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‫ﺷﻌﺮ‬
‫ﺧﺎﻟﺪ ﺍﻟﺼﺎﻭﻱ‬
‫اﻟﻔﻬﺮس‬
‫ﻣﻘﺪﻣﺔ ﻻ ُﺪ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ .................................................................................................................. ٥‬
                                                                                                                           ‫ﺑ‬
‫هﺎﻣﺶ ............................................................................................................................... ٧‬
‫اﻟﺨﻴﻮل اﻟﺠﺮﻳﺤﺔ ................................................................................................................... ٨‬
‫ﺳﻜﻴﻦ أﺥﻀﺮ ....................................................................................................................... ٩‬
                                                ‫ً‬
                                              ‫ﺣﻔﺮﻳــــــﺎﺕ )ﺃﺷﻌﺎﺭ ﻗﺪﳝﺔ ﺟﺪﺍ(‬
‫ﺗﻮﺡﺶ ............................................................................................................................ ١١‬
‫ﻣ ﱢﺘﻮن ............................................................................................................................. ٢١‬
                                                                                                                                    ‫ﻴ‬
‫ﻗﺴﻢ ................................................................................................................................ ٤١‬
‫ﻳﺎ ﻣﺤﺒﻮﺑﻲ ........................................................................................................................ ٥١‬

                                                         ‫ﲢﻄﻴﻢ ﺍﻷﺻﻨﺎﻡ‬
‫دﻋﻮة ﻟﻠﻤﻮت ..................................................................................................................... ٩١‬
‫ﺻﻨﻢ اﻟﻔﺼﺤﻰ .................................................................................................................... ١٢‬
‫أم اﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎت ........................................................................................................................ ٢٢‬
                                                                                                                                    ‫ّ‬
‫داﺋﺮة اﻷﻟﻮان ..................................................................................................................... ٣٢‬
‫أﻏﻨ َﺔ .............................................................................................................................. ٦٢‬
                                                                                                                                   ‫ﻴ‬
‫"ﻗﺎﻥﻮن اﻟﺪم".................................................................................................................... ٧٢‬
‫ﺳﻴﺪة اﻟﻤﺴﺮح .................................................................................................................... ٣٣‬
‫ﻣﺬآﺮات ﻓﺮاء .................................................................................................................... ٥٣‬
‫ﻗﺼﺎﺋﺪ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻨﺠﺎن ................................................................................................................ ٨٣‬
‫ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻗﺼﻴﺪة ..................................................................................................................... ٥٤‬
‫ﺗﻨ ﱡﺆ ................................................................................................................................ ٧٤‬
                                                                                                                                     ‫ﺒ‬
‫ﺷﻴﺮﻳﻦ ............................................................................................................................ ٢٥‬
‫دواﻣﺔ ............................................................................................................................. ٧٥‬

                                                          ‫ﻃﺮﻳـــﻖ ﺍﻵﻻﻡ‬
‫ﻥﺸﻴﺪ اﻟﺸﻤﺲ .................................................................................................................... ٩٥‬
‫رؤﻳﺎ ............................................................................................................................... ٣٦‬
‫إﻥﺠﻴﻞ ﺝﺪﻳﺪ ....................................................................................................................... ٥٦‬
‫إﺽﺮاب ............................................................................................................................ ٧٦‬
‫"ﺳﻮق ﻋﻜﺎظ" .................................................................................................................. ٠٧‬
‫اﻟﺤﺼﺎر ........................................................................................................................... ٢٧‬
‫ﻣﻼﺡﻈﺔ ﻋﺎﺑﺮة ................................................................................................................... ٥٧‬
‫"وأﻥﺎ ﺽﺪ اﻟﻌﺎﻟﻢ آﻠﻪ" .......................................................................................................... ٦٧‬
‫ﻥﺸﻴﺪ اﻟﺨﺮوج .................................................................................................................... ٩٧‬


‫٣‬
‫ﺳﻔْﺮ اﻟﻨﺒﻮة ....................................................................................................................... ٠٨‬
                                                                                                                                     ‫ِ‬
‫ﺡﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ اﻟﺤﻴﺎة .................................................................................................................... ٣٨‬
‫هﺰﻳﻤﺔ ﻥﻴﺮون اﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ .......................................................................................................... ٥٨‬
‫ﺑﻴﺎن اﻟﻔﺘﻮح ...................................................................................................................... ٦٨‬
                                                                     ‫ﱡ‬
                                                           ‫ﺗﻄﻬــــــــﺮ‬
‫إﻥﺸﺎد ............................................................................................................................ ٠٠١‬
‫ﻥﺸﻴﺪ اﻟﺨﺘﺎم..................................................................................................................... ١٠١‬
‫ﺥﻤﺎﺳﻴﻦ ........................................................................................................................ ٢٠١‬
‫ﺷﻜﺮ ﺥﺎص ..................................................................................................................... ٣٠١‬
‫دﻳﻮان اﻟﻔﺘﻰ .................................................................................................................... ٥٠١‬
‫ﺳﻔْﺮ اﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ .................................................................................................................... ٦١١‬
                                                                                                                                   ‫ِ‬
‫ﻋﻴﺪ ﻣﻴﻼد.. ﺳﻌﻴﺪ .............................................................................................................. ٢٢١‬
‫ﻋﻮدي ........................................................................................................................... ٥٢١‬




‫٤‬
‫ُ‬
    ‫ﻣﻘﺪﻣﺔ ﻻ ﺑﺪ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ‬




‫٥‬
‫إهﺪاء‬
                                               ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ...‬
                                                  ‫ٍ‬
                              ‫ﻤﺎ ﺍﻜﺘﺸﻔﺕ ﺒﻌﺩ‬
                              ‫ﹸ ِﹶ ﹾ ‪‬‬
                                               ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﺭﺽ...‬
                                                  ‫ٍ‬
                              ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﻔﺘﺢ ﺒﻌﺩ...‬
                                 ‫ﹸ ﹾﹶ ‪ ‬‬
                                                ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺒﺤﺭ...‬
                                                   ‫ٍ‬
                              ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﺭﻜﺏ ﺒﻌﺩ...‬
                                 ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ‪ ‬‬
                                   ‫ﻭﺸﻤﺱ. ﻟﻡ ﺘﺴﻁﻊ ﺒﻌﺩ...‬
                                      ‫‪‬‬            ‫ٍ‬
    ‫ﻭﺭﻤل ﻟﻡ ﻴﺭﻭﺽ... ‪‬ﺒﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻤﻴﻥ.. ‪‬ﻠﻬﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﺎﻴﺎ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﺩ..‬
      ‫‪ ‬‬                ‫ِ ﻴ‬            ‫ٍ ‪  ‬ﻴ‬
                                      ‫ﻭﺨﻴل ﻟﻡ ﺘﻭﻟﻑ ﺒﻌﺩ...‬
                                         ‫ٍ ﹸ ﱠ ﹾ ‪‬‬
        ‫ﻭﻭﺭﺩ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻘﻠﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻅﺎﻓﺭﻩ ﻤﻘﺹ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ...‬
           ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬   ‫ِِ‬        ‫ٍ ‪ ‬ﹶﱢﹶ ‪‬‬
                                                 ‫ﻭﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭ...‬
                                                    ‫ٍ‬
                                                 ‫ﻭﺃﻁﻔﺎل...‬
                                                    ‫ٍ‬
                                    ‫ﻭﻏﻴﻤﺎﺕ... ﻟﻡ ﺘﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﻌﺩ‬
                                    ‫ﹸﹶ ‪  ‬‬       ‫ٍ‬
                       ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺭﺠل ﻴﻘﺎﺘل ﺫﻜﺭﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﻜﻲ ﺘﺭ‪‬ﺘﺩ‬
                       ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬      ‫ِ‬     ‫ِ‬      ‫ُ‬     ‫ِ‬
                                    ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺴﻴﻑ ﻻ ﻟﻪ ﻤﻥ ﻏﻤﺩ‬
                                    ‫‪‬‬          ‫ٍ‬
                                                ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺭﺠل..‬
                                                  ‫ٍ‬
                               ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﺴﻠﻡ ﺒﻌﺩ..‬
                                 ‫‪ّ ‬ﹶ ‪ ‬‬
           ‫****‬




‫٦‬
‫هﺎﻣﺶ‬

                                    ‫ﻤﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻬﺎﻤﺵ..‬
                                      ‫ِ‬
           ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﻋﻠﻰ ﻟﺤﻅﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻀﻌﻑ‬
           ‫ﹾ‬     ‫ِ‬
      ‫ﻴﺯﺤﻑ ِﻌﺭﻱ ﺠﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻤل ﻓﻲ ﻋﺭﺵ ﺍﻷﻤﺱ‬
      ‫‪‬‬    ‫ِ‬      ‫ٍ‬       ‫ﺸ‬       ‫ﺸ‬
                              ‫ﻤﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻬﻤﺱ‬
                              ‫‪‬‬
           ‫ﺘﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﺇﻴﻘﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺩﻡ‬
           ‫‪‬‬      ‫ِ‬     ‫ﹸ‬
                        ‫ﻤﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺭﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻋﻡ‬
                        ‫‪‬‬
                          ‫ﺃﺸﺤﺫ ﻨﺼل ﺍﻟﺴﻴﻑ‬
                          ‫ﹾ‬     ‫َ‬
                       ‫ﻭﺃﺒﺎﻴﻊ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ..‬
                              ‫‪‬‬


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‫٧‬
‫اﻟﺨﻴﻮل اﻟﺠﺮﻳﺤﺔ‬

                                ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺴّﻡ ﺴﻴﻔﻲ..‬
                                       ‫ُ ‪‬ﻠ ‪‬‬
                                         ‫ﹶ‬              ‫×‬
       ‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺴﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﻑ ﻗﺒﻠﻲ..‬
         ‫ﺘﻌ ‪‬ﻯ ﺒﻪ‬
         ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺭ ِ ِ‬
                               ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻁﻠﺏ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻜ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺩل ﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬
                                    ‫ﺤ ﹶﻡ ﻌ ‪َ ‬‬
                    ‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﻤﻌﺎﻭﻴﺔ...‬
                       ‫ٍ‬
         ‫ﻤﻥ ﺴﻴﻐﺴل ﻗﻠﺒﻪ ﻤﻥ ﺫﻨﺒ ِ؟‬
          ‫ِﻪ‬
                          ‫ﻓﺈﻥ ﺘﺭﻓﻌﻭﺍ ﻤﺼﺤ ﹰﺎ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺤﺭ‪‬ﺒﺔ...‬
                                 ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﻔ‬            ‫ﹶِ ‪‬‬
          ‫ﺴﺄﺼﺭﺥ" ﹸﻌﺒﺔ"!‬
               ‫ﻟ‬
                        ‫ﻭﺃﻀﺭﺏ ﺃﻀﺭﺏ..‬
       ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﻁﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل.. ﺇﻟﻰ ﺭﺒﻪ!‬
        ‫ِِ‬
        ‫×××‬
                                 ‫"ﻤﻌﺎﻭﻴﺔ ﺃﻡ ﻋﻠ ‪‬؟"‬
                                   ‫ﻲ‬       ‫ﹲ‬            ‫×‬
                           ‫ﺃﺠﻴﺏ..‬
                             ‫‪‬‬
                       ‫ﺃﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﻭل ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺘﺘﻜﺎﺜﺭ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﺩﻭﺏ‬
                       ‫‪‬‬           ‫‪‬‬           ‫َ‬
                       ‫ﺃﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻟﻴﺱ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﻫﺭﻭﺏ‬
                       ‫‪‬‬
                                        ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺴّﻡ ﺴﻴﻔﻲ..‬
                                                ‫ُ ‪‬ﻠ‬
                                                ‫ﹶ‬
             ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻜﺒﺭﻴﺎﺌﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﻠﻴﺏ‬
             ‫‪‬‬
        ‫×××‬
        ‫ﺃﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﻭل ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺍﺴﺘﺸﻬﺩﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻭﺏ..‬
          ‫ِ‬                                             ‫×‬
                    ‫ﻭﺃﻫﻭﻯ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺤﺎﺼﺭﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻭﺏ..‬
                      ‫‪‬‬


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‫٨‬
‫ﺳﻜﻴﻦ أﺥﻀﺮ‬

                                 ‫ﺃﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﻟﺴﻜﻴﻥ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ..‬
                                   ‫‪‬‬    ‫ٍ‬     ‫‪‬‬
        ‫ﺃﻭﻏﹸﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺩﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺭ..‬
          ‫‪‬‬
          ‫ْ‬    ‫ِ‬      ‫ُ ﻠ‪‬‬
                                 ‫ﺃﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﻟﺴﻜﻴﻥ ﺃﻋﻤﻰ..‬
                                        ‫ٍ‬
       ‫ﻴﺘﺼﻴﺩ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﺭ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻲ..‬
               ‫‪‬‬
             ‫ﻴﺘﻌﻘﺒﻪ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻗﺘﻠﻲ..‬
                                 ‫ﺃﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﻟﺴﻜﻴﻥ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ..‬
                                   ‫‪‬‬    ‫ٍ‬
                         ‫ﻴﺤﺼﺩﻨﻲ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﺘﺤﺭﺭ‬
                         ‫‪‬‬
     ‫ﻤﻥ ﻗﺴﻭﺓ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺍﻷﻋﻤﻰ‬


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‫٩‬
‫ﺣﻔﺮﻳــــــﺎﺕ‬
       ‫)أﺷﻌﺎر ﻗﺪﻳﻤﺔ ﺝ ًا(‬
         ‫ﺪ‬




‫٠١‬
‫ﺗﻮﺡﺶ‬

                                         ‫ﻀﺭﺒﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺤﺼﺎﺭﺍ‬
                                                     ‫ﹸ‬
                                        ‫ﻋﻨﺩﻫﺎ... ﺃﻤﺴﻜﺕ ﺴﺎﺭﻩ‬
                                             ‫ﹸ‬
                                        ‫ﺤﺒﺴ ﹸﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺯﻨﺯﺍﻨﺘﻲ..‬
                                                       ‫ﺘ‬
                      ‫ﺃﺫﻗ ﹸﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﻭﺩ ﻭﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺍﺭﺓ‬
                          ‫‪ ‬ﻤ‬            ‫ﺘ‬
                       ‫ﺃﺩﻤﻴ ﹸﻬﺎ ﺒﻤﻁﻭﺍﺘﻲ .. ﻀﺎﺠﻌﺘﻬﺎ ‪‬ﻨﻬﺎﺭﺓ‬
                            ‫ﻤ‬                      ‫ﺘ‬


                                                    ‫ﺃﺨﺫﺘﻬﺎ..‬
                                                  ‫ﻀﻤﻤﺘﻬﺎ..‬
                                 ‫ﺤﻁﻤﺕ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻀﻠﻊ ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻗﺎﺭﺍ‬
                                          ‫‪‬‬
                    ‫ﺒﻌﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﺍﻟﺘﻬﻤﺘﻬﺎ..‬
                                ‫ﺩ‬
                  ‫ﻭﺤﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﺍﻗﺘﺴﻤﺘﻬﺎ..‬
                              ‫ﺩ‬
       ‫ﺃﺫﺒﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺼﺎﺒﻌﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﻭﺍﻟﺤﻀﺎﺭﺓ‬
                ‫ِ‬                 ‫‪ ‬ﹸ‬
            ‫ﻭﻗﺴﻤ‪‬ﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل.. ﺠﻨ ‪‬ﺎ، ﻭﺒﻜﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻨﺘﺤﺎﺭﺍ..!‬
                        ‫‪‬‬       ‫ﺴ‬                ‫ﹶ‪‬‬


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‫٩٧٩١‬




‫١١‬
‫ﻣ ﱢﺘﻮن‬
          ‫ﻴ‬
                                                 ‫ﻤﻴﺘﻭﻥ..‬
                                                   ‫‪‬‬
                        ‫ﻨﺤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺒﺤﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﻭﻥ..‬
                          ‫‪‬‬
                          ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅﻼﻡ ﻏﺎﺭﻗﻭﻥ..‬
                            ‫‪‬‬
                         ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﺎﺀ ﺴﺎﺒﺤﻭﻥ ..‬
                            ‫‪‬‬
       ‫×××‬
                               ‫ﻨﺤﻥ ﻨﻤﺸﻲ.. ﺃﻋﻴ ﹰﺎ ِﻴﻨﺎ‬
                                  ‫ﻨ ﻁ‬
                                        ‫ﺍﻟﻭﺤل ﻴﻌﻤﻴﻨﺎ..‬
                                ‫ﺍﻟﺠﻬل ﻴﺨﻔﻴﻨﺎ..‬
                            ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﻴﺴﻁﻊ ﻜﻲ ﻴﻨﺎ ِﻴﻨﺎ..‬
                                 ‫ﺠ‬
                       ‫ﻭﻨﺤﻥ.. ‪‬ﻅﻠﻤﻭﻥ‬
                       ‫‪‬‬    ‫ﻤ‬
       ‫×××‬
                                    ‫ﻏﺎﺭﻗﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺴﺒﺎﺕ‬
                                    ‫ﹾ‬
                        ‫ﺘﻨﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ ﻟﻸﻤﻭﺍﺕ..‬
                          ‫ﹾ‬                           ‫-‬
                      ‫ﻭﺘﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺩﻭﺭﺍﺕ..‬
                        ‫ﹾ‬
       ‫×××‬
                ‫ِﻨﻤﻭﺕ ﻨﺤﻥ ﻨﺤﻴﺎ.. ﻭﻟﻜﻲ ﻨﺤﻴﺎ .. ﻨﻤﻭﺕ..‬
                  ‫ﹾ‬                            ‫ﹶ‬   ‫ﻟ‬
                      ‫ﻜﻌﻨﺎﻗﻴﺩ.. ﻭﺭ ‪‬ﺎﻥ.. ﻭﺘﻭﺕ‬
                      ‫ﹾ‬      ‫ﻤ ٍ‬      ‫ٍ‬
                           ‫ﻜﺸﻤﻭﻉ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺍﺵ..‬
                             ‫ِ‬      ‫ِ‬
                      ‫ﻜﺨﻴﻭﻁ ﻋﻨﻜﺒﻭﺕ..‬
                        ‫ﹾ‬      ‫ِ‬
       ‫×××‬
                    ‫ﻜﻘﺒﺎﺏ ﻤﻥ ﺩﺨﺎﻥ.. ﻭﻜﺯﺭﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺯﻴﺘﻭﻥ‬
                    ‫‪‬‬                ‫ٍ‬       ‫ٍ‬
                                    ‫ﺭﺍﻗﺩﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺴﻜﻭﻥ‬
                                    ‫‪‬‬
                                                 ‫ﻤﻴﺘﻭﻥ..‬
                                                   ‫‪‬‬
                          ‫ﻨﺤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺒﺤﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﻭﻥ‬
                          ‫‪‬‬
                            ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅﻼﻡ ﻏﺎﺭﻗﻭﻥ‬
                            ‫‪‬‬
                          ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﺎﺀ ﺴﺎﺒﺤﻭﻥ.‬
                           ‫‪‬‬


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‫٩٧٩١‬

‫٢١‬
١٣
‫ﻗﺴﻢ‬

                                         ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬
           ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻤﻥ ﻋﻤﻴﻕ ﺘﺄﻤﻼﺘﻲ‬
        ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺭﺤﻴﻕ ﻤﻭﺍﺼﻔﺎﺘﻲ‬
          ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺼﺎﺩ ﻤﻘﺎﺭﻨﺎﺘﻲ‬
                                         ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬


            ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺩﺍﻋﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻐﺎﺭ‬
            ‫‪‬‬
            ‫ﻭﺘﻤﺘﻊ ﺍﻷﺤﺭﺍﺭ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺒﺎﻨﺘﺼﺎﺭ‬
            ‫‪‬‬        ‫ﻤ‬
           ‫ﻭﺘﻬﻠل ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ ﺇﻥ ﺠﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﺎﺭ‬
           ‫‪‬‬

                                         ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬

         ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﻤﻊ ﺍﻷﺴﻔﺎﺭ ﻤﻥ ﻗﻠﺏ ﻵﺨﺭ‬
         ‫‪‬‬   ‫ٍ‬
     ‫ﺃﻟﻔﻴﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ – ﻗﺒل ﺤﺒﻙ – ﻟﻡ ﻴﺴﺎﻓﺭ‬
     ‫‪‬‬

                                         ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬

        ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺭﻴﺩﻙ ﻋﺎﻟ ‪‬ﺎ ﺼﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ‬
        ‫‪‬‬           ‫ﻴ‬
       ‫ﺃﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻏﻴﺭ ﺍﷲ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ‪‬؟!‬


       ‫×××‬


                                         ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬
                     ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺍﺼﻁﻔﻴﺘﻙ ﺒﻌﺩﻤﺎ ﺍﷲ ﺍﺼﻁﻔﺎﻙ..‬
                       ‫ِ‬      ‫ُ‬
                                  ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺭﻴﺩﻙ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻌﻲ..‬
                  ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ.. ﻻ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎ ﺴﻭﺍﻙ..‬
                    ‫ِ‬     ‫ﻴ‬


