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ENGLISH	
  4	
  

LISTENING	
  
PLEASANT	
  AND	
  UNPLEASANT	
  FEELINGS	
  	
  

JULES	
  EVANS	
  
ANCIENT	
  GREEK	
  AND	
  ROMAN	
  PHILOSOPHY	
  ABOUT	
  WELLBEING	
  
	
  

FROM	
  :	
  RADIO	
  FOUR,	
  START	
  :	
  03.05/FINISH	
  :	
  03.37	
  
	
  
	
  
Four	
  Thought	
  
Four	
   Thought	
   talks	
  
include	
   stories	
   and	
  
ideas	
  
which	
  
will	
  
affect	
   our	
   future,	
   in	
  
politics,	
  society,	
  the	
  
economy,	
  
business,	
  
science,	
  technology	
  or	
  
	
   the	
   arts.	
   Recorded	
  
live,	
   the	
   talks	
   are	
  
given	
   by	
   a	
   range	
   of	
  
people	
   with	
   a	
   new	
  
thought	
  to	
  share.	
  

	
  

Jules	
  Evans	
  18	
  Apr	
  2012	
  
Wed,	
  18	
  Apr	
  12	
  
Duration:	
  
18	
  mins	
  	
  
Jules	
   Evans	
   explores	
   what	
   ancient	
   Greek	
   and	
   Roman	
  
philosophy	
   can	
   tell	
   modern	
   society	
   about	
  
wellbeing.	
   He	
   celebrates	
   the	
   link	
   between	
   modern	
  
psychotherapy	
   and	
   the	
   wisdom	
   of	
   Socrates,	
   the	
  
Stoics	
   and	
   other	
   ancient	
   philosophers	
   but	
   warns	
  
that	
  the	
  new	
  politics	
  of	
  happiness	
  is	
  in	
  danger	
  of	
  
becoming	
   illiberal.	
   Jules	
   is	
   the	
   author	
   of	
  
"Philosophy	
   for	
   Life	
   and	
   Other	
   Dangerous	
  
Situations".	
  

	
  

	
  
	
  

	
  

	
  

1	
  

Good	
  evening	
  everybody.	
  I	
  want	
  to	
  talk	
  to	
  you	
  tonight	
  about	
  how	
  I	
  got	
  into	
  ancient	
  philosophy,	
  why	
  I	
  think	
  it	
  
saved	
  my	
  life	
  and	
  why	
  I	
  think	
  it	
  also	
  may	
  have	
  helped	
  many	
  of	
  you,	
  though	
  without	
  you	
  necessarily	
  realising.	
  

2	
  
3	
  
4	
  
5	
  
6	
  
7	
  
8	
  
9	
  
10	
  
11	
  
12	
  
13	
  
14	
  
15	
  
16	
  
17	
  
18	
  
19	
  
20	
  
21	
  
22	
  

In	
  my	
  first	
  year	
  at	
  university	
  my	
  emotional	
  life	
  abruptly	
  turned	
  into	
  a	
  car	
  crash.	
  I’d	
  had	
  a	
  very	
  happy	
  childhood	
  
and	
   had	
   been	
   coasting	
   	
   (=	
   progress	
   or	
   succeed	
   without	
   any	
   effort	
   or	
   difficult)	
   along	
   quite	
   nicely	
   up	
   to	
   that	
   point	
  
but	
  suddenly	
  when	
  I	
  was	
  18	
  I	
  started	
  to	
  get	
  panic	
  attacks.	
  I	
  became	
  socially	
  (1)	
  anxious	
  as	
  well	
  cos	
  I	
  was	
  never	
  
sure	
   when	
   the	
   panic	
   was	
   going	
   to	
   jump	
   out.	
   It	
   was	
   ironic.	
   I	
   was	
   studying	
   English	
   literature	
   and	
   I	
   could	
   write	
  
intelligent	
  essays	
  about	
  the	
  emotions	
  of	
  Hamlet	
  or	
  Madame	
  Bovary	
  but	
  when	
  it	
  came	
  to	
  my	
  own	
  emotions,	
  they	
  
were	
  a	
  mystery.	
  But	
  I	
  had	
  a	
  sneaking	
  suspicion	
  that	
  my	
  emotional	
  problems	
  might	
  be	
  something	
  to	
  do	
  with	
  all	
  
the	
  drugs	
  that	
  I	
  and	
  my	
  friends	
  had	
  taken	
  as	
  teenagers.	
  I’d	
  seen	
  some	
  of	
  my	
  friends	
  go	
  off	
  the	
  rails	
  and	
  end	
  up	
  in	
  
mental	
   institutions.	
   Some	
   of	
   them	
   are	
   still	
   there.	
   And	
   I	
   was	
   (2)	
   worried	
   that	
   I	
   might	
   have	
   done	
   something	
  
similar,	
   in	
   which	
   case	
   perhaps	
   I’d	
   permanently	
   damaged	
   my	
   brain	
   and	
   there	
   was	
   nothing	
   I	
   could	
   do	
   about	
   it.	
  	
