“first time”

13. And I hope..

14. You can understand me..
You can love me whoever I am
you can be patient with me
you can accept me with my past

15. Because I want you not only for now, but
also tomorrow, next week, next month,
and next year until I close my eyes..

16. Thanks for always be my rainbow in
my darkness
be my star in my night
be my smile in my sadness..

17. Hope you will be my imam in my
steps 

18. As you always say..
I love you so much