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‫٤١‬
‫ﻳﺎ ﻣﺤﺒﻮﺑﻲ‬

                                                ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﻲ‬
     ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺤﺩﺙ ﻟﻭ ﺩﻓﺄﺕ ﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺸﺔ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻨﺩﻴﻠﻲ؟‬
                ‫ِ‬      ‫‪‬‬    ‫ﱠْ ﹶ‬
                 ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺤﺩﺙ ﻟﻭ ﻏ ‪‬ﺭﻨﺎ ﺸﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ‪‬؟‬
                          ‫َ‬      ‫ﹶﻴ‬
       ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺤﺩﺙ ﻟﻭ ﻋ ‪‬ﻟﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﺠ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺘﺸﻜﻴﻠﻲ؟‬
                   ‫‪‬ﺩ ﹶ ﺭ ﺩ‬
                 ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺤﺩﺙ ﻟﻭ ﻗ ‪‬ﺭﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺩﻡ‪‬؟‬
                          ‫‪‬‬        ‫ﹶﺩ‬
                                             ‫×××‬


                                                ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﻲ‬
                             ‫ﻜﻡ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺸﻔﺘﻲ‬
                             ‫‪‬‬         ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﺤ‬
           ‫- ﻟﻭ ﻗﺒﻠﺘﻙ ﻏﻁﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬
                                                ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﻲ‬
                              ‫ﺍﻨﻅﺭ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬
                              ‫‪‬‬        ‫ﻤ‬
                            ‫ﺍﻨﻅﺭ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻜ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﺤﺴﺭﺓ‬
                                   ‫ﹶﻡ‬
                     ‫ﻟﻭ ﺃﺩﻤﻌﺕ ﺴﻘﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻁﻌﻡ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﺓ..‬
                                         ‫ﹸ‬    ‫ﹸ‬
                                         ‫×××‬


                                                ‫ﻴﺎ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ!!‬
                            ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻟﻭﺍﺡ ﺍﻟﺜﻠﺞ ﺤﺭﺍﻡ!!‬
                              ‫‪‬‬    ‫ِ‬     ‫‪‬‬
                ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻟﻌﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺭﺱ‬
                ‫‪‬‬      ‫‪‬‬     ‫ِ‬        ‫‪‬‬
                         ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ.. ﻴﻜﻔﺭ ﻜﻔﹾﺭﻱ‬
                             ‫ﹸ‬        ‫ِ‬
                              ‫ﻴﻨﺜﺭ ﺸﻌ‪‬ﺭﻱ‬
                                  ‫‪ ‬ﹾﹶ ‪ِ ‬‬
                   ‫ﺘﺼﺤﻭ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺩﺍﺨل ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻋﺱ‬
                   ‫‪‬‬
                   ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﻨﺎﺭ ﺘﺨﻠﻁ ﻜﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﺎﻹﺴﻼﻡ‬
                   ‫‪‬‬             ‫ﹸ ﹸﹾ ‪‬‬   ‫ِ ‪‬‬
                             ‫ﻏﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺭﺏ ﻭﺍﻟﻌ ‪‬ﺍﻡ‬
                             ‫‪ ‬ﻭ ‪‬‬
                            ‫ﻫل ﻤﻥ ﻴﺄﺒﻰ؟‬
                                               ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬
                          ‫ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﹸﻠﻪ..‬
                            ‫ﻜ ‪‬‬



‫٥١‬
‫ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﺸﻜﻠﻲ.. ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﺸﻜﻠ ِ..‬
               ‫ﹶﻙ‬
                       ‫ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﺸﻜﻠﻪ..‬
                         ‫‪‬‬
                               ‫ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺘﺄﻟﻪ.‬
                                ‫ﱠ‪‬‬
     ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻟﻭ ﺃﻤﺴﻴﺕ ﺇﻟ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺨﻠﻕﹾ؟‬
                  ‫ﻬ‬
                ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺤﻘﻕ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟ ‪‬؟‬
                 ‫ﻡ‬
          ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺤﻘﻕﹾ؟‬
                                   ‫×××‬


               ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺼﻤ ﹰﺎ.. ﺒﺭﻫﺔ ﺼﻤﺕ‬
               ‫ﹾ‬           ‫ﺘ‬
                   ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻘﺘﻠﻨﺎ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬
                   ‫ﹾ‬
                             ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺼﻤ ﹰﺎ..‬
                                ‫ﺘ‬
                        ‫ﺃﻭ ﻓﺎﺘﺤﺩﻭﺍ..‬
                           ‫ﻋل ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻤﺎ ﺍﺘﺤﺩﻭﺍ..‬
                                           ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬ﱠ‬
                        ‫ﻗﺘﻠﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ!‬
                         ‫ﹾ‬
                                    ‫×××‬


                               ‫ﻻ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺒﻜﻲ ﻴﺎ ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﻲ‬
         ‫ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺌﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺠﺩﺍﻨﻲ‬
                   ‫‪‬‬
                 ‫ﻻ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺒﻜﻲ.. ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﻤﻕ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻲ‬
                           ‫ﹸ‬
              ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻴﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻑ ﺍﻷﻭل ﻓﻭﻕ ﻟﺴﺎﻨﻲ..‬
                               ‫ﹸ‬
                              ‫ﻓﻠﻜﻲ ﻴﻭﻟﺩ ﺤﺭﻑ ﺜﺎﻥ..‬
                                ‫ﹲ ٍ‬     ‫‪‬‬
                                        ‫×××‬


     ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﻘﺭﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﻤﻭﺘﻭﺍ.. ﺠﻭ ‪‬ﺎ، ﺤﻘ ‪‬ﺍ، ﺃﻭ ﺒﺎﻟﺼﺒﺭ!‬
      ‫‪‬‬           ‫ﺩ‬      ‫ﻋ‬
                              ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﻘﺭﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﻤﻭﺘﻭﺍ..‬
              ‫ﻟﻴﺱ ﻟﺩﻱ.. ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟ ﱢﻌﺭ!‬
                 ‫ﺸ‬         ‫‪‬‬
                                        ‫×××‬




‫٦١‬
‫ﻤﻭﺘﻲ ﺸﺭ ﹰﺎ..‬
                                       ‫ﻓ‬
               ‫ﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺸﺭﻴﻑ ﻭﺍﺤﺩ‬
               ‫‪‬‬
                             ‫ﻻ ﺘﻌﺘﺭﻓﻲ..‬
               ‫‪‬ﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻴﺴﻤﻊ ﺼﻭﺘﻙ‪‬؟‬
                  ‫ﹶ‬                   ‫ﻤ‬
                ‫ﻤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻴﻤﻠﻙ ﻤﻭﺘﻙ‪‬؟‬
                   ‫ﹶ‬
                                     ‫ﻻ ﺘﻌﺘﺭﻓﻲ..‬
                  ‫ﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻴﺴﻤﻊ..‬
                    ‫‪‬‬    ‫‪‬‬
                                     ‫ﻻ ﺘﻌﺘﺭﻓﻲ..‬
        ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻷﻭ‪‬ﻟﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻌﺘﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﻤﻊ.‬
         ‫‪‬‬    ‫‪‬‬                   ‫َ‬


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‫٧١‬
‫ﲢﻄﻴﻢ ﺍﻷﺻﻨﺎﻡ‬




‫٨١‬
‫دﻋﻮة ﻟﻠﻤﻮت‬
                             ‫ﺗﺤﻄﻴﻢ أﺻﻨﺎم ﺘ ‪ّ‬ﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﻏﻠﻕ ﻤﻘﻠﺘ ‪‬ﺎ‬
                              ‫ﹶ ﻴ‬            ‫ﹶﻤﻠ‬
                                             ‫ﹶ‬


          ‫ﻭﻏ ّﻴﻨﻲ ﻟﻜﻲ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﻓ ‪‬ﺎ‬
           ‫ِ ﻴ‬              ‫ﹶﻤ‬
                            ‫‪‬‬
                              ‫ﺝ‬
                                    ‫ﻋﺠﺯﻨﺎ ﻋﻥ ﻤ ﹶﺎﺘ ‪ ِ ‬ﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ‬
                                            ‫‪‬ﻔ ﹶﺤﺔ‬


     ‫- ﺯﻤﺎ ﹰﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻤﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻫﻠﻴﺔ‬
              ‫ِ‬         ‫ﻨ‬


                                   ‫ﻗﺒﺎﺌل ﻤﻥ ﺩﻡ ﺍﻷﻋﺭﺍﺏ ﺘﻐﻠﻲ‬
                                        ‫ِ‬      ‫‪ِ‬‬    ‫ُ‬


        ‫ﻫﻨﺎ ﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﺒﻴﻨﻙ ﻴﺎ ﺼﺒﻴﺔ‬


                                    ‫ﻗﻭﺍﻓل ﺘﻌﺒﺭ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺭﺍﺀ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬


       ‫ﻓﻨﺴﺘﺩﻋﻲ ﺭﺅﺍﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺯﻤﻴﺔ‬


                                     ‫ﻭﻨﺒﻨﻲ ﻜﻌﺒﺔ ﻭﻨﻁﻭﻑ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬


        ‫ﻓﻴﺸﻬﺩ ﻁﺎﺌﺭﺍﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻴﺩﻴﺎ‬


                                   ‫ﻭﻨﺩﺨل ﻓﻲ ﺘﺠﺎﺭﺏ ﻻ ﻨﻌﻴﻬﺎ‬


      ‫ﻭﻨﺨﺭﺝ ﻤﻥ ﺘﺠﺎﺭﺏ ﻤﺭﻴﻤﻴﺔ‬


                              ‫ﺴﺂﻜل ﻏﺭﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺭﺍﺀ.. ﻨﺎﻤﻲ‬


     ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺨﻴﻠﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺎﺠﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻴﺔ‬




‫٩١‬
‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻡ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻴﻑ ﻓﺩﺍﺨﻠﻴﻨﻲ‬


      ‫ﻭﺴﺎﻭﻱ ﺼﻑ ﻨﻬﺩﻴﻙ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ‬
                            ‫ﺝ‬
                                 ‫ﻭﺼﻠﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺩﺍﺨل ﻤﺴﺘﺤﻴﻠﻲ‬
                                                      ‫ﺠﺞ‬
      ‫ﻭﻓﺭﻱ ﻤﻥ ﻤﺨﺎﺭﺝ ﺴﺎﻋﺩﻴﺎ‬


                                 ‫ﻭﻤﻭﺘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻓﺭﺍﺵ ﺍﷲ ﺭﺠ ‪‬ﺎ‬
                                  ‫ﻤ‬
                                                        ‫ﺝ‬
     ‫ﻟﻘﺩ ﻜﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﺫﻴﻥ ﺭﻤﻭﺍ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ..‬
       ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﻜﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﺫﻴﻥ ﺭﻤﻭﺍ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ‬


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‫٠٢‬
‫ﺻﻨﻢ اﻟﻔﺼﺤﻰ‬

                                                  ‫ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻓﺼﺤﻰ‬
                                                  ‫‪‬‬    ‫ﹲ‬
                               ‫ﺘﺩﺨل ﺨﻴﻤﺔ ﺇﺤﺴﺎﺴﻲ..‬
                                 ‫ِ‬      ‫ﹶ‬
                              ‫ﺘﺄﺘﻴﻨﻲ ﻤﺨﺩﻋﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﺩﻭﻱ..‬
                                ‫‪‬‬
     ‫ﺃﻟﻡ ﺤﺭﻭﻑ ﺍﻟﺜﺩﻱ ﻭﺃﻜﺘﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺩﺍﺀ ﻤﻌﻠﻘﺔ..‬
       ‫ﹰ‬     ‫ِ‬          ‫‪‬‬           ‫ﹶ‬    ‫‪‬‬


                                             ‫ﻓﻲ ﺃﻨﺜﻰ ﻓﺼﺤﻰ..‬
                                ‫ﺘﺩﺨل ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻜ ‪‬ﺍﺴﻲ‬
                                   ‫ﺭ‬
                                  ‫)ﻋﻴﻥ.. ﺭﺍﺀ.. ﺒﺎﺀ ... ﻴﺎﺀ..(‬
                                     ‫‪‬‬       ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬
                                ‫ﻫﺫﻱ ﺁﻴﺎﺘﻲ.. ﺃﺒﻴﺎﺘﻲ...‬
                                         ‫ﻨﺨﻠﺔ ﺃﺤﺭ ِﻲ ﺍﻨﺘﻔﺨﺕ..‬
                                           ‫ﻓ ﹶﹶ ﹶ ﹾ‬      ‫ﹸ‬
                      ‫ﺒﺎﻟﻠﻐﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺒﻴﺔ..‬
                                ‫ِ‬                 ‫ﺃﻟﻘﺕ‬
                                                  ‫ﹾ‬
                       ‫)ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺭﺍﻭﻴﺔ!(‬
                  ‫ﻓﻤﺘﻰ ﻨﻔﺭﺵ ﻓﺭ ﹶﺘﻨﺎ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻭﻨﻬﻭﺩﻙ ﺃﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺔ؟‬
                    ‫ﻴ‬             ‫‪ِ‬‬            ‫ﹸ ﺸ‬
               ‫- ﺃﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻐﺔ ﺍ ُﻤ ‪‬ﺔ -‬
                  ‫ﻷﻴ‬
                              ‫ﻭﻤﺘﻰ ﺘﺜﻤﺭ ﻨﺨﻠ ﹸﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﻨﺒﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﻴﺩﻭﻴﺔ؟‬
                                       ‫ﹶ‬         ‫ﺘ‬
              ‫ﻭﻤﺘﻰ ﻨﻌﻠﻥ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻨﻬﺠﺭ ﻤﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻟﻐﺔ ﺭﻁﺒﺔ؟‬
                    ‫ٍ‬       ‫ِ‬       ‫‪‬‬


                               ‫ﻭﻤﺘﻰ ﻨﻨﺤﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺩﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﻌﺒﺔ..‬
                                         ‫ﺘﻤﺜﺎل ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺭ ‪‬ﺔ؟!‬
                                            ‫‪‬ﺒ‬            ‫َ‬


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‫١٢‬
‫أم اﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎت‬
             ‫ّ‬

                          ‫ﺁﻩ ﻟﻭ ﻜﻨﺎ ﻨﺘﺴﻠﻕ ﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ "ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺀ"‬
                           ‫‪‬‬      ‫‪‬‬     ‫ﹸ‬            ‫ٍ‬
                                        ‫ﻭﺃﻗﺒﹸﻬﺎ..‬
                                            ‫ﹸ ‪‬ﻠ‬
                                             ‫ّ‬
                             ‫ﻭ ﹸﻘ ّﹸﻨﻲ ..‬
                                  ‫ﺘ ﺒﻠ‬
                                   ‫‪‬‬
                   ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻨﻨﺴﻰ ..‬
      ‫ﻨﻨﺯﻟﻕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺤﻼﻡ "ﺍﻟﺭﺍﺀ" ..‬
          ‫‪‬‬      ‫ِ‬        ‫ﹶ‬
                             ‫ﻭﻨﻜﺎﺩ ﻨﻀﻴﻊ ﺒﻬﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ ..‬
                                ‫ِ‬               ‫‪‬‬
               ‫ﻨﻜﺎﺩ ﻨﻐﻴﺏ ﻓﻨﻤﺴﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺫﻴﺎل "ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺀ"‬
                ‫‪‬‬      ‫ِ‬              ‫‪‬‬
                  ‫ﻨﺘﺒﺎﺩل ﻋﻨﻘﻭﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﺒﻼﺕ..‬
                    ‫ِ‬      ‫‪‬‬
          ‫ﻭﻨﺸﺭﺏ ﺃ ‪‬ﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ..‬
            ‫ِ‬      ‫ﻤ‬
                      ‫ﻭﻨﻨﻬﺽ ..‬
                         ‫‪‬‬
           ‫ﻨﻨﻔﺽ ﻜﺴل ﺍﻷﻤﺱ ..‬
              ‫ِ‬    ‫َ‬   ‫‪‬‬
             ‫ﻭﻨﺭﻜﺏ ﻋﻨﻕ "ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺀ"‬
              ‫‪‬‬      ‫‪ ‬ﹶ‬
                  ‫ﻭﻨﻘﻭﺩ ﺨﻴﻭل ﺍﻻﺴﺘﻬﺠﺎﺀ!‬
                   ‫‪‬‬             ‫‪‬‬


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‫٢٢‬
‫داﺋﺮة اﻷﻟﻮان‬

                                                   ‫ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ‬
                                                   ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﹸ‬
                                       ‫ﺘﺩﺭﻴﻥ‪‬؟‬
                ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺨﺸﺒ ‪‬ﺔ‬
                 ‫ﻴ‬
                ‫ﻜﻨﺎ ﺒﺎﻷﻤﺱ‬
                ‫‪‬‬
                                            ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﻌﻤل ﻤﺩﺭﺴﺘﻲ ﻨﺩﻓﻌﻬﺎ..‬
                                       ‫ﻨﺩﻓﻌﻬﺎ..‬
              ‫ﻨﺩﻓﻌﻬﺎ ... ﻴﺎ ﺴﺒﺤﺎﻥ!‬
     ‫ﻓﺘﻅل ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ... ﻟﺘﻌﻁﻲ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ!‬
      ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬
                ‫×××‬


                                                  ‫ﺃﺤﻤﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬
                                                  ‫‪‬‬        ‫‪‬‬
                ‫ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﺨﻨﺠﺭ ‪‬ﺭﺸﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺍﻭ ِﺔ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬
                ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﻴ‬           ‫‪‬ﻴ‬       ‫‪‬‬
                                         ‫ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﻠﻡ ..‬
                                            ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬
                   ‫ﺠﺴﺩ ﻻﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺃﻭ ﻟﻘﺘﻴل ﺃﻭ ﻟﺜﺭﻴﺩ ..‬
                      ‫ٍ‬        ‫ٍ‬        ‫ٍ‬     ‫‪‬‬
                            ‫ﺃﺸﺭﺏ ﻜﺄﺱ ﺍﻟﺩﻡ‬
                            ‫‪ ‬‬
                            ‫ْ‬        ‫‪‬‬
                ‫ﺍﻹﻴﻘﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺍﻹﻓﺭﻴﻘﻴﺔ – ﻭﺸﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺨﺩ ﺍﻷﻁﻔﺎل –‬
                  ‫ِ‬      ‫‪‬‬
                         ‫ّ‬      ‫‪ِ ‬‬         ‫ﹸ‬        ‫ﹸ‬
      ‫- ﺍﻟﻠﻬﺏ – ﺍﻟﺸﻬﺏ – ﺍﻟﻘﻨﺒﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﻴﺩﻭﻴﺔ..‬
        ‫ﹸ‬       ‫ﹸ‬         ‫‪‬‬       ‫‪‬‬
                  ‫ﻟﻴﻠﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺭﺍﺀ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ – ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻨﻴﺔ – ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻟﺜﺔ – ﺍﻷﻟﻑ..‬
                    ‫ﹾ‬      ‫ﹸ‬         ‫ﹸ‬               ‫‪‬‬
                                         ‫ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﻑ..‬
                                           ‫ﹾ‬     ‫‪‬‬
                     ‫ﺍﺭﺸﻘﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺩﺭ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻋﺎﺸﻘﺔ ﻨﻨﺠﺏ ﻟﻙ ﺜﻭﺭﺓ‬
                                  ‫ِ‬     ‫ِ‬     ‫ِ‬
     ‫ﺃﺤﻤﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ .. ﻤﺴﺎﺤﺔ ﻤﻭﺕ .. ﺃﻭ ﻤﻴﻼﺩ ﺤ ‪‬ﻩ‬
      ‫‪‬ﺭ‬             ‫ٍ‬   ‫ﹸ‬        ‫ِ‬        ‫‪‬‬
                ‫×××‬
                                                          ‫ﺃﺼﻔﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬
                                                          ‫ِ‬        ‫‪‬‬
                          ‫ﻤﺨﺎﺽ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺢ – ﺃﻏﺎﺭ .. ﺃﻏﺎﺭ .. ﺃﻏﺎﺭ ..‬
                             ‫‪‬‬       ‫‪‬‬       ‫‪‬‬            ‫‪‬‬
                                 ‫ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩﺓ ﺼﻔﺭﺍﺀ ﻴﺎ ﺃﻏﺒﻰ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺎﺒﻠﺕ..‬
                                   ‫ﹸ‬                ‫‪‬‬     ‫ﹸ‬
                 ‫)ﺃﺤﺒﻙ(‬
                    ‫ﺃﺸﻌل ﺭﺃﺱ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻓﺄﻨﺒﺕ ﺯﻫ ‪‬ﺍ‬
                     ‫ﺩ‬          ‫ﹸ‬



‫٣٢‬
‫ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺸﺔ – ﺭﻋﺸﺔ ﺇﺼﺒﻊ ﺘﺒﻎ –‬
                               ‫ٍ‬        ‫ﹸ‬      ‫ﹸ‬
                 ‫ﺘﺒﺘﺴﻡ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺭﺍﺀ ﺼﻔﺎ ‪‬ﺍ..‬
                    ‫ﺭ‬     ‫‪‬‬       ‫‪‬‬
              ‫ﺃﻟﻔﻅ ﺤﻘ ‪‬ﺍ..‬
                 ‫ﺩ‬
                ‫ﺃﺼﻔﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻤﻌﺎﺀ ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺴﻨﺎﻥ‬
                ‫‪‬‬          ‫ِ‬          ‫ِ‬        ‫‪‬‬
                        ‫ﺜﺎﺒﺘﺔ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ‬
                        ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﹸ‬     ‫ﹲ‬
                                         ‫×××‬