  
That	
  made	
  me	
  (3)	
  terrified	
  and	
  also	
  made	
  me	
  really	
  (4)	
  angry.	
  I	
  was	
  only	
  18,	
  already	
  I’d	
  blown	
  it.	
  So,	
  that	
  carried	
  
on	
  for	
  five	
  pretty	
  crap	
  years	
  until	
  I	
  was	
  about	
  23.	
  In	
  fact,	
  it	
  probably	
  got	
  worse.	
  I	
  got	
  more	
  (5)	
  depressed	
  and	
  
more	
   (1)	
   anxious.	
   Finally,	
   a	
   therapist	
   diagnosed	
   me	
   as	
   suffering	
   from	
   posttraumatic	
   stress	
   disorder,	
   (6)	
  
depression	
  and	
  social	
  (7)	
  anxiety.	
  I	
  think	
  it	
  was	
  connected	
  to	
  the	
  drugs	
  I’d	
  taken.	
  Unfortunately,	
  the	
  therapist	
  
couldn’t	
  actually	
  help	
  me	
  get	
  over	
  those	
  conditions	
  but	
  I	
  did	
  my	
  own	
  research	
  and	
  found	
  that	
  apparently	
  they	
  
could	
   be	
   treated	
   by	
   something	
   called	
   Cognitive	
   Behavioural	
   Therapy	
   or	
   CBT.	
   So,	
   I	
   found	
   a	
   CBT	
   support	
   group	
  
that	
   met	
   every	
   Thursday	
   at.	
   the	
   Royal	
   Festival	
   Hall.	
   There	
   were	
   ten	
   people	
   there.	
   There	
   was	
   no	
   therapist	
  
present.	
  Just	
  one	
  of	
  them	
  had	
  bootlegged	
  (=	
  illegally	
  made,	
  copied	
  or	
  sold)	
  a	
  CBT	
  course	
  from	
  the	
  internet.	
  So,	
  
we	
  all	
  listened	
  to	
  the	
  course,	
  read	
  the	
  handouts,	
  practised	
  the	
  exercises	
  and	
  tried	
  to	
  ignore	
  the	
  curious	
  looks	
  
from	
  the	
  concertgoers	
  as	
  they	
  passed	
  by.	
  And	
  it	
  worked.	
  I	
  got	
  better.	
  After	
  a	
  few	
  weeks	
  I	
  stopped	
  having	
  panic	
  
attacks,	
  the	
  (6)	
  depression	
  cleared	
  up,	
  the	
  social	
  (7)	
  anxiety	
  (=	
  Social anxiety is anxiety (emotional discomfort,
fear, apprehension, or worry) about social situations, interactions with others, and being evaluated or
scrutinized) went	
   away.	
   And	
   I	
   became	
   fascinated	
   by	
   this	
   therapy,	
   that	
   it	
   helped	
   me	
   through	
   such	
   a	
   difficult	
  
period	
   of	
   my	
   life.	
   Who’d	
   invented	
   it?	
   Where	
   did	
   it	
   come	
   from?	
   By	
   that	
   point	
   I	
   was	
   a	
   young	
   journalist.	
   So,	
   I	
  
started	
   to	
   investigate.	
   I	
   found	
   out	
   that	
   Cognitive	
   Behavioural	
   Therapy	
   had	
   been	
   invented	
   by	
   two	
   Americans	
  
called	
  Albert	
  Ellis	
  and	
  Aaron	
  Beck.	
  	
  

	
  
AUDIOTAPE	
  :	
  http://www.bbc.co.uk/podcasts/series/fourthought	
  
JULES	
  EVANS’WEBSITE	
  :	
  http://www.julesevans.net/Site/Welcome.html	
  
SCRIPT	
  :	
  dd	
  	
  
	
  

