EVERY
STONE
DROP
PEBBLE
R.K.SINGH
(NEW DELHI: BAHRI PUBLICATIONS, 1999)
Eternity
too short to quench
love
He walks down the aisle
looking for the nave
to kneel and slide out
After prolonged heat wave
sky watery explosion
earth lovely doom
Seasonal change viral
suffering, realignment
with doctor’s bill
They sculpture psyche
in the city of dumb dreams:
idols sweat in sun
Pulling out white hairs
she reminds increasing age:
time’s fragrance unchanged
Each morning the sun
2
shines through window panes, revives
the dream for verses
Smell of kamini
in front of my house excites:
hummingbirds mate
Cloud over cloud
darken earth and hide stars:
dawn and dust one
I see a finger
point to the eye in her breast
mist lingers on lips
No letters today--
addresses of his dead friends
greying in diary
She wraps nudity
in sari turns graceful:
love-touch in colour
Each stone, drop, pebble
waste of life in worldly self:
haiku nothingness
After the red
the dog, the girl
knotted double face
3
In the darkness of backyard
he searches his shadow:
summer clouds overhang
I stir the water
to pierce clouds in it:
throw memory stones
He has no wind-rope
to tie waves in the net:
sand melts beneath feet
Stealthy invaders
chill surge of river and dreams:
the year waves good bye
Reshuffling the shelves
it’s only dust in alleys
sneezing scholarship
She reads my age in
the synthetic dark of moustache
and whitening chest
Willow summer-sways
its bough half-rests on the pole
light goes off again
Her wet lingerie reveals
more than her body:
I drown in her sea
4
She undresses in
dim light perfumes her body
fills room with herself
Silence is sound in
the blank of unthinking mind
poetry is peace
The child lost in
letters and numbers
spins new designs
She waves a quick smile
from her new Maruti
tyres screech
The sun vanished
in the blue morning couldn’t last
the flower’s smile
The nightqueen fragrance
seeps in from the windows
my bedroom blooms
He sees the ape
in the glass self-satisfied
5
his own image
The blue white dapples
on the canvas seeing
the eye of silence
Sipping gin
he says he loves sex each night
but hates the smell
Seeking good news
I watch the lines on my palms
taking new turns
They are skinny but
skilful, can’t be swatted:
their vibrations haunt
He sweeps yellow leaves
or gathers years in a heap
burns to merge with dust
After hours of power-cut
cobwebs in the room
swing in thanks
Seismic lab
a network of cobweb:
no earthquake for long
6
My bedroom
a maze of cobweb
spiders breed
Her smile
arrival of spring
at the bower
The red light is on:
they all have secrets to hide
no use peeping in
In nightly silence
glides the airbus through the clouds
trail of white smoke
After sleepless night
a drowsy sun tears
the morning sky
A dead man
can’t keep standing
lies in dust
A lamp floating on
river breast in bridal grace
waves in the gloaming
7
Looking for Taj in grains
through sand storm find history
trapped between toes
Shining from the blade of grass
a drop on earth’s breast:
tribute to sun
With changing weather
they look for sun and shade both:
chameleon tune
I know waves that roar
I live through silence of shore:
the sea grows in me
I felt her fingers
the strings of my son’s guitar
unplayed for a long time
She hides the mirror
with rose and lipstick
and keeps her fiction
Joy of union
reduces as rhythm falls
restless embers grow
After hurried
8
lovemaking we drift to sleep:
our backs to each other
Flickers of peace hide
god in heart like running brook
love in nudity
Monsoon shower
after a long heat wave
monotony breaks
Ripe on the branches
mangoes fall one by one
end of the season
The mirror is so small
I can’t see the ocean
beyond my own look
It’s utter helplessness
true, but to survive
one must be tamed
Dragons play whirlwind
among clouds-- meet and rain
unite earth and sky
Coal grows golden
each moment in quiet corners
raw wind singes
9
It hangs like a drop
any moment evaporates
love is gullible
Morning mist rests
on a swathe of pond
lone fish looks for sun
The moon glows and
heat wave all through night scalds leaves
kills butterflies
A butterfly
restless over the other
trying to console
The mynahs
herald the day clamouring
for moths
Vacating the house
he leaves four decades
no thanks to any
Not age but
years of worries—
his furrowed face
The sun rolls
on waving Ganges
whitens love-hope
10
The leaves sway
to fly like birds
free in the sky
Long forgotten
the beginning and the end:
exist in middles
He closes the eyes
expanding inner space
a short-cut tour
Red oleander and
hibiscus calling morning
to Kali
After lunch
stretching legs in cubbyhole
like a frog
Looking lovingly
she bends his head down to hers
twines like a creeper
Unable to change time
my watch doesn’t move
moment at will
The solitary bird
like uninspiring tracks moves
alien homeward
11
The rains
wash the paints
that hide the face
Tending the hooks
she blushes to see
the line of jewels
Making love
she presses with her nails
a sparrow sports
The frog in mirror
slips by damp towel
cold sets in slippy hands
Half-fleshed faces
track from behind the windows
rawness of journey
Summer turns prettier
after duststorm and rain
night alloys with cool colours
The leaves have turned moth
we cross-leg with crabbed wishes
erase one more year
12
The half moon
on her neck reminds of love
before departure
Falling chalk over head
clouds understanding: eyes itch
and nostrils run
Rains leave soil soft—
seeds sprout with first sun
pearly dawns
Among the white hairs
a solitary black one
keeps her hope alive
The fig of life with
roots above and branches below:
man and woman one
Frosted faces
dissolve in stale rain clutching
female body
13
We lie together
filling our body with
each other’s sensation
Celebrating
forgettable memories
at public expense
After morning walk
the trio gossip each day
fresh revelations
14

Every Stone Drop Pebble

  • 1.