                                         ‫ﺃﺨﻀﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬
                                         ‫ِ‬        ‫‪‬‬
     ‫ﻴﻘﻭل ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭﺍﺀ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﻥ ﺍﻷﺨﻀﺭ‬
     ‫‪‬‬     ‫ِ‬         ‫‪ ‬ﺭ‬           ‫ُ‬
                              ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﻋﻨﻲ ...‬
     ‫ﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻕ ﺍﻷﺨﻀﺭ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺴﻨﻴﻥ‬
     ‫ٍ‬        ‫‪‬‬
            ‫ﻭﺘﻌﺭﺕ ﻜل ﺍﻷﺸﺠﺎﺭ..‬
              ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﹶ‪  ‬ﹾ ﱡ‬
             ‫ﻭﺍﻤﺘﺩ ﺨﺭﻴﻑ ﻤﺜل ﺍﻟﺩﻭﺩ ﻭﺨ ‪‬ﺏ ﺘﺠﺭﺒﺔ ﺍﻹﺜﻤﺎﺭ‬
             ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﹶ‬      ‫ﹶﺭ‬             ‫ﹲ‬
                       ‫ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻋﻥ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻀ ‪‬ﺓ‬
                        ‫ِ ﹸ ‪‬ﺭ‬        ‫ﹸ‬
                               ‫ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺭﺓ..‬
                        ‫ﺇﻻ ... ﻤﺎ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﺍﻷﺨﺭﻯ!‬
                               ‫‪‬‬
                                       ‫×××‬


                     ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺒﻨﻔﺴﺠﺔ ﺘﻤﻨﺤﻨﻲ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻥ‬
                           ‫‪‬‬          ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﹲ‬
     ‫- ﺍﻟﺩﻑﺀ – ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺄﻫﺏ ﻟﻠﺼﻭﺕ..‬
       ‫ﹾ‬     ‫‪‬‬       ‫ﹶ‬       ‫‪‬‬
                               ‫ﺃﻭ ﻟﻠﻤﻭﺕ..‬
                                 ‫ﹾ‬
               ‫ﺍﻤﻨﺤﻨﻲ ﻁﻼﺀ ﺒﻨﻔﺴﺠﺔ.. ﺃﻤﻨﺤ‪‬ﻙ ﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻱ‬
               ‫ِ‬     ‫‪‬‬       ‫ﹶ‬     ‫ٍ‬
                  ‫ﻭﺴﺤﺒﺔ ﻗﻭﺱ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻜ ‪‬ﺎﻥ‬
                  ‫ﹶﻤ ‪‬‬      ‫ٍ‬   ‫ِ‬
                ‫)ﺘﺒﺩﺃ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﻬل ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ!(‬
                  ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﹸ‬     ‫ٍ‬
                                             ‫×××‬
                ‫ﺃﺯﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ .... ﺍﺴﺘﻭﻗﻑ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺯﺤﻴﺔ‬
                ‫ﹶ‬                          ‫ِ‬     ‫ﹸ‬
                 ‫ﻴﻔﺘﺢ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﺍﻷﺯﺭﻕ‬
                 ‫ﹶ‬     ‫ِ‬     ‫‪‬‬
                       ‫ﻤﻭﺝ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﺍﻷﺯﺭﻕ‬
                       ‫ﹶ‬           ‫‪‬‬
                      ‫ﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻷﺯﺭﻕ‬
                      ‫ﹾ‬     ‫ِ‬     ‫‪‬‬
                                    ‫)ﺭﺠل ‪‬ﺨﻨﻕ!(‬
                                      ‫‪ٌ‬ﻴ ﹾ‬


‫٤٢‬
‫ﺃﺘﺸﺘﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻹﻴﺤﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﺯﺭﻕ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻡ‬
                           ‫‪‬‬               ‫ِ‬         ‫ﹸ‬
                                 ‫ﻭﺜﻠﻭﺝ ﺍﻟﻔﻡ ..‬
                                    ‫ﹶ‪‬‬
                                    ‫ْ‬
                                 ‫ﺃﺯﺭﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ... ﻨﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﺠﺭ‬
                                 ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬      ‫ِ‬        ‫ﹸ‬
                           ‫ﻓﻴﺭﻭﺯ ﻴﺘﺩﻓﻕ ﻓﻲ ﻟﺅﻟﺅﺓ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬
                           ‫‪‬‬     ‫ِ‬        ‫ﹸ‬     ‫‪‬‬
                            ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺭ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﺒﺭ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﺒﺭ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺩ‬
                            ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﺩ‬       ‫ﺩ‬       ‫ﺩ‬
               ‫ﻋﻼﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻀﺭﺏ!‬
                ‫‪‬‬     ‫ﹸ‬
                             ‫ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ ... ﺘﺩﺭﻴﻥ‪‬؟‬
                                         ‫ﻭﻗﻔﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺯﻤﻥ‬
                                         ‫ٍ‬
                                  ‫ﺃﻭ ﻗﻭﻟﻲ ... ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ ﻻ ﺘﺘﺤﺭﻙ..‬
                                    ‫‪‬‬        ‫ﺩ‬
     ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ... ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺴﺒﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻀﻲ...‬
                            ‫ِ‬
                         ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ – ﺍﻟﺼﺨﺭﺓ‬
                                  ‫ﹶ‬                     ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ...‬
                        ‫ﺼﺎﺭﺕ.. ﺤﺭﺓ‬
                 ‫ﺩﺍﺭﺕ ﺩﻭﺭﺓ ... ﺩﻭﺭﺓ ... ﺩﻭﺭﺓ‬
                                             ‫ﺃ ‪‬ﺫﺕ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ‬
                                             ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﹸ‬     ‫َﺤ ﹶ ﹾ‬
                                            ‫ﺘﺒﺭﺡ ﻨﺎﺼﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ‬
                                            ‫‪‬‬       ‫ﹶ‬     ‫ﹶ‪  ‬‬
                          ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺼﺤﻭﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬
                          ‫‪‬‬        ‫ٍ‬
                               ‫ﻭﻋﺭﻓﺕ ﺍﻵﻥ..‬
                                 ‫‪‬‬
                   ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﺴﺘﺒﻘﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﻥ ﺍﻷﺒﻴﺽ ﻓﻲ ﻗﺩﺱ ﺍﻷﻗﺩﺍﺱ‬
                   ‫ِ‬             ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬     ‫ﹸ‬
                        ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺤﺭﻡ ﺍﻷﺤﺭﺍﻡ.. ﻭﻓﻲ ﺭﻜﻥ ﺍﻷﺭﻜﺎﻥ‬
                        ‫‪‬‬                ‫ِ‬
                                        ‫ﻭﺼﺤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ!‬
                                         ‫‪‬‬
                    ‫ﻭﺭﺤﻠﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺴﻨﻭﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﺱ!‬
                     ‫‪‬‬               ‫ﹸ‬
                        ‫ﻭﺍﻨﺘﻌﺸﺕ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ!‬
                         ‫‪‬‬
               ‫ﻟﺘﻅل ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ‬
                                               ‫ﱡ‬
                        ‫ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ... ... ﻓﺘﻌﻁﻲ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ!!‬
                          ‫‪‬‬                       ‫ﱡ‬


             ‫****‬




‫٥٢‬
‫أﻏﻨ َﺔ‬
      ‫ﻴ‬

              ‫ﻜﻡ ﻜﺎﻥ ‪‬ﻠ ‪‬ﺍ .. ﺤﻠ ‪‬ﺍ ﻜﺎﻥ‬
              ‫‪‬‬    ‫ﻭ‬        ‫ﺤﻭ‬
         ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺸﻲﺀ.. ﺸﻲﺀ ﻤﺎ‬
                  ‫‪‬‬
                ‫ﻴﻜﺎﺩ ‪‬ﺼﺒﺢ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻹﻤﻜﺎﻥ‬
                ‫‪‬‬            ‫ﻴ‬
        ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻁﻴ ‪‬ﺍ.. ﻁﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻁﺎﺭ‬
             ‫ﺭ‬       ‫‪ ‬ﺭ‬
               ‫ﻭﻀﺎﻉ ﻓﻲ ﺠ ﹶﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ‬
               ‫‪‬‬        ‫‪‬ﻨ‬
          ‫ﻭﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺭﺴﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﻔﺭﺸﺎﺓ‬
                ‫ﻭﺘﻤﺴﺢ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﻥ‬
                ‫‪‬‬     ‫ﹸ‬
        ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﻟﻭﻥ .. ﻟﻭﻥ ﻤﺎ..‬
             ‫‪‬‬      ‫‪‬‬
                  ‫ﺘﻜﺎﺩ ﺘﺸﺭﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ‬
                  ‫ﹾ‬       ‫‪‬‬
          ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺼﺎﺭ‬
              ‫‪‬‬
         ‫ﻟﻠﺒﻴﻊ ﻤﻊ ﻜل ﺍﻟﺼﻨﺩﻭﻕ‬
         ‫ﹾ‬
                  ‫ﻟﻤﺎ ﺸﺭﻋﺕ ﺃﺒﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺭ‬
     ‫ﻭﺃﻀﻴﻊ ﻓﻲ ﺠﻨﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻭﻕ..‬
       ‫ﹾ‬


     ‫****‬




‫٦٢‬
‫"ﻗﺎﻥﻮن اﻟﺪم"‬
                                                        ‫) ١(‬
        ‫ﺤﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﺘﺘﺩﺍﺨل ﻜل ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﺼﻴل ﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺼﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺫﺒﻴﺢ‬
        ‫ِ‬
           ‫)ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﻴﺴﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻓﺭﺍﺸﻲ(..‬
                              ‫‪ ِ ‬‬
                        ‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺼﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﻴﺎ )ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺘﺴﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﻨﺔ‬
                        ‫ﹶ‬
              ‫ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻜﻴﺔ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻴﺩﻴﺎ، ﻭﺘﻠﻔﻅ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻬﺎ‬
                                      ‫ﹶ‬
                                ‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﺼﺩﺭﻱ(..‬
                        ‫ﻭﺘﺨﺘﻠﻁ ﺍﻟﺼﺭﺨﺎﺕ..‬
                          ‫ﹸ‬
                           ‫ﻭﺘﻨﻁﺤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻤﺎﺕ.‬
                            ‫ﹸ‬
                 ‫ﻭﻴﻌﺠﻥ ﻁﻌﻡ ﺍﻟﻬﺸﻴﻡ ﻓﻤﻲ ..‬
                        ‫ِ‬      ‫‪‬‬
                                ‫ﻭﻴﺴﻴل ﺩﻤﻲ ..‬
     ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﻤﺭ ﺘﺸﻘﻪ ﺤ ﹼﺎﺀ ﺸﻌ ِ‬
     ‫ِﻨ ﹶ ‪‬ﺭ‬         ‫‪‬‬
                     ‫ّ‬
      ‫ﺍﻷﻤﻴﺭﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ‬
      ‫ِ ﱢ‪ِ‬‬         ‫ِ‬
                                                      ‫ﺃﻜﺘﺏ..‬
                                                        ‫‪‬‬
      ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﺫ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ..‬
                      ‫ﻟﻡ ﻨﺫﻕ‬
                      ‫ﹾ‬
      ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺤﺭﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺤﻥ‬
      ‫‪‬‬           ‫‪‬‬
         ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻨﺩﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﺯﻕ‬
         ‫ﹾ‬            ‫‪‬‬
                     ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻱ... ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻭﺤﺵ.‬
                      ‫ﹶ‬                 ‫ﻌ ‪‬‬
        ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻠﻴل .... ﻭﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻭﺍﻟﺠﺴﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻔﺠﺭ‬
        ‫‪  ‬ﹾﹶ ِ ‪‬‬     ‫ﹶ‬
                                        ‫ﻓﺎﻤﻨﺤﻴﻨﻲ – ﺴﻤ ‪‬ﻙ –‬
                                          ‫‪ ‬ﻭ ِ‬
                        ‫ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻨﺤﻨﺎﺌﻲ ﻷﻗ ‪‬ﻡ ﺴﺎﻗﻴ ِ،‬
                         ‫ﻙ‬       ‫ﻀ‬            ‫‪‬‬
                                 ‫ﺃﻤﻀﻎ ﻜﻔﻴﻙ..‬
                                   ‫ِ‬    ‫ﹶ‬
                                   ‫ﺃﺸﻌل ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺭﺍ..‬
                                    ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻓل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﻓﺎﺕ ﺃﻤﻴﺭﺍ..‬
                      ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻨﻁﻠﻕ.‬
                       ‫ﹾ‬
                                                  ‫ﻓﺎﺫﺒﺤﻴﻨﻲ..‬
                            ‫ﻭﻜﻭﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻨﺼﻴﺭﺍ.‬
        ‫****‬


‫٧٢‬
‫) ٢(‬
                                                           ‫ﺘﺴﺘﺤﻡ..‬
                                                             ‫‪‬‬
                         ‫ﻜﺘﻔﺎﺤﺔ ﻓﻲ ﻨﺒﻴﺫ..‬
                           ‫ٍ‬       ‫ٍ‬
     ‫ﻟﻬﺎ ﻫﻀﺒﺘﺎﻥ.. ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﺩﺭ ﺨﺎﺸﻌﺘﺎﻥ..‬
       ‫ِ‬                   ‫ِ‬
                       ‫ﻜﺂﺜﺎﺭ ﻀﺭﺏ ﻗﺩﻴﻡ..‬
                         ‫ٍ‬
                      ‫ﻭﻋﺎﻫ ﹸﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﺩﻴﻤﺔ..‬
                                    ‫ﺘ‬
     ‫ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﻁﻌﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﻘﻴﻤﺔ..‬
                                                         ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻓﻬﻡ..‬
                                                           ‫‪‬‬
              ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﻁل ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻔﻡ‬
              ‫‪‬‬
                    ‫ﻟﻴﻨﺯﻑ ﻭﻫﻭ ﻴﺩﺍﻋﺒﻨﻲ..‬
                                  ‫ﹶ‬
                                                           ‫ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﺫ ﺩﻡ‬
                                                           ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬
                                                         ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻋﻠﻡ..‬
                                                           ‫‪‬‬
                       ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺎﺤﺔ!‬


                                                              ‫) ٣(‬
                                                    ‫ﺃﺴﻤﻊ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل..‬
                                                      ‫ْ‬
                         ‫ﺃﺼﻭﺍﺕ ُﻨﺎﺱ ﺘﺄﻜل ﺒﻌ ‪‬ﺎ‬
                          ‫ﻀ‬         ‫ﺃ ٍ‬
                             ‫ﺘﺘﻌﻘﺒﻨﻲ ﺘﻜﺘﻜﺔ ﺍﻷﺴﻨﺎﻥ‬
                             ‫ِ‬      ‫ﹸ‬
                               ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻅﻡ‬
                               ‫‪‬‬
                                                    ‫ﺘﻁﺭﺤﻨﻲ ﺃﺭ ‪‬ﺎ‬
                                                     ‫ﻀ‬
                                    ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﺭﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﺔ‬
                                       ‫ﺃﺸﻬﺩﻫﺎ ‪‬ﺅﻯ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻥ‬
                                             ‫ﺭ ‪‬‬
                                              ‫ﻭﺃﻜﺎﺩ ُﺠﻥ!‬
                                                 ‫ﺃ‬
                                                              ‫) ٤(‬
                                                     ‫ﻴﺩﻫﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻴﺩﻱ..‬
                        ‫ﻨﺤﻤل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺯ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﻑ..‬
                          ‫ﹶِ ﹾ‬
                        ‫ﺘﻀﻊ ﺍﻟ ﹸﺼﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺸ ِﺭﻫﺎ..‬
                             ‫ﻌ‬      ‫ﻐ ‪‬‬
                      ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻜ ﹼﻨﺎ ﻴﺘﺄﺭﺠﺢ ﺴﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺠﺭ‬
                      ‫‪‬‬     ‫ِ‪‬‬          ‫ﻔ‬
                                                ‫ﻨﻔﺘﺵ ﻋﻥ ﺤﻔﺭﺓ..‬
                                                  ‫ٍ‬


‫٨٢‬
‫ﻴﺨﺘﺒﺊ ﻓﻲ ﺜﺭﺍﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ ﻭﺍﻟﺜﻤﺭ‬
      ‫ﹶ‪ ‬‬
                                        ‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﻌﺭﻴﺕ..‬
                                          ‫ﹸ‬
           ‫ﺸﺎﺀﺕ ﺘﺭﺍﻨﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺩﺍﺨﻠﻲ..‬
                            ‫ﻭﺃﻅﻬ ‪‬ﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﻏﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻤﺤﺔ‬
                                    ‫ﹶ‬       ‫ﹾ ‪‬ﺭ‬
               ‫ﺃﻥ ﺃﺸﻕ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﺩﺭﺍ..‬
                                           ‫ﺃﺸﺭﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ:‬
              ‫"ﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﻨﺸﻕ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺃﻤﻭﺕ.."‬
                 ‫ﹸ‬        ‫ﹼ‬
                      ‫ﺃﺸﺎﺭﺕ" ﺘﻌ ‪‬ﻯ‬
                       ‫ﺭ‬
                ‫ﺍﺨﻠﻊ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﺩ..‬
                  ‫‪‬‬
     ‫ﻭﺍﺒﺫل ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻡ ﻭﺍﻟﺩﻡ..‬
       ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬     ‫ِْ‪‬‬
     ‫ﻭﺍﺭﻓﻊ ﺍﻟﻌﻅﻡ ﺘﺎ ‪‬ﺎ ِﻴﺎ.."‬
          ‫‪ ‬ﺠ ﻟ‬
                                        ‫ﻓﻔ ‪‬ﺭﺕ ﻨﻬ ‪‬ﺍ..‬
                                           ‫ﺠ ﹸ ﺭ‬
                  ‫ﻭ ِﻤﻨﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺩ ِﻴﺎ..!‬
                       ‫‪‬ﻤ‬         ‫ﻨ‬
                                                 ‫) ٥(‬
                                ‫ﻴﺄﻜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺘﻪ..‬
                                  ‫ﹶ‪‬‬
            ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻬﺭﺝ.. ﻴﺄﻜل ﺃﻗﻨﻌﺘﻪ..‬
              ‫ﹶ‪‬‬
                ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﻫﻴﺭ ﺘﻀﺤﻙ..‬
               ‫ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﻴﺴﻠﻡ ﺃﺴﻠﺤﺘﻪ..‬
                 ‫ﹶ‪‬‬
                            ‫ﻭﻴﻤﻭﺕ..‬
              ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﻫﻴﺭ ﺘﻀﺤﻙ.. ﺘﻀﺤﻙ.. ﺘﻀﺤﻙ‬
        ‫ﻭﻫﻲ ﺘﻤﻭﺕ ﺭﻭﻴ ‪‬ﺍ.. ﺭﻭﻴﺩﺍ..‬
                   ‫ﺩ‬
                                                 ‫) ٦(‬
                                ‫ﻴﺄﻜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺘﻪ..‬
                        ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻟ ﹶﻲ ﺴﻨﺔ‬
                             ‫ﻔ‬
            ‫ﻭﻴﺼﺒﺢ ﻁﺎﺌﺭﺓ ﻤﻥ ﻭﺭﻕ‬
            ‫ﹾ‬
               ‫ﺩﻡ ﻴﺘﺴ ‪‬ﺏ ﻤﻥ ﻜﻔﻨﺎ..‬
                          ‫‪ ‬ﺭ‬
                    ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺨﻴﻭﻁ ﺘﻁﻴﺭ..‬
                           ‫ﹸ‬
     ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﺴ ‪ ‬ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺤﺏ ﺒﻜﺭﻩ..‬
       ‫ٍ‬    ‫‪ ‬‬        ‫ﹶﺭ ‪‬ﺏ‬
      ‫ﻭﺩﻤﻊ ﺒﻀﺤﻜﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻵﻤﻨﺔ‬
                    ‫‪‬‬


‫٩٢‬
‫ﻓﻴﻭﺭﻕ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻐﻀﺏ..‬
                                  ‫‪‬‬
                    ‫ﻭﺘﻨﻤﻭ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺴﻭﺴﻨﺔ‬
            ‫ﻓﻨﻘﻁﻔﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺴﻨﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﺏ..‬
              ‫‪‬‬
              ‫)ﻓﺄﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ(..‬
                      ‫ِ‬
            ‫ﻨﺩﻓ ﹸﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻓﺼﻭل ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺏ..‬
              ‫‪‬‬               ‫ﻨ‬
               ‫)ﺤﺒﻨﺎ ﻁﺎﻫﺭ..‬
                 ‫‪‬‬
             ‫ﻜﺩﻡ ٍ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺩﻴﻘﺔ(‬
                           ‫ﺯﻫﺭﺘﺎ ﻋﺸﻘﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺘﻼﺼﻕ‬
                           ‫ﹾ‬
                                  ‫ﻋﺭﻕ ﻋﻨﺒﺭ‬
                                  ‫‪‬‬    ‫ﹲ‬
                               ‫ﻏﻀﺏ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ‬
                               ‫‪‬‬    ‫‪‬‬
                        ‫ﻭﺸﻼل ﺩﻡ.. ﺯﻻل..‬
                                   ‫ُ‬
                      ‫ﻴﻐﻁﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺩﺍﺌﻕ‬
                      ‫ﹾ‬
                               ‫ﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺜﺎﻨﻴﺔ ﺜﺎﻨﻴﺔ‬
                                     ‫‪ ‬ﹰ‬
                               ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ..‬
                                      ‫ِ‬
                                               ‫) ٧(‬
                                  ‫ﻴﺄﻜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺘﻪ‬
                                  ‫ﹶ‪‬‬
     ‫ﻴﺼﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ ﻤﻘﺫﻭﻓﺔ.. ﺃﻭ .. ﺤﺠﺭ‬
     ‫‪‬‬           ‫ﹰ‬
                                         ‫ﻴﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ‬
                                         ‫‪‬‬
                   ‫ﻴﺼﺩﺭ ﺁﺨﺭ ﺸﻬﻘﺔ‬
                 ‫ﻭﻴﻨﻁﻕ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ ﺨﺒﺭ..‬
                   ‫‪‬‬
                        ‫"ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﻓﺎﺠﺌﻨﻲ.. ﺇﻨﻨﻲ...‬
                   ‫ﻴﺼﻔﻕ ﺃﻟﻑ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻀﺭﻴﻥ‬
                   ‫‪‬‬        ‫ِ‬         ‫ﹲ‬
         ‫ﻴﻅﻨﻭﻥ ﺃﻨﻪ ﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻘﻭﻡ. )ﺁﺩﻡ(‬
          ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬
             ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻪ ﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻁﻴﺭ.. )ﺩﻡ(‬
              ‫‪‬‬     ‫‪‬‬
             ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﺎﺤﺎﻥ..‬
               ‫ِ‬
                        ‫)ﺠﻑ ﺍﻟﺩﻡ!(‬
                          ‫ﹼ ‪‬‬
                                               ‫) ٨(‬
                     ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﺴﻔﺭ‬
                     ‫‪‬‬
                                ‫ﻴﺼﻔﻕ ﺃﻟﻑ..‬
                                  ‫ﹲ‬


