This song describes a past love that was lost but still lingers strongly in the singer's memory and blood. She reflects on telling him that his love was as constant as the northern star, but it was lost in the darkness. Though she tries to remove him by drawing maps and spending time in bars, she finds she is still addicted to the thought of him, and would drink a whole case of the memory of him, yet still remain on her feet, still haunted by his memory.