The author writes a letter to God expressing deep pain and questioning over difficult life experiences including an abusive father and divorced parents. While the author has tried to be good and help others, their own family situation remains troubled. The author feels tested and asks God how much longer this will continue, and if there is any hope of light at the end of the tunnel. The author gives God time to respond before resigning their position as God's daughter, as they can no longer endure further experiments or tests.
To Make This House A Home | 2020 | Life Of A Dying Poet | Visit Now.JacobDennis15
Door-image
There’s nothing,
that I can say,
to make you not go.
To make you come back,
To make this house a home.
But I’ll live,
I’ll break my back,
I’ll live by the tracks,
I’ll gain all I lack.
To make myself a man.
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To Make This House A Home | 2020 | Life Of A Dying Poet | Visit Now.JacobDennis15
Door-image
There’s nothing,
that I can say,
to make you not go.
To make you come back,
To make this house a home.
But I’ll live,
I’ll break my back,
I’ll live by the tracks,
I’ll gain all I lack.
To make myself a man.
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100+ Best Appreciation Message for Girlfriend.pdfPrashant Parihar
Appreciation Message for Girlfriend: My dearest girlfriend, Words cannot express how much I appreciate and love you. You are the light in my dark times and my reason for living. I am so grateful to have you in my life.
Thank you for always being there for me, for supporting me, and for loving me. I am truly blessed to have you in my life. Thank you for making every day an adventure. I cannot imagine my life without you.
I love you more than anything and I promise to always make you feel loved and appreciated. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am so grateful that you are mine.
She is always there for me when I need her, no matter what. She listens when I need to talk, and she provides support and love without judgment. She’s my best friend and I know that I can count on her for anything.’
Appreciation Message for Girlfriend
Looking back, I wish I would have waited. I can’t change the decisions I made back then, but I do wish I would have waited to be diagnosed with depression. I am still diagnosed with depression and have a constant yearning to be sober.
I have met so many sober friends, but it has been really hard. Yes, I’m grateful to have friends who make the decision not to drink, but it has been hard on me that they have continued to even visit me in my room. I’m not staying at home alone all the time, and it’s not for the reason that I don’t get drunk anymore. I can get drunk in my room now.
The primary reason for my decision to be sober is that I am a single man. I am blessed in the sense that I am still single even though I live with a lifelong sober woman. So, I was very lucky to be in a relationship with someone who is not, and was also very lucky in the sense that she kept a bottle of tequila in the fridge just in case I needed it.
Appreciation Post for Girlfriend
She would help me find it on my own, and also pick up some food and water — she helped with every single part of my recovery. She wasn’t even the one who found the bottle of tequila.
For a few months in 2015, I started coming home drunk early on the weekends, and in those mornings, she would get mad. “What happened when I get home drunk?” I would ask. She would then tell me the answer, and as any woman would, she would complain. “She’s a good and kind girl.” She just wanted to be around me drunk, and she doesn’t need someone who drinks.
I was so surprised that she would be mad. I had been in that kind of a relationship before, where my drinking kept him awake through the night. Not to be insensitive to my girlfriend’s feelings, but I was concerned for her. I had a difficult time telling her that I wasn’t going out drinking on weekends. She just brushed it off as “artificial light,” and told me that alcohol is for older men.
If she felt this way, she could have stayed home. She only responded by saying how much she liked having me drunk. She didn’t even realize how much hurt she was doing herself.
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2 Peter 3: Because some scriptures are hard to understand and some will force them to say things God never intended, Peter warns us to take care.
https://youtu.be/nV4kGHFsEHw
HANUMAN STORIES: TIMELESS TEACHINGS FOR TODAY’S WORLDLearnyoga
Hanuman Stories: Timeless Teachings for Today’s World" delves into the inspiring tales of Hanuman, highlighting lessons of devotion, strength, and selfless service that resonate in modern life. These stories illustrate how Hanuman's unwavering faith and courage can guide us through challenges and foster resilience. Through these timeless narratives, readers can find profound wisdom to apply in their daily lives.
Why is this So? ~ Do Seek to KNOW (English & Chinese).pptxOH TEIK BIN
A PowerPoint Presentation based on the Dhamma teaching of Kamma-Vipaka (Intentional Actions-Ripening Effects).
A Presentation for developing morality, concentration and wisdom and to spur us to practice the Dhamma diligently.
The texts are in English and Chinese.
The PBHP DYC ~ Reflections on The Dhamma (English).pptxOH TEIK BIN
A PowerPoint Presentation based on the Dhamma Reflections for the PBHP DYC for the years 1993 – 2012. To motivate and inspire DYC members to keep on practicing the Dhamma and to do the meritorious deed of Dhammaduta work.