‫٠٣‬
‫ﻴﺼﻔﻕ ﻤﺎﺌﺔ..‬
         ‫ﻴﺼﻔﻕ ﺨﻤﺱ..‬
         ‫ﺃﺼﻔﻕ ﻭﺤﺩﻱ..‬
                    ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﻨﻬﺽ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ..‬
                      ‫‪‬‬
         ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻱ ﺃﺼﻔﻕ..‬
           ‫ﹸ‬
       ‫ﻻ ﻴﻨﻬﺽ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ..‬
         ‫‪‬‬
         ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻱ ﺃﺼﻔﻕ..‬
           ‫ﹸ‬
                ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﻁل ﺍﻟﺠﻨﺎﺤﺎﻥ ﻤﻥ ﺠﺎﻨﺒ ‪‬ﺎ..‬
                   ‫ﻴ‬
              ‫ﺃﺭﻓﺭﻑ..‬
                ‫ﹸ‬
            ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻁﻴﺭ..‬
              ‫‪‬‬
                    ‫ﻭﺃﺴﻌﻰ ُﻻﻤﺱ ﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬
                      ‫‪‬‬            ‫ﺃ‬
                                 ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻋﺎﺒﺱ...‬
                                    ‫‪‬‬
              ‫ﻋﺎﺒﺱ ...‬
                  ‫‪‬‬
                     ‫ﻓﺄﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﻨﻲ ﻏ ‪‬ﺍ ﺴﺄﺼﻴﺭ..‬
                       ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﺩ‬
     ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﻤﻘﺫﻭﻓﺔ‬
     ‫ﹰ‬
            ‫ﺃﻭ ... ﺤﺠﺭ‬
            ‫‪‬‬
     ‫ﻓﺂﻜل ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺘﻲ ﻗﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻤﺱ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﺤﻴل..‬
       ‫ْ‬
                 ‫ﻭﺁﻜل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﻭﺍﻨﺢ ﺤﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﺨﻁﺭ!‬
                  ‫‪‬‬
                                             ‫) ٩(‬
                                     ‫‪‬ﻥ ﻤﺨﻁ ٌ؟‬
                                      ‫ﺊ‬      ‫ﻤ‬
                 ‫ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ.. ﺃﻡ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺸﻔﻕﹾ؟‬
                                  ‫‪‬‬
                                        ‫ﺍﻷﺠﻨﺤﺔ..‬
                     ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ.. ﺘﺘﺂﻜل‬
              ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ.. ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ..‬
                          ‫ﻤﺼﺒﻭﻏﺔ ﺤﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎ..‬
                                      ‫ﹲ‬
                             ‫ﺩ ‪‬ﺎ.. ﺩ ‪‬ﺎ..‬
                                ‫‪‬ﻤ ‪‬ﻤ‬
                           ‫ﻫل ﻤﺨﻁﺊ ﺇﻥ ﻁﺎﺭ..‬
                             ‫‪‬‬      ‫ٌ‬
                         ‫ﺃﻭ ﺇﻥ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻁﺭ‪‬؟؟‬
                            ‫ﺸﻔﻕ.. ﺤﺠﺭ‬
                            ‫‪‬‬     ‫ﹲ‬



‫١٣‬
‫ﺍﻷﺠﻨﺤﺔ..‬
                          ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ ﺘﺘﻜﺴﺭ..‬
                            ‫‪‬‬
                          ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ ﺘﺘﻜﺴﺭ..‬
                            ‫‪‬‬
                        ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ.. ﺘﺘﻜﺎﺜﺭ..‬
                          ‫‪‬‬
                         ‫ﻜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ ﺘﻁﻴﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ..‬
                           ‫‪‬‬
                            ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻻ ﺃﺭﻯ ﺩﻤﻬﺎ‬
                                  ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﺠﺎﺕ‬
                                    ‫ﻴﺼﻌﺩ ﻟﻠﺸﻔﻕ‬
                                    ‫ﹾ‬
     ‫ﺍﻟﺴﺭﺏ ﻴﻀﺭﺏ ﺭﺃﺴﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺎﺌﻁ ﺍﻷﻓﻕ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻭﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺩﻴﺩ‬
     ‫‪‬‬      ‫‪‬‬
                                               ‫ﺭﻜﻥ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ..‬
                                                 ‫‪‬‬
                                                       ‫ﻴﻨﻐﻠﻕ..‬
                                                         ‫ﹾ‬
                                                ‫ﻭﺍﻷﺠﻨﺤﺔ..‬
             ‫ﺴﺘﻌﻭﺩ.. ﻟﻜﻥ ﻟﻥ ﺘﻌﻭﺩ ﻜﻤﺎ ﻤﻀﻰ..‬
                                 ‫- ﺴﺭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻴﻠﻭﺡ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻓﻕ -‬
                                   ‫ﹾ‬            ‫ﺒ‬
                                                  ‫ﺍﻷﺠﻨﺤﺔ..‬
                                            ‫ﺘﺘﻨﺎﺜﺭ..‬
                                              ‫‪‬‬
                                 ‫ﺘﺘﻨﺎﺜﺭ..‬
                                   ‫‪‬‬
                      ‫ﺘﺘﻨﺎﺜﺭ..‬
                        ‫‪‬‬


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‫٢٣‬
‫ﺳﻴﺪة اﻟﻤﺴﺮح‬

                      ‫ﻗﺎﺒﻠﺕ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻗﺎﺕ ﻓﻘﻠﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ:‬
                           ‫ﹸ‬               ‫ﹰ‬     ‫ﹸ‬
                       ‫"ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ"!!‬
                          ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﹶ‬
                    ‫)ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺒل ﺘﻤﺜل ﺃﺩﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻜﺎﺕ..‬
                      ‫ِ‬
                        ‫ﻓﺼﺎﺭﺕ ﻤﻠﻜﺔ!(‬
                             ‫"ﺇﻨﻲ ﺸﺎﻫﺩﺘﻙ" – ﻗﻠﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ –‬
          ‫ﻓﻲ "ﻜﻠﻴﻭﺒﺎﺘﺭﺍ" ﺘﻨﺴﻜﺒﻴﻥ ﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ ﻟﻴﻭﻨﺔ‬
                               ‫ﻓﻲ "ﻤﻴﺩﻴﺎ" ﺘﻨﻔﺠﺭﻴﻥ ﺠﻨﻭ ﹰﺎ‬
                                ‫ﻨ‬
                            ‫ﻭﺸﻬﺩﺘﻙ ﺘﺤﺘﻀﻨﻴﻥ " ﺃﻭﺩﻴﺏ"‬
                               ‫ﻭ"ﻫﻤﻠﺕ"‬
                            ‫ﻭ"ﺍﻟﻤﺠﻨﻭﻨﺎ"!‬
                                       ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ‬
                                       ‫‪‬‬
                    ‫ﺘﺎﺒﻌﺕ ﻋﺭﻭﻀﻙ ﻤﻥ "ﺃﺴﻭﺍﻥ"‬
                     ‫‪‬‬               ‫ﹸ‬
                              ‫ﺇﻟﻰ "ﺴﻴﻨﺎ"‬
                        ‫"ﺸﻜ ‪‬ﺍ"!‬
                           ‫ﺭ‬                     ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ ﻟﻲ:‬
                                                  ‫ﻗﻠﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ:‬
                 ‫ﻤﺫ ﺃﻥ ﻗﻠﺩﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ ﺘﺎﺝ ﺍﻟﻔﻠﻙ..‬
                   ‫‪ ‬ﹸﹾ ‪‬‬                   ‫‪ ‬ﹾ ﹸﱢ ‪ِ ‬‬
            ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﺘﻤﻨﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﻤﺼﺎﺩﻓﺔ"‬
             ‫ﹰ‬      ‫ِ‬
                                   ‫"ﺸﻜ ‪‬ﺍ"!‬
                                      ‫ﺭ‬          ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ ﻟﻲ:‬
                                          ‫ﻗﻠﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ:‬
                              ‫"ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ ﻜﺩﺕ ﺃﺠ ‪‬‬
                              ‫ُ ‪‬ﻥ‬
                    ‫ﺠﺌﺘﻙ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺒل ﻭﺃﻭﻗﻔﻨﻲ ﻤﺴﺌﻭل ﺍﻷﻤﻥ‬
                    ‫‪‬‬
                         ‫ﺃﻓﻬﻤﺘﻪ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺒﻬﺭﻴﻥ‬
                         ‫‪‬‬
                           ‫ﺃﻓﻬﻤﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﻙ ﺘﺠﺘﻤﻌﻴﻥ"‬
                            ‫‪‬‬
                                     ‫ﻅﻬﺭﻱ ﻤﺴ ِﻨﺩ ﻟﻠﺸﺠﺭﺓ‬
                                            ‫ﺘ‪‬‬
                                       ‫ﺸﻬﺭ ﻭﱠﻰ..‬
                                          ‫‪ ‬ﻟ‬
                                          ‫ﺸﻬﺭﺍﻥ..‬
                                            ‫ِ‬
                                   ‫ﺜﻤﺎﻨﻴﺔ..‬
                                     ‫ﹲ‬



‫٣٣‬
‫ﻋﺸﺭﺓ..‬
       ‫)ﻻ ﺒﺄﺱ.. ﻓﺈﻨﻲ ﺃﻓﻬﻡ ﻜﻴﻑ ﻴﻁﻴل ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻔﻴﻭﻥ!(‬
         ‫‪‬‬
                          ‫"ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ.. ﻜﺩﺕ ﺃﺠﻥ‬
                          ‫‪‬‬         ‫ِ‬      ‫ﹶ‬
                                      ‫ﻫﺫﻱ "ﺠﻠﹾﻨﺎﺭﻩ"..‬
                                         ‫‪ ‬‬
            ‫ﺯﻫﺭﺓ ﺃﻋﻤﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺒﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻭﺍﻀﻊ ﻟﻠﻔﻥ‬
            ‫ِ ‪‬‬           ‫ِ‬     ‫ِ‬     ‫ﹸ‬
                                       ‫ﻫﺫﻱ "ﺠﻠﻨﺎﺭﻩ"‬
                        ‫ﻗﺼﺔ ﺴﻴﺩﺓ...‬
                           ‫ٍ‬    ‫ﹸ‬
                 ‫‪‬ﺤﻤﺎﻙ...‬
                        ‫ﺭ‬
         ‫ﻻ ﺘﻤﺸﻲ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺘﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ..‬
              ‫ﻻ ﺘﻤﺸﻲ ﻴﺎ ..‬
                ‫ﻻ..‬
                                ‫×××‬


         ‫ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻷﺨﻀﺭ ‪‬ﻤﻨﺢ ﻓﻲ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻷﻭﻗﺎﺕ..‬
           ‫ﹾ‬                ‫ﻴ‬
             ‫ﻟﺘﻤﺭ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺎﺭﺍﺕ..!‬
                ‫ﹾ‬


     ‫****‬




‫٤٣‬
‫ﻣﺬآﺮات ﻓﺮاء‬

                            ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺒﺭ ﹸ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺎل ﺍﻷﺠﻨﺒﻴﺔ‬
                                              ‫َ ‪ ‬ﻕ‬
     ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺁﻨﺌﺫ ﻓﺭﺍﺀ ﻴﺘﻤ ﱠﻰ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻓﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﻟﺴﻬﺭﺓ‬
           ‫ٍ‬          ‫ٍ ‪ ‬ﻁ‬
                                              ‫ﺫﺍﺕ ﻤﺭﺓ..‬
                                                    ‫ﹶ‬
                                            ‫ﺃﻋﺠﺒﺕ ﺒﻲ..‬
                                                 ‫ُ ‪ ِ ‬ﹾ‬
               ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺘﻔﺤﺹ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﻓ ‪‬ﺎ‬
                ‫ﻴ‬
                                                ‫ﻟﻭﺜﺘﻨﻲ..‬
                       ‫ﻓﺎﺸﺘﺭﺘﻨﻲ..!‬
         ‫×××‬
                                                ‫ﻋﱠﻘﺘﻨﻲ..‬
                                                      ‫‪‬ﻠ‬
                   ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺸﻬﺭ ﻭﻤﺴﺎﻤﻲ ﺘﺨﺘﻨﻕ‬
                   ‫ﹾ‬
            ‫)ﺍﻓﺘﺤﻲ ﻟﻲ.. ﺍﻓﺘﺤﻲ ﻟﻲ(‬
        ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺸﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﺼﻴﻑ ﻴﻀﺤﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺠﻨﻭﻨﻲ‬
                   ‫ﻭﻋﻴﻭﻨﻲ ﺘﺤﺘﺭﻕ‬
                   ‫ﹾ‬
          ‫×××‬
                              ‫ﺃﺫﻜﺭ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﺒﺎﻱ..‬
                                ‫ﺼ ‪‬‬      ‫ﺭ‬
                      ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺸﻁﺭ ﺜﻌﻠﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻲ .. ﺃﺫﻜﺭ..‬
                        ‫‪‬‬       ‫‪‬‬       ‫ٍ‬    ‫‪‬‬    ‫ﹸ‬
          ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺫﻜﺭ ﺴﻭﺍﻱ..!‬
             ‫‪‬‬    ‫ٍ‬      ‫‪‬‬
                           ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺸﺎ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺴﻨﻲ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﻴﺔ‬
                           ‫ِ‬           ‫‪‬‬       ‫ﺒ‬
       ‫ﺃﺭﻀﻌﺘﻨﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ.. ﺃﻁﻌﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻨﻁﻼﻗﻲ‬
                       ‫‪‬‬


                     ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﻗﻨﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﻠﻕ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺃﺜﻭﺍﺏ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺭ‬
                     ‫ِ‬                        ‫َ ﹾﹶ ‪‬‬
                   ‫ﻓﺭﺍﺀ ﺯﻫﻭﻱ ﻭﺍﺸﺘﻴﺎﻗﻲ؟!‬
         ‫×××‬


                    ‫ﺠﺎﺀ ﺸﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺩ.. ﺃﻨﻘﺫﻨﻲ ﻭﻓﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﻬﺭﻴﺭ‬
                    ‫‪‬‬
             ‫ﻭﻀﻌﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻤﻠﻤﺴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺨﺭﺍﻓﻲ ﺍ ُﺤﺎﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﻨﻅﻴﺭ‬
                    ‫‪‬‬   ‫‪ ‬ﻷ‬
                   ‫ﻫﺎﺠﻤﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺢ ﻓﺎﺤﺘﻀﻨﺘﻨﻲ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻻ ﺃﻁﻴﺭ‬



‫٥٣‬
‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﻁﻴﺭ‬


                                    ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﺤﻀ ﹰﺎ..‬
                                       ‫ﻨ‬    ‫ﹸ‬
                                    ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﻨﺒ ‪‬ﺎ..‬
                                       ‫ﻀ‬


                  ‫ﺍﻜﺘﺴﻰ ﺭﻴﺸﻲ ﺍﻨﺒﻬﺎ ‪‬ﺍ...‬
                      ‫ﺭ‬
           ‫ﺠﺎﺩل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﻏﻴﺎﺒﻲ.. ﻭﺍﻟﺤﻀﻭﺭ‬
           ‫‪‬‬               ‫ﹸ‬
                                               ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ..!‬
                                                   ‫‪‬ﻴ‬
                      ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺠﺎﺀ.. ﺭﺍﻗﺼﺘﻪ‬
                      ‫ﹾ‪‬‬       ‫‪‬‬
                 ‫ﺘﺭﻜﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻜﺭﺴﻲ ﻋﺘﻴﻕ‬
                 ‫ٍ‬    ‫‪‬‬
                                                 ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻗﺎﻤﺎ..‬
              ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﻌﺒﺙ ﻓﻲ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ!‬


                                                 ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻨﺎﻤﺎ..‬
           ‫ﻨﺴﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻨﺤﻨﺎﺌﻲ ﻟﻠﺼﺒﺎﺡ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﺅﺨﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﻴﺭ!!‬


          ‫×××‬


                ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﺸﻬﺭ.. ﺃﺒﺩﻟﺘﻨﻲ ﺒﻔﺭﺍﺀ ﺴ ‪‬ﺭﻩ ﻀﻌﻔﻲ ﺜﻼ ﹰﺎ‬
                 ‫ﺜ‬         ‫ﻌ ‪‬‬
                             ‫ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺘﺴﻠﻤﻨﻲ ﻟﻜﻑ‬
                             ‫ﱟ‬
                          ‫ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﺒﺼﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺭﻉ ﻤ ‪‬ﺓ!‬
                            ‫‪‬ﺭ‬
                                 ‫ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺘﺴﻠﻤﻨﻲ ﺜﻼ ﹰﺎ‬
                                  ‫ﺜ‬               ‫‪ ‬ﹾ‬
       ‫ﺘﺭﻜﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻓﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﻟﺴﻬﺭﺓ‬
             ‫ٍ‬
     ‫ﺃﺘﻠﻤﺱ ﻤﻥ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ ﻅﻬﺭ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ‬
          ‫‪‬‬   ‫ٍ‬


                                          ‫ﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﻋﺸﻘﻬﺎ ﻏ ‪‬ﺍ..‬
                                             ‫ﺩ‬
     ‫ﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﺫﻜﺭ ﻜل ﺃﻴﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﺘ ﹶﻌﻠﺏ ﻓﻲ ﻴﺩﻴﻬﺎ‬
              ‫ِ ﱠﺜ ﹸ ِ‬
                 ‫ﹸﺸﻌل ﺍﻹﻴﻘﺎﻉ ﻓﻲ ﻜﺒﺩﻱ‬
                         ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﺘ ُ‬
             ‫ﻟﺘﺘﺭﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻭﺤﺩﻱ‬
                  ‫ﹸ َ‬



‫٦٣‬
‫ﻭﺘﺒﺩﻟﻨﻲ ﻏﺩﺍ..‬
        ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﹸﻘﺴﻡ ﺇﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻨﻅﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺭﻉ ﻤﺭﺓ‬
                                ‫ﺘﹾ ِ ‪‬‬


     ‫ﻓﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻭﻻﺒﻙ‬
           ‫ﻫﺎ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ‬
          ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺘﻜﻠﻤﻲ..‬
     ‫ﺼﻤﺘﻜﻥ ﺼﺎﺭ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ.. ﺃﻟﻑ ﻤﺭﺓ!‬


     ‫****‬




‫٧٣‬
‫ﻗﺼﺎﺋﺪ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻨﺠﺎن‬

                                      ‫ﺒﻌﺽ ﻭﺭﻴﻘﺎﺕ ﻤﺎﺘﺕ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬
                        ‫ﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭ ﺍﻷﻋﺼﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺨﻀﺭﺍﺀ‬
                        ‫‪‬‬
                                      ‫ﻴﺎﺒﺴﺔ..‬
                                        ‫ﹲ‬
                             ‫ﻴﻌﺠﺯ ﻋﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺀ‬
                             ‫‪‬‬
          ‫×××‬
                                                        ‫) ١(‬
                                          ‫ﻗﻠﺒﻲ.. ﻴﻌﻤل ﺒﺎﻟﻐﺎﺯ‬
                                          ‫ِ‬
                                      ‫ُﻏ ﹼﻴﻪ ﺼﺒﺎ ‪‬ﺎ..‬
                                         ‫ﺤ‬       ‫ﺃ ﺫ‬
                         ‫ﻴﻨﺒﺽ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻤﻨﺘﺼﻑ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل!‬
                             ‫ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﻓﺎﺘﻨﺔ ﺘﻌﻤل ﺒﺎﻟﻜﻴﺭﻭﺴﻴﻥ!‬
                                       ‫ﻟﻤﺎ ﻨﺘﺼﺎﺭﺡ..‬
             ‫ﻨﻌﺭﻑ ﺃﻥ ﻋﺒﻭﺓ ﻜل ﻤﻨﺎ ﻨﺎﺴﻔﺔ..‬
               ‫ﹲ‬
                            ‫ﻨﻌﺸﻕ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ..!‬
                                ‫‪‬‬
                                      ‫ﻨﺘﻘﺎﺒل ﻓﻲ ﻤﻴﺩﺍﻥ ﺍﻷﺯﻫﺭ‬
                                      ‫‪‬‬
      ‫)ﻨﺘﺄﻤل ﻋﻠ ‪‬ﺎ ﺘﻤﺸﻲ ﻴﺼﻌﺩ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻬﺩ ﻭﻴﺭﻫﻘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﺩﺨﻴﻥ(!‬
        ‫‪‬‬                                     ‫ﺒ‬
                  ‫ﺘﺘﻴﻘﻅ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭﻨﺎ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ..‬
                     ‫ﻨﺘﻌﺎﻨﻕ ﺴﻬ ‪‬ﺍ..‬
                        ‫ﻭ‬
                            ‫ﻨﻘ ‪‬ﻯ..‬
                               ‫ﻭ‬
                   ‫ﻨﺘﺤﺩﻯ ﺃﺩﺨﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﻅﺭﺍﺕ ﻭﻓﺭﻗﻌﺔ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ..‬
                     ‫ِ‬       ‫ﹶ‬      ‫ِ‬       ‫ﹶ‬
                                      ‫ﻭﻨﺒﻘﻰ..‬
                                       ‫ﺤﺘﻰ..‬
                                  ‫ﺘﻨﺩﻟﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﻨﺯﻴﻥ!‬
                                                ‫×××‬
                                                        ‫) ٢(‬
                                ‫ﻁﺎﻗﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻨﻔﺠﺭﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻹﺴﻔﻠﺕ‬
                                 ‫ﺸﺭﺍﺭﺓ ؟؟‬
                    ‫ﺘﺸﻌل ﻓﻴﻤﻥ ﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﻏﺒﺔ‬


