The document describes the author's spiritual experiences over time. They began helping others as a child. In 1994, they saw a divine light containing only books. In 2003, their sick brother said the author was their reincarnated "Babbaji" from a previous life. In 2008, the author had visions of many Hindu gods. Their experiences intensified and they saw visions of other religions' figures, planets, nature, and millions of souls. They felt sensations of light emanating from their body and experiencing divine music.
1. A Sweet Flute Keeps On Playing
When I came into my senses I found that I was different from
other children. When other children were used to laugh at the fall
of one child, I would go to pull him up. When other students used
to laugh at the child who had been scolded, I would go to teach
him. At home, my mother used to recite saint Kabir’s lines in
different situations and kept on trying to convince that the hurdles
which we were facing in our lives had not been coming first time
in the world. Other people too faced such type of things and
handle certain types of problems in certain manners. The time kept
on passing, at times I felt like seen something unusual, intuited
something beforehand but never did express. In year 1994, first
time, a complete divine light had been seen.
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2. There were only books in that light. Once again the time kept on
passing. At times there were tit-bit aesthetic experiences but nothing
special. There is an incident of October, 2003. My brother Sudershan
was very ill. He was taking long and deep breaths. It was looking like
that any breathe could be the last one. I was with him in his room.
The activities of his hands were like there was someone in front of
him and he was requesting him to bring him away with his self. This
consecution concluded after one and a half hour. He got normal, he
kept on staring upon me for long. Then started speaking ‚Baabaji! I
couldn’t go because of you‛. I asked – ‚who is Baabaji?‛ He said –
‚you are the Baabaji from Anandpur Sahib (Punjab, India), who have
come after rebirth. What, am I enable to recall you?‛ I replied –
‚dear brother! I am your younger sister Sunita‛. He said – ‚yes,
Baabaji! This time you have named yourself Sunita, then so what?
But still you are only Baabaji.‛
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3. ‚But neither I have seen anyone nor did I stop anyone.‛ I said in
perplexity. He got little irritated, then said – ‚how can they take me
with them, when you are here?‛ I thought for a while that he was in
intensive disease that is why was talking like this. But he did remain
alive for one and a half month then after. Kept on talking with
everyone in a normal manner. Talked to me as well but the single
address was ‘Babbaji!’, Then I kept on jerking my mind that there in
nothing like this and did remain fully focused on my works. Some
trivial spiritual experiences were happening in regular course when
in the night of 17-18 February, 2008 I saw the Lord Vishnu
categorically, sitting on his chariot. Very splendid, clear and gigantic.
Smiling. After few moments God Shivji heave in sight. Live. A snake
around the neck, moving slowly-slowly. Then Paarvati, then Ganesha,
Maa Saraswati, Maa Sheronwali, Maa Laxmi, Maa Kaali, Brahmaji,
Lord Sri Krishna, Lord Raam, Seeta and Laxman all were seen.
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4. All were splendid and very big in size. All smiling and beautiful.
Guru Naanak ji came next night, kept on standing before me for a
long time. Next to this night Brahmaji alone came to me. Kept on
standing in my room. At my head side. Kept on beholding my face
and continuously kept on giving blessings. Smilingly. Those days, I
was reading books on Mr. Dhirubhai Ambani. In that week only Mr.
Ambani came before me. He was at the distance of 5-6 feet only
from me. The great aura was with him. He said – ‚my child! People
who get success are also human beings only.‛ I was stunned that how
this week was, everything happening was unique. But this was the
beginning only. The scenes after that were the ones which were
never neither seen nor heard of. The divine light heave in sight to
me. Infinite expansion. Milky white, very beautiful, very auspicious. It
took me not a single second to understand that this is the only light
which is inherited to every living-being.
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5. This is the supreme soul. Slowly and gradually my experiences got
more intensed. I saw that there are many planets in this galaxy. The
planet earth is staying on the hood of Sheshnag (a huge rattlesnake
with multiple hoods). This sheshnag exists right at the centre of the
sea. With many hoods. There are many white lines on its body.
Sheshnag is so long ----- millions of feet. Not dreaded. Revered. Each
and every item inside the sea was visible. Millions of big and small
water animals, trees, saplings, bushes, mountains each and every item
was being clearly envisaged to me. Then after all the creations of the
existence were clearly visible. All the rivers, fountains, mountains,
hills, forests, fruits, flowers were being blossomed altogether. All the
animals of this world like mouse, squirrel, deer, lion, snake, bear,
rabbit and etc. each and every animal was heave in sight. Did see
trillions of birds - beautiful, affectionate, full of life.
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6. Fanatic with love. The journey did not stop here. After this I saw
Mahatma Buddha, Mahavir Jain, Christ, Tulsidasji, Baaba Balaknath
and Sai Baaba. Then after many more Gods and Goddesses heave in
sight which may be the idols of small communities. Many Gods and
Goddesses of different countries like Africa, America, Japan and etc.
And as this journey was being progressing I saw few disciples of
Mahatma Budha 5, 7, 20, hundreds, thousands, millions. Like this,
millions of followers of Mahavir Jain and billions of disciples of
Christ. I saw trillions of pure souls. I saw that many saints, sages,
pundits, aughads, maulavis, priests who are engaged in worshiping in
maths, temples, mosques, churches, ice mountains, jungles and
tunnels etc. All of them too are there. Everything is very divine and
splendid. What to say, something very beautiful is visible at the wink
of eye-lids. I keep on laughing in aloneness. Family members say that
I laugh while sleeping.
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7. Sometimes body becomes weightless. Sometimes feel that many rays
of light are being emanated from my body for hours and hours.
Sometimes I feel like lights of hundreds and hundreds of suns are
being emanated from inside me. As if the whole existence is my
expansion. Sometimes there is a night full of moon and stars.
Sometimes only pious items are being seen like cow, feather of
peacock, flower of lotus, banana tree, conch-shell, beetle-nut and etc.
Sometimes divine music of veena (lute) keeps on echoeing.
Something Krishna keeps on playing flute. Wearing crown of
peacock-feathers on his head. Colorful cloth-belt at waist. Crossed
legs. Drowned state. Sometimes he is visible with Radha, Gopis and
cows. Sometimes Radha herself comes and mutters ‘Radhe-Radhe’.
Goddesses Laxmi and Saraswati pay regular visits. Lord shiva oftenly
keeps on dancing. Sometimes for whole night. In short, a fine divine
tune is humming in the soul. A sweet flute keeps on playing.
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8. There is just only a drowsiness. Feels like that life has trans-
formed into a festival. All around there is a feeling of love, love
and love. Everything feels pleasant. Very pleasant. Very pleasant.
Dr. Sunita Sharma
8 Jan 2010
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