The texts are in English.
For the Video with audio narration, comments and texts in English, please check out the Link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zF2g_43NEa0
What Should be the Christian View of Anime?Joe Muraguri
We will learn what Anime is and see what a Christian should consider before watching anime movies? We will also learn a little bit of Shintoism religion and hentai (the craze of internet pornography today).
The Book of Joshua is the sixth book in the Hebrew Bible and the Old Testament, and is the first book of the Deuteronomistic history, the story of Israel from the conquest of Canaan to the Babylonian exile.
Exploring the Mindfulness Understanding Its Benefits.pptxMartaLoveguard
Slide 1: Title: Exploring the Mindfulness: Understanding Its Benefits
Slide 2: Introduction to Mindfulness
Mindfulness, defined as the conscious, non-judgmental observation of the present moment, has deep roots in Buddhist meditation practice but has gained significant popularity in the Western world in recent years. In today's society, filled with distractions and constant stimuli, mindfulness offers a valuable tool for regaining inner peace and reconnecting with our true selves. By cultivating mindfulness, we can develop a heightened awareness of our thoughts, feelings, and surroundings, leading to a greater sense of clarity and presence in our daily lives.
Slide 3: Benefits of Mindfulness for Mental Well-being
Practicing mindfulness can help reduce stress and anxiety levels, improving overall quality of life.
Mindfulness increases awareness of our emotions and teaches us to manage them better, leading to improved mood.
Regular mindfulness practice can improve our ability to concentrate and focus our attention on the present moment.
Slide 4: Benefits of Mindfulness for Physical Health
Research has shown that practicing mindfulness can contribute to lowering blood pressure, which is beneficial for heart health.
Regular meditation and mindfulness practice can strengthen the immune system, aiding the body in fighting infections.
Mindfulness may help reduce the risk of chronic diseases such as type 2 diabetes and obesity by reducing stress and improving overall lifestyle habits.
Slide 5: Impact of Mindfulness on Relationships
Mindfulness can help us better understand others and improve communication, leading to healthier relationships.
By focusing on the present moment and being fully attentive, mindfulness helps build stronger and more authentic connections with others.
Mindfulness teaches us how to be present for others in difficult times, leading to increased compassion and understanding.
Slide 6: Mindfulness Techniques and Practices
Focusing on the breath and mindful breathing can be a simple way to enter a state of mindfulness.
Body scan meditation involves focusing on different parts of the body, paying attention to any sensations and feelings.
Practicing mindful walking and eating involves consciously focusing on each step or bite, with full attention to sensory experiences.
Slide 7: Incorporating Mindfulness into Daily Life
You can practice mindfulness in everyday activities such as washing dishes or taking a walk in the park.
Adding mindfulness practice to daily routines can help increase awareness and presence.
Mindfulness helps us become more aware of our needs and better manage our time, leading to balance and harmony in life.
Slide 8: Summary: Embracing Mindfulness for Full Living
Mindfulness can bring numerous benefits for physical and mental health.
Regular mindfulness practice can help achieve a fuller and more satisfying life.
Mindfulness has the power to change our perspective and way of perceiving the world, leading to deeper se
Lesson 9 - Resisting Temptation Along the Way.pptxCelso Napoleon
Lesson 9 - Resisting Temptation Along the Way
SBs – Sunday Bible School
Adult Bible Lessons 2nd quarter 2024 CPAD
MAGAZINE: THE CAREER THAT IS PROPOSED TO US: The Path of Salvation, Holiness and Perseverance to Reach Heaven
Commentator: Pastor Osiel Gomes
Presentation: Missionary Celso Napoleon
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The Good News, newsletter for June 2024 is hereNoHo FUMC
Our monthly newsletter is available to read online. We hope you will join us each Sunday in person for our worship service. Make sure to subscribe and follow us on YouTube and social media.
The Chakra System in our body - A Portal to Interdimensional Consciousness.pptxBharat Technology
each chakra is studied in greater detail, several steps have been included to
strengthen your personal intention to open each chakra more fully. These are designed
to draw forth the highest benefit for your spiritual growth.