‫٨٣‬
‫ﻓﻐﺩﻭﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﻟﻲ..‬
                       ‫ﺃﺯﻫﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻴﺩﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﺒﺔ!‬
                                         ‫ﺭ‬
              ‫×××‬
         ‫ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﻁﻠﺏ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺼﺤﺎﺒﻲ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻭﺼﻠﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻤﻨﻬﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﺘﻴﺎﺭ..‬
           ‫‪‬‬                                          ‫ﻨ‬
                                            ‫ﻋﱢﻲ ﺃﺘﻨﻔﺱ.‬
                                             ‫‪‬‬      ‫‪‬ﻠ‬
                                 ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻴﺠﺭﺒﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻤﻨﻬﻡ..‬
                                        ‫‪‬‬
                               ‫ﺃﻋﺠﺯ ﻋﻥ ﺇﺼﺩﺍﺭ ﺸﺭﺍﺭ‬
                               ‫‪‬‬
                                         ‫ﺘﻔﺤﺼﻨﻲ ﺯﻭﺠﺘﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺒﻠﻰ‬
                                            ‫ﺤ‬
                                              ‫ﺘﺘﺤﺴﺱ..‬
                                               ‫ﺘﺘﺤﺴﺱ.‬
                                                ‫‪‬‬
                                            ‫ﺘﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻨﻲ.. "ﺃﺘﻜﻠﺱ"‬
                                             ‫َ ﹶ ﹶﱠ ‪‬‬
                                ‫ﺘﺒﻜﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺩﺭ ﺼﺩﻴﻘﻲ‬
                                      ‫ِ‬
                                                   ‫ﺘﺒﻜﻲ..‬
                                                   ‫ﺘﺒﻜﻲ..‬
                               ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺘﻨﻌﺱ ..!!‬
                                    ‫‪‬‬
             ‫×××‬
                                                             ‫)٣(‬
                                          ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺒﺴﻡ ﻴﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻲ‬
                                                  ‫ﹸ‬    ‫‪  ‬‬
                    ‫ﺸﻔﺘﻲ ﺘﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻥ ﺸﻔﺔ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ‬
                         ‫ٍ‬
     ‫ﺍﻟﺸﻔﺔ ﺍﻷﺨﺭﻯ ﺘﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻥ ﺸﻔﺔ ﻤﺠﻬﻭﻟﺔ‬
            ‫ِ‬
            ‫ٍ‬                 ‫ﹸ‬
                                      ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﻬﻭﻟﺔ ﺘﺒﺤﺙ..‬
                                        ‫ﹸ‬    ‫ﹸ‬        ‫ﹸ‬
                        ‫ﻋ ‪‬ﻥ ﻴﻌﺭﻓﻬﺎ...‬
                                   ‫ﻤ‬
              ‫×××‬
                                                             ‫) ٤(‬
                                 ‫ﺤﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﺍﺼﻁﺩﻤﺕ ﺭﻜﺒﺘﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻘﻤﺭ‬
                                   ‫ﺤﻨﻭﺕ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ‬
                                        ‫ﹸ‬
                                         ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺕ ﻟﻪ‬
                                            ‫ﹸ‬
                  ‫"ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻭﻗﻔﺕ ﺒﻭﺠﻬﻲ؟"‬
                          ‫ﹶ‬
                                               ‫ﺜﻡ ﻗ ‪‬ﻠﺘﻪ..‬
                                                 ‫ﹶﺒ ﹾ ﹸ ‪‬‬


‫٩٣‬
‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﺒﻜﻲ ﻭﻴﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ ﻋﻥ ﻁﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺎﺡ‬
                                    ‫ﻓﺎﺼﻁﺤﺒﺘﻪ ﻟﻠ ِﺴﻡ..‬
                                      ‫ﻘ ِ‬
     ‫- ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻷﻤﻴﻥ ﻴﺴﺠل ﺤﺎﺩﺜﺔ ﻤﺯﻋﺠﺔ -‬
             ‫ﹰ‬          ‫‪‬‬
                                           ‫)ﺍﺨﺘﻔﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ‬
                ‫ﻓﻲ ﻅﺭﻭﻑ ﺘﺜﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﺅﺍل(‬
                 ‫َ‬
                                 ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺎﺡ ﺘﻔﺘﺵ ﻋﻨﻪ‬
                   ‫ﻭﺘﺠﻤﻊ ﺒﺎﺤﺜﺔ ﻋﻥ ﺃﺜﺭ‬
                   ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﹰ‬
                                    ‫ﻓﺎﺼﻁﺤﺒﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬
                                      ‫‪‬‬
                       ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻠﺠﺄ ﻟﻠﻴﺘﺎﻤﻰ‬
                               ‫ٍ‬
                    ‫ﻓﻌﺎﻨﻘﻨﻲ.. ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺒﻜﻲ‬
                 ‫ﻭﻗﺒﻠﻨﻲ.. ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺠﻬﺵ..‬
                                  ‫ﻗﺒﻠ ﹸﻪ‬
                                  ‫ﺘ‪‬‬
                           ‫ﺜﻡ ﻭﺩﻋﻨﻲ..‬
                        ‫ﻭﻓﻘﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﺒﺼﺭ!‬
                         ‫‪‬‬
           ‫×××‬
                                                            ‫) ٥(‬
                                                       ‫ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ..‬
                                                         ‫‪‬‬
                                ‫ﻴﺒﺤﺙ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻋﻥ ﻏﺎﺒﺔ..‬
                                  ‫ٍ‬
                     ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻷﺨﺭ..!‬
                        ‫ُﹶ‪‬‬
              ‫×××‬
                                                            ‫) ٦(‬
                                           ‫ﺯﻭﺠﺘﻲ ﻻ ﺘﺤﺏ ﺃﺨﻲ‬
                                ‫- ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻯ ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺏ -‬
                                  ‫‪‬‬
                                                           ‫ﺇﻨﻤﺎ..‬
                ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻻﺜﻨﺎﻥ ﺃﻭل ﻤﻥ ﻓﺘﺵ ﺍﻟﺠﺜﺔ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﺯﺠﺔ‬
                        ‫ﹶ‬                ‫ِ‬
                                   ‫ﻭﻻﺫﺍ – ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﺜﻨﻴﻥ ﻤﻐﻨﻤﻲ –‬
                                     ‫‪‬‬
                              ‫ﺒﺎﻟﻬﺭﺏ!‬
                               ‫‪‬‬
              ‫×××‬




‫٠٤‬
‫) ٧(‬
                 ‫ﺃﺨﺒﺭﻨﻲ ﺯﻭﺝ ﺼﺩﻴﻘﺔ ﺨﺎﻟﺔ ﺠﺎﺭﻱ ﺃﻭل ﺃﻤﺱ‬
                              ‫ِ ِ‬        ‫‪‬‬
                                        ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺸﺒﻪ ﺸﺨ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎ..‬
                                              ‫ﺼ‬
                                                    ‫ﺸﺒ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎ..‬
                                                          ‫ﻬ‬
                              ‫ﻴﺠﻌل ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ ﺩﻤﻭ ‪‬ﺎ..‬
                                 ‫ﻋ‬
              ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻴﺠﻬل ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺘﺤﺩﻴﺩ..؟‬
                                 ‫‪‬‬
     ‫ﻨﺴﺘﺭﺠﻊ ﻜل ﺍﻷﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺘﺭﻜﺔ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻨﻌﺠﺯ ﺃﻥ ﻨﺘﻭﺍﺼل...‬
                                         ‫ﻨﺭﺘﺩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺒﻌﺽ ﻟﻤﺎ..‬
                                               ‫ٍ‬       ‫‪‬‬
                                ‫ُﻨﺒﺌﻪ ﺇﻨﻲ ﻜﻨﺕ ﻟﻘﻴ ﹰﺎ..‬
                                   ‫ﻁ‬                 ‫ﺃ‬
                                       ‫ﻴﺒﻜﻲ ﻭﻫﻭ ﻴﻘﻭل ﺤﺯﻴ ﹰﺎ‬
                                        ‫ﻨ‬
                                 ‫ﺇﻨﻪ ﺃﺨﻁﺄ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺴﻨﻴﻥ..‬
                                 ‫ﻴﻌﻠﻥ ﺃﻨﻲ...!‬
                       ‫)ﻟﻜﻥ ﻴﻘﺴﻡ ﺇﻨﻪ ﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻌﻭﻀﻨﻲ...!!(‬
          ‫×××‬
                                                         ‫) ٨(‬
                   ‫ﻗﺭﺭ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻐﺘﺼﺏ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﺃﻭل ﺃﻨﺜﻰ ﺴﻴﻘﺎﺒﻠﻬﺎ!‬
                      ‫ﺴﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﻭﺍﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻬﻰ‬
                                             ‫‪‬‬
            ‫ﺘﺨﺭﺝ ﻗﻨﺒﻠﺔ ﺸﻬﻭﺍﻨﻴﺔ ﺍﻻﺴﺘﻔﺯﺍﺯ ﺘﻌﻠﻕ ﺒﺫﺭﺍﻉ ﻴﺩﻫﺎ‬
                 ‫ٍ‬          ‫ِ‬        ‫ﹸ‬
                                                ‫ﻴﺫﺒﺢ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﻬﺎ‬
                                ‫ﻴﺤﻤﻠﻬﺎ ﻭﹶﻬﺎ..‬
                                    ‫‪‬ﻟ‬
                     ‫ﻴﻁﺭﺤﻬﺎ ﺒﹶﻬﺎ..‬
                         ‫‪‬ﻠ‬
       ‫ﻴﺸﺭﻉ ﻜﱡﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻐﺘﺼﺒﺎ‬
                 ‫ﻠ‪‬‬
      ‫ﻟﻜﻥ.. ﻤﺎ ﺍﻨﺘﺼﺒﺎ....!!‬
          ‫×××‬
                                                         ‫) ٩(‬
                        ‫ﺭﻜﺏ ﻗﻁﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﻟﻅﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻌﻭﻥ‬
                        ‫‪‬‬       ‫ِ‬             ‫ﺭ‬
                                                 ‫ﺃﻭﺠﻪ.. ﺃﻭﺠﻪ‬
                                                 ‫‪‬‬      ‫‪‬‬
                               ‫ﻭﻗﻔﺎ ﺒﺠﻭﺍﺭ ﻗﻔﺎ‬
                              ‫- ﻤﻌﻬﻡ ﻭﻗﻑ -‬
                                ‫ﹶ‬


‫١٤‬
‫ﺩﺍﺴﺕ ﻗﺩﻤﻪ ﻗﺩﻡ ﻤﺎ ﺍﻋﺘﺫﺭﺕ‬
                ‫ﹾ‬         ‫‪ ‬‬
                                    ‫ﺤﻙ ﺒﺠﺴﺩﻩ ﺠﺴ ‪‬ﺍ‬
                                     ‫ﺩ‬
        ‫)ﺃﺸﻌل ﻓﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﺭﻏﺒﺔ!(‬
                 ‫_ ﺭﺒﺤﺕ ﺭﻏﺒ ﹸﻪ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺜﻼﺙ ﻤﺤﻁﺎﺕ‬
                 ‫ٍ‬              ‫ﺘ‬     ‫‪  ‬ﹾ‬
           ‫)ﻨﺯﻋﺕ ﺸﺭﻓﻪ!!(‬
              ‫ﹶ‪‬‬
      ‫ﺃﻟﺼﻕ ﻓﻲ ﻅﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺏ ﻤﻘﺩ ‪‬ﺔ ﺍﻟﺒﻨﻁﺎل ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺤﻭﻥ‬
      ‫‪‬‬       ‫ِ‬        ‫ِ ﻤ‬
                 ‫ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻪ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻴﻥ‬
                 ‫‪‬‬      ‫‪‬‬         ‫ِ‬
                    ‫ﻓﺘﺤﺕ ﻭﺴﻁ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺒﺎ‬
                           ‫ِ‬
                   ‫ﻫﻤﺴﺕ.. " ﺒﺎﺒﺎ ؟!" ...!!‬
                                      ‫ﹾ‬
     ‫×××‬
                                                 ‫)٠١(‬
                                            ‫ﻋﺯﻟﺘﻨﺎ ﺃ ﹼﺎ‬
                                             ‫َﻨ‬
                             ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻨﻘﺎﺒل ﺒﻌ ‪‬ﺎ‬
                              ‫ﻀ‬
                    ‫ﺘﻭﻗﻔﻨﺎ ﻤﺼﺎﻓﺤﺔ ﻋﺠﹶﻰ..‬
                       ‫ﹲ ﻠ‬
                          ‫ﻟﺘﻔﺭﻗﻨﺎ...‬
                                ‫ﻋﺯﻟﺘﻨﺎ ﺃ ﹼﺎ...‬
                                    ‫ﻨ‬
              ‫ﻨﻤﺸﻲ ﻋﺩﺩﺍ..‬
                                 ‫ﹶﻬ ِﻱ.. ﺃﺤ ‪‬ﺍ.. ﺃﺤﺩﺍ‬
                                         ‫ﺩ‬       ‫ﻨﻭ‬
     ‫×××‬
                                                 ‫)١١(‬
      ‫ﺩﺍﻓﻌﺕ ﻋﻨﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻗﺎﻟﻭﺍ: "ﻋﺎﻫﺭﺓ" ...‬
                                       ‫ﺯﺍﺭﺘﻨﻲ ﻟﻴﻼ..‬
                                         ‫ﹰ‬
                                 ‫ﺃﻏﻠﻘﺕ ﻓﺎﻫﻲ ﺒﻔﻴﻬﺎ..‬
               ‫ﺃﻏﻠﻘﺕ ﺒﺎﻟﻜﻌﺏ ﺒﺎﺏ..‬
                 ‫‪‬‬
                          ‫ﺃﻋﻁﺕ ﻋﻴﻭﻨﻲ.. ﻋﻴﻭ ﹶﻬﺎ..‬
                              ‫ﻨ‬
                   ‫ﺃﻋﻁﺕ ﻴﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺼﺭﺓ ..‬
                              ‫‪‬‬
                 ‫ﺠﺎﺀﺕ ﻟﺘﺩﻓﻊ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺴﺎﺏ!!‬
                   ‫‪‬‬
     ‫×××‬




‫٢٤‬
‫)٢١(‬
                            ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻭﺍﺏ ﺍﻷﺒﻜﻡ ﻴﻌﺸﻕ ﺨﺎﺩﻤﺔ ﻋﺫﺭﺍﺀ‬
                            ‫‪‬‬     ‫ﹰ‬     ‫ﹸ‬
                                       ‫ﺒﺎﺌﻊ ﺃﻟﺒﺎﻥ ﻴﺘﻭ ‪‬ﻁ..‬
                                         ‫ٍ ﺴﹸ‬         ‫‪‬‬
                                     ‫ﻴﺘﻭﺭﻁ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ!!‬
                                            ‫ﹸ‬
                                   ‫ﺘﺘﺒﻨﻰ ﺒﺎﺌﻌﺔ ﺍﻟﺨﺒﺯ ﺍﻟﻁﻔل ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻠﻘﻰ!‬
                                       ‫ﻤ‬          ‫ِ‬     ‫ﹸ‬
                                                      ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﻭﺤﺩﻱ..‬
                            ‫ﻓﻲ ﺫﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺸﻘﺔ‬
                                  ‫ِ‬
                                     ‫ﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﻭﺍﺏ ﺍﻷﺒﻜﻡ‬
                                     ‫ِ‬     ‫ِ‬          ‫ﹸ‬      ‫ﻨ‬
                             ‫)ﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺭﺁﻫﺎ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﺴﻁﺢ‬
                             ‫ِ‬                  ‫‪‬‬
                           ‫ﺘﺠﻔﻑ ﺩ ‪‬ﻬﺎ...(‬
                                 ‫ﹸ ‪‬ﻤ‬
                                   ‫ﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺩﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺫﺭﺍﺀ‬
                                           ‫ِ‬                  ‫ﻨ‬
                            ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﺘﺄﻤل ﺠﻴﺭ ﺒﻨﺎﻴﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻗﻁ..‬
                                             ‫‪‬‬
                             ‫ﻭﻴﻁﻭل ﻁﻭﺍﺒﻘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺭﺓ......‬
                                  ‫ﺁﺜﺎﺭ ﺩﻤﺎﺀ.....!!‬
                                         ‫‪‬‬
                 ‫×××‬
                                                              ‫)٣١(‬
                                      ‫ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﺅﺴﺎﺀ ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻭﺭ‬
                                      ‫‪‬‬      ‫َّ‬    ‫‪‬‬
                                     ‫ﻜﻤ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻔ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻤﺭﺍﺭ.. ﻭﻤﺎ ﺒﺼﻕ!‬
                                      ‫ﹾ‬         ‫‪‬‬      ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﻡ ﹶﻡ‬
                                         ‫ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺒﺭ ﺒﺎﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺭ..‬
                                           ‫‪‬‬             ‫‪‬‬
                               ‫ﻟﻠﻤﺸﺎﺓ ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ.. ﻓﺎﺤﺘل ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻕ...!!‬
                                    ‫ﹾ‬     ‫َّ‬      ‫‪‬‬     ‫ِ‬
                 ‫×××‬
                                                              ‫)٤١(‬
                                                  ‫ﺜﻭﺭ ﹸﻨﺎ ﺍﻨﺘﺼﺭﺕ!‬
                                                   ‫ﹾ‬        ‫ﺘ‬
                     ‫ﺃﻟﻘﻴﻨﺎ ﺒﺩﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺭﻫل ﻓﻲ ﻗﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ‬
                     ‫‪‬‬                    ‫‪‬‬
                                          ‫ّ‬    ‫‪‬‬
                  ‫ﺯﻏﺭﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻭﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺸﺒﺎﻙ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺭ ﺍﻷﺼﻔﺭ‬
                  ‫‪‬‬                   ‫ﹸ‬
     ‫ﻭﻗﻀﻴﻨﺎ ﺠﻤﻴ ‪‬ﺎ – ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﺴﺘﺜﻨﺎﺀ – ﻟﻴﻠﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺭ‬
     ‫‪‬‬                       ‫ٍ‬              ‫ﻌ‬
                               ‫ﻨﺸﺭﺏ ﻨﺨﺏ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﺓ‬
                             ‫ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺘﺼﺭﺓ..!‬
                 ‫×××‬