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  • 1. ENGLISH  4   LISTENING   PLEASANT  AND  UNPLEASANT  FEELINGS     JULES  EVANS   ANCIENT  GREEK  AND  ROMAN  PHILOSOPHY  ABOUT  WELLBEING     FROM  :  RADIO  FOUR,  START  :  03.05/FINISH  :  03.37       Four  Thought   Four   Thought   talks   include   stories   and   ideas   which   will   affect   our   future,   in   politics,  society,  the   economy,   business,   science,  technology  or     the   arts.   Recorded   live,   the   talks   are   given   by   a   range   of   people   with   a   new   thought  to  share.     Jules  Evans  18  Apr  2012   Wed,  18  Apr  12   Duration:   18  mins     Jules   Evans   explores   what   ancient   Greek   and   Roman   philosophy   can   tell   modern   society   about   wellbeing.   He   celebrates   the   link   between   modern   psychotherapy   and   the   wisdom   of   Socrates,   the   Stoics   and   other   ancient   philosophers   but   warns   that  the  new  politics  of  happiness  is  in  danger  of   becoming   illiberal.   Jules   is   the   author   of   "Philosophy   for   Life   and   Other   Dangerous   Situations".             1   Good  evening  everybody.  I  want  to  talk  to  you  tonight  about  how  I  got  into  ancient  philosophy,  why  I  think  it   saved  my  life  and  why  I  think  it  also  may  have  helped  many  of  you,  though  without  you  necessarily  realising.   2   3   4   5   6   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17   18   19   20   21   22   In  my  first  year  at  university  my  emotional  life  abruptly  turned  into  a  car  crash.  I’d  had  a  very  happy  childhood   and   had   been   coasting     (=   progress   or   succeed   without   any   effort   or   difficult)   along   quite   nicely   up   to   that   point   but  suddenly  when  I  was  18  I  started  to  get  panic  attacks.  I  became  socially  (1)  anxious  as  well  cos  I  was  never   sure   when   the   panic   was   going   to   jump   out.   It   was   ironic.   I   was   studying   English   literature   and   I   could   write   intelligent  essays  about  the  emotions  of  Hamlet  or  Madame  Bovary  but  when  it  came  to  my  own  emotions,  they   were  a  mystery.  But  I  had  a  sneaking  suspicion  that  my  emotional  problems  might  be  something  to  do  with  all   the  drugs  that  I  and  my  friends  had  taken  as  teenagers.  I’d  seen  some  of  my  friends  go  off  the  rails  and  end  up  in   mental   institutions.   Some   of   them   are   still   there.   And   I   was   (2)   worried   that   I   might   have   done   something   similar,   in   which   case   perhaps   I’d   permanently   damaged   my   brain   and   there   was   nothing   I   could   do   about   it.     That  made  me  (3)  terrified  and  also  made  me  really  (4)  angry.  I  was  only  18,  already  I’d  blown  it.  So,  that  carried   on  for  five  pretty  crap  years  until  I  was  about  23.  In  fact,  it  probably  got  worse.  I  got  more  (5)  depressed  and   more   (1)   anxious.   Finally,   a   therapist   diagnosed   me   as   suffering   from   posttraumatic   stress   disorder,   (6)   depression  and  social  (7)  anxiety.  I  think  it  was  connected  to  the  drugs  I’d  taken.  Unfortunately,  the  therapist   couldn’t  actually  help  me  get  over  those  conditions  but  I  did  my  own  research  and  found  that  apparently  they   could   be   treated   by   something   called   Cognitive   Behavioural   Therapy   or   CBT.   So,   I   found   a   CBT   support   group   that   met   every   Thursday   at.   the   Royal   Festival   Hall.   There   were   ten   people   there.   There   was   no   therapist   present.  Just  one  of  them  had  bootlegged  (=  illegally  made,  copied  or  sold)  a  CBT  course  from  the  internet.  So,   we  all  listened  to  the  course,  read  the  handouts,  practised  the  exercises  and  tried  to  ignore  the  curious  looks   from  the  concertgoers  as  they  passed  by.  And  it  worked.  I  got  better.  After  a  few  weeks  I  stopped  having  panic   attacks,  the  (6)  depression  cleared  up,  the  social  (7)  anxiety  (=  Social anxiety is anxiety (emotional discomfort, fear, apprehension, or worry) about social situations, interactions with others, and being evaluated or scrutinized) went   away.   And   I   became   fascinated   by   this   therapy,   that   it   helped   me   through   such   a   difficult   period   of   my   life.   Who’d   invented   it?   Where   did   it   come   from?   By   that   point   I   was   a   young   journalist.   So,   I   started   to   investigate.   I   found   out   that   Cognitive   Behavioural   Therapy   had   been   invented   by   two   Americans   called  Albert  Ellis  and  Aaron  Beck.       AUDIOTAPE  :  http://www.bbc.co.uk/podcasts/series/fourthought   JULES  EVANS’WEBSITE  :  http://www.julesevans.net/Site/Welcome.html   SCRIPT  :  dd       1