1. August 7, 2009 Dear God, You said you would never flood this world again, but every day is a raining day. You said you would not give me anything that I could not handle… maybe it is wrong to question you, but I am beginning to. No one knows me better than you, you see me cry in the middle of the night. You hear my scream in the middle of daylight. You know my face never dries. You know I am not happy when no one else in the world knows. You know everything, don’t you? Then, tell me why you are putting me through this pain. Are you testing me, and if so, what for? What have I done, have I sinned so much in my life that I deserve this pain and suffering? I never asked much from you or any one in particular. You would know. For Christmas last year, I prayed for a beautiful Christmas, but you gave me a crooked father with a mistress. For Thanksgiving last year, I asked for a nice family dinner, but you gave me divorced parents. For my birthday last year, I just wanted my family to be around, but I stood all alone in my campus dorm crying endlessly. Were you happy when you were watching my brother beating me as a result of removing my mother from an abusive relationship with my father? Were you drinking wine in heaven? Was this direct television for you? If so, at least invite me for the beer, I would appreciate that ask. After all of these occurrences, I told myself you were the last person to turn their back on me. That is what I thought. But even today, God, I am starting to question you. It may be wrong to assume such things about you, but what have you done? Show me. If you are indeed the father who I have been worshipping all my life, then is this how a parent-child relationship is? I saved my mother, and I attempted to save my family. But these attempts failed one by one, minute after minute and I thought you would put in some effort. I’ve been a good person, a good woman, haven’t I? I don’t steal. I don’t cheat. I don’t hate. I don’t kill. I am not selfish. I am not cruel but yet, all you’ve ever done was granted me more and more selfish people. All I’ve manage to see is problem after problem. I just want to know when this test will end, and if there is any light at the end of the tunnel? If I have done such a cruel act to deserve such a life, then I will accept my fate. Please let me know so that I can apologize to those people whom I have hurt. Show me, and I will accept this. I remember my first prayer to you when I was eight; you answered it directly and immediately. That was when I began to believe in you, and when I started to fall in love with you God. I don’t know, maybe you’ve been working miracles all over the world and just forgot about me… that is my life. All those people who should love me use me. All those people who should take care of me hate me. All those people who you gave to me have been taken away from me, and all the values, gone. I am waiting, hoping, and praying that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve manage to go to college, and I’ve manage to maintain a wonderful job. I’ve decided to do all these great things without the recognition or acknowledgement of my family and the people who should love me. I forgave them. I forgave you. You know you’ve made me cried. Tell me, what more do you want me to do? Will you continue to test me? I don’t know if I can handle it anymore. I love my neighbors, my friends, and my community but you’ve given me something that I cannot be proud of. You should be aware of the thoughts traveling through the space in my mind. Sometimes I want to cry, and other times, I want to be happy because you are still there for me. Maybe there are others who are suffering more than me, and need you now. I can understand that, and I’ve prayed for them as well. I would like to know if I am close to you on your list of to-do. I never asked for a $40,000 dollar car, not even a $1,000 dollar car. I never asked you for a million dollar house, not even a $1.00 house. I never asked you for a miracle, just a will. I never asked for a perfect family, just a decent family. I never asked you to give me a long-lasting life, I will accept death if you are calling me. I never asked to be the smartest man on earth. I just wanted to be loved. Even so, this prayer is pending… do you need an id and a social security copy as well? I will be happy to submit that to you; please give me your fax number there in heaven. Anyways, I have already written too much. If you want more information, you can easily access it since you are my father, the one who knows all. I am not angry with you God; I would just like to know. Is there light at the end of the tunnel? Is there gold at the end of the rainbow? Is their peace after the battle? If so, I have waited all my life and I don’t mind to wait 10-20 more years. You know how much I have sacrifice for everyone, and have received no turn out. But I have forgiven and forgotten. I am definitely no selfish woman. I have starved for others. I have lived homelessly in order for others to live in sheltered. I am looking forward to speaking with you soon. You know my email, and you have my phone number. Of course, you would also know the whole situation about the cell phone as well. You know the places where I have lived, and where I am living now. It will not be difficult for you to get in contact with me. I am writing to you to let you know that I am on the verge of giving up and of hope. Answer me in a timely manner; I think I have been patient all my life. I have been tested on; I am no longer being interested in being a genie pig. I am not interested in your lab experiments anymore. I am giving you a time span to respond God, and if you failed to respond during this time. I have to apologize, but I will have to resign my position as your daughter. My next letter will be a resignation from the house of Lord. You know I love you God, and you know I have cried for your presence. I am hurting so much writing this letter to you. But you need to know in written form, otherwise, you will ask me later in the realm of heaven and you may punish me. As long as you have this in your file cabinet, then I will not regret or have guilt in my decision to emancipate myself from the Lord I have always followed. Please watch over my family and my friends, watch over all the children in this world who don’t and do follow you. Grant them all that you can and I will forever be in debt to you because of the great things you have done for me and for all. Thank You God, you are loved. God bless America. Your daughter awaiting a response from her father, D.Y.