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  • 3. ‫اﻟﻔﻬﺮس‬ ‫ﻣﻘﺪﻣﺔ ﻻ ُﺪ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ .................................................................................................................. ٥‬ ‫ﺑ‬ ‫هﺎﻣﺶ ............................................................................................................................... ٧‬ ‫اﻟﺨﻴﻮل اﻟﺠﺮﻳﺤﺔ ................................................................................................................... ٨‬ ‫ﺳﻜﻴﻦ أﺥﻀﺮ ....................................................................................................................... ٩‬ ‫ً‬ ‫ﺣﻔﺮﻳــــــﺎﺕ )ﺃﺷﻌﺎﺭ ﻗﺪﳝﺔ ﺟﺪﺍ(‬ ‫ﺗﻮﺡﺶ ............................................................................................................................ ١١‬ ‫ﻣ ﱢﺘﻮن ............................................................................................................................. ٢١‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻗﺴﻢ ................................................................................................................................ ٤١‬ ‫ﻳﺎ ﻣﺤﺒﻮﺑﻲ ........................................................................................................................ ٥١‬ ‫ﲢﻄﻴﻢ ﺍﻷﺻﻨﺎﻡ‬ ‫دﻋﻮة ﻟﻠﻤﻮت ..................................................................................................................... ٩١‬ ‫ﺻﻨﻢ اﻟﻔﺼﺤﻰ .................................................................................................................... ١٢‬ ‫أم اﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎت ........................................................................................................................ ٢٢‬ ‫ّ‬ ‫داﺋﺮة اﻷﻟﻮان ..................................................................................................................... ٣٢‬ ‫أﻏﻨ َﺔ .............................................................................................................................. ٦٢‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫"ﻗﺎﻥﻮن اﻟﺪم".................................................................................................................... ٧٢‬ ‫ﺳﻴﺪة اﻟﻤﺴﺮح .................................................................................................................... ٣٣‬ ‫ﻣﺬآﺮات ﻓﺮاء .................................................................................................................... ٥٣‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺎﺋﺪ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻨﺠﺎن ................................................................................................................ ٨٣‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺴﺖ ﻗﺼﻴﺪة ..................................................................................................................... ٥٤‬ ‫ﺗﻨ ﱡﺆ ................................................................................................................................ ٧٤‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﺷﻴﺮﻳﻦ ............................................................................................................................ ٢٥‬ ‫دواﻣﺔ ............................................................................................................................. ٧٥‬ ‫ﻃﺮﻳـــﻖ ﺍﻵﻻﻡ‬ ‫ﻥﺸﻴﺪ اﻟﺸﻤﺲ .................................................................................................................... ٩٥‬ ‫رؤﻳﺎ ............................................................................................................................... ٣٦‬ ‫إﻥﺠﻴﻞ ﺝﺪﻳﺪ ....................................................................................................................... ٥٦‬ ‫إﺽﺮاب ............................................................................................................................ ٧٦‬ ‫"ﺳﻮق ﻋﻜﺎظ" .................................................................................................................. ٠٧‬ ‫اﻟﺤﺼﺎر ........................................................................................................................... ٢٧‬ ‫ﻣﻼﺡﻈﺔ ﻋﺎﺑﺮة ................................................................................................................... ٥٧‬ ‫"وأﻥﺎ ﺽﺪ اﻟﻌﺎﻟﻢ آﻠﻪ" .......................................................................................................... ٦٧‬ ‫ﻥﺸﻴﺪ اﻟﺨﺮوج .................................................................................................................... ٩٧‬ ‫٣‬
  • 4. ‫ﺳﻔْﺮ اﻟﻨﺒﻮة ....................................................................................................................... ٠٨‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺡﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ اﻟﺤﻴﺎة .................................................................................................................... ٣٨‬ ‫هﺰﻳﻤﺔ ﻥﻴﺮون اﻟﻌﺎﺷﻖ .......................................................................................................... ٥٨‬ ‫ﺑﻴﺎن اﻟﻔﺘﻮح ...................................................................................................................... ٦٨‬ ‫ﱡ‬ ‫ﺗﻄﻬــــــــﺮ‬ ‫إﻥﺸﺎد ............................................................................................................................ ٠٠١‬ ‫ﻥﺸﻴﺪ اﻟﺨﺘﺎم..................................................................................................................... ١٠١‬ ‫ﺥﻤﺎﺳﻴﻦ ........................................................................................................................ ٢٠١‬ ‫ﺷﻜﺮ ﺥﺎص ..................................................................................................................... ٣٠١‬ ‫دﻳﻮان اﻟﻔﺘﻰ .................................................................................................................... ٥٠١‬ ‫ﺳﻔْﺮ اﻟﺠﺤﻴﻢ .................................................................................................................... ٦١١‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻋﻴﺪ ﻣﻴﻼد.. ﺳﻌﻴﺪ .............................................................................................................. ٢٢١‬ ‫ﻋﻮدي ........................................................................................................................... ٥٢١‬ ‫٤‬
  • 5. ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻣﻘﺪﻣﺔ ﻻ ﺑﺪ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ‬ ‫٥‬
  • 6. ‫إهﺪاء‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ...‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺍﻜﺘﺸﻔﺕ ﺒﻌﺩ‬ ‫ﹸ ِﹶ ﹾ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﺭﺽ...‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﻔﺘﺢ ﺒﻌﺩ...‬ ‫ﹸ ﹾﹶ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺒﺤﺭ...‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﺭﻜﺏ ﺒﻌﺩ...‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺸﻤﺱ. ﻟﻡ ﺘﺴﻁﻊ ﺒﻌﺩ...‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﻤل ﻟﻡ ﻴﺭﻭﺽ... ‪‬ﺒﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻤﻴﻥ.. ‪‬ﻠﻬﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﺎﻴﺎ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﺩ..‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ِ ﻴ‬ ‫ٍ ‪  ‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﺨﻴل ﻟﻡ ﺘﻭﻟﻑ ﺒﻌﺩ...‬ ‫ٍ ﹸ ﱠ ﹾ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺭﺩ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻘﻠﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻅﺎﻓﺭﻩ ﻤﻘﺹ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ...‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِِ‬ ‫ٍ ‪ ‬ﹶﱢﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭ...‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻁﻔﺎل...‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻏﻴﻤﺎﺕ... ﻟﻡ ﺘﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﻌﺩ‬ ‫ﹸﹶ ‪  ‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺭﺠل ﻴﻘﺎﺘل ﺫﻜﺭﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﻜﻲ ﺘﺭ‪‬ﺘﺩ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺴﻴﻑ ﻻ ﻟﻪ ﻤﻥ ﻏﻤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺭﺠل..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﺴﻠﻡ ﺒﻌﺩ..‬ ‫‪ّ ‬ﹶ ‪ ‬‬ ‫****‬ ‫٦‬
  • 7. ‫هﺎﻣﺶ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻬﺎﻤﺵ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﻋﻠﻰ ﻟﺤﻅﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻀﻌﻑ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻴﺯﺤﻑ ِﻌﺭﻱ ﺠﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻤل ﻓﻲ ﻋﺭﺵ ﺍﻷﻤﺱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻬﻤﺱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﺇﻴﻘﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺩﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺭﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻋﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺸﺤﺫ ﻨﺼل ﺍﻟﺴﻴﻑ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺒﺎﻴﻊ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫****‬ ‫٧‬
  • 8. ‫اﻟﺨﻴﻮل اﻟﺠﺮﻳﺤﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺴّﻡ ﺴﻴﻔﻲ..‬ ‫ُ ‪‬ﻠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫×‬ ‫ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺴﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﻑ ﻗﺒﻠﻲ..‬ ‫ﺘﻌ ‪‬ﻯ ﺒﻪ‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﺭ ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻁﻠﺏ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻜ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺩل ﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺤ ﹶﻡ ﻌ ‪َ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﻤﻌﺎﻭﻴﺔ...‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺴﻴﻐﺴل ﻗﻠﺒﻪ ﻤﻥ ﺫﻨﺒ ِ؟‬ ‫ِﻪ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻥ ﺘﺭﻓﻌﻭﺍ ﻤﺼﺤ ﹰﺎ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺤﺭ‪‬ﺒﺔ...‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻔ‬ ‫ﹶِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺼﺭﺥ" ﹸﻌﺒﺔ"!‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻀﺭﺏ ﺃﻀﺭﺏ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﻁﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل.. ﺇﻟﻰ ﺭﺒﻪ!‬ ‫ِِ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫"ﻤﻌﺎﻭﻴﺔ ﺃﻡ ﻋﻠ ‪‬؟"‬ ‫ﻲ‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫×‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻴﺏ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﻭل ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺘﺘﻜﺎﺜﺭ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﺩﻭﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻟﻴﺱ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﻫﺭﻭﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺴّﻡ ﺴﻴﻔﻲ..‬ ‫ُ ‪‬ﻠ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻜﺒﺭﻴﺎﺌﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﻠﻴﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﻭل ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺍﺴﺘﺸﻬﺩﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫×‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻫﻭﻯ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺤﺎﺼﺭﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻭﺏ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫****‬ ‫٨‬
  • 9. ‫ﺳﻜﻴﻦ أﺥﻀﺮ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﻟﺴﻜﻴﻥ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻭﻏﹸﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺩﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُ ﻠ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﻟﺴﻜﻴﻥ ﺃﻋﻤﻰ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻴﺘﺼﻴﺩ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﺭ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻲ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺘﻌﻘﺒﻪ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻗﺘﻠﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﻟﺴﻜﻴﻥ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻴﺤﺼﺩﻨﻲ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﺘﺤﺭﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻗﺴﻭﺓ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺍﻷﻋﻤﻰ‬ ‫****‬ ‫٩‬
  • 10. ‫ﺣﻔﺮﻳــــــﺎﺕ‬ ‫)أﺷﻌﺎر ﻗﺪﻳﻤﺔ ﺝ ًا(‬ ‫ﺪ‬ ‫٠١‬
  • 11. ‫ﺗﻮﺡﺶ‬ ‫ﻀﺭﺒﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺤﺼﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩﻫﺎ... ﺃﻤﺴﻜﺕ ﺴﺎﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﺴ ﹸﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺯﻨﺯﺍﻨﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻗ ﹸﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﻭﺩ ﻭﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺍﺭﺓ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﺩﻤﻴ ﹸﻬﺎ ﺒﻤﻁﻭﺍﺘﻲ .. ﻀﺎﺠﻌﺘﻬﺎ ‪‬ﻨﻬﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺫﺘﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻀﻤﻤﺘﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺤﻁﻤﺕ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻀﻠﻊ ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻗﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒﻌﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﺍﻟﺘﻬﻤﺘﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﺍﻗﺘﺴﻤﺘﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃﺫﺒﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺼﺎﺒﻌﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﻭﺍﻟﺤﻀﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺴﻤ‪‬ﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل.. ﺠﻨ ‪‬ﺎ، ﻭﺒﻜﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻨﺘﺤﺎﺭﺍ..!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫****‬ ‫٩٧٩١‬ ‫١١‬
  • 12. ‫ﻣ ﱢﺘﻮن‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻤﻴﺘﻭﻥ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨﺤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺒﺤﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﻭﻥ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅﻼﻡ ﻏﺎﺭﻗﻭﻥ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﺎﺀ ﺴﺎﺒﺤﻭﻥ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻨﺤﻥ ﻨﻤﺸﻲ.. ﺃﻋﻴ ﹰﺎ ِﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻨ ﻁ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻭﺤل ﻴﻌﻤﻴﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺠﻬل ﻴﺨﻔﻴﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﻴﺴﻁﻊ ﻜﻲ ﻴﻨﺎ ِﻴﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﺠ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺤﻥ.. ‪‬ﻅﻠﻤﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻏﺎﺭﻗﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺴﺒﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘﻨﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ ﻟﻸﻤﻭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫-‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺩﻭﺭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ِﻨﻤﻭﺕ ﻨﺤﻥ ﻨﺤﻴﺎ.. ﻭﻟﻜﻲ ﻨﺤﻴﺎ .. ﻨﻤﻭﺕ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻟ‬ ‫ﻜﻌﻨﺎﻗﻴﺩ.. ﻭﺭ ‪‬ﺎﻥ.. ﻭﺘﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻤ ٍ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻜﺸﻤﻭﻉ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺍﺵ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﺨﻴﻭﻁ ﻋﻨﻜﺒﻭﺕ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻜﻘﺒﺎﺏ ﻤﻥ ﺩﺨﺎﻥ.. ﻭﻜﺯﺭﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺯﻴﺘﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺭﺍﻗﺩﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺴﻜﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻴﺘﻭﻥ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨﺤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺒﺤﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅﻼﻡ ﻏﺎﺭﻗﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﺎﺀ ﺴﺎﺒﺤﻭﻥ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫****‬ ‫٩٧٩١‬ ‫٢١‬
  • 13. ١٣
  • 14. ‫ﻗﺴﻢ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻤﻥ ﻋﻤﻴﻕ ﺘﺄﻤﻼﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺭﺤﻴﻕ ﻤﻭﺍﺼﻔﺎﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺼﺎﺩ ﻤﻘﺎﺭﻨﺎﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺩﺍﻋﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻐﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻤﺘﻊ ﺍﻷﺤﺭﺍﺭ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺒﺎﻨﺘﺼﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻬﻠل ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ ﺇﻥ ﺠﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﻤﻊ ﺍﻷﺴﻔﺎﺭ ﻤﻥ ﻗﻠﺏ ﻵﺨﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻔﻴﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ – ﻗﺒل ﺤﺒﻙ – ﻟﻡ ﻴﺴﺎﻓﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺭﻴﺩﻙ ﻋﺎﻟ ‪‬ﺎ ﺼﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﺃﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻏﻴﺭ ﺍﷲ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ‪‬؟!‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺄﻜﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺍﺼﻁﻔﻴﺘﻙ ﺒﻌﺩﻤﺎ ﺍﷲ ﺍﺼﻁﻔﺎﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺭﻴﺩﻙ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻌﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ.. ﻻ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎ ﺴﻭﺍﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫****‬ ‫٤١‬
  • 15. ‫ﻳﺎ ﻣﺤﺒﻮﺑﻲ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺤﺩﺙ ﻟﻭ ﺩﻓﺄﺕ ﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺸﺔ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻨﺩﻴﻠﻲ؟‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﱠْ ﹶ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺤﺩﺙ ﻟﻭ ﻏ ‪‬ﺭﻨﺎ ﺸﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ‪‬؟‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﹶﻴ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺤﺩﺙ ﻟﻭ ﻋ ‪‬ﻟﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﺠ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺘﺸﻜﻴﻠﻲ؟‬ ‫‪‬ﺩ ﹶ ﺭ ﺩ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﺤﺩﺙ ﻟﻭ ﻗ ‪‬ﺭﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺩﻡ‪‬؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶﺩ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺸﻔﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬ﺤ‬ ‫- ﻟﻭ ﻗﺒﻠﺘﻙ ﻏﻁﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻨﻅﺭ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺍﻨﻅﺭ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻜ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﺤﺴﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﹶﻡ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﺃﺩﻤﻌﺕ ﺴﻘﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻁﻌﻡ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ!!‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻟﻭﺍﺡ ﺍﻟﺜﻠﺞ ﺤﺭﺍﻡ!!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻟﻌﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺭﺱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ.. ﻴﻜﻔﺭ ﻜﻔﹾﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻴﻨﺜﺭ ﺸﻌ‪‬ﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾﹶ ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﺘﺼﺤﻭ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺩﺍﺨل ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻋﺱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﻨﺎﺭ ﺘﺨﻠﻁ ﻜﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﺎﻹﺴﻼﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ ﹸﹾ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻏﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺭﺏ ﻭﺍﻟﻌ ‪‬ﺍﻡ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻫل ﻤﻥ ﻴﺄﺒﻰ؟‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﹸﻠﻪ..‬ ‫ﻜ ‪‬‬ ‫٥١‬
  • 16. ‫ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﺸﻜﻠﻲ.. ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﺸﻜﻠ ِ..‬ ‫ﹶﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﺸﻜﻠﻪ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻓﺽ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺘﺄﻟﻪ.‬ ‫ﱠ‪‬‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻟﻭ ﺃﻤﺴﻴﺕ ﺇﻟ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺨﻠﻕﹾ؟‬ ‫ﻬ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺤﻘﻕ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟ ‪‬؟‬ ‫ﻡ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺤﻘﻕﹾ؟‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺼﻤ ﹰﺎ.. ﺒﺭﻫﺔ ﺼﻤﺕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻘﺘﻠﻨﺎ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺼﻤ ﹰﺎ..‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻓﺎﺘﺤﺩﻭﺍ..‬ ‫ﻋل ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺇﺫﺍ ﻤﺎ ﺍﺘﺤﺩﻭﺍ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﱠ‬ ‫ﻗﺘﻠﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ!‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻻ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺒﻜﻲ ﻴﺎ ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺌﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺠﺩﺍﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻻ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺒﻜﻲ.. ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﻤﻕ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻴﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻑ ﺍﻷﻭل ﻓﻭﻕ ﻟﺴﺎﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻜﻲ ﻴﻭﻟﺩ ﺤﺭﻑ ﺜﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﹲ ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﻘﺭﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﻤﻭﺘﻭﺍ.. ﺠﻭ ‪‬ﺎ، ﺤﻘ ‪‬ﺍ، ﺃﻭ ﺒﺎﻟﺼﺒﺭ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﻘﺭﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﻤﻭﺘﻭﺍ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺱ ﻟﺩﻱ.. ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟ ﱢﻌﺭ!‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫٦١‬
  • 17. ‫ﻤﻭﺘﻲ ﺸﺭ ﹰﺎ..‬ ‫ﻓ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺸﺭﻴﻑ ﻭﺍﺤﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻌﺘﺭﻓﻲ..‬ ‫‪‬ﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻴﺴﻤﻊ ﺼﻭﺘﻙ‪‬؟‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻴﻤﻠﻙ ﻤﻭﺘﻙ‪‬؟‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻌﺘﺭﻓﻲ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻴﺴﻤﻊ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻌﺘﺭﻓﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻷﻭ‪‬ﻟﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻌﺘﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﻤﻊ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫َ‬ ‫****‬ ‫٧١‬
  • 19. ‫دﻋﻮة ﻟﻠﻤﻮت‬ ‫ﺗﺤﻄﻴﻢ أﺻﻨﺎم ﺘ ‪ّ‬ﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﻏﻠﻕ ﻤﻘﻠﺘ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﹶ ﻴ‬ ‫ﹶﻤﻠ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﻏ ّﻴﻨﻲ ﻟﻜﻲ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﻓ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﻴ‬ ‫ﹶﻤ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺝ‬ ‫ﻋﺠﺯﻨﺎ ﻋﻥ ﻤ ﹶﺎﺘ ‪ ِ ‬ﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﻔ ﹶﺤﺔ‬ ‫- ﺯﻤﺎ ﹰﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻤﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻫﻠﻴﺔ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻗﺒﺎﺌل ﻤﻥ ﺩﻡ ﺍﻷﻋﺭﺍﺏ ﺘﻐﻠﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ِ‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻫﻨﺎ ﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﺒﻴﻨﻙ ﻴﺎ ﺼﺒﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻗﻭﺍﻓل ﺘﻌﺒﺭ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺭﺍﺀ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻨﺴﺘﺩﻋﻲ ﺭﺅﺍﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺯﻤﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺒﻨﻲ ﻜﻌﺒﺔ ﻭﻨﻁﻭﻑ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺸﻬﺩ ﻁﺎﺌﺭﺍﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻴﺩﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺩﺨل ﻓﻲ ﺘﺠﺎﺭﺏ ﻻ ﻨﻌﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺨﺭﺝ ﻤﻥ ﺘﺠﺎﺭﺏ ﻤﺭﻴﻤﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﺴﺂﻜل ﻏﺭﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺭﺍﺀ.. ﻨﺎﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺨﻴﻠﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺎﺠﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻴﺔ‬ ‫٩١‬
