1. I want to break out of my skin
There's a caged animal within
Need to forget who I am
Because I failed a self evaluated exam
There's a calling that I hear
To fix a disease without a cure
The harder I try to heal this pain
The louder it says my name
My head is too noisy to sleep at night
Suffering migraines from the sun light
I'm trapped in a misleading habitat
With a multi dimensional mind living flat
I can't find an exit
Running out of tricks and magic
With a reaction of desperate hope
Watching the progression under the microscope
The problem with my chemistry
Is my biology alters a degree
Giving me faith for just one more
But I'm still in a lab with locked doors
I've caused the internal havoc
Effectively making me really sick
Instead of conjuring up a concoction
I accepted my own dysfunction
Because I'd rather be conscious than be hollow
So natures course is able to grow
The action of patience
Will ease the beast of torments
This my creature
That's the lesson from the teacher
When ever I prescribe my own analysis
God perfects me as an alchemist