  • 2.
    Eternity too short toquench love He walks down the aisle looking for the nave to kneel and slide out After prolonged heat wave sky watery explosion earth lovely doom Seasonal change viral suffering, realignment with doctor’s bill They sculpture psyche in the city of dumb dreams: idols sweat in sun Pulling out white hairs she reminds increasing age: time’s fragrance unchanged Each morning the sun 2
  • 3.
    shines through windowpanes, revives the dream for verses Smell of kamini in front of my house excites: hummingbirds mate Cloud over cloud darken earth and hide stars: dawn and dust one I see a finger point to the eye in her breast mist lingers on lips No letters today-- addresses of his dead friends greying in diary She wraps nudity in sari turns graceful: love-touch in colour Each stone, drop, pebble waste of life in worldly self: haiku nothingness After the red the dog, the girl knotted double face 3
  • 4.
    In the darknessof backyard he searches his shadow: summer clouds overhang I stir the water to pierce clouds in it: throw memory stones He has no wind-rope to tie waves in the net: sand melts beneath feet Stealthy invaders chill surge of river and dreams: the year waves good bye Reshuffling the shelves it’s only dust in alleys sneezing scholarship She reads my age in the synthetic dark of moustache and whitening chest Willow summer-sways its bough half-rests on the pole light goes off again Her wet lingerie reveals more than her body: I drown in her sea 4
  • 5.
    She undresses in dimlight perfumes her body fills room with herself Silence is sound in the blank of unthinking mind poetry is peace The child lost in letters and numbers spins new designs She waves a quick smile from her new Maruti tyres screech The sun vanished in the blue morning couldn’t last the flower’s smile The nightqueen fragrance seeps in from the windows my bedroom blooms He sees the ape in the glass self-satisfied 5
  • 6.
    his own image Theblue white dapples on the canvas seeing the eye of silence Sipping gin he says he loves sex each night but hates the smell Seeking good news I watch the lines on my palms taking new turns They are skinny but skilful, can’t be swatted: their vibrations haunt He sweeps yellow leaves or gathers years in a heap burns to merge with dust After hours of power-cut cobwebs in the room swing in thanks Seismic lab a network of cobweb: no earthquake for long 6
  • 7.
    My bedroom a mazeof cobweb spiders breed Her smile arrival of spring at the bower The red light is on: they all have secrets to hide no use peeping in In nightly silence glides the airbus through the clouds trail of white smoke After sleepless night a drowsy sun tears the morning sky A dead man can’t keep standing lies in dust A lamp floating on river breast in bridal grace waves in the gloaming 7
  • 8.
    Looking for Tajin grains through sand storm find history trapped between toes Shining from the blade of grass a drop on earth’s breast: tribute to sun With changing weather they look for sun and shade both: chameleon tune I know waves that roar I live through silence of shore: the sea grows in me I felt her fingers the strings of my son’s guitar unplayed for a long time She hides the mirror with rose and lipstick and keeps her fiction Joy of union reduces as rhythm falls restless embers grow After hurried 8
  • 9.
    lovemaking we driftto sleep: our backs to each other Flickers of peace hide god in heart like running brook love in nudity Monsoon shower after a long heat wave monotony breaks Ripe on the branches mangoes fall one by one end of the season The mirror is so small I can’t see the ocean beyond my own look It’s utter helplessness true, but to survive one must be tamed Dragons play whirlwind among clouds-- meet and rain unite earth and sky Coal grows golden each moment in quiet corners raw wind singes 9
  • 10.
    It hangs likea drop any moment evaporates love is gullible Morning mist rests on a swathe of pond lone fish looks for sun The moon glows and heat wave all through night scalds leaves kills butterflies A butterfly restless over the other trying to console The mynahs herald the day clamouring for moths Vacating the house he leaves four decades no thanks to any Not age but years of worries— his furrowed face The sun rolls on waving Ganges whitens love-hope 10
  • 11.
    The leaves sway tofly like birds free in the sky Long forgotten the beginning and the end: exist in middles He closes the eyes expanding inner space a short-cut tour Red oleander and hibiscus calling morning to Kali After lunch stretching legs in cubbyhole like a frog Looking lovingly she bends his head down to hers twines like a creeper Unable to change time my watch doesn’t move moment at will The solitary bird like uninspiring tracks moves alien homeward 11
  • 12.
    The rains wash thepaints that hide the face Tending the hooks she blushes to see the line of jewels Making love she presses with her nails a sparrow sports The frog in mirror slips by damp towel cold sets in slippy hands Half-fleshed faces track from behind the windows rawness of journey Summer turns prettier after duststorm and rain night alloys with cool colours The leaves have turned moth we cross-leg with crabbed wishes erase one more year 12
  • 13.
    The half moon onher neck reminds of love before departure Falling chalk over head clouds understanding: eyes itch and nostrils run Rains leave soil soft— seeds sprout with first sun pearly dawns Among the white hairs a solitary black one keeps her hope alive The fig of life with roots above and branches below: man and woman one Frosted faces dissolve in stale rain clutching female body 13
  • 14.
    We lie together fillingour body with each other’s sensation Celebrating forgettable memories at public expense After morning walk the trio gossip each day fresh revelations 14