  • 20. ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻡ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻴﻑ ﻓﺩﺍﺨﻠﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺎﻭﻱ ﺼﻑ ﻨﻬﺩﻴﻙ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﺝ‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻠﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺩﺍﺨل ﻤﺴﺘﺤﻴﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺠﺞ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﺭﻱ ﻤﻥ ﻤﺨﺎﺭﺝ ﺴﺎﻋﺩﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻭﺘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻓﺭﺍﺵ ﺍﷲ ﺭﺠ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺝ‬ ‫ﻟﻘﺩ ﻜﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﺫﻴﻥ ﺭﻤﻭﺍ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﻜﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﺫﻴﻥ ﺭﻤﻭﺍ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ‬ ‫****‬ ‫٠٢‬
  • 21. ‫ﺻﻨﻢ اﻟﻔﺼﺤﻰ‬ ‫ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻓﺼﺤﻰ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ﺘﺩﺨل ﺨﻴﻤﺔ ﺇﺤﺴﺎﺴﻲ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﺘﺄﺘﻴﻨﻲ ﻤﺨﺩﻋﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﺩﻭﻱ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻡ ﺤﺭﻭﻑ ﺍﻟﺜﺩﻱ ﻭﺃﻜﺘﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺩﺍﺀ ﻤﻌﻠﻘﺔ..‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺃﻨﺜﻰ ﻓﺼﺤﻰ..‬ ‫ﺘﺩﺨل ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻜ ‪‬ﺍﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫)ﻋﻴﻥ.. ﺭﺍﺀ.. ﺒﺎﺀ ... ﻴﺎﺀ..(‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻫﺫﻱ ﺁﻴﺎﺘﻲ.. ﺃﺒﻴﺎﺘﻲ...‬ ‫ﻨﺨﻠﺔ ﺃﺤﺭ ِﻲ ﺍﻨﺘﻔﺨﺕ..‬ ‫ﻓ ﹶﹶ ﹶ ﹾ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺒﺎﻟﻠﻐﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺒﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻘﺕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫)ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺭﺍﻭﻴﺔ!(‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺘﻰ ﻨﻔﺭﺵ ﻓﺭ ﹶﺘﻨﺎ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻭﻨﻬﻭﺩﻙ ﺃﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺔ؟‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫‪ِ‬‬ ‫ﹸ ﺸ‬ ‫- ﺃﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻠﻐﺔ ﺍ ُﻤ ‪‬ﺔ -‬ ‫ﻷﻴ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺘﻰ ﺘﺜﻤﺭ ﻨﺨﻠ ﹸﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﻨﺒﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﻴﺩﻭﻴﺔ؟‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺘﻰ ﻨﻌﻠﻥ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻨﻬﺠﺭ ﻤﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻟﻐﺔ ﺭﻁﺒﺔ؟‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺘﻰ ﻨﻨﺤﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺩﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﻌﺒﺔ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺜﺎل ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺭ ‪‬ﺔ؟!‬ ‫‪‬ﺒ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫****‬ ‫١٢‬
  • 22. ‫أم اﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎت‬ ‫ّ‬ ‫ﺁﻩ ﻟﻭ ﻜﻨﺎ ﻨﺘﺴﻠﻕ ﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ "ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺀ"‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻗﺒﹸﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬ﻠ‬ ‫ّ‬ ‫ﻭ ﹸﻘ ّﹸﻨﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺘ ﺒﻠ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻨﻨﺴﻰ ..‬ ‫ﻨﻨﺯﻟﻕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺤﻼﻡ "ﺍﻟﺭﺍﺀ" ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﻜﺎﺩ ﻨﻀﻴﻊ ﺒﻬﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨﻜﺎﺩ ﻨﻐﻴﺏ ﻓﻨﻤﺴﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺫﻴﺎل "ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺀ"‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨﺘﺒﺎﺩل ﻋﻨﻘﻭﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﺒﻼﺕ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺸﺭﺏ ﺃ ‪‬ﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﻨﻬﺽ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨﻨﻔﺽ ﻜﺴل ﺍﻷﻤﺱ ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫َ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺭﻜﺏ ﻋﻨﻕ "ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺀ"‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﻘﻭﺩ ﺨﻴﻭل ﺍﻻﺴﺘﻬﺠﺎﺀ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫****‬ ‫٢٢‬
  • 23. ‫داﺋﺮة اﻷﻟﻮان‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺘﺩﺭﻴﻥ‪‬؟‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺨﺸﺒ ‪‬ﺔ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺎ ﺒﺎﻷﻤﺱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﻌﻤل ﻤﺩﺭﺴﺘﻲ ﻨﺩﻓﻌﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻨﺩﻓﻌﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻨﺩﻓﻌﻬﺎ ... ﻴﺎ ﺴﺒﺤﺎﻥ!‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻅل ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ... ﻟﺘﻌﻁﻲ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻤﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﺨﻨﺠﺭ ‪‬ﺭﺸﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺍﻭ ِﺔ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﻠﻡ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺠﺴﺩ ﻻﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺃﻭ ﻟﻘﺘﻴل ﺃﻭ ﻟﺜﺭﻴﺩ ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺸﺭﺏ ﻜﺄﺱ ﺍﻟﺩﻡ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻹﻴﻘﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺍﻹﻓﺭﻴﻘﻴﺔ – ﻭﺸﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺨﺩ ﺍﻷﻁﻔﺎل –‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ّ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫- ﺍﻟﻠﻬﺏ – ﺍﻟﺸﻬﺏ – ﺍﻟﻘﻨﺒﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﻴﺩﻭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻠﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺭﺍﺀ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ – ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻨﻴﺔ – ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻟﺜﺔ – ﺍﻷﻟﻑ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﻑ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﺭﺸﻘﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺩﺭ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻋﺎﺸﻘﺔ ﻨﻨﺠﺏ ﻟﻙ ﺜﻭﺭﺓ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻤﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ .. ﻤﺴﺎﺤﺔ ﻤﻭﺕ .. ﺃﻭ ﻤﻴﻼﺩ ﺤ ‪‬ﻩ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺃﺼﻔﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺨﺎﺽ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺢ – ﺃﻏﺎﺭ .. ﺃﻏﺎﺭ .. ﺃﻏﺎﺭ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩﺓ ﺼﻔﺭﺍﺀ ﻴﺎ ﺃﻏﺒﻰ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺎﺒﻠﺕ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫)ﺃﺤﺒﻙ(‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌل ﺭﺃﺱ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻓﺄﻨﺒﺕ ﺯﻫ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫٣٢‬
  • 24. ‫ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺸﺔ – ﺭﻋﺸﺔ ﺇﺼﺒﻊ ﺘﺒﻎ –‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺘﺒﺘﺴﻡ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺭﺍﺀ ﺼﻔﺎ ‪‬ﺍ..‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻔﻅ ﺤﻘ ‪‬ﺍ..‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﻔﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﻤﻌﺎﺀ ﻭﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺴﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺜﺎﺒﺘﺔ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺃﺨﻀﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﻘﻭل ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭﺍﺀ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﻥ ﺍﻷﺨﻀﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺭ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﻋﻨﻲ ...‬ ‫ﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻕ ﺍﻷﺨﻀﺭ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺴﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻌﺭﺕ ﻜل ﺍﻷﺸﺠﺎﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‪  ‬ﹾ ﱡ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻤﺘﺩ ﺨﺭﻴﻑ ﻤﺜل ﺍﻟﺩﻭﺩ ﻭﺨ ‪‬ﺏ ﺘﺠﺭﺒﺔ ﺍﻹﺜﻤﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﹶﺭ‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻋﻥ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻀ ‪‬ﺓ‬ ‫ِ ﹸ ‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ... ﻤﺎ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﺍﻷﺨﺭﻯ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺒﻨﻔﺴﺠﺔ ﺘﻤﻨﺤﻨﻲ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ ‪ ‬ﹲ‬ ‫- ﺍﻟﺩﻑﺀ – ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺄﻫﺏ ﻟﻠﺼﻭﺕ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻟﻠﻤﻭﺕ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺍﻤﻨﺤﻨﻲ ﻁﻼﺀ ﺒﻨﻔﺴﺠﺔ.. ﺃﻤﻨﺤ‪‬ﻙ ﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺤﺒﺔ ﻗﻭﺱ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻜ ‪‬ﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﹶﻤ ‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫)ﺘﺒﺩﺃ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﻬل ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ!(‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺃﺯﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ .... ﺍﺴﺘﻭﻗﻑ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺯﺤﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻴﻔﺘﺢ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﺍﻷﺯﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻭﺝ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﺍﻷﺯﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻷﺯﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)ﺭﺠل ‪‬ﺨﻨﻕ!(‬ ‫‪ٌ‬ﻴ ﹾ‬ ‫٤٢‬
  • 25. ‫ﺃﺘﺸﺘﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻹﻴﺤﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﺯﺭﻕ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺜﻠﻭﺝ ﺍﻟﻔﻡ ..‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ﺃﺯﺭﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ... ﻨﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻔﺠﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺭﻭﺯ ﻴﺘﺩﻓﻕ ﻓﻲ ﻟﺅﻟﺅﺓ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺭ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﺒﺭ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﺒﺭ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻋﻼﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻀﺭﺏ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ ... ﺘﺩﺭﻴﻥ‪‬؟‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻔﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺯﻤﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻗﻭﻟﻲ ... ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ ﻻ ﺘﺘﺤﺭﻙ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ... ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺴﺒﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻀﻲ...‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ – ﺍﻟﺼﺨﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ...‬ ‫ﺼﺎﺭﺕ.. ﺤﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺩﺍﺭﺕ ﺩﻭﺭﺓ ... ﺩﻭﺭﺓ ... ﺩﻭﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪‬ﺫﺕ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫َﺤ ﹶ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘﺒﺭﺡ ﻨﺎﺼﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﹶ‪  ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺼﺤﻭﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺭﻓﺕ ﺍﻵﻥ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺍﺴﺘﺒﻘﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﻥ ﺍﻷﺒﻴﺽ ﻓﻲ ﻗﺩﺱ ﺍﻷﻗﺩﺍﺱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﺤﺭﻡ ﺍﻷﺤﺭﺍﻡ.. ﻭﻓﻲ ﺭﻜﻥ ﺍﻷﺭﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺼﺤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺤﻠﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺴﻨﻭﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﺱ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻨﺘﻌﺸﺕ ﺩﺍﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻟﻭﺍﻥ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﺘﻅل ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ‬ ‫ﱡ‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻑ ﺘﻠﻑ ... ... ﻓﺘﻌﻁﻲ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ!!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﱡ‬ ‫****‬ ‫٥٢‬
  • 26. ‫أﻏﻨ َﺔ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﻜﺎﻥ ‪‬ﻠ ‪‬ﺍ .. ﺤﻠ ‪‬ﺍ ﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭ‬ ‫ﺤﻭ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺸﻲﺀ.. ﺸﻲﺀ ﻤﺎ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﻜﺎﺩ ‪‬ﺼﺒﺢ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻹﻤﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻁﻴ ‪‬ﺍ.. ﻁﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻁﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻀﺎﻉ ﻓﻲ ﺠ ﹶﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺭﺴﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﻔﺭﺸﺎﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻤﺴﺢ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﻟﻭﻥ .. ﻟﻭﻥ ﻤﺎ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻜﺎﺩ ﺘﺸﺭﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺼﺎﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻠﺒﻴﻊ ﻤﻊ ﻜل ﺍﻟﺼﻨﺩﻭﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎ ﺸﺭﻋﺕ ﺃﺒﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻀﻴﻊ ﻓﻲ ﺠﻨﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻭﻕ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫****‬ ‫٦٢‬
  • 27. ‫"ﻗﺎﻥﻮن اﻟﺪم"‬ ‫) ١(‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﺘﺘﺩﺍﺨل ﻜل ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﺼﻴل ﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺼﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺫﺒﻴﺢ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫)ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﻴﺴﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻓﺭﺍﺸﻲ(..‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺼﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﻴﺎ )ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺘﺴﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻜﻴﺔ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻴﺩﻴﺎ، ﻭﺘﻠﻔﻅ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﺼﺩﺭﻱ(..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺨﺘﻠﻁ ﺍﻟﺼﺭﺨﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻨﻁﺤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻤﺎﺕ.‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻌﺠﻥ ﻁﻌﻡ ﺍﻟﻬﺸﻴﻡ ﻓﻤﻲ ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺴﻴل ﺩﻤﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﻤﺭ ﺘﺸﻘﻪ ﺤ ﹼﺎﺀ ﺸﻌ ِ‬ ‫ِﻨ ﹶ ‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ّ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﻤﻴﺭﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ‬ ‫ِ ﱢ‪ِ‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻜﺘﺏ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﺫ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ..‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻨﺫﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺤﺭﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺤﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻨﺩﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﺯﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﻱ... ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻭﺤﺵ.‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻠﻴل .... ﻭﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﻭﺍﻟﺠﺴﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻔﺠﺭ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﹾﹶ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻤﻨﺤﻴﻨﻲ – ﺴﻤ ‪‬ﻙ –‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻭ ِ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻨﺤﻨﺎﺌﻲ ﻷﻗ ‪‬ﻡ ﺴﺎﻗﻴ ِ،‬ ‫ﻙ‬ ‫ﻀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻤﻀﻎ ﻜﻔﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌل ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺭﺍ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻓل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﻓﺎﺕ ﺃﻤﻴﺭﺍ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻨﻁﻠﻕ.‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺫﺒﺤﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻭﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻨﺼﻴﺭﺍ.‬ ‫****‬ ‫٧٢‬
  • 28. ‫) ٢(‬ ‫ﺘﺴﺘﺤﻡ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﺘﻔﺎﺤﺔ ﻓﻲ ﻨﺒﻴﺫ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻟﻬﺎ ﻫﻀﺒﺘﺎﻥ.. ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﺩﺭ ﺨﺎﺸﻌﺘﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﺂﺜﺎﺭ ﻀﺭﺏ ﻗﺩﻴﻡ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺎﻫ ﹸﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﺩﻴﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﻁﻌﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﻘﻴﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻓﻬﻡ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻴﻁل ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻔﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻨﺯﻑ ﻭﻫﻭ ﻴﺩﺍﻋﺒﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﺫ ﺩﻡ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﻋﻠﻡ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺎﺤﺔ!‬ ‫) ٣(‬ ‫ﺃﺴﻤﻊ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل..‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﻭﺍﺕ ُﻨﺎﺱ ﺘﺄﻜل ﺒﻌ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻀ‬ ‫ﺃ ٍ‬ ‫ﺘﺘﻌﻘﺒﻨﻲ ﺘﻜﺘﻜﺔ ﺍﻷﺴﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻅﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻁﺭﺤﻨﻲ ﺃﺭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻀ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﺭﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﻔﻀﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻬﺩﻫﺎ ‪‬ﺅﻯ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻜﺎﺩ ُﺠﻥ!‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫) ٤(‬ ‫ﻴﺩﻫﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻴﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﻨﺤﻤل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺯ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﻑ..‬ ‫ﹶِ ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘﻀﻊ ﺍﻟ ﹸﺼﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺸ ِﺭﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﻐ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻜ ﹼﻨﺎ ﻴﺘﺄﺭﺠﺢ ﺴﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺠﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻔ‬ ‫ﻨﻔﺘﺵ ﻋﻥ ﺤﻔﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫٨٢‬
  • 29. ‫ﻴﺨﺘﺒﺊ ﻓﻲ ﺜﺭﺍﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ ﻭﺍﻟﺜﻤﺭ‬ ‫ﹶ‪ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﻌﺭﻴﺕ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺸﺎﺀﺕ ﺘﺭﺍﻨﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺩﺍﺨﻠﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻅﻬ ‪‬ﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﻏﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻤﺤﺔ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﹾ ‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺃﺸﻕ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﺩﺭﺍ..‬ ‫ﺃﺸﺭﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ:‬ ‫"ﺇﺫﺍ ﺍﻨﺸﻕ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺃﻤﻭﺕ.."‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹼ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﺎﺭﺕ" ﺘﻌ ‪‬ﻯ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﺨﻠﻊ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﺩ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺒﺫل ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻡ ﻭﺍﻟﺩﻡ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِْ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺭﻓﻊ ﺍﻟﻌﻅﻡ ﺘﺎ ‪‬ﺎ ِﻴﺎ.."‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺠ ﻟ‬ ‫ﻓﻔ ‪‬ﺭﺕ ﻨﻬ ‪‬ﺍ..‬ ‫ﺠ ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭ ِﻤﻨﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺩ ِﻴﺎ..!‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫) ٥(‬ ‫ﻴﺄﻜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺘﻪ..‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻬﺭﺝ.. ﻴﺄﻜل ﺃﻗﻨﻌﺘﻪ..‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﻫﻴﺭ ﺘﻀﺤﻙ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﻴﺴﻠﻡ ﺃﺴﻠﺤﺘﻪ..‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻤﻭﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﻫﻴﺭ ﺘﻀﺤﻙ.. ﺘﻀﺤﻙ.. ﺘﻀﺤﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻲ ﺘﻤﻭﺕ ﺭﻭﻴ ‪‬ﺍ.. ﺭﻭﻴﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫) ٦(‬ ‫ﻴﺄﻜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺘﻪ..‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻟ ﹶﻲ ﺴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﻔ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺼﺒﺢ ﻁﺎﺌﺭﺓ ﻤﻥ ﻭﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺩﻡ ﻴﺘﺴ ‪‬ﺏ ﻤﻥ ﻜﻔﻨﺎ..‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺨﻴﻭﻁ ﺘﻁﻴﺭ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﺴ ‪ ‬ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺤﺏ ﺒﻜﺭﻩ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﹶﺭ ‪‬ﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﺩﻤﻊ ﺒﻀﺤﻜﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻵﻤﻨﺔ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫٩٢‬
  • 30. ‫ﻓﻴﻭﺭﻕ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻐﻀﺏ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻨﻤﻭ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺴﻭﺴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﻓﻨﻘﻁﻔﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺴﻨﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻠﻌﺏ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)ﻓﺄﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ(..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨﺩﻓ ﹸﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻓﺼﻭل ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺏ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫)ﺤﺒﻨﺎ ﻁﺎﻫﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﺩﻡ ٍ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺩﻴﻘﺔ(‬ ‫ﺯﻫﺭﺘﺎ ﻋﺸﻘﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺘﻼﺼﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻋﺭﻕ ﻋﻨﺒﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ﻏﻀﺏ ﺃﺨﻀﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺸﻼل ﺩﻡ.. ﺯﻻل..‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻴﻐﻁﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺩﺍﺌﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺜﺎﻨﻴﺔ ﺜﺎﻨﻴﺔ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹰ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫) ٧(‬ ‫ﻴﺄﻜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺼﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ ﻤﻘﺫﻭﻓﺔ.. ﺃﻭ .. ﺤﺠﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﻴﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺼﺩﺭ ﺁﺨﺭ ﺸﻬﻘﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻨﻁﻕ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ ﺨﺒﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫"ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﻓﺎﺠﺌﻨﻲ.. ﺇﻨﻨﻲ...‬ ‫ﻴﺼﻔﻕ ﺃﻟﻑ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻀﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ﻴﻅﻨﻭﻥ ﺃﻨﻪ ﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻘﻭﻡ. )ﺁﺩﻡ(‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻪ ﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻁﻴﺭ.. )ﺩﻡ(‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﺎﺤﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫)ﺠﻑ ﺍﻟﺩﻡ!(‬ ‫ﹼ ‪‬‬ ‫) ٨(‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﺴﻔﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺼﻔﻕ ﺃﻟﻑ..‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫٠٣‬
  • 31. ‫ﻴﺼﻔﻕ ﻤﺎﺌﺔ..‬ ‫ﻴﺼﻔﻕ ﺨﻤﺱ..‬ ‫ﺃﺼﻔﻕ ﻭﺤﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﻨﻬﺽ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻱ ﺃﺼﻔﻕ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﻨﻬﺽ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻱ ﺃﺼﻔﻕ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﻁل ﺍﻟﺠﻨﺎﺤﺎﻥ ﻤﻥ ﺠﺎﻨﺒ ‪‬ﺎ..‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻓﺭﻑ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻁﻴﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﻌﻰ ُﻻﻤﺱ ﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻪ ﻋﺎﺒﺱ...‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻋﺎﺒﺱ ...‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﻨﻲ ﻏ ‪‬ﺍ ﺴﺄﺼﻴﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﻤﻘﺫﻭﻓﺔ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ... ﺤﺠﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺂﻜل ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺘﻲ ﻗﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻤﺱ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ْ‬ ‫ﻭﺁﻜل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﻭﺍﻨﺢ ﺤﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﺨﻁﺭ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫) ٩(‬ ‫‪‬ﻥ ﻤﺨﻁ ٌ؟‬ ‫ﺊ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻁﻴﺭ.. ﺃﻡ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺸﻔﻕﹾ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﻷﺠﻨﺤﺔ..‬ ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ.. ﺘﺘﺂﻜل‬ ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ.. ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ..‬ ‫ﻤﺼﺒﻭﻏﺔ ﺤﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎ..‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ﺩ ‪‬ﺎ.. ﺩ ‪‬ﺎ..‬ ‫‪‬ﻤ ‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻤﺨﻁﺊ ﺇﻥ ﻁﺎﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٌ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺇﻥ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻁﺭ‪‬؟؟‬ ‫ﺸﻔﻕ.. ﺤﺠﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫١٣‬
  • 32. ‫ﺍﻷﺠﻨﺤﺔ..‬ ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ ﺘﺘﻜﺴﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ ﺘﺘﻜﺴﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺭﻋﺎﻥ ﻤﺎ.. ﺘﺘﻜﺎﺜﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜل ﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ ﺘﻁﻴﺭ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻻ ﺃﺭﻯ ﺩﻤﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﺠﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﻴﺼﻌﺩ ﻟﻠﺸﻔﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺴﺭﺏ ﻴﻀﺭﺏ ﺭﺃﺴﻪ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺎﺌﻁ ﺍﻷﻓﻕ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻭﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺭﻜﻥ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﻨﻐﻠﻕ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻷﺠﻨﺤﺔ..‬ ‫ﺴﺘﻌﻭﺩ.. ﻟﻜﻥ ﻟﻥ ﺘﻌﻭﺩ ﻜﻤﺎ ﻤﻀﻰ..‬ ‫- ﺴﺭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻴﻠﻭﺡ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻓﻕ -‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﺠﻨﺤﺔ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﻨﺎﺜﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺘﻨﺎﺜﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺘﻨﺎﺜﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫****‬ ‫٢٣‬
  • 33. ‫ﺳﻴﺪة اﻟﻤﺴﺮح‬ ‫ﻗﺎﺒﻠﺕ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻗﺎﺕ ﻓﻘﻠﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ:‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫"ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ"!!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫)ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺒل ﺘﻤﺜل ﺃﺩﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻜﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺼﺎﺭﺕ ﻤﻠﻜﺔ!(‬ ‫"ﺇﻨﻲ ﺸﺎﻫﺩﺘﻙ" – ﻗﻠﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ –‬ ‫ﻓﻲ "ﻜﻠﻴﻭﺒﺎﺘﺭﺍ" ﺘﻨﺴﻜﺒﻴﻥ ﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ ﻟﻴﻭﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ "ﻤﻴﺩﻴﺎ" ﺘﻨﻔﺠﺭﻴﻥ ﺠﻨﻭ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﺸﻬﺩﺘﻙ ﺘﺤﺘﻀﻨﻴﻥ " ﺃﻭﺩﻴﺏ"‬ ‫ﻭ"ﻫﻤﻠﺕ"‬ ‫ﻭ"ﺍﻟﻤﺠﻨﻭﻨﺎ"!‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺎﺒﻌﺕ ﻋﺭﻭﻀﻙ ﻤﻥ "ﺃﺴﻭﺍﻥ"‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ "ﺴﻴﻨﺎ"‬ ‫"ﺸﻜ ‪‬ﺍ"!‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ ﻟﻲ:‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ:‬ ‫ﻤﺫ ﺃﻥ ﻗﻠﺩﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ ﺘﺎﺝ ﺍﻟﻔﻠﻙ..‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹸﹾ ‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ ﹸﱢ ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﺘﻤﻨﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﻤﺼﺎﺩﻓﺔ"‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫"ﺸﻜ ‪‬ﺍ"!‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ ﻟﻲ:‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ:‬ ‫"ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ ﻜﺩﺕ ﺃﺠ ‪‬‬ ‫ُ ‪‬ﻥ‬ ‫ﺠﺌﺘﻙ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺒل ﻭﺃﻭﻗﻔﻨﻲ ﻤﺴﺌﻭل ﺍﻷﻤﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻬﻤﺘﻪ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺒﻬﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻬﻤﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﻙ ﺘﺠﺘﻤﻌﻴﻥ"‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻅﻬﺭﻱ ﻤﺴ ِﻨﺩ ﻟﻠﺸﺠﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺘ‪‬‬ ‫ﺸﻬﺭ ﻭﱠﻰ..‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻟ‬ ‫ﺸﻬﺭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺜﻤﺎﻨﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫٣٣‬
  • 34. ‫ﻋﺸﺭﺓ..‬ ‫)ﻻ ﺒﺄﺱ.. ﻓﺈﻨﻲ ﺃﻓﻬﻡ ﻜﻴﻑ ﻴﻁﻴل ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻔﻴﻭﻥ!(‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫"ﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺡ.. ﻜﺩﺕ ﺃﺠﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﻱ "ﺠﻠﹾﻨﺎﺭﻩ"..‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺯﻫﺭﺓ ﺃﻋﻤﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺒﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻭﺍﻀﻊ ﻟﻠﻔﻥ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﻱ "ﺠﻠﻨﺎﺭﻩ"‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺔ ﺴﻴﺩﺓ...‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪‬ﺤﻤﺎﻙ...‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻤﺸﻲ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺘﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻤﺸﻲ ﻴﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻻ..‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻷﺨﻀﺭ ‪‬ﻤﻨﺢ ﻓﻲ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻷﻭﻗﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻟﺘﻤﺭ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺎﺭﺍﺕ..!‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫****‬ ‫٤٣‬
  • 35. ‫ﻣﺬآﺮات ﻓﺮاء‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺒﺭ ﹸ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺎل ﺍﻷﺠﻨﺒﻴﺔ‬ ‫َ ‪ ‬ﻕ‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺁﻨﺌﺫ ﻓﺭﺍﺀ ﻴﺘﻤ ﱠﻰ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻓﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﻟﺴﻬﺭﺓ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ٍ ‪ ‬ﻁ‬ ‫ﺫﺍﺕ ﻤﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺠﺒﺕ ﺒﻲ..‬ ‫ُ ‪ ِ ‬ﹾ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺘﻔﺤﺹ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﻓ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻟﻭﺜﺘﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺸﺘﺭﺘﻨﻲ..!‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﻋﱠﻘﺘﻨﻲ..‬ ‫‪‬ﻠ‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺸﻬﺭ ﻭﻤﺴﺎﻤﻲ ﺘﺨﺘﻨﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫)ﺍﻓﺘﺤﻲ ﻟﻲ.. ﺍﻓﺘﺤﻲ ﻟﻲ(‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺸﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﺼﻴﻑ ﻴﻀﺤﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺠﻨﻭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻴﻭﻨﻲ ﺘﺤﺘﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻜﺭ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﻥ ‪‬ﺒﺎﻱ..‬ ‫ﺼ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺸﻁﺭ ﺜﻌﻠﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻲ .. ﺃﺫﻜﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺫﻜﺭ ﺴﻭﺍﻱ..!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺸﺎ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺴﻨﻲ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﻴﺔ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻀﻌﺘﻨﻲ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ.. ﺃﻁﻌﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻨﻁﻼﻗﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﻗﻨﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﻠﻕ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺃﺜﻭﺍﺏ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫َ ﹾﹶ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺭﺍﺀ ﺯﻫﻭﻱ ﻭﺍﺸﺘﻴﺎﻗﻲ؟!‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺠﺎﺀ ﺸﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺩ.. ﺃﻨﻘﺫﻨﻲ ﻭﻓﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﻬﺭﻴﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻀﻌﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻤﻠﻤﺴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺨﺭﺍﻓﻲ ﺍ ُﺤﺎﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﻨﻅﻴﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ ‬ﻷ‬ ‫ﻫﺎﺠﻤﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺢ ﻓﺎﺤﺘﻀﻨﺘﻨﻲ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻻ ﺃﻁﻴﺭ‬ ‫٥٣‬
  • 36. ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﻁﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﺤﻀ ﹰﺎ..‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﻨﺒ ‪‬ﺎ..‬ ‫ﻀ‬ ‫ﺍﻜﺘﺴﻰ ﺭﻴﺸﻲ ﺍﻨﺒﻬﺎ ‪‬ﺍ...‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﺠﺎﺩل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﻏﻴﺎﺒﻲ.. ﻭﺍﻟﺤﻀﻭﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ..!‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺠﺎﺀ.. ﺭﺍﻗﺼﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﹾ‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻜﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻜﺭﺴﻲ ﻋﺘﻴﻕ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻗﺎﻤﺎ..‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﻌﺒﺙ ﻓﻲ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ!‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻨﺎﻤﺎ..‬ ‫ﻨﺴﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻨﺤﻨﺎﺌﻲ ﻟﻠﺼﺒﺎﺡ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﺅﺨﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﻴﺭ!!‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﺸﻬﺭ.. ﺃﺒﺩﻟﺘﻨﻲ ﺒﻔﺭﺍﺀ ﺴ ‪‬ﺭﻩ ﻀﻌﻔﻲ ﺜﻼ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﺜ‬ ‫ﻌ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺘﺴﻠﻤﻨﻲ ﻟﻜﻑ‬ ‫ﱟ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﺒﺼﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺭﻉ ﻤ ‪‬ﺓ!‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﻭﻫﻲ ﺘﺴﻠﻤﻨﻲ ﺜﻼ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﺜ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻜﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻓﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﻟﺴﻬﺭﺓ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻠﻤﺱ ﻤﻥ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ ﻅﻬﺭ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﻋﺸﻘﻬﺎ ﻏ ‪‬ﺍ..‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﺫﻜﺭ ﻜل ﺃﻴﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﺘ ﹶﻌﻠﺏ ﻓﻲ ﻴﺩﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﱠﺜ ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﹸﺸﻌل ﺍﻹﻴﻘﺎﻉ ﻓﻲ ﻜﺒﺩﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘ ُ‬ ‫ﻟﺘﺘﺭﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻭﺤﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﹸ َ‬ ‫٦٣‬
  • 37. ‫ﻭﺘﺒﺩﻟﻨﻲ ﻏﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﹸﻘﺴﻡ ﺇﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻨﻅﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺭﻉ ﻤﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺘﹾ ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻭﻻﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻫﺎ ﻫﻨﺎ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺘﻜﻠﻤﻲ..‬ ‫ﺼﻤﺘﻜﻥ ﺼﺎﺭ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ.. ﺃﻟﻑ ﻤﺭﺓ!‬ ‫****‬ ‫٧٣‬
  • 38. ‫ﻗﺼﺎﺋﺪ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻨﺠﺎن‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺽ ﻭﺭﻴﻘﺎﺕ ﻤﺎﺘﺕ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭ ﺍﻷﻋﺼﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺨﻀﺭﺍﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎﺒﺴﺔ..‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ﻴﻌﺠﺯ ﻋﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫) ١(‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺒﻲ.. ﻴﻌﻤل ﺒﺎﻟﻐﺎﺯ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُﻏ ﹼﻴﻪ ﺼﺒﺎ ‪‬ﺎ..‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫ﺃ ﺫ‬ ‫ﻴﻨﺒﺽ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻤﻨﺘﺼﻑ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل!‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﻓﺎﺘﻨﺔ ﺘﻌﻤل ﺒﺎﻟﻜﻴﺭﻭﺴﻴﻥ!‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎ ﻨﺘﺼﺎﺭﺡ..‬ ‫ﻨﻌﺭﻑ ﺃﻥ ﻋﺒﻭﺓ ﻜل ﻤﻨﺎ ﻨﺎﺴﻔﺔ..‬ ‫ﹲ‬ ‫ﻨﻌﺸﻕ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ..!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨﺘﻘﺎﺒل ﻓﻲ ﻤﻴﺩﺍﻥ ﺍﻷﺯﻫﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)ﻨﺘﺄﻤل ﻋﻠ ‪‬ﺎ ﺘﻤﺸﻲ ﻴﺼﻌﺩ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻬﺩ ﻭﻴﺭﻫﻘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﺩﺨﻴﻥ(!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﺘﺘﻴﻘﻅ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭﻨﺎ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ..‬ ‫ﻨﺘﻌﺎﻨﻕ ﺴﻬ ‪‬ﺍ..‬ ‫ﻭ‬ ‫ﻨﻘ ‪‬ﻯ..‬ ‫ﻭ‬ ‫ﻨﺘﺤﺩﻯ ﺃﺩﺨﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﻅﺭﺍﺕ ﻭﻓﺭﻗﻌﺔ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺒﻘﻰ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ..‬ ‫ﺘﻨﺩﻟﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﻨﺯﻴﻥ!‬ ‫×××‬ ‫) ٢(‬ ‫ﻁﺎﻗﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻨﻔﺠﺭﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻹﺴﻔﻠﺕ‬ ‫ﺸﺭﺍﺭﺓ ؟؟‬ ‫ﺘﺸﻌل ﻓﻴﻤﻥ ﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﻏﺒﺔ‬ ‫٨٣‬
  • 39. ‫ﻓﻐﺩﻭﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﻟﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺯﻫﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻴﺩﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﺒﺔ!‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﻁﻠﺏ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺼﺤﺎﺒﻲ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻭﺼﻠﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻤﻨﻬﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﺘﻴﺎﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻋﱢﻲ ﺃﺘﻨﻔﺱ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﻠ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻴﺠﺭﺒﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻤﻨﻬﻡ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺠﺯ ﻋﻥ ﺇﺼﺩﺍﺭ ﺸﺭﺍﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻔﺤﺼﻨﻲ ﺯﻭﺠﺘﻲ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺒﻠﻰ‬ ‫ﺤ‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺤﺴﺱ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺤﺴﺱ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻨﻲ.. "ﺃﺘﻜﻠﺱ"‬ ‫َ ﹶ ﹶﱠ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺒﻜﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺩﺭ ﺼﺩﻴﻘﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘﺒﻜﻲ..‬ ‫ﺘﺒﻜﻲ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺘﻨﻌﺱ ..!!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫)٣(‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺒﺴﻡ ﻴﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫‪  ‬‬ ‫ﺸﻔﺘﻲ ﺘﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻥ ﺸﻔﺔ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺸﻔﺔ ﺍﻷﺨﺭﻯ ﺘﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻥ ﺸﻔﺔ ﻤﺠﻬﻭﻟﺔ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﻬﻭﻟﺔ ﺘﺒﺤﺙ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻋ ‪‬ﻥ ﻴﻌﺭﻓﻬﺎ...‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫) ٤(‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﺍﺼﻁﺩﻤﺕ ﺭﻜﺒﺘﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻘﻤﺭ‬ ‫ﺤﻨﻭﺕ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺕ ﻟﻪ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫"ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻭﻗﻔﺕ ﺒﻭﺠﻬﻲ؟"‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﻗ ‪‬ﻠﺘﻪ..‬ ‫ﹶﺒ ﹾ ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫٩٣‬
  • 40. ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﺒﻜﻲ ﻭﻴﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ ﻋﻥ ﻁﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺎﺡ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺼﻁﺤﺒﺘﻪ ﻟﻠ ِﺴﻡ..‬ ‫ﻘ ِ‬ ‫- ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻷﻤﻴﻥ ﻴﺴﺠل ﺤﺎﺩﺜﺔ ﻤﺯﻋﺠﺔ -‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫)ﺍﺨﺘﻔﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻅﺭﻭﻑ ﺘﺜﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﺅﺍل(‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺎﺡ ﺘﻔﺘﺵ ﻋﻨﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺠﻤﻊ ﺒﺎﺤﺜﺔ ﻋﻥ ﺃﺜﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺼﻁﺤﺒﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻠﺠﺄ ﻟﻠﻴﺘﺎﻤﻰ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻓﻌﺎﻨﻘﻨﻲ.. ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺒﻜﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺒﻠﻨﻲ.. ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺠﻬﺵ..‬ ‫ﻗﺒﻠ ﹸﻪ‬ ‫ﺘ‪‬‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﻭﺩﻋﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻘﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﺒﺼﺭ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫) ٥(‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺒﺤﺙ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻋﻥ ﻏﺎﺒﺔ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻷﺨﺭ..!‬ ‫ُﹶ‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫) ٦(‬ ‫ﺯﻭﺠﺘﻲ ﻻ ﺘﺤﺏ ﺃﺨﻲ‬ ‫- ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻯ ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺏ -‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻤﺎ..‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻻﺜﻨﺎﻥ ﺃﻭل ﻤﻥ ﻓﺘﺵ ﺍﻟﺠﺜﺔ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﺯﺠﺔ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻﺫﺍ – ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﺜﻨﻴﻥ ﻤﻐﻨﻤﻲ –‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒﺎﻟﻬﺭﺏ!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫٠٤‬
  • 41. ‫) ٧(‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺒﺭﻨﻲ ﺯﻭﺝ ﺼﺩﻴﻘﺔ ﺨﺎﻟﺔ ﺠﺎﺭﻱ ﺃﻭل ﺃﻤﺱ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺸﺒﻪ ﺸﺨ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎ..‬ ‫ﺼ‬ ‫ﺸﺒ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎ..‬ ‫ﻬ‬ ‫ﻴﺠﻌل ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻪ ﺩﻤﻭ ‪‬ﺎ..‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻴﺠﻬل ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺘﺤﺩﻴﺩ..؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨﺴﺘﺭﺠﻊ ﻜل ﺍﻷﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺘﺭﻜﺔ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻨﻌﺠﺯ ﺃﻥ ﻨﺘﻭﺍﺼل...‬ ‫ﻨﺭﺘﺩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺒﻌﺽ ﻟﻤﺎ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُﻨﺒﺌﻪ ﺇﻨﻲ ﻜﻨﺕ ﻟﻘﻴ ﹰﺎ..‬ ‫ﻁ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﻴﺒﻜﻲ ﻭﻫﻭ ﻴﻘﻭل ﺤﺯﻴ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻪ ﺃﺨﻁﺄ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺴﻨﻴﻥ..‬ ‫ﻴﻌﻠﻥ ﺃﻨﻲ...!‬ ‫)ﻟﻜﻥ ﻴﻘﺴﻡ ﺇﻨﻪ ﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻌﻭﻀﻨﻲ...!!(‬ ‫×××‬ ‫) ٨(‬ ‫ﻗﺭﺭ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻐﺘﺼﺏ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﺃﻭل ﺃﻨﺜﻰ ﺴﻴﻘﺎﺒﻠﻬﺎ!‬ ‫ﺴﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﻭﺍﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻬﻰ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺨﺭﺝ ﻗﻨﺒﻠﺔ ﺸﻬﻭﺍﻨﻴﺔ ﺍﻻﺴﺘﻔﺯﺍﺯ ﺘﻌﻠﻕ ﺒﺫﺭﺍﻉ ﻴﺩﻫﺎ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻴﺫﺒﺢ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻴﺤﻤﻠﻬﺎ ﻭﹶﻬﺎ..‬ ‫‪‬ﻟ‬ ‫ﻴﻁﺭﺤﻬﺎ ﺒﹶﻬﺎ..‬ ‫‪‬ﻠ‬ ‫ﻴﺸﺭﻉ ﻜﱡﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻐﺘﺼﺒﺎ‬ ‫ﻠ‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ.. ﻤﺎ ﺍﻨﺘﺼﺒﺎ....!!‬ ‫×××‬ ‫) ٩(‬ ‫ﺭﻜﺏ ﻗﻁﺎ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﻟﻅﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻌﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻭﺠﻪ.. ﺃﻭﺠﻪ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻔﺎ ﺒﺠﻭﺍﺭ ﻗﻔﺎ‬ ‫- ﻤﻌﻬﻡ ﻭﻗﻑ -‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫١٤‬
  • 42. ‫ﺩﺍﺴﺕ ﻗﺩﻤﻪ ﻗﺩﻡ ﻤﺎ ﺍﻋﺘﺫﺭﺕ‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪ ‬‬ ‫ﺤﻙ ﺒﺠﺴﺩﻩ ﺠﺴ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫)ﺃﺸﻌل ﻓﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﺭﻏﺒﺔ!(‬ ‫_ ﺭﺒﺤﺕ ﺭﻏﺒ ﹸﻪ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺜﻼﺙ ﻤﺤﻁﺎﺕ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫‪  ‬ﹾ‬ ‫)ﻨﺯﻋﺕ ﺸﺭﻓﻪ!!(‬ ‫ﹶ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻟﺼﻕ ﻓﻲ ﻅﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺏ ﻤﻘﺩ ‪‬ﺔ ﺍﻟﺒﻨﻁﺎل ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺤﻭﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ ﻤ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻪ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﺤﺕ ﻭﺴﻁ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺒﺎ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻫﻤﺴﺕ.. " ﺒﺎﺒﺎ ؟!" ...!!‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫)٠١(‬ ‫ﻋﺯﻟﺘﻨﺎ ﺃ ﹼﺎ‬ ‫َﻨ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻨﻘﺎﺒل ﺒﻌ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻀ‬ ‫ﺘﻭﻗﻔﻨﺎ ﻤﺼﺎﻓﺤﺔ ﻋﺠﹶﻰ..‬ ‫ﹲ ﻠ‬ ‫ﻟﺘﻔﺭﻗﻨﺎ...‬ ‫ﻋﺯﻟﺘﻨﺎ ﺃ ﹼﺎ...‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻨﻤﺸﻲ ﻋﺩﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﹶﻬ ِﻱ.. ﺃﺤ ‪‬ﺍ.. ﺃﺤﺩﺍ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻨﻭ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫)١١(‬ ‫ﺩﺍﻓﻌﺕ ﻋﻨﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻗﺎﻟﻭﺍ: "ﻋﺎﻫﺭﺓ" ...‬ ‫ﺯﺍﺭﺘﻨﻲ ﻟﻴﻼ..‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻠﻘﺕ ﻓﺎﻫﻲ ﺒﻔﻴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻠﻘﺕ ﺒﺎﻟﻜﻌﺏ ﺒﺎﺏ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻁﺕ ﻋﻴﻭﻨﻲ.. ﻋﻴﻭ ﹶﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻁﺕ ﻴﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺼﺭﺓ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺠﺎﺀﺕ ﻟﺘﺩﻓﻊ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺴﺎﺏ!!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫٢٤‬
  • 43. ‫)٢١(‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻭﺍﺏ ﺍﻷﺒﻜﻡ ﻴﻌﺸﻕ ﺨﺎﺩﻤﺔ ﻋﺫﺭﺍﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺒﺎﺌﻊ ﺃﻟﺒﺎﻥ ﻴﺘﻭ ‪‬ﻁ..‬ ‫ٍ ﺴﹸ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺘﻭﺭﻁ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ!!‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺒﻨﻰ ﺒﺎﺌﻌﺔ ﺍﻟﺨﺒﺯ ﺍﻟﻁﻔل ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﻠﻘﻰ!‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﻭﺤﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺫﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺸﻘﺔ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﻭﺍﺏ ﺍﻷﺒﻜﻡ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫)ﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺭﺁﻫﺎ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﺴﻁﺢ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﺠﻔﻑ ﺩ ‪‬ﻬﺎ...(‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬ﻤ‬ ‫ﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺩﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺫﺭﺍﺀ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﺘﺄﻤل ﺠﻴﺭ ﺒﻨﺎﻴﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻗﻁ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻁﻭل ﻁﻭﺍﺒﻘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺭﺓ......‬ ‫ﺁﺜﺎﺭ ﺩﻤﺎﺀ.....!!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫×××‬ ‫)٣١(‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﺅﺴﺎﺀ ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻭﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫َّ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻤ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻔ ‪ ‬ﺍﻟﻤﺭﺍﺭ.. ﻭﻤﺎ ﺒﺼﻕ!‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹶ ‪‬ﻡ ﹶﻡ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺒﺭ ﺒﺎﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺭ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻤﺸﺎﺓ ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ.. ﻓﺎﺤﺘل ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻕ...!!‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫َّ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫×××‬ ‫)٤١(‬ ‫ﺜﻭﺭ ﹸﻨﺎ ﺍﻨﺘﺼﺭﺕ!‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻘﻴﻨﺎ ﺒﺩﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺭﻫل ﻓﻲ ﻗﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ّ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺯﻏﺭﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻭﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺸﺒﺎﻙ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺭ ﺍﻷﺼﻔﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻀﻴﻨﺎ ﺠﻤﻴ ‪‬ﺎ – ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﺴﺘﺜﻨﺎﺀ – ﻟﻴﻠﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﻨﺸﺭﺏ ﻨﺨﺏ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺘﺼﺭﺓ..!‬ ‫×××‬ ‫٣٤‬